Date:	2003-05-11 14:03
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	gloomy
Music:	pretty baby- the spin doctors

hmmmmm todays well today i guess. raining outside wahooo. really foggy too but its not Like im going anyplace. I think Im going to kentucky this summer for a week it should by nice. flying by myself, staying in a place by myself for a week. quite enjoyable, and im used to the rednecks after all thats all of my wonderful home town. more cows then people. everyone seems to be amazed at how people stop to let you cross the street its nice in some ways an awful in others. I definatly got up to early this morning but oh well. I still have yet to accomplish anything. but its sunday what needs to be done? Last night was boring just stayed home and talked to people, kevin surprisingly but yah i dont know. My dog jumped in the fish pond today t was cute, she leans over the edge and trys to get the fish with her paws, but she finnaly fell in today. dumbass. i have to paint for tommarow but im definatly not doing it just because Im lazy . I did some art stuff on my comp but its not finished either, oh well. I watched my girl and got sad because its sad, and Im naming my daughter vada some day far from now when I have one. Hmmm things definatly dont go as planned and i still let them happen oh well Im used to it.


I suppose ill nap? or be a lazy bum some place else.

Date:	2003-05-10 20:53
Subject:	Haven't been here in awhile.
Security:	Public
Mood:	disappointed
Music:	dashboard confessional - saints and sailors

So last time i wrote was like what a week ago? I dont know not much is knew the majoirty of this week sucked really bad, but then winning games was fun and kayaking and being in the paper. But otherwise it was gay, because i dont understand people at all, and dont get why things have to be the way they do, but if it takes doing something I hate to not lose a friend, I guess ill do it yah know? So yah school definatly sucked except lunch one day because this kid hits on bri and now thinks i like him but he thinks im a chronic liar and its funny, and marlys friend troy thinks i have terrets lol. So adrea and i kayaked like 8 miles it was good im not even sore or anything we definatly repeated like everyline from titanic and made race car nosies to make you go faster, i think im going canoeing with the boys tommarow or im going to canoe while they disc golf. I saw lizze mcgurie the movie last night talk about cruel and unsual punishment , that was hell in its purest form. I wash cars all day definatly just got more damn freckles and had this really weird guy in a really big car talk to me non stop i was about to spray him but i figured i wouldnt. because im just a nice person, aahaha. so hmmmmm ryan and i talked for like 2 hrs the other night it was pretty funny and good cuz i think everything that was needed to be said was and talked about because your supposed to talk about problems. but oh well. maybe school will be better this week or just another day full of hell and come home to exactly what i dont want to and dont need. but oh well I dont think anything can beat this week on the level its on but who knows when it rains it pours. Ill definaly have to do this daily so it makes sense. I suppose.

Date:	2003-04-27 18:06
Subject:	One long day
Security:	Public
Mood:	content
Music:	for justin- dashboard confessional

Well so this is like my first time on the comp today for the most part. My day was good but long. I woke up at like 7 because it was one of those toss and turn nights and just didnt feel good i guess. so i read and fussed around for awhile, then I had some brekfest and watched tv. Then I re cleaned everything I did yesterday because Im nuts . so then i baked some brownies which turned out okay but how hard is it to screw up a box mix. so then i hard to chase my freaking crazy dog who is staying at kevins for the night thankgod. :) Okay so then I had to give her a bath which is just o so much fun, and then i took a shower and got all ready and kevin came over. so we talked for awhile and then went to the best place ever, aha Wal*Mart and had to wait for like an 1 to get the gas or something changed in his car I dunno, I dont like that stuff, so then we picked out t shirts. like little boys smalls for him and gavin, and had to settle for super man and the incerdible hulk, and then we went to Mcdonadles for lunch and he finsihed off a 20 peice chicken mcnugget in the time it took me to eat my 6 peice aha, then to block buster for swim fan which is by far theworst movie ive seen in a long time, then we apcked all my dads boxing stuff into his trunk and then he took my puppy dog and is baby sitting for a day or two SCCCCCCCORE , and then he left, and i got a hug which topped off my wonderful day. and now imt alking to alpaco who is just a genius with words ahaha. I dunno today was good, except for the 5 seconds we had to talk about brandon whom i hope just i dunno I cant wait until i never have to look at him again. but it reminded me of some other stuff like being at leslies and pricessless times at wal mart ahaha. well im gunna go do something else, maybe class work.

Date:	2003-04-26 19:42
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	disappointed
Music:	Im just a bill- schoolhouse rock

So im staying in for the night and going out tommarow I suppose. Its rained all day but thats okay reflects on the mood of most of the people at home, all the kids are sad, for their friends, which is fine i guess. I deifnatly played soccer outside today in the mud it was fun and dirty which is good. So ayden helps me with my problems and uses the dont get to close thing but yah that never works, Nothing interresting has happened today so Im just going to finish my drawing and do some other stuff. and listen to more school house rock songs because they are the best and yah it makes you smart. Hasta luego.

Date:	2003-04-26 13:22
Subject:	I have no idea.
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused
Music:	dashboard confessional- hands down

I have no idea how to get my page looking all nifty like the majority of the other users but oh well, I'm only and orginal. :). Todays going really slow it must be the rain or something or maybe because I didnt have to get up at the ass crack of dawn for soccer. which is a plus in someways. but oh well. I want to go out but i dont know what to do or who to do it with, now theres that one person id even go shoe shopping with but we wont bring him up now will we, aahaha, bria. you go tell him. Ill bbaaaaaak

Yah, well this is a first. I figured I'd get one of these, just because I'm on the computer a lot and I type easier then I write, so yah. UmmMm well whats new? Leslies out of the hospital and has been for a few days. YIPPPPE. Talk about scary, we all knew she would be fine , but when your other half, bascially your better half is sick with no explenation as to why, its scary, and just not fun. Were definatly close, I wouldnt exactly spend all day (9-7) in a tiny hospital room, with someone more moody and on medication just for anyone, definatly the best :). Lindsey and Beaner came by while i was visiting leslie for awhile, after tanning, I swear if they go one more time they will turn black. Natilie came by also, how many after atemtping to bring jello, she only went through six boxes and showed up with two. So yah shes better now and its good, im definatly not going through that ever again because it sucked big time. So soccer has been getting better i suppose, or its just the girls. Im definantly glad to be close with them, because the worst thing you want is a bad ass soccer chick on your bad side. right girls? HmmmmmmMmMM So yah i suppose i like someone, quite a bit right now, but I dont know sometimes id rather be a friend sometimes id like more? Hes definatly wonderful like Shannon would say "god really broke the mold on him" I dunno im definatly not good with these type of things, which is why i have friends like doni , my spoon, her fork , for life. Aydens away and so is kyle b so this weekend is going to suck but ill hear the poker stories when they get home. Speaking of poker, after spending an entire day with steve and the gang, I am one hell of a card shark, you name the game and i can play it. without cheating like Pack, who cheats at everything. But Im going to clean or something and make some plans maybe for the day?? Who knows.