oh yah!   
10:09pm 01/01/2003
  r.i.p jamar .. ur greatly missed! <33

jamar waz taken frum us 2 yearz ago on new yearz eve .. he waz shot n killed by da copz wen askin fo help cuz he waz gettin robbed .. even tho i didnt kno him, i felt madd pain towardz allan n da fam .. love you guyz

iznt dat fucked up!! ggrrr

chris called me last nigh .. i wulda called him but i didnt kno if he waz gon' be home .. so he waz talkin tu ma gurl alysha n she had ma back .. she waz like, oh .. karen thought you waz still inda city .. so das why she didnt call .. thanx mama!! you da best!
 
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who0oa   
09:28pm 01/01/2003
 
mood: drunk
music: no es amor - aventura
whas really good all? me, chillen .. how waz ya new yearz eve? mine waz DA SHIT!! .. wha did ya'z do? me, ma gurl amelia, n deze nikkahz allan, shaquan, leroy, whiteboy (edwin), mark, and adam got FFFFUUUUCCCCKKKKEEEEDDD up!!! (we waz at da projectz) .. at first it waz whack, but den az da day went on, it waz hot .. allan told me dat shaquan moved in wit hiz cuz in allentown .. so i waz upset .. n den while we waz walkin to get sum liquor, shaquan runz up .. i waz madd happy .. me n him chilled AAAALLLLLL nigh!! WHA WHA!! i got a kiss on da stroke of midnigh frum him too .. hehe =) .. but yah, me and amelia drank smirnoff icez n sum otha shit .. i had 5 smirnoff icez n a cup of dis otha shit which i had no idea wha it waz lol .. n we smoke blackz .. i had like, 10 .. lmao.. so it waz hot .. me n ma gurl amelia werent az fucked up az da guyz but its all good

(da otha nikkahz dat we got fucked up wit waz keith, tc, ardell, n sum otha pepo's .. i dun rememba who .. lol)

we tried tu get weed but i dun kno why we didnt .. but whateva .. its all good

i found out dis nikkah leroy iz feelin me so wen he waz drunk, he waz sayin "come hea beautiful .. come hold me" .. i mean, leroy look FFFIIINNNEEE but im feelin shaquan n das hiz boy .. so i waz like, aigh .. hol up .. so den i went tu look fo dis nikkah mark cuz he waz drunk n we culdnt find him .. so den i found shaquan n i waz chillen wit him fo a dum long time .. we waz supposta have dis crib fo ourselvez but da lady thought we had a party or sum shit n sed we had tu bounce .. it waz all good bc everyone waz sleepin at whiteboyz crib n das where ma shit waz .. so me n shaquan slept on a lil bed on da floo' n leroy, amelia, and allan slept on da sofa bed while whiteboy n hiz gurl waz upstairz .. keith slept at hiz crib .. adam, i dun kno where da fuck he slept, n ardell n tc went back tu ardellz crib bc tc beat up da christmas tree at whiteboyz crib .. it waz dum funny .. lol

leroy waz sayin dat he waz gon' stab shaquan bc i waz wit shaquan n not him .. so i waz like, dddaaannnnggg .. n wen leroy woke up inda mornin, he looked at shaquan n waz like, aint i supposta stab you? we all jus busted out laffin

i didnt sleep da whole nigh .. prolly cuz me n shaquan waz kissin n shit .. hehe .. but also bc i waznt tired .. n da same wit ma gurl n allan .. dey waz up all nigh too .. shaquan wound up fallin asleep on me .. i didnt care but dang, i culdnt move tu go tu da lil gurlz room .. lol .. but allan got him up fo me so dat waz aigh

ma head waz KILLIN me cuz dis nikkah tc tripped n hiz head hit me in mine .. so das why ma head fuckin hurtz!! but it aigh .. shaquan made it betta .. lol

shaquan waz sayin dat he prolly gon' move back n finish dis year out at stroudsburg .. i waz like, i hope so cuz im really feelin him .. dang, wen i herd he moved, i waz like FUCK! hopefully all workz out wit him .. if not, i alwayz got BACK UP! lmao .. righ amelia? but dang, im really feelin him so i hope it workz out .. nah mean?

[( white boy tu allan: NAH BEANZ!! LMFAO )]

dat shit iz hilarious!

wen i waz chillen in whiteboyz crib, i had a smirnoff n a black in ma hand .. n adam comez ova tu me n waz jus lookin at me .. n i waz like, whas good .. n he waz like, whas good .. den he waz askin me all deze questions .. he waz fucked up tho .. he culdnt even get hiz wordz out righ .. but he still madd coo pepo's

i waz sittin on da couch next tu shaquan wen he had tu bounce tu go tu da store wit hiz boy .. so he waz like, ima brb .. n den leroy sitz next tu me n we waz sharin a black .. n den shaquan got back but leroy waz in hiz spot .. so shaquan sat in anotha chair .. n den leroy waz like, ur ma company fo da nigh .. n i jus started laffin .. but i didnt mean dat az a yes .. i waz MA OWN company .. lol .. so den leroy got up tu do suttin n shaquan came back ova n set next tu me .. n leroy waz all like, ayo .. she ma company fo da nigh .. n shaquan jus looked at him n we all started crackin up

but all in all .. ma nigh waz da shit .. im glad i went .. n i got time tu chill wit shaquan .. so das wassup .. of course, ima be doin da shit on da reg. now!! HOLLA!

well i home n den i ate suttin n i went tu sleep at 3 n woke up at 8:30 bc ma fone waz ringin .. n den i went back tu sleep until 9:05 wen ma momz waz like, dinna iz hea .. so now im up .. n we got fuckin skoo tumorro!! grrr .. i dun think ima go tho .. im too lazy

well ima be out .. im fuckin tired az hell .. so ima holla back at ya'z!! keep it gangsta playa!! holla front kid! payce <33 x0x0x0
 
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chillen   
03:01pm 31/12/2002
 
mood: happy
music: smilez and southstar - tell me
whas poppin nikkahz? im jus chillen .. waitin fo ma chick tu pick me up .. wha iz all of ya doin fo new yearz? me, ma chick amelia, her fren al n sum of hiz boyz are gon' chill at sum nikkahz crib .. so me n ma chick gon' spend da nigh dere .. so das wassup

ima get drunk az FFFFUUUUCCCCCKKKKK!! HOLLA!!

im startin tu get sick az hell .. dis suckz .. ma gurl alysha's sweet 16 iz in less den two weekz n im in it! so i cant be gettin sick .. pray fo me all .. lol

i jus found out last nigh dat shaquan iz REALLY feelin me .. so wha im thinkin iz fuck all dem otha nikkahz n get wit shaquan .. ma gurlz seem tu agree .. hehe

ma bday iz comin up!! HOLLA!! =)

well, ima be out .. ma gurl shuld be hea ne min. .. have a good new yearz catz .. dun do nuttin i wuldnt do .. lmao .. keep it gangstah playa! payce x0
 
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scratch dat   
04:20pm 29/12/2002
  oh, yestaday, i waz at da mall too .. but i aint do shit dere otha den holla at sum papiz .. so im out .. holla front! payce ! x0  
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ayo0o0o0o0o0o   
04:07pm 29/12/2002
 
mood: busy
music: busta rhymes - make it clap
whas really good nukkahz? me, chillen . .sorry i aint update in a while .. i havent been at da crib .. wen da last time i updated? thursday, righ? aigh .. so friday me, ma chick yini n ma boy justin went tu da mall n chilled dere tu watch a movie .. we seen da hot chick (agen) .. it waz aigh .. but befo we got in da moviez, i waz talkin wit dis kid dat waz tryn tu holla at me n den all of a sudden, sum dum azz braud comez up tu me n pushez me .. n if ne of ya kno me, den you kno ma tempa .. so i waz like, oh hell naw .. chicken head didnt jus push me .. so den i waz like, aigh .. throw dem up . .n she like, naw .. i aint gon' figh you inda mall .. n den i waz like, throw em up .. letz go .. n she waz all like, naw .. so i waz like, aigh .. n den i jus popped her in da lip n kept punchin her .. so she eventually fell tu her kneez, so i kneed her in da nose .. n den afta dat, i jus walked away .. so yah, afta da movie, i seen ma chick amelia, kristin .. ma boy shaquan n hiz boyz .. so i wound up stayin dere agen n seen anotha movie .. of course, i aint pay fo neitha .. hehe .. but i got diz nikkahz numba, shaquan, aftawardz . .so it all G R A V Y .. das wassup kid! haha .. so i came home .. n invited sum of ma chikz ova fo sum puerto rican rum! HOLLA!

im talkin tu a few otha nikkahz .. noel, chris, james, n shaquan .. i have no idea who i wanna get wit .. lol .. nikkahz up hea jus tryn tu play gamez .. but dey dun kno bout dis .. so dey gon' have a surprise .. but itz all good

ma boy anthony iz comin ova in a bit .. so ima be out .. needa jump inda showa, change .. n clean mi cuarto .. holla at yo mami latta!! keep it gangstah!! payce x0x0
 
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sup wit it?   
02:34am 27/12/2002
 
mood: awake
music: trina - b r right
ayo .. whas really good all? im jus chillen .. aint doin shit .. wha did all of ya do today? i slept until 3:15 cuz sum dum azz mutha fucka kept callin me in da mornin askin me if i wanted to chill wit him n his boyz .. i waz like, fuck no .. you aint worth ma time .. lol .. im so nice, righ? but naw, i'm mad coo jus dun call me in da mornin on VACATION .. but yah, i woke up .. n den ma chick Yini called me n waz like, get ready .. we goin out .. so i jumed inda showa n got ready .. me n her chilled at dis chick Andrieaz crib wit her man n sum of ma otha pepo's .. n den i bounced cuz i had to do shit .. well, when i got home at around 7, i got a fone call from one of ma boyz tellin me he got a "delivery" and wanted to know if i wanted to come smoke up .. so i waz all up fo dat n i got HIGH az a mutha!! das wassup playa! =) den i came home at around 8:30 n bounced wit ma fam to our family frenz crib so we culd pick up da xmas gifts (we culdnt do dat on xmas cuz we got snowed in .. lol) it waz hot .. i got mad mickey mouse shit .. a glass rose from ma "olda brotha" .. 2 jewelery boxes, n deze hot azz duck pants .. das wassup kid .. lol .. so we chilled dere until a lil afta 11 or whateva .. n den i came home .. got high sum mo wit ma pepo's n hea i am now .. fuckin bored outta ma mind .. but yah .. ma day waz aigh .. i migh go to da city tomorro if i dun go chill wit ma pepo's .. i aint sure yet .. i migh jus stay home n get drunk or suttin ..

how da love life treatin all of ya? mine iz O.K.A.Y! well, not really .. lol .. i dun kno who i wanna be wit .. well, i do kno .. but i aint sure if it gon' work out .. me n dis niggah Chris went togetha but i broke up wit him bc i herd mad shit n he waz comin up to me tellin me he herd dat i waz playin him .. n i waznt (i stopped bein a playa a hot min. ago .. hehe =) ) .. so i didnt wanna deal wit da drama no mo so i sed "fuck it" .. but we been talkin eva since i broke up wit him n i realized dat i really miss him .. but now i met dis otha niggah James aka Jay .. n he madd coo .. sumone i def. can be wit .. so i aint sure no mo .. i think ima jus stay single til we go back to skoo n den see whas really good .. nah mean?

ma gurlz party iz gon' be hea in a min. .. so im goin crazy tryn to get everythin ready fo dat .. itz gon' be off da heazy tho!! HOLLA!! maddd fine azz niggahz gon' be dere .. so das wassup

but im type bored righ now so if neone wantz to hit me up fo a chat, den you can reply hea or IM me unda CoRn RoWz N TiMz .. aigh? keep it gangsta playa! holla front!

~x UpToWn x~
 
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ayo!   
02:07am 26/12/2002
 
mood: accomplished
music: i should be - dru hill
whas really good kidz? im chillen .. like alwayz .. well, im new to dis so if ne of ya out dere culd help me i guess "decorate" dis shit, den holla! i wuld appreciate it .. well, ima be out .. holla front playaz! payce x0x0
 
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