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is it sad that last night
i was on youtube watching zoey 101
and it was the very last episode for season 3
when zoey leaves for london
and chase doesn't know it but he's on a wabcam connection
to zoeys computer and she sees & hears him confess
he loves her after she moved away.
it got me thinking, i don't want to move.
i have a life here, i've lived here all of my life.
i would kill me so much to leave all of this.
yes, i know i have not the best reputaion at my highschool.
but it doesn't matter because i've got my bestfriend and she's all i need.
i'm trying to be strong, i guess you could call it for my parents
espeacilly my mom. she's the one who wants to move the most.
to be back with her family in the states. oh by the way, i live in canada.
but still, i can't tell her know that i don't want to move.
because i know that if i didn't want to go, she wouldn't go.
but i want her to go because if she never went back there i knew she would be so upset for a really long time, and it would kill me to know that i'm the one that did that to her, after all she's done for me.
it's like i'm being selfish but i'm not trying to be.
i haven't told anybody this, if they ask i just say.
oh yea, i'm so excited. because at the beginning i was.
but after hwo much my friendship has grown with alexandra, and everyone else for that matter.
it would just kill me to leave them, like it's only two years i'd be gone, i'd be back in the summer.
but i don't know what i'm going to do without alex, she's my sister. i'd miss her so much.
i just don't know..
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[09 Jan 2008|11:49pm] |
i miss you.
and i don't care who knows.
i love you, in a stupid way that makes me hate you, love you.
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[06 Jan 2008|03:01am] |
kso, it's been far far too long.
it's 2008
a new year, a new beginning.
right?
last year, wasn't the best year.
i will update more often, just you wait.
( L )
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[03 Mar 2007|08:43pm] |
dad, you have no right
telling me if i'm getting a
chubby.
your never around,
so why doesn't it matter to you anyway?
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[04 Nov 2006|09:00am] |
B E F O R E S C H O O L:
-Who's locker is next to you:
kelly's & cam's
-Are you usually on time to 1st period?:
yes
-Full size or small sized locker?:
small
P E R I O D 1:
-Who sits next to you?
everyone it's gym class.
-What class is it?
gym.
-Have you ever fallen asleep in first period?
nope.
P E R I O D 2:
-What class is it?
lunch
-Who sits in front of you?
no one?
-Are you failing this class?
ya, i'm failing lunch.
-Is this your favorite class?
mhm.
-Who do you sit in front of:
I have no clue
-Do you talk to anyone in this class:
yes.
P E R I O D 3:
-What class is it?
geography
-Who do you talk to in this class?
sheldon, josh. L, josh. C, lindsay, kyle, justin.
-Do you hate anyone in this class?
No but some of them seriously annoy the hell outta me
-Who's the teacher?
mrs. Willis
-Are you allowed to eat in this class?
no, but we still do.
P E R I O D 4:
-What do you do during 4th period?
act.
-Do you chew gum in 4th period?
no
-Anyone you want to shoot during 4th period?
no, not exactly.
A F T E R S C H O O L:
-Who do you talk to most at your locker?
cam & probablt nolan if i see him.
-Do you take your time leaving school?
usually unless the bus comes early.
-Do you take the bus?
DUH!
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[26 Oct 2006|08:49pm] |
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( 69? )
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[23 Sep 2006|09:22pm] |
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you're a dime plus ninety-nine
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[23 Sep 2006|09:07pm] |
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let's make this last forever
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[21 Sep 2006|07:34am] |
MY BIRTHDAYY!: ]
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[20 Sep 2006|06:09pm] |
BiiRTHDAY'S TOMORROW
♥
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[25 Aug 2006|12:12pm] |
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go to.
my quote site.
www.xanga.com/planecrash_quotes
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[20 Aug 2006|10:22pm] |
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this week end what probably the ought most
radest weekend.
friday = midnight madness.
and midnight madness is always awesoem because
of all the drinking.
and like no one cares.
slept over at sarah's
me and michael stayed up till 6 in the morning while everyone
was asleep.
how pathetic.
it was helluh fun. mhm.
i'll upload the pictures
from midnight madness
after this.
ya, um. saturday; i went to thomas'
aunt's house.
thomas my ex.
anyway, i got invited because
his parents love me.
blah blah. they all think we should date again.
and ya, so.
that was like the coolest time.
there is liek this shed thing and like a top part and a lower part like the floor than you can climb up this ladder and get to this top part so. ya. it was like real dark, and me and thomas were sick of all the little kids runing around up at the top sp we climbed own the laddeer and sat under the top part on some chair's and than his little sister was shining the flash light on us, and was like OOHH!! thier making out, so thomas was like making sexual noise's and she's like ew. GROSS!! and i'm like OOH!! thomas don't touch me there. it grosed them out so they left we locked the dorr and talked for liek 25464866752587 billion hours. i ended up sleeping over. mhm. mhm.
NO! nothing happened. SEESHH!
but it was fun.
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