|This a story I've been working on.......I'm not sure where to take it feedback would be great.
||[08 Jul 2003|04:28am]
I had just awakened. The sun wasn't even up yet but something had pulled me from my sleep. I lay still, waiting for my eyes to adjust and wondered why I was even awake.
As I tried to close my eyes again, a moving shadow caught my eye. I froze in sudden paranoid fear. It was nothing, I told myself, but then it moved again ...
I lay there not breathing and wait for the fear to pass, but it doesn't. Suddenly the shadow makes a sudden leap towards me and I feel hands around my body, forcing me still. The shadow binds my hands and puts something over my eyes. Why did I have to come out here alone, I should have known better, what was I thinking?.............I didn't know what was going to happen next or when this was going to stop. I felt myself being picked up, I was being carried now to an unknown destination. I had no idea what was going to happen to me and I was too scared to yell or cry or barely breath why hadn't I ran as soon as I thought I heard something why did I have to wait to be sure?
I don't know how long I was carried for but my assailent soon came to a halt and I heard a door creak open. I was carried into a warm room, I could smell a fire burning, and heard piano music playing, I thought it might be beethoven. Oddly enough I was gently laid on to some kind of couch or chair. When my mask was removed whoever had taken me was standing behind me so I couldn't see them so instead I took in the room before me. It was a small log cabin with a fireplace lit, as I suspected, a small rug and two rocking chairs placed before the fireplace, there was a soiled looking mattress in the darkened left corner of the room. I was sitting on a couch in front of a window, from what I could tell, cause of a large draft. I looked around, as much as I could without actually turning around, to see where the music was coming from. I spotted a small Cd player in the corner with a candlestick and blanket laying next to it. After surveying the place I decided to attempt to look behind me to see who had brought me here. I began to slowly turn my head and before I could see who it was I was knocked in the head with a heavy object and the light in my eyes dimmed out as I lost conciousness.
I had no clue how much time had passed when I came to but I did noticed that I was naked on the soiled mattress I had seen in the corner, that my hands were tied behind my back, and that my head was bleeding from where I had been hit. At this point I couldn't help myself any longer and I began to sob. The lighting in the room had changed from pretty well lit to really dim and I couldn't see much between the smudged makeup in my eyes and the lack of lighting in the room. The music was turned very low and I could hear someones breathing in the corner opposite me. I didn't know what else to do so I tried to get whoever was there to talk to me.
"Hello are you there. Why are you doing this to me. What do you want from me. Please let me go. You don't want to do this. Pleeeeeaaaaaassssseeeee!!!!!!"
Suddenly it started running really fast torwards me and jumped on top of me, I began screaming as loud as I could. It put its hand over my mouth and screamed SHUT UP BITCH THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART! His voice was harsh and deep and shut me right up. He layed his head on me and listened to the rest of his song. I began to notice a weird smell I hadn't noticed when I first got there. It smelled like meat that had gone bad mixed with the smell of burning leaves. For some reason the smell sent a shiver up and down my spine. He didn't talk once the song ended he just went on listening to the next and breathing deeply. I could feel him slobbering on my bare breast as he began to fall asleep. He was really heavy and made it hard for me to breath on top of the fact that his hand was still over my mouth. Omigod I'm never gonna get away and NOBODY knows that I am here. What is he going to do to me? Is anyone else here with him? (Sobbing hysterically) Oh god I have to stop crying please don't let him wake up. I felt my eyes begin to flutter shut and I fell into a deep unwanted sleep.
When I began to open my eyes the sun was shining into the cabin brightly. Please let this have just been a horrible dream.......I don't want to die. It wasn't a dream I was still lying naked on the filthy mattress and tied up. The man who was laying on me when I fell asleep wasn't on me anymore in fact I didn't spot him anywhere at the moment. I felt a little relieved and thought maybe he had gone somewhere so I began trying to get my hands untied. I was having a lot of trouble getting my hands free it was knotted very tightly but as I kept trying it the rope was loosening up and my hands were becoming free. Soon enough I got the rope off and sat up. I was buck naked and my head was throbbing from where I'd been hit before. It was deathly quiet so I took a chance, stood up, and began to walk around. It appeared to be a three room cabin, me being in the biggest of all, the living room. I walked into what appeared to be a small kitchen. A horrible smell almost knocked me on my feet as I went in deeper. I gaged and put my hand over my mouth and nose. The room was completely a mess there was what appeared to be shit on the walls and parts of what looked like animal carcass all over the counters. It was really dark in there also because there was a thick layer of dust and dirt covering the large window over the sink. I had to get out of that room immediately the smell was almost unbearable. I turned and went back through the living room back towards where the mattress was, thats where what must be the bedroom to the cabin was. The door leading to the room was closed so I stepped quietly and closely towards the door and put my ear up to it. I couldn't hear anything coming from inside so I opened the door slowly and pushed it all the way open to evaluate the inside. It looked like a hospital room inside. There was a hospital bed, made up perfectly, against the main wall, a cart with medical tools layed out, and a wheelchair in the corner. It also was the only room in the cabin that didn't smell horrible. This room smelled just like a hospital. I'd seen enough and now that I knew he definately wasn't there it was time for me to make my break. I didn't see my clothes anywhere so I'd have to make a run for it as I was. I dashed for the front door but it must've been bolted from the outside cause I couldn't get it open no matter how hard I tried. I then covered my nose and went for the backdoor, it opened easily so I ran for it but a large area was fenced off and I couldn't see any opening. I did see some kind of large outhouse off to the side of the "yard" so I went torwards that thinking maybe tools might be kept in it or something and I could cut a hole in the fence. I went over to the door of the outhouse and just as I was getting ready to open the door it swung open and a large man in a labcoat and scrubs was standing there. He was what most woman would consider cute, he must of been 6'2", he had intensely dark eyes, black hair, and a scruffy face. Before I had a chance to run he grabbed me by the throat and yanked me into the outhouse. He threw me on the ground and sat on a chair in front of me.
"I've been waiting for you. It's funny how dumb you girls are. You never think to break a window and run, all of you always come out the back and right to me. It's almost as if you want to be caught, like you get off on it. Being naked in front of a man you desire and fear all in the same instant. You like it don't ya you little whore?"
"Please let me go. I promise I won't tell anyone what happened. You won't get in trouble if you just let me go."
"Wow you're bright. Don't you get it you dumb bitch, nobody knows where this cabin is. I watched you come out here yesterday morning I know that you are all alone. Also, I'm not dumb enough to get caught unlike you little whores, coming out here begging to get caught, begging to get raped, begging to get mutalated, begging to get killed. That's what you wanted isn't it bitch? You wanted to teach your folks a lesson for grounding you or something stupid like that, so you come hide out in the woods without telling anyone, just to make everyone worry about you. While congratufuckinglations cunt it worked you ran right into the boogieman and now your going to die and your parents are really gonna be taught that lesson. Are you happy?"
Sobbing and shaking uncontrollable now
"NO please let me go. Don't kill me. I'll do anything for you please don't hurt me."
"You already are gonna have to do anything for me bitch. Don't worry about that. You're mine now. Let's go I've got plans for you."
He picked me up, lugged me back inside the cabin, and took me in to the hospital bed room. I got thrown on the bed and my hands and legs got tied down. He then left the room and slammed the door shut.
I was left in there all day and it was dark outside and in the bedroom. I was scared to death. I was beginning to fall asleep from weakness. I couldn't remember the last time I had eaten. Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep. If I should die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take. Amen........And then I fell into a restless sleep.
I woke up really dazed, it must have been late because it was still really dark out and I felt like I had been asleep for a really long time. I don't know what to do......where is he? I thought he might have been gone because it was so quiet, but then all of a sudden he burst through the bedroom door, candle in hand, and came to my bedside.
"You've been out for a while. It's really annoying when you pass out, I want you to be awake for whats to come, so I've brought you something to eat."
He had some kind of cold oatmeal in a bowl and began force feeding it to me roughly. It tasted like paper, but it made my stomach stop hurting and made me feel more energized, which guessing from "whats to come" might not have been a good thing. After the bowl was empty he threw it in the corner and began bringing in lots of lit candles. Soon the room was brightly lit. Oh no what is he planning to do to me.........I could smell death in the air and feel it in my bones. I was too weak to fight my way out of this hell and too awake to dream my way to death. He pushed over the cart with the medical instruments and sat on a stool next to my bed.
"Are you ready to start the cleansing."
"What are you talking about? What are you gonna do to me?"
"I'm gonna wash the filth off of you before I send you to a higher place. Wait right here. Haaaahaaaaa wow I didn't notice how funny that was until I said it. Of course you'll wait right here you don't have a choice."
He walked in to the living room and turned on his music he loved so much. Then he returned to the bedroom with a bowl and sponge. Inside the bowl appeared to be a thick dark liquad.
"I guess your wandering what this is. This is the blood of the last girl I saved. After your gone I'll use your blood on the next. Get it?"
I layed there naked, sobbing, and shaking as he began smearing blood all over my naked body. When he got to my breasts he rubbed extra hard and cursed underneath his breath as if that were the part of me he hated the most.
"I know what you're thinking bitch, this guys crazy, none of you filthy whore's ever appreciate what I'm doing for you. I'm saving your soul. I'm ripping the evil out of you, stripping the ego off you, and bringing the innocence of a sobbing child back to you. After I'm done you will be saved and get to spend eternity peacefully in heaven. Why don't you thank me you little piggy, huh, thank me you whore, do it."
He put a scaple to my throught and began to push down until a small drop of blood dripped down my throat.
"THANK YOU, YOU FUCKING PSYCHO SONOFABITCH. THERE......ARE YOU HAPPY PREACHER MAN. KILL ME. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. DO IT."
"OK BITCH. If thats the way you want it. I'll get this party started right now."
He started throwing around everything in the room and cursing and screaming. Then he grabbed his scalpel, ran over to me and starting slashing at my stomach with it. There was a lot of blood but he made sure not to cut deep enough to kill me or hurt me badly. He just wanted to see my blood and let me know he wasn't fucking around. I just kept laughing to piss him off so he'd kill me and I wouldn't have to go through this anymore.
"HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE...............HAAAAAAHAAAAAAA YOU DON'T SCARE ME PUSSY.........KILL ME."
"Thats what you want isn't it you little bitch, I'll teach you a lesson. Oh your gonna love this. Get ready whore I'm gonna give you what you want."
He blew out most of the candles so I could only see glimpses of what he was doing. Out of nowhere, he must have changed the CD, cause now I heard a womans screams coming from the CD player.
"Help me, please help me someone,(screaming at the top of her lungs), what are you doing get off of me,AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, OMIGOD." (Chainsaw comes on)(Sounds like its cutting through bone), gurgling.
This was being played extremely loud. I could here that girl dying. I began screaming and sobbing. He rushed over to me with his pants off and jumped on top of me.
"Thats what I like to hear my girl doing. Scream. I like it. Repent bitch repent. I'm gonna show you what being a poor sport gets you slut."
He shoved himself in me and slammed away roughly for the longest time while biting my nipples till they bled and smearing human feces in my face. At this point I was begging God to kill me nothing could be worse than this. I felt like my insides along with any dignity I had left being ripped from me that second. Next he shoved his cock in my mouth and told me to bite down hard and everytime I would he'd put his hands around my neck so I couldn't breath and wait for me to almost pass out before stopping. All of this went on, off and on, till the morning sun had risen, at that point he shut off the CD player and left the room, slamming the door shut and leaving me alone. While he was gone I assessed the damage as much I could while still being tied down. I felt blood trickling down my legs from the rape but couldn't tell how bad it was from the vantage point I had. There was still shit all over my face and at some point I must've thrown up on myself because there was vomit on the side of my shoulder and face. My stomach had dried blood all over it, some of it my own and some from a victim before. My nipples were swollen very badly from where he had almost bitten all the way through. Other than that I couldn't see much else. I was deathly famished and exhausted from the night of hell i had experienced and was beginning to become delirious. Daddy I'm sorry I left please forgive me. I'm going to die and I won't have the chance to say goodbye to anyone. I hope nobody finds my body, ever, I look so horrible, it would kill my parents to have to identify my body, to have to see how disrespectfully my life was taken by a man who made me suffer as much as he could before he took my life.........somebody kill me please.......I can't take anymore. I thought I was stronger than this but I was wrong........let me die.
When I came to I thought I was died because for a moment I couldn't see or feel a single thing. Slowly though my senses came back and I became aware that I was in a little girls dress and my hair had been pulled back in pigtails. Omigod what the fuck is next? I had no fucking clue how long I'd been out but since I had all the furniture that had been in the room was removed except for me and the wheelchair I was strapped to, I started attempting to wheel myself over to the window to see if I could open it or see if he was around. I finally got to the window and was astounded to find I could open it easily which was refreshing although I new that while being strapped to this chair I had no chance in hell of getting out the window. The fresh air was nice and soothing if felt like the first time I had breathed in a long time and made me a lot less weary. Meanwhile the relaxation and calmness I was experience was making me realize that I couldn't give up the way I had wanted to before. There was too much to live for and I wasn't going to let some lunatic take it all away from me...It was time to think of a plan and start fighting back. It seemed impossible to get out the chair but if I new he was far away maybe I could brake the whole thing apart. I could only do this if he was gone though cuz it was going to be too loud. I quickly rolled towards the door and listened at the crack to see if I could hear him moving around or snoring or something. I heard nothing. Good maybe I have a small chance. There was only one other place he could be if he wasn't outback or in the living room and that was the kitchen. So i rolled over to the wall that was connected to the kitchen and put my ear up to it. I couldn't hear a single thing, it appeared that he was probably out there in the woods somewhere which made it easier to get out of the house but more difficult to get out of the woods to a road or some place. Since he was nowhere around I began kicking the wheels of the chair and trying to mess with certain screws. It was working a bit but really slowly. I kept slowing down because I was having horrible flashbacks of last nights ordeal. I need to get to a hospital fast I'm in soooo much pain.....I can't believe that monster was inside me. Push it out of your mind you have to work faster if you want to get out of this alive. I began working at a rapid pace and soon I had broke free. I got up slowly from the destroyed chair and paused for a minute when everything started to spin. Jeez it feels like forever since I've eaten. Push it out. Don't think about it. I went over to the bedroom door and opened it. Everything appeared to be the same as the first time I had seen it. I grabbed his precious stereo and chucked it as hard as I could out the front window. It shattered and glass flew all over the place. As I stood on the couch and manuevered myself out the window chards of glass cut up my feet but I barely felt it cuz I was so happy to be outside. Now came the hard part I had to get out of these woods knowing that he could be anywhere out there.