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yooooo [05 Dec 2004|07:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | usher, luda, lil jon-lovers and friendssss ]

yooooo it's been forever, i forgot i had this lol i should start using it againnn =) i was so gay two months ago lol wellll i had a veryyy good weekend <3 friday after school me carrie chelsea and heather went to heathers then went and got out nails done and let me tell you i love my vietnamese tina because she did mine for free because she's in love lol then we went out with iannnn then went to schimmy's with steve and sean then to denny's then i came home and my electric was out so i went to sleep, i woke up mad early because i had to go get my hair done for semi, so i got ready then chelsea came over, we went to get our hair done, then she left and adrianna came over, we had fun together =) lol then ian came over and we hurried up and got stuff together then went to her house, got dressed, then aj and aj came over for picturess <3 (i went with aj tromello and she went with aj delvalle) we took pics then went to carlee krich's and took another pic then went, it was fun <3 so many picturesss can't wait to see themm my mom's going to get them rightttt nowww =) lol omgggg someone stole lauren's pocketbook with her nextel, $80 perfume, lip gloss, money, and everything =( aww lauren i love you <3 um after semi me lauren age rachel jules kelly justina and carlee went over carrie's, then soon after we got there cory ray derek ricky john ryan and alll came over then aj aj and austin came over, yo me lauren and age are beast at beer pong you just don't knooow lol at like 5 aj aj and austin left then kel and ryan left but the rest slept over because retarded newfield cops came and assumed there was alcohol there so if anyone left they would've pulled them over so yeaah we slept from like 6-8 then everyone was up and couldn't fall back to sleep, so everyone left and went home and went to sleep EXCEPT me i didn't get to go to sleep i had to go shopping in cherry hill and for the first time in my life i did NOT want to go lol i got lauren jules and jenna their gifts and watched my mom get mine and linda's coach pocketbooks for christmas, shhh i wasn't supposed to know lol and now i'm finally home and about to go to fucking sleeeeep i don't careeee if it's only 7, i'm going to eat then go to sleep so yeaah, school tomorrowww, i'll update soon <3 oxlaura

i want himmm

ahhh i forgot the PABs took a pictureeee holllaaa can't wait to see em' best sophmores to come <3 ll jv rc kd cm em bb ll =)

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shit happens when jules parties naked haha [03 Oct 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | young buck-do it like mee ]

heyy, well i don't remember wednesday, but thursday after school me and julsie had jared pick us up and we went to his house for an hour or two then had linda meet us there by 4 to go to the girls soccer game, so we watched the girls play shhs, so it was lauren vs. prizzo =( which is impossible since there's so much love lol so after the game me prizzo and linda met ian then went back to prizzo's to eat, then went to the boys game at sacred heart against us, the girls won, the boys lost, i left towards the end because it started raining, we went over mikey's then we went home and went to sleep, friday after school i came home and got ready then we went to get jules then we went to ocean city, we had the strangest desire to walk on the boardwalk since it was a nice day, but it ended up being freezing there because it was almost dark out lol so we ate disgusting pizza because mack and mancos was closed then bought shelly a bday present lol then came back and went to neen's with jared and nick and a couple others, we stayed for a little bit then went home, got changed into warmer clothes then just me and linda went to mike's, prizzo, marissa, pete, and nick were there lol it was fun getting to see prizzo drunk, i never saw that before lol we were there until foreverrr lol we fell asleep for like a couple hours then woke up and went home and went to sleep then got ready to go to king of prussiaaaa =) i bought a cute jacket in hollister but i didn't have much money, so i didn't get anything else, so after that linda picked up jules and dropped us off at buena day, we met britt there, there was hardly no one thereee, we got to see mike for the first time in like a year or 2 lol and marco and wade were there and angel lol then just trash losers or gothic retards were the majority lol then jared met us there then it started POURING so we had to run to the car which was disgusting and muddy, so we went to his house and got cleaned up and into sweat pants then to my house, i let them take mad shots then jenna came over for a little then left then we played circle of death, i hate that i went through all that shit at such a young age because it sucks watching other people drink and getting sick at the thought of drinking yourself, so please do yourself a favor and know your limit, i knew mine and went past it on purpose and i regret it everyday, so there's my advice lol don't drink to the point of almost death because you won't be able to take more than a shot or a beer for a whileee lol thank god it's already been almost 2 months, pretty soon i'll be able to drink like i used to =) but i will never abuse my limit again, i learned my lesson wellll lol so we j were just mad stupid all night, and they were annoying drunk and i got pissed off and wouldn't talk to them lol, they pissed me off when i was trying to go to sleep then pissed me off again by waking up at 9:30 in the morninggg, who does that??? lol so yeah jules got pissed that i was pissed and left, and jared had to go to soccer, so it was just me britt and prizzo, and thanks for spilling beer all over the rug jared!!!! lol at like 1 britt left and then linda came home and the 3 of us went to the mall for the halloween party ;D lol but the store we found what we wanted in had no dressing room and no returns, how gayyyy lol so we couldn't get it because it wasn't something you could try on over clothes like they told us to, so yeah we took priz home and i have been siting here since doing nothing, comtemplating straightening my hair, but somehow i never got around to doing it lol oh well, so now i'm gonna go to sleep byee oxlaura

ya'll can't do it like meeeeee

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shit happens when jules parties naked haha [03 Oct 2004|09:20pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | young buck-do it like mee ]

heyy, well i don't remember wednesday, but thursday after school me and julsie had jared pick us up and we went to his house for an hour or two then had linda meet us there by 4 to go to the girls soccer game, so we watched the girls play shhs, so it was lauren vs. prizzo =( which is impossible since there's so much love lol so after the game me prizzo and linda met ian then went back to prizzo's to eat, then went to the boys game at sacred heart against us, the girls won, the boys lost, i left towards the end because it started raining, we went over mikey's then we went home and went to sleep, friday after school i came home and got ready then we went to get jules then we went to ocean city, we had the strangest desire to walk on the boardwalk since it was a nice day, but it ended up being freezing there because it was almost dark out lol so we ate disgusting pizza because mack and mancos was closed then bought shelly a bday present lol then came back and went to neen's with jared and nick and a couple others, we stayed for a little bit then went home, got changed into warmer clothes then just me and linda went to mike's, prizzo, marissa, pete, and nick were there lol it was fun getting to see prizzo drunk, i never saw that before lol we were there until foreverrr lol we fell asleep for like a couple hours then woke up and went home and went to sleep then got ready to go to king of prussiaaaa =) i bought a cute jacket in hollister but i didn't have much money, so i didn't get anything else, so after that linda picked up jules and dropped us off at buena day, we met britt there, there was hardly no one thereee, we got to see mike for the first time in like a year or 2 lol and marco and wade were there and angel lol then just trash losers or gothic retards were the majority lol then jared met us there then it started POURING so we had to run to the car which was disgusting and muddy, so we went to his house and got cleaned up and into sweat pants then to my house, i let them take mad shots then jenna came over for a little then left then we played circle of death, i hate that i went through all that shit at such a young age because it sucks watching other people drink and getting sick at the thought of drinking yourself, so please do yourself a favor and know your limit, i knew mine and went past it on purpose and i regret it everyday, so there's my advice lol don't drink to the point of almost death because you won't be able to take more than a shot or a beer for a whileee lol thank god it's already been almost 2 months, pretty soon i'll be able to drink like i used to =) but i will never abuse my limit again, i learned my lesson wellll lol so we j were just mad stupid all night, and they were annoying drunk and i got pissed off and wouldn't talk to them lol, they pissed me off when i was trying to go to sleep then pissed me off again by waking up at 9:30 in the morninggg, who does that??? lol so yeah jules got pissed that i was pissed and left, and jared had to go to soccer, so it was just me britt and prizzo, and thanks for spilling beer all over the rug jared!!!! lol at like 1 britt left and then linda came home and the 3 of us went to the mall for the halloween party ;D lol but the store we found what we wanted in had no dressing room and no returns, how gayyyy lol so we couldn't get it because it wasn't something you could try on over clothes like they told us to, so yeah we took priz home and i have been siting here since doing nothing, comtemplating straightening my hair, but somehow i never got around to doing it lol oh well, so now i'm gonna go to sleep byee oxlaura

ya'll can't do it like meeeeee

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yooo [28 Sep 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | usher and alicia-my booooo ]

yoooo well monday was school then a match, tuesday was school then a match, then me jules and jenna get our nails/toe nails done =) lol thanks jenna haha, wednesday was school then a match, thursday was school then practice then me linda and prizzo went over mikessssss lol then friday was school, then a match, then jules came home with me, we got ready then me her and priss and linda went over mike's then we went with marissa to some gay ass party then back to mikes then home and went to sleeep then saturday we woke up, took jules home and me and linda went to cherry hill to go shopping, i couldn't find anythinggg, so i bought a necklace from charlotte russe omggg i'm in love, i want to marry it lol then we got home around 5 and went to church then to eat then came home, got ready then went over jared'sssss lol best cousin ever lol nick and john were there, we waited there for a little bit then went to lincoln falls to meet hollie and jakey, and yeah other people were unfortunately there, so we played ourselves, well cheated the whole time, but still it was fun, then we sat and talked to hollie for a little bit then prizz met us there and we just sat for like an hour and took pictures haaa it was "hollie's birthday" haha yup fake birthdays get you far, believe mee lol so after that hollie and priscilla came with us and we went up to rowan, after a little bit jared nick and john had to go, then linda and priss wanted to go, but me and holl wanted to stay so we stayed with dave and chris then they brought us home, it was actually pretty fun, we got to holl's at like 3:30 i fell asleep until 4 then linda came and got me, me her and priss fell asleep then woke up at 7:30 and came home because linda had work at 8, but me and priss went back to sleep, well i slept til 12 but she only slept like an hour, then sunday was grandmom's bday party, jules and jared came so it was fun, afterwards i went right to sleep, yesterday was school again then a match in wild wooood, we won but it was horribly far so we went to mcdonalds on the way home lol, when i got home i had to write an essay =( so i did then went to sleep, today was school, tennis was canceled for rain so me and jules went over jenna's then linda picked me up, brough julsie home and me and her went over mike'ss, just pete was there then nick a little later, i just got home and ate now i'm gonna either take a shower and straighten my hair or just go to sleep and i guess scrunch it tomorrow =/ decisions decisions lol i'll update soon byee xoxo laura

i love you

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yo [19 Sep 2004|07:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | timbaland and magoo-indian flute ]

heyy thursday we had a match in pleasantville, we won, i came home and slept mad, then friday was school then practice then i came home, took a shower and got ready then went to the gameeeee, it was fun, afterwards i went to lauren's then went home, saturday when i got up i had to get ready because me linda and priz were going shopping in cherryhill so we went shopping all day i bought a cute skirtt lol but that's all i could afford =( lol after that we brought priscilla to work and picked up jules, we went to my house to get read for a party then picked priz back up and went to her house so she could get ready and we could finish, so at like 9 we went to scott's party, it was actually a pretty good party but at like 11 the cops broke it up so we left, we met famous people!!!!!!!!! lol cito--the best rapper ever haha then we went over this guy mike's house then came back to priss' around 3 and went right to sleep we had to get up at like 7:30 because linda had to go to work at 8, so at 8 when i got home i went back to sleep until 12:30, then i burnt a cd, then at like 3 lauren came over, she just left a little while ago, i love herr lol i think i'm gonna go take a shower and straighten my hair then school tomorrow, so i guess i'll update whenever xoxo laura

if only i could go back to august 12th and start over from thereee, only jules understandss lol

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hey [15 Sep 2004|06:49pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | britney spears-i'm a slave for you ]

heyy well friday i did not end up going to the gamee, but at like 7 or so i went over carries with jenna then at like 8 or so bobby and freddy came to get us to go to the prep dance, it was kinda gay but i guess it was fun lol then we went to aaron's and we ate mad lol then we went to paul's party, we only stayed for like 10 minutes then we went home and i went to sleep then saturday morning i woke up and went back over carrie's, me her and jenna went canoeing haha and let me tell you, don't get it twisted, canoeing is awesome haha then we came home layed around like half sleeping for a couple hours then finally started to get ready around 9 or 10 then left by 11 with steph to go to this girl's party, it ended up being a realllly good party but jenna made me miss it haha but it's ok she's lucky i love her, after like an hour we left and went to taco bell then drove around then went to dunkin doughnuts then finally came home at like 2 or 2:30 and fell right asleep, then next day i woke up at like 8 and could not sleep so i called my mom and came home so i could take a shower and get ready for newfield day because britt wanted to come over to carrie's at like 11 to go, so at like 11 she picked me up then we went back to carrie's again lol we went to newfield day and it was gay so we went to my house, and let me tell you the adventure we had there haha, we finally went back at like 4 and jules came, then we left again then finally came back at like 8, and surprisingly, mad people were there, and the fireworks were kinda good, we found britt again then found bobby then found mike ray and darrin so it wasn't bad, then i came home, did my homework of course lol and went to bedd, then monday was linda's birthday and yes she got her license wooo lol so she picked me up after my tennis game (we wonnnn lol) with hollie to go over kelly'ss so we got to visit kells and joanieee lol then we went and picked up jules then we went to the mall to waste time before the big party lol then priss finally called and said to come to applebees, so we went there to meet her and marissa so we thought, but to our surpriseeeee jojo was theree toooo lol then ron came too so we ate, opened presents, had them sing to her, then we sang to her, then had cake, and gave her a million balloons then we finally came home at like 10 and i went right to sleep, then yesterday jenna waited at the end of my practice to come with us, so we ran to her house to get changed and whatever then we went to the chinese buffettttttttttttt haha "yoo were at the chinese buffet" haha jenna that was hilarious, well it was my first time eating there, and i didn't realize that it was all you can eat plusssss you make your own icecream and get rainbow jimmysssss lol so then we went to best nails because linda was getting her nails done, so me and jenna walked to shop rite and bought jolly ranchers lol we had fun at shop rite though haha then we came back to wait for linda then we went home, i did my homework =) lol then fell asleep while trying to read that stupid fucking native american book lol what the fuck, it's so stupid and boring that i fell asleep reading it at 8:30! lol so then today tennis was canceled for rainnnnnnn hollaaaa lol so me julsie and linda went to jules' then to vineland to meet marissa, we went to mcdonalds and got milkshakes and fries lol then went to pick up prizzo from shhs because she had soccer practice, then we left and took jules home then me and linda went to fred's for a little while because i wanted to see him, haven't hung out with him in like a weeek lol when i got home, i did my homework =) lol ah i actually do my homework this year, isn't that awesome?? it makes lauren happy, and when lauren's happy, i'm happy =) lol well i think i'm gonna go take a shower then go to sleep early lol ooh yeah my mom and dave are engaged, yup he proposed today..but ahhh friday's the first home football gameeeeee lol =) then saturday=party with rachy and kells lol (good job rach, you're finally learningggggg lol) well i'm gonna go get that shower, i'll update when i get bored or something exciting happenss ;D xoxo laura

congrats mommy

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hey [15 Sep 2004|06:49pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | britney spears-i'm a slave for you ]

heyy well friday i did not end up going to the gamee, but at like 7 or so i went over carries with jenna then at like 8 or so bobby and freddy came to get us to go to the prep dance, it was kinda gay but i guess it was fun lol then we went to aaron's and we ate mad lol then we went to paul's party, we only stayed for like 10 minutes then we went home and i went to sleep then saturday morning i woke up and went back over carrie's, me her and jenna went canoeing haha and let me tell you, don't get it twisted, canoeing is awesome haha then we came home layed around like half sleeping for a couple hours then finally started to get ready around 9 or 10 then left by 11 with steph to go to this girl's party, it ended up being a realllly good party but jenna made me miss it haha but it's ok she's lucky i love her, after like an hour we left and went to taco bell then drove around then went to dunkin doughnuts then finally came home at like 2 or 2:30 and fell right asleep, then next day i woke up at like 8 and could not sleep so i called my mom and came home so i could take a shower and get ready for newfield day because britt wanted to come over to carrie's at like 11 to go, so at like 11 she picked me up then we went back to carrie's again lol we went to newfield day and it was gay so we went to my house, and let me tell you the adventure we had there haha, we finally went back at like 4 and jules came, then we left again then finally came back at like 8, and surprisingly, mad people were there, and the fireworks were kinda good, we found britt again then found bobby then found mike ray and darrin so it wasn't bad, then i came home, did my homework of course lol and went to bedd, then monday was linda's birthday and yes she got her license wooo lol so she picked me up after my tennis game (we wonnnn lol) with hollie to go over kelly'ss so we got to visit kells and joanieee lol then we went and picked up jules then we went to the mall to waste time before the big party lol then priss finally called and said to come to applebees, so we went there to meet her and marissa so we thought, but to our surpriseeeee jojo was theree toooo lol then ron came too so we ate, opened presents, had them sing to her, then we sang to her, then had cake, and gave her a million balloons then we finally came home at like 10 and i went right to sleep, then yesterday jenna waited at the end of my practice to come with us, so we ran to her house to get changed and whatever then we went to the chinese buffettttttttttttt haha "yoo were at the chinese buffet" haha jenna that was hilarious, well it was my first time eating there, and i didn't realize that it was all you can eat plusssss you make your own icecream and get rainbow jimmysssss lol so then we went to best nails because linda was getting her nails done, so me and jenna walked to shop rite and bought jolly ranchers lol we had fun at shop rite though haha then we came back to wait for linda then we went home, i did my homework =) lol then fell asleep while trying to read that stupid fucking native american book lol what the fuck, it's so stupid and boring that i fell asleep reading it at 8:30! lol so then today tennis was canceled for rainnnnnnn hollaaaa lol so me julsie and linda went to jules' then to vineland to meet marissa, we went to mcdonalds and got milkshakes and fries lol then went to pick up prizzo from shhs because she had soccer practice, then we left and took jules home then me and linda went to fred's for a little while because i wanted to see him, haven't hung out with him in like a weeek lol when i got home, i did my homework =) lol ah i actually do my homework this year, isn't that awesome?? it makes lauren happy, and when lauren's happy, i'm happy =) lol well i think i'm gonna go take a shower then go to sleep early lol ooh yeah my mom and dave are engaged, yup he proposed today..but ahhh friday's the first home football gameeeeee lol =) then saturday=party with rachy and kells lol (good job rach, you're finally learningggggg lol) well i'm gonna go get that shower, i'll update when i get bored or something exciting happenss ;D xoxo laura

congrats mommy

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schooooool [09 Sep 2004|09:40pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | young buck-thou shall ]

heyy well that friday i last update i ended up going over hollie's then we walked to meet jakey and matt then came back to her house, then they left and carrie came over then fred called so him, rob, and potter came over, then shane, ant, and jason came over then they left, then the rest left and potter took me home, i got home at 1 which was a half hour late lol so since "i've been in so much trouble this summer" (lol) my mom took my phone away on saturday and sunday and gave it back sunday night lol she's so gay, saturday night linda had a birthday party it was mainly family, and julse of course, then steve came over, then family left and they stayed, steve left around 12 and jules slept over, sunday lauren came over then prizzo did =) we had fun lol then monday me lauren linda and mom and dave went shopping at king of prussia and thaaat was fun =) then i came home took a shower, straighened my hair, and went to sleep for school, the first day was tuesday =) i looove schooooool lol afterwards was a match i middle township, we won, then wednesday was school again =) then a home game against holy spirit and we loost bad, then today was school then a game at milville which we lost, i just took a shower and now i'm contemplating on what to wear tomorrow, i'm pretty sure i've got it figured out so i'm gonna go straighten my hair, tomorrow i think i'm gonna go to the prep dance or the buena vs. milville game at milville, i dunno, then a party hopefully then saturday=partyy lol well i'm gonna go but i'll update after the weekend sometime next week byee xoxo -laura

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hey [03 Sep 2004|03:02pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | shorty wanna ride with me lol jules ]

well friday i did go shopping all day and did pick up julsie on the way home, that night we just went out with freddie and andy for a couple hours, came home, and went to sleep, saturday i went with hollie to rowan, it was actually kinda gay.. but anyway, sunday i had to stay home because my mom's boyfriend's family was coming over, once the left i went over britt's because her bay was wednesday and she had a party, it was just me lauren jules carrie maria steph and vince and his friends but it was a lot of fun, all we did was play flip up and beer pong, but don't worry i did learn my lesson, i hardly drank, me and carrie left with adam for like an hour, the next day me and julse skipped tennis, shhh lol and britt skipped cheerleading, at like 2 i think i came home, i just slept all day and night, then tuesday i went out with freddie and karl for a little bit then came home, got ready again then went over ant's with shane and hollie, then linda picked me up with ron and i went over prizzo's and we slept there, then wednesday we had a scrimmage at 9am, i came home got ready and such then steveeeee came over and we went to the mall and picked up hollie and went to friendlies then i got into a fight with my mom on the phone so i had to come homeee, but it's okay yesterday jules came over, we had tennis from 2:30-4:30 so we went to that, came back, got ready, then went out with adam and justin for like an hour or so, came home, got unready lol and watched the butterfly effect, it was reallly good, then we went to sleep, and today we had a scrimmage at salem hs at 9am, and i just got home like a half hour ago, it was so loong and horrible, well i'm gonna go get a shower now and eat soo i'll update again soon byee xoxo laura

ahh school starts tuesday!

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heyy [27 Aug 2004|10:30am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | NERD-Lapdance ]

heyyy well i took my punishment pretty well, saturday everything happened, so sunday i was grounded, monday i was grounded, tuesday my mom let me go out because i got my sister to make up some bullshit story that meant that she didn't have something to do unless i went haha so she let me because she felt bad, so thank you linda, then marissa got hollie then came and got us and we went to wawa to meet shane and joe, and to meet these other guys but they were to ghetto for me lol yeah hott, but very ghetto, so we left and brought shane and joe with us, we just drove around pointlessly then went to joe's then brought them to ant's then went to wawa to meet up with this guy ron for a little bit then we just went home, but it was fun since i was allowed outtttt lol then wednesday i was grounded, then thursdayyy, last night, i wasn't anymoreeee, i'm ungrounded!! lol so here's a note to everyone-if you're already in trouble/grounded and you fuck up again, it only adds one more day to the punishment lol so last night i went over carrie's with jenna, watched them get ready since i already was, then ryan came to get us with leon and this guy andy, we went to ryan's from like 6 until 10, it was fun ;D jennaaa you finally had your first time doing itttt lol =) then hollie prizzo and linda came to get me with this guy tommy, and tommy was very beautiful lol we went over this guy robby's house to meet with this guy albert that we were supposed to be hanging out with, but me and hollie wanted to go over ant's to hang out with him and shane lol but we knew if we went there we wouldn't have a ride back to prizzo's so we just went to prizzo's and stood them up haha as soon as we got there i fell asleep and they all stayed awake for a little while, i woke up crazy early, 7am, i'm sure i would've fallen back to sleep but i knew i had to get up soon anyway, i got ready for tennis, left by 8, just got home like a 20 minutes ago, soo now i'm gonna go take a shower then go to cherry hill to shop all dayyyy ahh i can't wait for school to start =) then on the way back i'm getting jules because i miss her lol soo i'm gonna go now byee xoxo laura

woo i'm ungrounded ;D

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=( [21 Aug 2004|01:42pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | kayne, twista, young gunz, camron, beanie sigel-champions ]

welll thursday night was another night to add to the list of leaving shady style lol i went with fred rob potter and andy to pick up hollie from ant's, awww we felt so bad, we were supposed to hang out with him and shane but we couldn't so oh well, we went to iris' road the came home around 4, went to sleep, got up mad early for tennis, came home, went to sleep, woke up around 1, sat on the phone, straightened my hair, for my mom to come home and tell me i'm still grounded, sooo i was pissed, i went to work with her for a couple hours then came home, she left a little bit after that so i decided to just leave lol, bad idea, just trust me, very bad idea, i definitely got caught and definitely got in trouble, my punishment was going to be done wednesday, but now i have nooo idea how loong, i want to kill myself, i can't believe i did that shit, all i did was leave with prizzo and marissa, go get hollie, stop at brittany rivera's party, didn't even get out, because 1-she hates me, and 2-it was gay lol we went to wawa and we were about to be on our way to ant's to hang out with him and shane, and as we're leaving my mom calls leaving a message saying she's home and i'm not and to call and come home, soooo i came home and she took the money she gave me earlier to go shopping with today and said i don't deserve anything and how she can't trust me and she started crying, it was horrrrible, i dunno what to do anymore, i really did learn my lesson this time, as many times as i said that shit, i really mean it now, i will never sneak out again and when i get ungrounded which hopefully will still be soon, i won't lie anymore, and ericaa i saw your comment but my comp is gay and won't let me comment back but thank you, and i know you're still there =) i love you too, but i'm gonna go bye xoxo laura

holl-our fun is over =( lol well for a little bit anyway

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grounded ;D [18 Aug 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | mad ]
[ music | akon-locked up ]

yeah well this has been the worst week of my life, i again just got into a huge fight with my mom, this shit seems like neverending, i'm going to be foreever reminded of that stupid fucking night, i wish it never happened, i really really do, sunday night i snuck out with shane and jason to carrie's for like 10 minutes before we met hollie at ant's house, i wanted to see lauren which i did =) then we went to ant's, i came home and went to sleep around 3, woke up around 11:30 did nothing all day and all night, being grounded really sucks, my mom tells me i need to get a new circle of friends, that i need to hang out with guys my own age and girls that aren't always in trouble, she's so gay, the only girl i ever hang out with that gets in trouble is hollie, and obviously i'm not allowed to hang out with her anymore after what happened, i'm still not allowed to hang out with carrie either, but i honestly don't care what she says anymore because i'm not going to stop talking to the people i've been hanging out with all year, monday night i watched scarface, i love that movie lol yesterday i didn't do anything all day, i had tennis in the morning and when i got home i couldn't fall back to sleep, but then last night i went out with shane hollie and jason over ant's and some guy greg was there, when i got back at like 3:30 or 4 i went right to sleep and had to get up mad early for tennis, afterwards i went back to sleep at like 10:30 until 2:30, i layed in bed for like 2 hours on the phone then finally got up and ate dinner and here i am, extremely bored, and still extremely grounded, i hope this shit only lasts a few more days, i want to start working again, i think that will help the situation, it'll keep me from being places where i get in trouble as often and also keep me from hanging out with the people that get me in trouble as often, but it's better said than done, i hate working or else i wouldn't have quit after 2 and a half weeks just because it prevented me from going to the beach lol well i guess i'll stop complaining now and go kill myself, lol nah i'm gonna go get in the shower though, i guess i'll update again soon byee oxlaura

you know it's right when you get butterflies each time you touch ;D

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=\ [15 Aug 2004|10:13am]
[ mood | scared and thankful ]
[ music | none ]

heyy well a lot has happened since my last update, that night jules and hollie came over, we went over bobby's house for a few hours then we went over rob's with fred and iris later on, me and jules came back around 12:30 and went right to sleep, and hollie i think went over ant's, then the next day i went over hollie's around like 4:30 or 5 and right away we left with her cousin, we played a couple games and some how between the hours of 6 and 9 we finished 2 big bottles of bacardi limon between 4 people, i hadn't eaten anything since 1 in the afternoon, well i passed out and don't remember anything after 9, but now i know what happened and i'm putting it in here that way people stop asking me, fred and iris came and picked me and hollie up because hollie told them i passed out, they brought us over rob's and tried to wake me up, but i wouldn't wake up, then they brought me home because linda and priscilla asked them to, they seriously saved my life. fred mike & rob- thank you so much, i love you. by the time i got home it was like 10:30, my sister tried to hide me from my mom but it was impossible. fred had carried me downstairs like in the basement and i guess i was laying on the couch, and linda and priscilla tried to wake me up, but they couldn't, so my mom got home from looking for me and there i was, they thought i was going to die so they called 911, the newfield police came, fuck newfield cops lol, then the ambulance came, we sat outside in the ambulance for like 20 minutes, so with all that time going by, all the neighbors came outside to see what happened lol my mom was embarrassed =\ so i got admitted to the hospital at like 11:30 i think, i stayed unconscience until about 3 i guess, when i woke up i was still drunk and kept passing back out and throwing up, it was disgusting, it was so scary though, like waking up in a hospital and having now idea why, so then they told me they thought i was raped and is started crying, they said i had bruises on the insides of my legs and everything, but then they said it was a mistake that it was from falling, thank god lol, so i was finally released at like 5, i got home at like 5:30 and went to sleep i kept waking up and throwing up, it was so disgusting, then i finally woke up at like 1 or 2, i layed around all day having to tell the story about 50 fucking times to different people on the phone, and at this point i don't feel like repeating it again, which is why i'm putting it in here, priss stayed over again last night but linda went over alyssa's, we couldn't fall asleep until like 5:30 in the morning since we slept all day yesterday, and now i'm up mad early, today is carrie's sweet 16 birthday party, i don't think my mom's going to let me go since she's all mad about everything, but i guess i'm gonna go get ready just in case, lauren-i know you're mad about how stupid i was but not talking to me isn't going to make it better. fred-thank you, i love you. iris and rob-thank you guys too. hollie-dispite what everyone is saying, i don't blame you in anyway for what happened, it was my own fault. linda and prizzo-thank you for everything, esp priss for brushing my teeth in the hospital lol. i'll update soon byee xoxo laura

fred-thank you so much, you saved my life, i love you.

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happy belated birthday carrie and nick [12 Aug 2004|10:04am]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | young buck-let me in ]

well i'm sorry it took me so long to update but it's been almost 2 weeks now, umm thursday my mom left for florida realll early soo it was awesome, i was allowed to do anything i wanted lol i wish i took advantage of it, but i didn't, umm brian came and got me and we went over pete's, then we met iris at his house after he picked up jules and carrie, then after a while brian took carrie and jules back to carrie's and iris and i went to get freddie then to get hollie then we met back at brian's, after a couple more hours iris took me home, friday was warped =) it was awesome, i really didn't even want to go but i did have fun, when i got home i definitely went right to sleep, saturday once i got up and got ready i went over lauren's, that night billy came over then ben for a little bit but that caused problems, sorry eM, sunday we slept until like 10:30 or 11 then got ready and went to wild wood for a couple hours, then we came back, ordered chinese then billy came over again, i went to sleep at like 12 then the left right after that, monday morning i had to get up real early for tennis so when i got back i took a shower and got ready because it was carrie's sweet 16 birthday =) happy bdayyyy <3 umm her mom came and got me and britt and we went to get her nails and pedicure done, then we went out to eat, then horseback riding haha, well no carrie and britt went horseback riding, i watched in disgust lol umm then we came back to carrie's, got ready and went to the mall, when we got there we saw timmyyy nick and their friend john, sooo timmy came to the movies with us but nickkyy and john went home, we saw a little black book, it was cutee =) umm lee met us there too lol then we slept at carrie's, tuesday morning i again had to get up early for tennis but less than an hour after i got back carrie's mom came and got me to take us and britt to the beach, carrie of course had to be a cunt and pulled britt's top off lol funniest moment ever, then we went on double shot and the log flume then walked on the boardwalk, i got home around 5:30 because we got lost on the way home haha how do you get lost coming from ocean city? lol my mom got home from florida a few hours before i got home but she was at work when i got home so when i got home i took a shower and got ready then carrie came to get me and we went to hollie's around like 7:30, we got ready some more then went over ant's (holl's boy) he had like 6 guys over, we could only stay for like 10 minutes because her mom was about to be home, so we left, went back to hollie's, put on sweatpants, then an hour later went back, just ant, shane, and joe were still there, after like an hour or 2 we all went to sleep. at 5:30 hollie had to go home, at 7:30 me and and carrie went back to hollie's house because my mom was coming to get me to go to tennis, i was soo tired, i had hardly no sleep, so tennis was horrrible, i thought i was going to throw up, lol but the night was fun ;D when i got home i went to sleep from like 11-3:30, it was a great nap lol then i got ready and went to work, around 10 i picked up carrie from hollie's because holl got in trouble lol and we went to timmy and nicky's house because it was nick's birthdayyy =) happy bday nickkyy <3 by like 12 we left and i went right to sleep when i got home, i just woke up now and it's mad early, i think i'm gonna go take a shower, i feel like straightening my hair lol i guess i'll update within a week. byee xoxo laura

happy sweet 16 carrie =)
happy birthday nickkk <3

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hey [29 Jul 2004|08:20pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | ll cool j-headsprung ]

heyy umm monday i had tennis then when i came home i got ready then carrie came over, then brandon came over, we went with fred adam and rob for a little bit, came home, brandon left then carrie and i walked to her house so she coud get ready, we went over iris' at like 8 then at like 11:30 brian came there then we left with him and came to my house at like 12:30, then at like 1 or so we wen with him to ryan curcio's house, john bright was there, but that was it, we came home at like 2:30, i had been sick since like sunday but i didn't tell my mom but by tuesday i couldn't hide it anymore because i couldn't stop coughing and i wanted medicine lol so my mom tried to get me to stay home all day and night, tennis was canceled so i slept late, until like 12:30, then my mom took carrie home and took me to go get my pictures back, i love themmm i'm so happy lol umm then i took a shower and got ready and everything but my mom wouldn't let me leave, so i layed down and watched the britney spears concert then linda told me she was hanging out with steve so i called my mom and she said i could go, so around 8 we went with him, we went to the mall then to friendlies we got home at like 10:30 and i wanted to go out with fred and brian but my mom said i was sick and wouldn't let me, so i just went to sleep, then yesterday tennis was canceled again because of rain but i was still woken up very early because my mom was yelling at me and my sister about how we snuck someone in the window (carrie's sneakers left marks on the window sil lol) she told me neither of us could go out until we told her the truth, so i made up some complete lie so she said i could go out lol she doesn't want me hanging out with carrie anymore, she thinks when we're together we make bad choices and hang out with the wrong people and all this bullshit, it's ridiculous, hopefully she'll forget about it in a week, i love carrie =/ lol umm at like 11 i went with brian to go get the tank then we picked up freddie from community service lol then went to philly to get it filled but it was a complete waste of 3 hours because the guy said the owner or boss or whatever was there so he couldn't give it to him unless he had id saying he was 21, so we drove all the way there for nothing, that has never happened before, it sucked, so we came back, met iris, then i had them take me home so erika could come over then they were going to pick us back up, so erika came over then fred and adam came over then brittany came over, she got ready, then we left, we went to the hamilton mall then to iris', well like 5 minutes after we left iris' to go home brittany's mom called my house like 5 times not knowing where brittany was, she didn't tell her mom we were going out, so my mom called me and i didn't answer it because she thought i was with iris but i was with adam and fred which i'm not supposed to hang out with, so we went out for icecream like 5 minutes away from my house and i listened to the message she left me, i knew it had nothing to do with me and only britt so i was dumb and called her back well a couple days before that i called her from iris' house because i had no service and it was still in her recent calls so she call that number thinking i was still there and he told her i left with adam and fred 5 minutes ago, she when i called her back she was like where are you, i said getting ice cream about to come home, and she told me about britt and her mom or whatever then asked who i was with and i said iris not knowing she had already talked to him, and she bugged out telling me i was lying and to come home, so we came home when we were done our icecream and she told me erika and brittany had to leave, so britt left soon after and erika left like an hour or 2 later, i took medicine that makes you go to sleep right before she got home that way i'd be sleeping when she got here lol, so this morning i woke up at 10 and she wasn't home, i knew she was going to tell me i was punished for like a day or something stupid so i just figured it was a good thing, that it'd be easier for me to get better if i stayed home a day, well i called her when i woke up and she was like i got your cell phone bill today, i went over 480 minutes last month and she knew this, i told her, but i thought each minute over was 9 cents wellllll it was like 70 cents a minute and the bill for my cell phone alone was $331 (it's usually $41 lol) she was sooooo mad so now she was double mad, she made me turn off my cell phone =( it's horrible not having one, she also told me i couldn't go anywhere all day and night, i dunno if i'm allowed out tomorrow, i'm praying i am, i've been on the phone or sleeping all day, i have nothing to do and i can't stand to go through this another whole day lol she's actually hurt that i lied to her, she's so gay, i tried to explain that kids lie to their mom's everyday but she doesn't grasp that i lie also, she thinks i'm like the one in a million that doesn't lie to her mom lol whateverrr i just woke up from a nice 2 hour nap, i'm gonna go eat something the maybe go back to sleep again. i broke up with brandon today, it kinda seems like i did it out of no where but i hateeeee having a boyfriend, it's no fun, and i didn't want to cheattt so yeaah, no more brandon. i guess going out will be more fun now, that is when my mom let's me out again lol i guess i'll update again soon byee xoxo laura

wooo no more boyfriend lol =)

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hey [25 Jul 2004|08:46pm]
[ mood | still worried ]
[ music | jadakiss-why ]

heyy well friday night brandon came over, at like 10:30 after carrie was done work she picked me up, when we got to her house we got ready to leave because we were supposed to go with brian to celebrate carrie's last day, well her dad came upstairs and bugged out, he was yelling at me telling me i brang drugs into his house and all this other stuff, it was horrible, i felt so bad but i really didn't bring drugs in his house so it was ridiculous, but he told us we couldn't go anywhere, so then we went and asked her mom to go to my house because i felt uncomfortable that way we could just leave with brian from my house, but then her mom said she couldn't go anywhere because of the whoole thing that happened the other day, so yeah we were definitely too scared to leave anyway after how her step dad yelled at us lol so then we just decided it'd be better to get a good night's sleep to make the next day her last day celebration lol so yesterday we wake up at 10 so at like 10:03 we went to brian's lol then fred came there then we drove around and did whatever until like 3 then we came to my house, had some fun just me and my carrie then we had iris come get us at like 5 or 6 i think, i told jules to come over because i thought we'd be done in less than an hour with iris but his battery died so we didn't get home until 10 lol it was horrible, so we had to drive all around trying to cash hollie's check to get money lol but by the end of the day we just had mike front it for her, so then jules was here when we got here, i made iris sit here and wait for us to get ready, so me and carrie took showers and got ready in a half hour, it was awesome lol then we went to pick up jenna then met brian, me and carrie got in the car with brian, we went to hollie's for her party but her sister bugged out because she said she wasn't allowed to have people over before she got home so when she got home and people were already there she made everyone leave, at that point it was like 11:30 and we had to be home at 12:30 so we just went to iris' driveway for like an hour then came home to wait for my mom to go to sleep lol so at 1 me and carrie went back with brian jenna and iris to brians house but jules refused to go because she was so scared, because jenna's parents called her parents crying that jenna ran away and then her mom brought up other things and jules just had a bad feeling which was understandable so she just waited here, and she took a nap lol we got back at 3:30 and went right to sleep, at 8:15 my mom woke me up it was horrible lol she took carrie and jules home then made me go to work i was crying lol well no, but i wanted to, so i got home around 5 and took a shower then carrie came over then we walked to meet brittany because she was at maria's house, then we walked back to maria's then i talked to brandon then fred trying to figure out something to do tonight but there's nothing good happening, it sucks but i really need the sleep anyway plus i have to get up for tennis at 8 tomorrow, i hate thisss not sleeping shit, well i'm gonna go sit on the phone until i go to sleep, i'll update within a week like usual byee xoxo laura

yesterday was the best celebration ever. carrie-20 and 5 =)

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fuck a newfield cop [23 Jul 2004|04:07pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | kayne wes-the new workout plan ]

wellllll tuesday i last updated and that night i ended up going to iris' with carrie. fred, adam, brian, pete, lauren, steve, rob, and nikki all came, it was fun i guess, i got home around like 12 i think and went right to sleep, i had tennis wednesday morning, i came home and heard an awesome message from freddie about the happenings of that day, a tank, lol well he, adam, and jimmy picked me up to go to carrie's, we chilled there for a little bit then cops came, it was horrible, me and adam ran upstairs so the cops never even saw us, thank god, but fred jimmy and vinnie got arrested, it was so sad and scary, adam carrie and i immediately left, carrie's mom called so she had to come home because she was in so much trouble, adam and i went to visit karl at work, then we had to go get them from the police station, the next probably 4 hours were fun, we went to fred's house so jimmy could get in his own car then i had adam bring me to brittany's, right after i got there brandon came over, he only stayed for a couple hours then we sat on the phone with lauren and jules and carrie until i fell asleep, we had to get up at 8:30 since we were going to the beach with julsie, we walked soo much it was unbelievable lol but it was fun =) then i came home and went to work with my mom then we went to my cousin's house because my mom broke her nail and she had to fix it, so while we were there i fixed my chipped pedicure and painted my finger nails pink =) lol then i came home because a 11:30 lauren wanted to come over after she left darrin's, so the love of my life came over like a half hour after i came home =) then a couple hours later at like 1:30 or 2 we snuck out to see freddie and adam lol why? i don't know, we just sat in my back yard for like a half hour or so then my grandmom woke up so i made them leave then once she went back to sleep we went inside, lauren wanted to watch porn haha so i put on some on demand porn, it was so funny, then i fell asleep so she turned it off lol we woke up at like 10 today which was horribly early, we watched texas chainsaw massacre then ate then i took a shower then she left at like 2 and i got ready, and now i'm done, tonight i'm sleep at carrie's, she gets done work at 10, so i'm ot sure what i'm doing before that but we know what we're doing afterrrrrrr =) well i'll update soon, byee xoxo laura

i hate newfield lol carrie

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happy birthday brando =) [20 Jul 2004|01:34pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Kayne West-Get em' High ]

heyy well it's been another week, i loove summer =) umm that day i last updated brando and carrie came over, wednesday i caught up on all my sleep, all day and night lol thursday carrie came over, we layed out all day then came inside to get ready and julsie came over then carrie left and we went over timmy's, brandon and nicky were there, after a few hours julsie left with justin and slept there and i was going to sleep at timmy's but his dad woke up very angry so we went back to brandon's real late, friday i went to his grandparent's house for like his birthday dinner (sunday was his bday) then back to his house, then i came home, saturday i had to get up early because linda wanted to go visit st joe's then on the way home we went shopping in cherry hill =) i only got a skirt and shirt from abercrombie and a shirt from fcuk for his bday but i guess it was worth it, umm then we went out to dinner then came home, went to carrie's, then around 11 we went out with freddie and brian then over rob's with them, got home around 3, slept until 11 then came home to get ready to go to lunch with aunt cookie, maria, and little anthonyyy, we went to larry's, i had breakfast even though it was like 1 lol mmm pancakes with strawberrys lol then i came home, then brittany came over, then we got ready then went to jules', after a couple hours of getting more ready we went over brandon's for his birthday, linda and carrie met us there, we called fred, so him adam and rob came over but they felt completely out of place being 19, 18, and 20 so they left right away lol jules of course left with justin =( but we left a couple hours later anyway, we made prizzo come meet us there to sleep over after so her carrie and britt did, umm kelly and katt came, i was so happy to see them, i haven't seen my kelly since school =) umm monday i had to get up early for tennis when i got back carrie and prizzo were still over, after a couple hours me and carrie went to her house, rob came over then adam picked up brandon and they came over, then her dad got home so we all ran out, yeah well i've now decided i don't like adam anymore lol i know i've said that before but i can't stand him lol i know i'm just talking shit because i'll hang out with him again but whatever, so after a couple hours i came home because i like 6 i had to go to get a pedicure, i got home at like 11 fred called to chill out but my mom wouldn't let me leave that late, umm i just got done my shower and everything, i think i'm gonna go straighten my hair, i'll update again soon byee xoxo laura

happy birthday brandon

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heyy [13 Jul 2004|10:33am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | no music, watching maury ]

heyy well saturday julsie stayed over all day =) we played tennis the went swimming then took showers/got ready, like 10 minutes after she left brandon came over, after like an hour or so we went over to amanda's with carrie, it was her graduation party, i guess we were there for an hour or 2 then we went to the boardwalk with jojo and linda, sunday i went to work with my mom then when i got home aroudn 3 or 4 i went over freddie's with carrie brian rob and linda, around 7 i think we came home and went over julsie's house, jenna was there, she left after like an hour, i went to sleep at like 10:30 then we had tennis from 8-10 when we woke up, after tennis i came home and watched love don't cost a thing lol then carrie called me and told me to come over so i went there then after like an hour adam came to get us then we went to get brandon, went to the cumberland mall so high lol told karl to come meet us there, then me and carrie came back to her house and i had my mom come get me, i came home and went to sleep, i'm not sure what's up for today yet, well i do, but i can't talk about it, i'll update sometime before the week is done, byee xoxo laura

7/10/04 <3

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yooo [10 Jul 2004|12:53am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | imx-first time ]

hello all well wednesday brando came over then we went over carrie's for a little while then when he left we went with brian and rob to pete's then came home and went to sleep, the next day we woke up with a wonderful wake up call from brian, so we went with him to his house then rob came over then i got into a huge with mom and sister and had to come back and babysit when we were gonna go to the beach, then i went to work at night, came home, and went to sleep, today i got ready for like hours on end because i had nothing to do all day then i went to get my physical then came home for a couple hours then went out to dinner with my dad to the neptune, then on the way home we picked up my julsie pooh and like 5 minutes after we got home brando and jakey came over, me and brandowere right, we knew julsie and jakey would fall deeply in love at first sight ;D lol naaah but it was a goood night, theyust left a little while ago, me and julsie ate, and here we are, tonight was rob's big going to the army away party, i wonder how it went, hopefully well, well i guess i'm gonna go upstairs now and sit on the phone until we fall asleep, i will update in a few days most likely sometime within the next week, byee xoxo laura

i love Julianne (Julsie Pooh) (Kado) Nikole Vannini more than life itself =D

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