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Why won't you give us your best shot? [24 Jun 2010|08:12pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] After 4 years, I'm here reading my old journal again. So much has changed. But when i read through the entries, i can picture every scene in my mind, & remember exactly how i felt. I love us. I love us together. I love you. but i dont think you love me the same way as i love you. not anymore. 3 comments| * comment! ~.?.~.?.~.?.~~.

[05 May 2008|06:50pm] i am in fear i won't get out of this. &you'll NEVER HAVE MY TRUST.

[18 Mar 2008|05:42pm] [ mood | pensive ] wow, i've almost forgotten that i used to be such a happy person with so much love to give.. blurty was w me at the most beautiful time of my life! reading the archieves reminded me of many things. I miss the old times terribly terribly much. Those times were crazily lovely. (: knowing that no one will ever have guessed that i would retrieve this treasure back gave me the sense of security that i cld blog abt anything & everything. i want to go to Sentasa before schl reopens. badly doubt it will happen. )': cos everything's different now. I havent enthusiatically planned anyting without feeling disappointed. I used to have the bestfriends having fun w me. very often. i used to make Joseph try out different places to go with me. all the time. now? if you love him, set him free * comment! ~.?.~.?.~.?.~~.

[15 Dec 2006|07:59pm] OHMYFUCKINGGOD SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME! JOSEPH KHOO LOOK AT THIS I TOLD YOU I COULD GET THIS BACK & I WILL GET THIS BACK BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. (: YAY SO HAPPY CAN GO AND SHOWER PEACEFULLY ALR. SEEING YOU IN 1 hr and a half! WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[21 Nov 2006|03:51pm] Over To LJ

[17 Nov 2006|05:02pm] hi all, THE LAST PAPER IS OVER cold war came out as the seq. thank god for baby. baffled by the part B though. anyhow, this is the last entry im ever gna post in blurty. its been 4 yrs~ mmm. ive changed so much. a nicer person, a nicer frd in general. not that self-centred & 'its all abt me' kinda thing you know? however, i think im so much more petty &fiery when it comes to handling my r/s now idk wht caused e change, which is unfortunate for joe. yea im that bad now that i really dont know wtf he sees in me. idk. like my heart is shrinking! and yea. totally gross. i might have t start t prepare for e day he cant stand me anymore. HA. oh well, e main reason for e decision t stop blurty: it's scary how much i confide in this &ppl have my passw. i feel so enlightened all of a sudden. open up your heart lalu! then can the sun shine in!!!!! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WORLD! 5 comments| * comment! ~.?.~.?.~.?.~~.

[26 Oct 2006|07:03pm] [ mood | bored ] im so sick of reading my textbks. let me do a short update. 2 days back@ Kampong Glam i think he looks uber good in red. HAHA 1.5 more days to big play day. lalu hang onnnnnnnn~~~

- welcome love we once knew [20 Oct 2006|02:49pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Jamie Cullum- everlasting love ] ytd was one of the worst days in manymany months. thankfully, it's sunshine after the rain. am grateful for everything. im trying to outgrow some bad habits / chnge my attitude towards some matters which have been accumulated over the years. sounds highly impossible but ill make an effort to do so. in any way, today is a brand new start. been good. but not good enough. i have to get wht i want. i will get wht i want (: from the very start, open up your heart feel that you've fall in.. Love&Peace, LALU

[18 Oct 2006|10:37pm] so i fell like that girl, from a balance beam. a gymnasium of eyes, all were holding on to me. i lifted one foot to cross the other and i felt myself slipping. it was a small mistake sometimes that's all it takes.

[14 Oct 2006|12:06pm] a few more special people/pictures.. christine- 4 yrs of frdship. really came into my life at the end of sec2. baby- the best frd i know for the shortest period of time. we dont tke pictures tgt often lol thank god i found her! sheryl- 4yrs of being my TALL BEST FRD. we've gone through SO MUCH TOGETHER. lil pictures but i found so much neos. i love talltall! HAIRYCOQ =D 3YRS & COUNTING theres SO MUCH MORE pictures i cant squeeze in. i love hairy so much! i have so much faith in our frdship! HAIRYCOQHAIRCOQ. COQHAIRCOQHAIRY. david- monopoly winner. cant believe i lost t him! you know! i cried for hrs while tlaking to my tcher when she wanted to change our seats. i was seated infront of him initially. brandon david did this! HAHA bralu's maduran wnabe sengbuey. we are super mean la lol. elarnee- used to be very very very close to me. but we drifted apart. she's really a very nice harmless girl who wouldnt betray her frds(: juneguan/huangpeng, hairycoq taiwan trip- the 8 of us(: karlok cindy, sengui, colin. taken last yr. when i wasnt close to baby at all. 5 of us counting us to 2005 @ e sentosa party. nick hairy's hse. hairycoq, zhixin, jiahui ECP. baby's post bday celebration. hairycoq, jiahui, sheryl & muscle man derek, terence & i on G-max @david's hse. hairycoq, doreen, alison david did this! =D class' girls sec 3 adventure camp. OMG christine i know you are laughing @ my FUCKCHIOPINKPANTS. hahhaa. can you see my VPL? ohman KILL ME. dennis with hairycoq. last yrs christmas countdown this yr's Chinese New Year. they came over to pay me a visit. andrew, yinghui, yuzhe, jiamin lastly, taken during Fund Fiesta. jason, hairycoq, jiahui, karlok, weiting!

- i can feel the storm inside you [14 Oct 2006|01:14am] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | goo goo dolls- stay with you ] 12th October, Thursday had farewell assembly on this very day. kinda regretted to report late with sheryl & hairy. missed my last maths lesson. here are the pictures (courtesy of weeting, david, karlok &miss ng & a few other people, im not sure who though) Class 4/1, 2006 informal shot. i left the formal one in schl): will scan&post it after i get it back. MATHS CLASS.. this is my sitting partner for maths lessons. she's e sweet zhixin. we are always sharing juicy hot gossips (frm or outisde schl) HAHAHA damn 38 i swear! guess who we're imitating? ;p this is niwawa, yinghui(also known as mr negative vibe) yeah. then he calls me mud doll cos i danced the niwawa dance for him some time ago lol. our ni wawa & mud doll dance. ERRR..yea. i know. damn wtf right. CLASSMATES.. the sitting partner whom made my last few mths in schl much more memorable: thamelaine (: although she's one silly thumb, i really love this sitting part. we often give each other encouragement &she's one of the very few whom i trust enough to tell stuff to. we are so much closer now. have to thank tcher for putting us tgt so i found another wonderful frd(: 1st picture: weeting (cat). she's been my uber nice classmate for the past 4yrs. though im older, it's more like she the one taking care of me. heehee 2nd picture: roy. the super nice fellow who's darn gd in badminton. very approachable & diligent. he still keeps the shuttlecock thingy i drew to cheer on him before his competition during sec 3 (: eugene, though i seldom talk to him. i'll rmb him as being so kind&nice to help me get CHASIEWBAO for recess during the firest few weeks of 2005. this is donovan. i call him BLACK!. used to bully me tgt with fat but dont anymore (: extremely filial & loyal t frds/family. haha! forced him to do the choreographed 24jidiaoleng thingy. damn funny! jocelyn oh! think of her, think of cold jokes (: she used to have cool nerd hair. now she has tweety hair! the one i have a love-hate r/s with, fatfat! although he bullies me TOO often, i know he loves me deep deep down =D terence, super good-natured. nvr seen him flared up except once on hongwei lol. harmless & definitely a v good frd! =D class' girls tgt with our formtcher, mrs goh the class too bad brandon was absent): classmates for 4yrs. capable, a good speaker, v frdly, some one whom i respect. now, presenting to you my closest pals from 2/4, 2004 sheryl, elarnerr, david & christine (: (: (: lastly, my favourite tcher, who has been my maths tcher for 2 yrs, miss ng she really touched me with her sincerity & passion for teaching. aiya! you'll nvr know how nice is she unless youre her student! she, posing with the sunflower i gave her =D the above 2 pictures were grabbed frm her blog. she has a blog! DAMN COOL right! (: in case you dont knw, miss tay (who's recently in shanghai) is my fav tcher too~ (: there are still some pics i havent receive, there are many people whom i wanted to take pic with but i didnt too that day went super quickly. i thank everyone who came into my life during the 4yrs, esp the ones who love me or once loved me. there is this particular special person whom i'll nvr know why i lost e frdship w her. i always see her ard in schl, i always wonder why. i guess i'll nvr know why. whtever it is, i think she's happy with her current life, & of cos, i am too. all of the memories i have of this schl will be kept deep down n my heart. (: after leaving schl, cabbed down to j8's sakae with a 3 other gd frds then home, & met joe for supper. 13th Oct, Friday went to town, walked ard. did some work @ starbucks. was tgt with christine & baby i should be sleeping soon. have to wakie early t do maths paper before i meet joe agn. omg cant wait to see him! Love&peace WU LALU

- all of the love that we found [11 Oct 2006|03:55pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | lostprophets- rooftops ] im looking at the past entries now. oh my.. this blog is like 4 yrs old. started it in sec one when i had my first boyfrd. he didnt know abt this, no one knows. it was a private blog. blogging wasnt 'hot' then too. so in anyway, which means this blog followed me thorugh ot my whole secondary schl life. lots and lots and lots of memories. im digging the photos out now. &you know, miss tay (huihui) was finally online ytd night. chatted with her for a while. she's doing fine, teaching in an international schl. she teaches primary schl kids(: there are koreans, taiwanese, msians, ABCS.. here are some photos of her students: looks like they have much cleaner &better learning environment than us. lol. haiya. last day of schl tmr i will miss schl (: im ending this entry with pictures taken last night. when our time is up, when our lives are done, will we say we've had our fun? will we make a mark this time? will we always say we tried? Love&Peace, WULALU

[09 Oct 2006|04:19pm] [ mood | loved ] edited. so this is how we spent our 100th & 101th day.. on the 6th of Oct, i rushed home right after schl. showered & met joe caught World Trade Center. expected a lot but.. yea. kind of disappointed. its not a lousy show. but then agn, you know , one would surely expect to like use the whole 10 packs of tissue brought to the show, but no. it just isnt that effective emotionally i think. aiya back to e day. we were supposed to go chinese garden at night! but by the time we found a place to stay in, it was already ard 930 so we dropped the idea): the place wasnt too bad. there's a pool @ the rooftop (wlao. we didnt use it cos we were too tired) and complimentary american breakfast @ the cafeteria on the same level we're staying. 7th Oct, Sat after checking out, we headed to sentosa Firstly, underwater world, next to Dolphin Lagoon, then we cycled for an hour, ( tham said she saw us cycling while she was at palawan beach with her family) followed up by having our dinner @ BK. lastly, we went to catch the show @ the musical fountain we were half dead while travelling back to yishun. but still, dragged ourselves t get tix for You, Me & Dupree oh man! laughed our asses off. fucking funny i swear! good entertainment, very worth watching! I LOVE! joe made a cute vid for me =D , while i made a book for him. i love him tte (: , WULALUU

- make me hot all over my body [01 Oct 2006|12:38am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | sean paul ft. rihanna- break it off ] i blogged so much, blurty deleted my entry! argghhhh! just the pictures now. these were taken last weekend(: on the 28th. yah i knw. why the distance between right?! i have no idea LOL like those taken on first few dates! oh man.. no more free time to blog agn. i am going to the famous nasilemak stall with my boyfrd now! Love&Peace, LALUU WU

[27 Sep 2006|06:50pm] walao i just got back frm bukitbatok to collect the OldNavy's slippers. SO FUCKING SMALL WALAO @%(*^%!!!! christine & i. money flyyyy on a happier note, TMR IS JOE&LALU's THIRD MONTH TGT. -prances ard the room HEHEHEHEHOHOHOHAHAHA byeeeeeeeeeeeee! =D

[27 Sep 2006|12:27pm] ..was being so close & having so much to say & watching you walk away. & never knowing what could've been & not seeing that loving you is what i was trying to do.

- bounce&bounce [23 Sep 2006|01:45am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | mr.vegas, fatjoe, fatman scoop - tamale ] borderline results. there's roughly abt 40+ days to Os. mmmm.. i'll study on sunday. tmr is bfday. in fact, every sat is bfday. we're most prob heading to ECP. ohh he's back. we're going to sleep. bye world! taken last week. , LALU (:

- baby tell me how you like it [10 Sep 2006|02:11pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | cassie- me & u ] the past 2 days were so fine. met baby & christine in town the day before. shopped. talked. they left ard 830 & i met joe soon after he got dismissed frm work. we hung ard for quite some time. then we brought me to eat the very nice nasilemak. bumped into ziezie & andrew downstairs. hence, no mm ]: HAHA. the boyfrd overslept & didnt go for his trainin ytd morn. we met up in the evenin & caught little man. & my contacts got mad. i dumped em awy. HOORAY! we then travelled to bugis collected stuff & ate. im going to mug today. for 4solid hrs at least. haha like i would do anything more =\ with all my doubts removed, i'd go anywhere with you , Lalu Wu

- you surround me [06 Sep 2006|12:12pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | lonestar- amazed ] thurs Tchers' Day Celebration in schl. after celebration, went to town. chilled with frds [: aiya. i think even until the day i die, i'll nvr understand why will like that. friday shopping with christine! =D our money disappearred. burst into flames! HAHA. hairy joined us later too. then i met the boyfrd. omfg. we were ratarded. came back to put my thngs down. then took the bus to town agn. hahaed & caught 2 shows. Singaporean Dreaming (? smth like that i think) & The Break-up lousy shows. theatre was fucking cold. shivered like mad. by then it's already 3+am. ohh & i lost my poseur speckie there. bumped into don. Lovely Luckystar Lalu Jealous Jinx Joseph sat - i spent my afternoon emoing abt everythng in the world closest to me [: haha so funny. sunday fetched jason from my ahma's hse in the mornin. we headed to jrong swimmin complex . omg he can really play! ltr met my bf. we went to town. ate then walked ard. brought the lil rascal back. then went home. monday- cant rmb wht happened. tuesday- the boyfrd & i bought KFC back to my place. he stayed till late. after he went back home, we webcammed. omg it's been yrs since he last did that. we used to do that when we werent tgt. then ltr called him aye no he called. talked abt some funny thngs at night. ohhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahahaha. i dno la. [: [: [: [: m*****d HEHEHAHAHOHO. ♥ NAN, OHH NEY, KEDERLI KEE RRRRAIN there is so much to say, i just dont knw where to start ohh i gna wakie jkhoo up now hahaha! , LALU WU

[02 Sep 2006|06:57pm] perfect, didnt feel so perfect.

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