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| Sunday, March 16th, 2003 |
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ATTENTION:i've changed my name. it's muthatruckagive_them_guns |
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yeh so everyone go join the
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i'm so effing bored. jfeiafm,mxz,cfewai my once sexy hair is now... just messed up and i have to go fix it. i'm going to factoria todaaaaaay kthxbye. ♥ |
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look to your right ----> IT'S RYAN. he got a new bass ::deep pathetic sigh:: that sexy bitch. hahahahaha. ok it's way late [no not really] but i need some sleep. i get mah digital camera tomorrah suckas. so tomorrow will beeee: + i think my brothers leaving again + digital camera! + buying some new lipstick even though i have 5 billion sticks + doing spanish hw ugh. ♥ robin |
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| Saturday, March 15th, 2003 |
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new sn. sorry peoples. you know robin. the ever changing sn person. heh sorry x 7418074281. my blood his gunadd that shiot suckas. |
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i never update on this beeotch and i feel that it's necessaryyyyyy who's getting a digital camera this weekend? ROBIN IS. now all of you must suffer!!! except for the people at school... cause they suffer 5 days a week. heh. |
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my hair looks so very cool right now. you want to have sex with it. bwahahahaha! ALL DA LADIES IN DA PLACE WIT STYL 'N' GRACE ... somethingsomethingsomething CUZ I SEE SOME LADIES WHO SHOULD BE HAVIN MAH BAYBUH BAYBUH fuck i am a dork^^ |
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| Thursday, March 13th, 2003 |
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i'm bored. i have tori's number guitarist from the villians sitting on my goddamn desk and i should probably go call it cause she wants to do a show with us but we don't have the motherfucking time so i think i will just save it by the way, you should go check out the villians cause they're good. yeh. |
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my rape list billy from gc quinn from the used ryan sinn from the distillers benny from the hollowpoints jade from AFI raaaarr i'm so superficial. but i dun care. messy hair or hair like davey usually black or blonde tight pants whooo plays guitar (ryan sinn counts because he plays guitar but plays bass for the band) |
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| Tuesday, March 11th, 2003 |
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coughcoughfuckingcoughcough so much goddamn stress it makes me want to cut off my head... i always want to cut off my head though so eh. today fucking sucked. WHERE IS KALI!?!?!?!! <3 |
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| Sunday, March 9th, 2003 |
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new user pic. my forehead looks way huge in that pic. whoa. kthxbye. actually i haven't written in this thing a lot. umm well yeah. i usually update my lj or my dj. so i'll update a lot later. |
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i can't breathe through my fucking nose. BAH!!!! i can't taste anything either. really fucked up. du nu nu nu nu nu nu BATMAN!!! eveyone is siack. siack siack siack. <3 |
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| Saturday, March 8th, 2003 |
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i'm gonna buy a digital camera or a webcam. any suggestions? please!!! it'd be appreciated mucho. <3 |
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i am sick but i don't feel like it. i'm coughing up shit but i feel just fucking dandy. i probably have a fever or something. <3 |
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| Friday, March 7th, 2003 |
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i'm feeling quite pissed right about now. kthnxbye. |
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| Thursday, March 6th, 2003 |
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i'm not sure of george dubya bush can be more of an idiot. i'm watching that press conference with my brother and we're both like 'dude he's fucking repeating the same thing'. that whole north korea thing is useless. people are so fucking stupid. this war has no point. NO POINT. makes me listen to the hollowpoints and anti flag more. #1. the media portrays everything like BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD. #2. personally i think that dictator is a fucking genius but i hate the fact that he puts all his money into weapons. i don't know how i could sleep at night knowing that i'm letting people starve. #3. did anyone ever get the idea that maybe JUST MAYBE. they're selling that shit to get money TO FEED THE PEOPLE. or maybe JUST MAYBE they're reopening facilities to generate power? maybe my opinion is a little far fetched but it seems just too fucking animated to have someone be all HEY HEY LOOK AT ME WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION AND I'M NOT TRYING TO BE DISCREET AT ALL!!! |
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2003 |
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i feel like blah. liz and i got into a little quarrel. wasn't my fault cause i wasn't provoking her so i have to do this book talk thing. but there's no more space for sign ups. so i guess i'm not doing it unless someone is absent tomorrow. hah. i really stopped caring about english cause it's not an important credit at the time. all that matter's is math. because math is an important credit. david is our bass player now. fuck yes fuck yes fuck yes. brian came home. him and my mom are out to get me. because i am young; therefore i am stupid. my opinion doesn't matter. even if they agree. all i am is a dumb "punk". or whatever the fuck you'd like to call it. cause i sure as hell do not know. punk's not dead... it's just dying i love how i'm right 90% of the time. (off the subject) i'm thinking about how a lot of people at my school are too busy with making fun of other peoples lives her : OMG HE'S GOING OUT WITH HER me : so? and i'm sick of the word 'gay' and 'fag' getting thrown around i mean dude, that's so heterosexual eew dude, you're so hetereosexual i'm going to leave blank spaces because i'm sick of hearing it _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ _ _ you guys are so heterosexual ugh. i hope you get gang raped by men |
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| Tuesday, March 4th, 2003 |
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i'm extremely pissed off now. i don't have tolerance for people who don't even try to fix the problem yet they continue to complain about it and i've been so normal lately i'm feeling a nervous breakdown coming on and i'm getting worried but my brother is home and he's always been there for me i love my brother. he's the best. sometimes i feel bad because in order for me to be a good friend i have to open myself up somewhat and i'm not allowing myself to do that so i fuck everything up and come off as a cold hearted bitch. tonight has been bad. the end. oh wait... my hair looks so cool right now it's thexy as hell do you love me now? where did desiree or des go? she deleted her names both iwantariotthis_machine__i am sad now. x ( |
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hmmmmm today was ok so tired though. kali and me = movie time! and casey competition his brother's name is ryan i need to finish dyeing my hair blue. i only did the front haha. little bitch named chloe wheat at our school was crying so i went up to her and asked if she was ok and she gave me this like 'ok yeah WHATEVER' look. psssssssssssssssssh. betty is a hypochondriac. i swear to god. |
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| Monday, March 3rd, 2003 |
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sometimes i wish that i could actually say something beneath on the surface on these things... but i realize how much of an untrusting person i am. and i try not to tell people about me. but lately i've been like FEJWIAOFEJWAIF;EWA. *smacks self in forehead* i prefer to keep it very very aquaitance related. dierobindie |
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| Sunday, March 2nd, 2003 |
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well i arrived at the teen center at around 3. but the previous discussion hadn't ended. it was about the music business/industry thing and how it shouldn't be an industry. really interesting stuff. so me and liz helped out blah blah blah... then showtime arrived. i was contemplating the finch song. so everyone seemed to like it. even though the first half of our first song, the cable connecting my guitar and amp wasn't plugged in all the way... HAHAHA... but everything was going smoothly. I FUCKED UP SO MUCH HAHAHA. it was great. jeanne mitchell, the set after ours, she did some acoustic and she's really really good. then came some other bands such as, the villians, free verse (fucking awesome hardcore), ummm shoplifting and i had to leave early so i couldn't see the apocalypsticks. :(. laura (the drummer) is really really nice. i saw carla again. uhmm yeah... i'm in an odd mood because tara gave me some mix of alcohol and i'm feeling quite JFIEWAJ;FIEWJ right now. tara was drunk off her ass it was so funny. rachel and tia were there. SO WAS DAVID. yes, i could tell you were uncomfortable, david. i was too. now i feel like a cheap person. ummm what else.... oh yeah i met tori (guitarist from the villians) she's really good and really nice. i got her email cause she wants to do a show with us. well that doesn't seem really possible because WE'RE MISSING HALF A BAND. sigh... k well that's it. |
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| Saturday, March 1st, 2003 |
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i feel the need to rant some more. update on betty. betty is extremely annoying. i want to stab her in the eye with a pickle fork. she overexaggerates (i can't spell haha). a lot. alotalotalotalotalotalotalot. people are dumb. |
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everyone should like this song. it's by the distillers, it's called 'sick of it all' and an 'uzi' is a kind of gun murder murder a ripe blood stain pulled the fucking trigger cause i'm sick of it all yeah murder murder a ripe fucking hate pulled the fucking trigger cause i'm sick of it all went to school today with an uzi there's this kid he teased me so i shot him in the face all the worlds light won't ease my pain it won't cease i'm diseased will you hang me please? i'm a nihilist raised on violence what do i do i'm american youth? all my life i've lived in silence i'm gonna snap, i'll get you back shit i'm a girl i'm only 13 my body rots cause i won't fucking eat i'm a silent star on a b roll i'm a mirror fucking image of no control give me an award i conquered food again what else is better in life than to purge my pain? if i cut, i won't look like that if i cut if i cut i won't feel like this shit we are kids we think life is a scam we come from wasted land we are kids we play punk rock and roll if we didn't we got no soul we are different fucking kids with the same heartbeat we got one pulse running through the streets they are our arteries we are different fucking kids with the same heartbeat we got one pulse running through the streets i am a part of this the last entry was taken from my livejournal. opinion : i'm so sick of fucks who are all antiwar just to be cool. do you even know the issues? do you even care at all? they're all 'yeah like war is like bad'. fucking lame and pathetic. like this one kid i know. i've never heard him voice his opinion on it. but he acts like he hates war. HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW. just ugh. fucking ugh. ignorant bastards. everyone is. god fucking dammit i hope they all fucking die. and all the phony governments i hope they can't survive cause when i think i might be next i know i couldn't kill and i wouldn't die for you number 9619 P-O-W missing in action no reaction just an 18 year old just like you the governments hands glistening with blood |
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wednesday was good. rehearsal was fucked. then it got better. afterwards, rachel, tia and me went to the mall. we were at orange julius (we all fucking hate that place) and tia asked me what i wanted. there were many answers to that question. and i was reading the board and the first time i read it i thought it said blackberry boner. i said to tia and rachel 'whoa i thought that said something else at first' and rachel was like 'yeah boner?' then i saw brad walk by so i said 'hey i know you!' and so on. so we were talking and tia and rachel had gotten distracted and the cashier was waiting for us. but of course we didn't notice, so tia exclaimed 'SO WHAT DO YOU WANT? BLACKBERRY BONER?' and rachel and i started cracking up and i tried to sit down but missed the chair. and fell. hahaha... then we left. so rachel was driving off and i rolled down the window and yelled 'I LOVE YOU!' to this hot guy. he turned around and yelled 'I LOVE YOU TOO!!' it was OUR moment. hah no not really. then this italian gross guy honked at me. rachel and me were scared. very scared. tia shaved her head. well it's a buzzcut, she left the front part. looks good. last night was interesting. rachel and i met up with chris, other chris, matt, ryan, person i don't know and john. well all the guys were being guyish. and it got really boring. so rachel and me went to the mall. we hate the mall. but it's not like we have anywhere else to go. bellevue = mall. very disturbing. we were asking random people how much they charged. haha. we saw a taxi guy driver and rachel went up to him and asked how much he charged. but he kept replying 'i'm looking for patrick smith' yeah. it was weird. and since rachel was my ride home i had to wait while her and chris said their goodbyes. aka. made out. i zoned out as much as i could. i'm really fucking bored. i'm in the process of dying the front part of my hair blue. it's gonna turn out turquoisish. oh well. i have to dye it a couple times to get it the color i want. jasmine talks shit about my band. a lot. it's funny cause she's NEVER EVEN HEARD US PLAY. today was very very slow... chris' band might play with f-minus. fucking amazing. we see our name on the flyer. and i feel bad because once they see us they're going to be so disappointed. we were in the stranger. and some other things i don't remember because i wasn't really listening to amy when she told us. blood brothers are playing this tuesday. i can't go. very very very sad... *cries* |
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| Friday, February 28th, 2003 |
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i looklike a 9 year old boy. it says 'come molest me' hahaha... i'm hot oh yes... hah no not really. i'm gonna dye the front part of hair blue. this has been a long week. SEX ME YOU FILTHY WHORE HAHAHAH!!! I LOVE NICKY!!!! he is a pimp. |
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| Monday, February 24th, 2003 |
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recap today : sucked MAJORLY. long story. but i gots new school supplies. tomorrow : i have a game. i won't be home till around 5ish. wednesday : rehearsal from 2 till 5. then maybe i will go buy some goddamn pants? thursday : ugh i have a test thing in mrs shield's class. but after school... get my hair did. hah. and if i can't buy pants on wednesday i will go buy pants on thursday. friday : rachel and tia HOPEFULLY i love em. and if not rachel and tia, i will go buy pants if not already done on thursday. saturday : crossroads? KALI WE SHOULD GO UP TO CROSSROADS THIS SATURDAY. and i shall sex some filthy whore. haha jk. and if not, i have to find some ride up to bellsquare on saturday and buy pants. sunday : I HAVE A SHOW!!!!!! we're the opening band. i'm gonna fuck up. |
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| Sunday, February 23rd, 2003 |
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haircut on wednesday. get my hair did. due to the fact that i'm never going to be skinny enough, i'm going to start walking more. everyday to bennett and back. and i have to start lifting weights and working out again. i have to get down too at least 110. i need to get more organized. period. i want to raise my grades and be able to function properly. sooooooo to be a complete fucking dork and nerd this is my little evil for the better plan. wake up. go to school. come back from school. relax until 3:30 ish. walk to bennett. come back from bennett at 4:30-4:45. do homework. and no i will not be starting my homework at 11 30 pm like i usually do. do whatever. read because i'm getting more stupid thanks to my sucky english teacher mrs shield. go to bed early goddamn. i need to sleep more often. oh yes and i will be restricting certain foods. as in. everything basically. i'm really going to hate this new life. i'm already starting too. i'm getting angry. and now i want to go bash my face in. i hate my life. and this is going to be miserable. now i feel like i'm about to cry. because i know that i'm not emotionally stable enough to make this work. and no one is there. and there are people in this world that think they know me. but all i want to do to them is bash their faces in. and there are people in this world that make me feel better, actually there's only a few. because my friends are horrible. |
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| Saturday, February 22nd, 2003 |
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i got a pair from fossil. everyone's gonna be all 'whoa robin is wearing normal pants' on monday. HAH! be ready bitches. i weigh 115 and i'm 5'4ish. i need to lose weight. i have no goddamn waist whatsoever. this flipping sucks. i'm not pretty enough for anyone because your beauty is so innocent well innonence was raped when i opened my eyes <3 robin |
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so this the story. let's call the girl betty. and the other girl sue. and the guy charlie. betty has a reputation of flirting and such. and a lot of people don't like her. but those are the people that act all nice to her face. betty and charlie are extremely good friends and such. however, sue and charlie are dating. sue and charlie like each other a lot. but THOSE PEOPLE that don't like betty are telling sue that betty and charlie and getting a little too close. but then again, THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE that act all nice in front of betty. betty is really goddamn annoying and i want to shove a spoon into her eye. but everyone is too shitfaced to say anyone because betty does this thing. where she whines and does this attention thing and starts overreacting and bitches to everyone. and all she wants is attention cause she's insecure as fuck. i can't even begin. ugh. now, sue must be having some problems with betty but then again, she acts all nice to betty's face. so in the end, the only decent person in this story is charlie. to betty - get over yourself, no one cares. to sue - i do not know. <3<3<3<3 robin |
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update in general life : i don't trust anyone. that is all. |
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this is the sound of tooth against bone against cheering crowds and broken homes this is the end of my rope so bite down tell me how this concrete tastes and tell me for the last time that you're sorry so i can laugh out loud as i watch you struggle broken, bloody and barely breathing the truth is, there's been an autumn in me and it's been that way since may yeah i've hoped forever diminishing myself with my unconscious this is the end of the line and my shoes ripped and ruined from running have finally found their final resting place at the base of your skull and once again someone's left to clean up your mess |
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| Thursday, February 20th, 2003 |
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i find it hilarious how an idiocy unimaginable can be portrayed. really. hmmm... AND I'M NOT A BELLEVUE 'THUG' like everyone else. i'm not a big fan of rap, i don't talk like a fucking idiot, i'm not into fucking every guy i see (i'm not a crackwhore), i'm not racist. like all these stupid fucks i know. AZN PRIDE. yeah fuck that shit. i don't really care. and wtf is with all the goddamn z's?! spell check it you flipping idiot. and they're all 'COLLEGE IS FOR LOSERS' yeah we'll see when you're crackheads in an alley somewhere in olympia getting raped by some businessman. what will you think then? and let's not forget the gay-bashing! and we all know how robin gets when she hears deragatory forms. she goes fucking INSANE. next time you sing that goddamn song that goes 'you can't beat me i'm a rockstar' i'll fucking pants you and take your goddamn water pistol. so fuck off. |
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i'm so goddamn antisocial it's sickening. such a flipping homebody.. somebody come get me. pleaaaaaaaase. |
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| Wednesday, February 19th, 2003 |
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to palm tree : you suffer insidiously I FUCKING HATE YOU stay the fuck away from me i'm listenin to deathcab then the hollowpoints then blitz. and it's a reeeeally weird mix. i'm arrogant. i'm a bitch. i'm a cocky bastard. and everyone knows it. they just won't admit it. since livejournal is . . . dead . . . i have to say, i'm updating this. . . |
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| Tuesday, February 18th, 2003 |
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| go shoot myself... i feel like dropping out of the anti beauty pageant. because WE HAVE NO GODDAMN BASS PLAYER. marcia makes me want to cut off my head. and aggggggggggggh. | ||||||||
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| i died... my throat is gone... and i have band rehearsal tomorrow. oh shit... if i scream i'm going to die, so what will robin do? she does not know yet... | ||||||
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| Monday, February 17th, 2003 |
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fucking ajfiewoa;jfiewoajfwea it took me like forever to get dressed. i had to go very slow cause i'm in a great deal of pain. putting on my bra was like fjeiaw;fjeiwa. so i thought to myself. hmmm maybe i shouldn't wear one. then i thought that that would cause me even more pain not wearing one. my throat hurts like a fucker. edit 6:33 pm mmmk well my mom gave me vicodin. WHOOOOO HOOOOO!!!! the lights have eyelashes!!! hah... god i'm fucked... LIZ I NEED TO USE YOUR SCANNER... because mine is fucked... and ofcourse, everyone needs to witness my hotness... or not. i just weighed myself. oh wait, pardon my scientific idiocy, i MASSED myself... my MASS is around 115. and i'm 5'4"ish. all MUSCLE BABY!!! <3333 robin |
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Blurty for .thismistake.
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silly.
apathetic.
worried.
stressed.
embarrassed.
curious.
bored.
amused.
tired.