| Hate Every Beautiful Day |
[04 Sep 2003|05:56pm] |
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The Hippos~ Wasting My Life |
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Grar. I'm so confused. I'm uncertain. Shaky. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to feel. I don't know what to think. I don't like how i'm feeling... i'm doubting myself. I feel as if i'm out of my own control. Like i have no control over my emotions or what i do. I'm worrying too much about what i shouldn't. You should never, ever worry about what a guy (or a girl if you ARE a guy) thinks about you. Just be yourself and don't worry about what they think about "yourself." Kuz if they don't like "yourself" then they're a piece of shiat anyway... not worth your time. That's my advice. But what am i doing? Not taking it. I'm trying to... trust me i'm trying to. But i can't help it... and i hate it.
I must go... i'll write more later.
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| My Friends |
[04 Sep 2003|05:59pm] |
Yeah, random comment that i thought to let everyone know::
I have the greatest friends.
I love my friends.
I care greatly about my friends.
You hurt them and i will be pissed.
That's right. My friends are the best i could ever have.
I never question what they mean to me or what i mean to them.
Only one of my friends at this moment am i really uncertain about.
But all the rest of you... i know that you guys are the best.
The ones who i can talk to.
Who will stay by me and listen.
And hopefully trust me as well... but i try not to ask too much of people.
Christina, Mike, Meghan, Matt, Megan, Justin... there are more just none that really stick out right now...
you guys rock socks.
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