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Saturday, April 9th, 2005

Subject:Boy its been a while hasn't it?
Time:10:00 am.
Mood: enthralled.
It has been awhile hasn't it? I'm alive really. Don't worry. And I will update more.
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Sunday, April 25th, 2004

Subject:I've been busy.
Time:5:12 pm.
Mood: curious.
I've been working on the first of 11 chapters of my stories for the Pantheon of Nafaria. I am also working on a story for Medeva, that is Lady Raiden's lovely realm

I've been wondering.... should I go to another job that pays more? Should I give up the " friends " I have made at K's? I really wonder about myself lately.

Okay... so my friends how are you doing?

Kim?

Renee?

How are you guys?
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Friday, March 26th, 2004

Subject:Rant... rant.... rant..... my friends......
Time:6:32 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Well today I had my doctor appointment today. The doctor was happy with my face. Not happy with my depression. I have to see him in two weeks. And if there is something wrong... then I must call him ASAP.

And now my friends....

Ashley- I understand that you are having problems. And I understand that you need to talk to someone. That's great. I know that you are more suicidal and so talking to me helps you. BUT I need someone to talk to as well. And you aren't there for me. I am having serious problems. And I don't know how to deal with them. But you keep coming to me with your problems. And you are always wanting me to come over to you. I am tired of you demanding my company. I am VERY sure that you are going to make me into a LONER!! AGAIN!!!

Kim- I'm sorry that I'm not around as much anymore. I try to be, but its very hard to enjoy the things that I love anymore. Talking to you and Renee is one of the things that I dearly love to do. Sorry I can't be there to talk to. Happy you've found someone and are getting married. Please post some pictures.

Renee- I'm sorry I can't be a better friend. I will try harder. Please don't give up on me.

Well I am leaving. Got to find food.

Later.
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Sunday, March 7th, 2004

Subject:To wow....
Time:9:03 am.
Mood: groggy.
Okay I am fine. Yeah, I haven't been around for a long while and I understand that no one looks here anymore. That's fine really. I understand. So I'm cool with it. Actually I have a stomach problem right now. Its alittle soft. Food would probably be a good thing that I should get into my system. *grins* Of course I was the one who caused my problem. *innocent look*

Okay, so I have an update to make. I have started watching Transformers again. Hey everyone says that I am tooooo serious, so I'm going to watch cartoons. And the only cartoon I really bother to want to find is.... Transformers. Though I do wish I was able to watch Armada. If anyone knows where I can find Armada on DVD, let me know K?

Miss talking to you Renee and Kim.

Well I'm off. Dad is buying breakfast. See everyone around.

Bye bye!
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Sunday, February 8th, 2004

Subject:Hey everybody!
Time:1:35 pm.
Mood: geeky.
I know that I have been away for quite sometime. And I can't promise that it will change. In fact I won't try. Cause if I do, what happens when I break that promise? I dunno. So I am just going to tell you that I will try to be here. But my friends, know that if you need me, I'm here. And to those who have my phone number.... a call away(after 6 Monday-Thursday *winces*).

I have been working on fics, though sometimes I suffer from writers' block. So I write 'Plot what plot' fics to clear that. *grin* But don't tell my family that.

Well I have to go for now, I will try to write again soon.
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Monday, January 12th, 2004

Subject:Sorry! I so so so so sorry!
Time:7:42 pm.
Mood: crushed.
I didn't mean to be away for so long. Its just one of those things that happens. Work and family has kept me away from my friends and compy. I am so sorry my friends. Renee *weeps* FORGIVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here.... here are some stories I'm writing on.

.Hack//Sign

I do not own .Hack//Sign. Balmung and Blackrose are somewhat out of character I know.


Swords and Roses


Prologue



Balmung's P.O.V.



Her name as far as I probably will ever know is Blackrose. She is a heavy blade. To me, she is a beautiful young, brave woman. And she hates me I believe.

Of course its no surprise since I treated her rather badly when we first met. I had thought that her party member, what did he call himself.... Kite? Yes Kite was the reason that everything in The World was going wrong. I still smile though at the time it wasn't funny, that she had the nerve to dress me, me Balmung of the Azure Sky, the Descendant of Fianna, down because her friend saved my life and I was going to beat her friend up.

So why do I love her?

I don't know.



Chapter 1




Balmung's P.O.V.



Delta Server: Mac Anu



I watched as their party disbanded and I watched as she was left alone at the Chaos Gate. She was very beautiful just standing there against the blue and gold of the gate. I flew over the building as my wings do hold me up and are not just there for kicks. She was mummering under her breath about Kite?

" That boy just doesn't know when to quit. Orca this and Orca that.... I want to end this mess just as bad, no worse than him!" Her fists clenched at her side. She suddenly activated the gate.

" Delta: Lonely, Despaired, Nothingness," she finally whispered to herself. I heard it though. And I decided to follow her. I probably should of stayed away, but I couldn't do it.



Delta Server: Lonely, Despaired, Nothingness.



No one's P.O.V.



Blackrose sighed as she destroyed a low level monster. It didn't make her feel any better. Kite, Mistral, and herself had gone to try and find out if there was a Data Bug running around in Delta: Beautiful, Passonate, Holy Ground. She had somehow messed everything up. And they laughed at her. And then she had to listen about how Orca needed to be brought back... well she had her reasons to be involved as well. She sat down and just stared at the weapon in her hands.

" Well this is a surprise...," A famaliar voice from above her was starting to say, " I thought that you and your Virus were always together." Blackrose looked up into the greenest eyes she had ever seen. Balmung of the Azure Sky, the green-eyed angel of The World. A Blademaster. A pain-in-her-ass.

" Buzz off Bird-boy." She closed her eyes. Something gently touched her shoulder. Opening her eyes, she went to lift it off and found herself holding a perfect white feather. The sound of clanking armor told her that Balmung had stopped hovering and was sitting beside her. He didn't say anything as he watched her twirl his feather in her hands. She ran her fingers over the feather.

" It feels so soft. How can anything feel soft in a computer game." She was not talking to Balmung and he didn't answer her.

Suddenly, she stood up and shoved him off the ledge. He laid there on his back starring at her in shock.

" What did you do that for?!" He finally yelled at her. She was standing there with her hands over her face. He had thought that he had made her cry. Instead, he realized she was laughing.

"What's so damn funny?" He growled.

" You." She managed. He growled again and lunged up off the ground and tackled Blackrose. They rolled around in the dirt for awhile until he landed back on top of her.

" Pinned you!" He taunted. She looked breathlessly up at him... and far too tempting. He stood up and brush invisible dirt off his armor. Then he offered her his hand.

" I'm sorry, that was wrong of me." He said not looking at her. She just blinked at him. She thought that he was finally showing her that he was human and now...

" Balmung... I um... how did you find me here?" She decided to change the subject alittle.

" I heard you mummering to yourself at Mac Anu."

" So you were spying on me." This was a statement. Balmung flinched. " That cuts real deep Balmung. I thought that the reason you were talking to me, being nice to me was because you were being nice." She turned and started alittle ways away. " Guess not. Well at least I can be kind. Good Night Balmung of the Azure Sky, Descendant of Fianna." She gated out.

He stared out at where she had been standing.

" That wasn't it, Blackrose." He gated out as well.



Delta Server: Mac Anu



Balmung looked around the water root-town for Blackrose. But she must have logged out. So since he couldn't find her, and he knew he was in some hot water with Blackrose, he figured he needed some help from someone who would know women.

He tried to call her to him and got no answer for his troubles. He started head-long towards the gate intending to log out when a Long Arm stopped him.

" I was told to tell you that the Star was in Theta's Root Town. She also told me to tell you that she is not impressed by your titles." Kippy, the Long Arm said laughing.



Theta: Dun Loireag

Balmung grumbled as he went around the back of the Grunty Farm. He had searched all over for the player and yet he couldn't find...

" And to what do I owe the honor of a visit from the Angel of Azure Sky?" He turned around and looked up. She was sitting on the rocks above the Grunty Farm.

" Silver Star." He nodded to the girl. She was a level 77 Wavemaster, though she was rarely in a party. Her suit was gown that reached her feet though just like her name, was silver. Her skin color was pale with no hint of a tan. Her hair was a deep purple and her eyes were ice blue. Her most noticeable feature was her long, shapely, black with silver tip wings. She rested her hands which were holding, if he wasn't mistaken a level 99 staff called Angel Wings on her her legs. Lios had given it to her along with her wings for a prize. They had been friends since the Fragment. He had been her friend for a lot longer than he been Orca's. And now he needed her advice.

" I take it, that you are here about the orange twinblade and the heavy blade?" She didn't have to ask it, she knew the answer.

" Its not about the twinblade.... but about..." He looked across the waters.

" Blackrose." He looked up at her sharply as she floated down.

" How did you know?" She shrugged.

" How long have I known you? And to tell the truth... I know your door doesn't swing towards boys." She was a rather blunt Wavemaster.

" Okay you're right."

" As usual." She smirked. " What's the question?"

" I sorta said something that I shouldn't have said and now she's mad at me." Silver Star smiled.

" Angel Balmung has a crush!" She teased.

" Silver!" It was almost a whine.

" Relax Angel. She's just upset. You could always play the white knight in shining armor." She offered.

" And that means I do.... what?" Silver sighed. Boys could be so clueless.

" Talk to her. Explain that you are not there to be a bother... but to discover what's happened." He was quiet for a long while.

" SS?" He called her by her nickname.

" Still here Angel boy." She used her nickname for the player she considered to be her brother.

" Could... could you.... could you talk to Blackrose? Tell her I'm not so bad." Silver Star looked at him long and hard.

" I'll see what I can do. I will try to get you her member address if you would like."

" Please."

" Angel boy," he turned at her serious tone. " I will do this ONCE and only ONCE."



Lord of the Rings

Author: Silver Star Dragon
Address: Kitdragon85@aol.com
Disclaimers: I do not own Lord of the Rings.
Pairings: Haldir/ OFC, Orophin/ OFC, Rumil/ OFC
Rating: NC-17

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The MarchWarden's Wife



Taken from the Journal of Gilithilwen (Gilly) Wife of Haldir of Lorien during the 3rd Age:



My parents have always known Haldir. Haldir is now the Chief Marchwarden of Lorien, the Kingdom of Galadriel and Celeborn. But to them he was always little Hallie (though even at 15 years old he hated that nickname). My parents knew Haldir's parents from A LONG time before either one of us was thought up. Haldir's father was a Noldor of the House of Finwe and his mother was a Vanyar. Haldir, though doesn't have gold or dark brown hair but rather he has silver hair that reminds me of liquid silver and his eyes are a strange silver-blue color. For these reasons along with his quick fighting skills and knowledge, I call him Quicksilver.

I remember when I first met Haldir. It was a raining, thundering night. One of the worst storms that I have ever been through. A crack of thunder woke me up near screaming. We were in Doriath, where my father, Haldir's father (he was nothing like Feanor and his sons, but rather was asked to go along and keep a watch on things by the Valar), and Haldir worked as Marchwardens. I went running down the hallway to find my father or my mother who was one of Melian, Queen of Doriath's Handmaidens when I was picked up. I was going to scream but I realized that the body holding me was wearing grey of the Marchwardens and I had yet to learn to fear them. Looking up I found myself staring at Haldir and his slightly arroagant self.

" What are you doing out of bed little one?" Haldir had ahold of me. For some reason I felt safe and secure.

" The storm scared me." I mumbled against his chest. I was afraid that he would laugh at me though I was only 50 years old. To an Elf that's about as old as a 5 year old to a Human. He just simply cradled me in his arms and let me listen to his heartbeat. I think that it was then that I fell in love with him. Or maybe it was a childish wish of heart. But I can still remember him returning to the feast with me in his arms. I can even remember my question that lucky for me only my parents, his, and the King and Queen heard besides him. " Can I marry you when I grow up and show you I am worthy of you?" I remember the chuckles, but I was so tired that I didn't hear the answer.

Then it happened one day around my 170th year that Haldir and my father, Damrod were out in the forest alone. My father was another Vanyar and brother to Glorfindel of Gondolin, who by the way was and still is " my very best favorite Uncle in the whole wide Arda" to quote myself back then. He had joined the Exiles not out of love, but because Galadriel was going and like Glorfindel was semi-blackmailed and semi-begged to follow the family and watch over them closely by Galadriel's grandmother and her kinsman the High King of all Elves. Anyways, a band of Orcs came across my father and Haldir and things pretty much went downhill from there. Well at least for Haldir, cause my father was doing very well. Then an Orc was going to kill Haldir and my father couldn't let that happen so he killed the Orc. Haldir was in my father's debt then and there. And he swore that he would fullfill his debt to the highest measure.

It was after that, well it was after my 199th birthday that we were all seperated. I didn't want to be left alone from Haldir because we were good friends (though I did remember my question). I went and tried to find him and talk to him before I left, and I found him with a she-elf kissing her. Now I will admit I was jealous for a minute, but the minute passed and I remembered that Haldir was not mine to begin with so I had no right to be jealous. And so I pretended to be bored as if seeing my best friend and love of my life kissing some other two-bit bitch daughter of an Orc was an everyday thing. When they stopped kissing (and let me tell you it felt like FOREVER) I realized who the Elf-maid was.

Laire.

Calling her the two-bit bitch daughter of an Orc was way to kind. Calling her Morgoth's whore or anything to that point was still too kind.

" Oh Haldir, can I talk to you?" I dared not use my nickname for him around her. I didn't want her to use it. And if I found out that she was using it... what Morgoth would do to a victim would be nothing compared to what I would do to her. He looked up and was shocked to see me standing there. I hid the thoughts of murder and the chance of another kinslaying under a masked of boredness. He let Laire go, though she didn't look happy. Too bad, so sad.

" What do you need Gilly?" His voice sounded like velvet over steel. If I wasn't about to punch him, I'd want to listen to it every minute. In fact, I did punch him in the chest and I knocked him on his cute butt. He looked at me with such a look of horror.

" What did you do that for?" He demanded. I smirked.

" Cause I wanted to make sure that you didn't forget me, Quicksilver." I leaned over him and offered him my hand. He flashed me an evil grin, grabbed my hand and pulled me down. I think he wanted me to land beside him because that was the way his hand was going, but instead I landed on him. Well, tell me about compromising positions! And to make it ALOT worse... my father and my little sisters walked up. Both of us were red as a beet and in our haste to get out of that position, we got into another, I was stuck in his cloak.

" Gilly you're making it worse," my father said chuckling. My sisters, Lindorie and Morwen were gasping for air, they were laughing so much. Finally I got so that I was back on top.

" Father, sisters, leave us for a moment, I want to talk to him alone." They did as I asked. I looked down at Haldir... or actually because he was so tall I was looking him strait in the eye.

" I wish to talk to you. We will be seperated for who knows how long, do you ever think that you will think of me ever? One of your friends? Hmm?"


BTW- Go see The Return of the King. Its a great movie.

BUT WHY DID THEY HAVE TO KILL OFF HALDIR??? HE WAS GREAT AND HE MADE THE MOVIES FOR ME. HE WAS CUTE TOO! JUST LIKE LEGOLAS!

Okay I done. I gots to eat now.

Bye bye bye.
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Thursday, December 25th, 2003

Subject:Merry Christmas!
Time:3:09 pm.
Mood: indescribable.
Merry Christmas fellow Mischief-Makers and Hellraisers!

Am I in a better mood? No. Oh no. I am stressed and ready to strangled anything. But I gots lots today.

Bracelets
Pendents
Clothes
Boots
A dragon statue
Hair stuff
Books
Swords (including the Elf sword from Lord of the Rings Hadhafang, Lord Elrond's sword during the Battle of Dagorlad which is the last battle of the Second Age and then you see Arwen carrying it when she gets Frodo across the Ford.)- I wanted this sword now I hope to get if they make one a bow like Haldir's and a quiver (I love Haldir) and I gots many other things.

I have learned that a Shop Keeper at my mall (who sold the sword to dad) I had been helping him with his facts on Lord of the Rings weapons and such... well he has been repeating everything I told him. I am glad cause that means that I know my stuff and he is very impressed with me. I hope that he stays here, but I think he's going to be seasonal.

I am wearing a penagram (probably not spelled right) that my grandfather got me, I know that my grandmother didn't have anything to do with it since she thinks I'm going to hell anyway.

All well. I'm going to close and go get something to eat.
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Thursday, December 11th, 2003

Subject:Sorry i haven't been around
Time:6:49 pm.
Mood: predatory.
Let's see.....

Reasons for not being on are as follows:

Work
sleep
depression (mostly this)
brothers
and..........
new computer.

Still trying everything out. Like a kid with a new toy I suppose. I feel evil. I feel strange.
But to tell you the truth I must start over on my stories. *sighs* yes its true. I can't copy my files for I fear a virus has made itself at home with the old compy.

SO! All my characters get restarted. And my stories. I believe I can make them better anyway. Any good author will tell you....

A story always has room for improvement

I believe so. So I am going to have to work hard on them on my down time. When I have any. Well my friends, dinner is calling my name and I, who have not eaten all day must answer.

Laters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, November 14th, 2003

Subject:Okay well...
Time:6:09 pm.
Mood: rushed.
well lets see.... I can't say that I have anything to report. I have had to work over-time and I went to the doc this lovely morning. He says I have acne. I think he's off his f**king rocker but then what do I, the owner of this body know?

Renee, I swear I will try to bring up a way to talk to you (i'm not ingoring you, but my computer is). AOL is messed up on the compy for a while.

I gots to go.

Laters!!!!!
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Friday, November 7th, 2003

Subject:Sorry for not writing.
Time:4:35 pm.
Mood: drained.
I haven't really been able to get on the internet or able to call up a page. I don't know why. I think I have a virus or something in my compy. I am trying though. But hey at least I am able to write now. I think that if I got on later, I wouldn't be able to get on.

Sorry my friends. I try I really do.

I have been writing though. Just not on the internet. Or my Hellsing story.

Well I have stuff to do so I will try to write later.

Laters
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003

Subject:lalalalalaaa
Time:7:25 pm.
Mood:odd.
Oh where o where will those stones and diamonds go? Oh where o where- well I don't care where just get them away from me! I was thinking up a story. Its from more or less (since it can change in a heartbeat) Hellsing.
Check it out.

Her name is Morganna. Most refer to her as the Witch Morganna... the Vampire and Werewolf Hunter Morganna... the Quiet One Morganna... the Unforgiving Morganna.... the Dark One Morganna. And all of these things she was. In America. Now she was living in England as a student. She was only 19. Still a child in the eyes of adults. An infant in the eyes of the vampires she had hunted. But she was no Buffy. No, she was more dangerous than that. She was a human who controled both the Powers of Light and Heaven and the Powers of Darkness and Hell. She was always in control of herself and her thoughts. She was the one that everyone leaned on and came to in times of trouble. Which is why, she figures that she has met the Hellsing Organization.

His name is Mikail. He is the son of Drucura. A quiet creature and not many of any race had ever met him or been in his presence for more than a few mintues, save for his father. He is a true hunter of the Undead, he serves no one. And yet, his only flaw is his love for a single witch and he almost cost her, her life. So to make up for what he had done (though he figures it can never be forgiven or forgotten no matter what Morganna says) he moved her to England and supports her. Never again he has vowed will he let her fight and nearly die again. The choice.... shall always be hers.

Her name is Seras Victoria. A Fledgling Vampira. Her only love is for her Master Arucard. She knows that her love is in vain, and love without hope... it can not endure. But what can you do when love is all you have to live for? Even the undead have to have something to keep going for. Everyday when she returns to her coffin, the pain of her love which she can not have hits her like a 20 ton rock and she can do nothing but lay there in pain. So in her grief she has awaken the powers within Morganna with only a cry. And Morganna can do no more than help the Vampira.... or kill her to ease her pain.

Arucard is his name. And he serves the last Hellsing with more devotion than a loyal dog. Yet he serves himself as well, for in his loneliness he has dragged a child of the light into the darkness, and then left her to fend for herself.... no teaching.... no nothing. And her pain has become his own, for he remembers what he has done to drive away his only other childe, his birth and first born son.... Mikail. He loves Seras Victoria, but until he can kill some of his demons, Seras will suffer loneliness untold.

Morganna's calling has come. She knows how to end suffering. How to end grief. She knows what it is like to live without someone to hold you. And yet.... how can you help someone who can not help themselves?

The circle is complete. All actors have entered the stage. Its time to begin.


What do you think? Hmmm? Come on tell me!
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Sunday, October 5th, 2003

Subject:Everyone I would like to introduce you to the new members of the family.
Time:6:15 am.
Mood: pleased.
Everyone,

Since a month or two ago I believe I mentioned that my car Eevee the Eagle Vision ESI had her autochoke engage. Well I took her the mechanics and they couldn't find the problem. So here is the family's take on that. Get a new car. This is also mine.

For a long while I have wanted a Golden Retriever. Mom has either said no or something else to that point.

Well meet the two newest members of the family: Black Senra the 2004 Nissan Sentra and Shineing Aura the Golden Retriever.


So now the members of MY family excuding everyone else are: The Dark One Senra, The Shineing Girl Aura, The Playful Yet Stubborn One Trex, and Boring Yet A Writer Me. Well I can't say I'm boring..... just I prefer to do things other don't like to do.

Okay I just thought that I would let everyone know what was going on here, Mom is pissed about Aura (don't need another damn dog now we have 8 animals in the house as they die they will not be replaced)- quote from her.

Ah well.

I'm heading back to bed, Aura wanted to go out and since she is a 8-week pup bladder control isn't known yet. Plus she was playing around so it was taking my ears by storm if you will.

Laters.
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003

Subject:Ha ha! I live!
Time:6:00 pm.
Mood: calm.
Yes after working 40 hours in 4 days and bowling on Monday and working on keeping the peace, I live. Now I have to take my car in to get it fixed. Like normal, my car's auto-choke which keeps my car moving in winter, is starting RIGHT NOW! And that's a problem. There is more to this, but I don't know what.

I want to say to my friends, I'm sorry I haven't been on and have ingored you. I have been trying to balance my life and my job. It looks like that if I want to do this... my life can only be on Friday and the weekends.

I am writing on my fics, Ren. It's going to take a little bit for me to send them to you. But you will get them or I will post them here perhaps?

But I am sorry I have ingore you and slighted you my friend. Please forgive me.

Here is a good quiz answer:

Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
Astrological Sign
Angel TypeAngel of Death
Wing ColorBlack with silver tips
Heavenly WeaponLightning rod
Created with quill18's MemeGen!
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Subject:Oh me god, what a week!
Time:10:06 pm.
Mood: cold.
Oh me god, what a week. My first week of work was bull shit. I think that I am in danger of losing my job. I try so hard, but let's face facts here people, I DON'T KNOW A THING ABOUT GEMS!!!! And I never said I did either. But today (after I was forced to go to an exercise gym, am I really fat? I only weigh 139.5 lbs), well anyway I went with my mom and aunt to Ihop and they don't allow you to smoke until 3pm so we went to Gabby's. There my aunt who works with me and is training me (I piss her off more often than not), asked me questions and I answered most of them correct.

Then we had to fix the toliet. I am NEVER doing that again or at least for a long time. The boys were assholes and I ended up doing most of the work. I will not speak of what I have had to do. So needless to say, I am sorry my friends but I do not believe that you would really wish to speak to me. At least for a long while and I have so much work to do. So much writing. So much writing...

I am going to end this entry for tonight.

Later.
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003

Subject:YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:9:16 am.
Mood: hyper.
GUESS WHAT!! ::sings:: I HAVE A JOB! OH YES I DO! I HAVE A JOB! ::stops singing:: And its exactly where I wanted it. You see all this hard work has paid off. FINALLY!!! It makes me proud. And sad. I wasn't a very good friend and I am sorry my friends. I did not mean to slight you for this job. Its because Mom has wanted me to get a job to take care of my car and bring more money in the house.

I haven't worked on much. I've had my MESSAGE AWAY on, its not that I am being a bitch to my friends, but I need to relax on the compy. YOU GUYS AREN'T A BOTHER!! Its just that I've been in the bad mood cause I've had to wait.

Well I need to get off the compy right now. Maybe later I can come back and write more.

Your Name: Amanda Pearl Terry
Your Date of Birth: 08/21/1985
Your Question or Information: Will I keep my job at K\'s?

Past

Perdhro - Unexpected gains, hidden secrets coming to light, discovering that which has been lost, spiritual evolution.

Present

Fehu - Increase of wealth and possessions, protection of valuables. Used to send energy on its way, fire in its uncontrolled, primal state.

Future

Othel - Material possessions and protection of those possessions, inheritance (can be genetic traits inherited from elders).

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

Laters!!!!

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Saturday, August 30th, 2003

Subject:Oi....
Time:7:33 pm.
Mood: determined.
Music:Liminality #full verison from .Hack//Sign Soundtrack.
I am so sorry that I haven't been around. You see the place I want a job at well I've been off line so I can catch their call. Ever since my birthday really. What has happen since my birthday? Well lets see. A whole lot of NOTHING!!!!!!!!!

I have done some art work though.

A picture of.....

Rayden (without his shirt) [Drool Ren, you know you want to * __ ~ ]

Sindel

The Green Goddess (Nature Goddess that I may use in a fic of my own make)

The Ice Queen (Ice Goddess I may use in a fic of my own make)

The Regal Princess (May use of in own fic)

Picture of Kit from Goddesses Alike (Well not really cause I never used the picture and its colors and outfit)

Picture of Renee from Goddesses Alike (Again not really because I never used the picture, colors, or outfit)

So I have been very busy. I just hope that with all I have put forward towards this job and the pain that I have felt, that I get this damn job.
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Thursday, August 21st, 2003

Subject:Today is my birthday
Time:9:48 am.
Mood: blank.
Today is my birthday. Yes it is. Let's see after my brother cleans my grandma's gutters he's taking me to the zoo. Actually I'm driving us to the zoo since he doesn't drive. And maybe we'll go out to eat tonight. I don't know.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003

Subject:I'm Sorry! Renee I'm Sorry!
Time:8:55 am.
Mood: distressed.
I'm sorry I haven't been on. I haven't been a good friend have I? I haven't been around to talk to you. I am sorry. I will try to be on more I swear it! But I have worked on Goddesses alike. I hope and swear to try and get on more even if it means fighting for the compy.

There are updates in my life.

First on Monday: Two new members to our household. No, I did not give birth. But really its two new pets. Two ferrets.

My ferret is...
Trex and its male (or was)

Matt's ferret is...
Moonshine and its male (or was)

Second on Tuesday: I had my first interview with K's. I am hoping for my second in less than a week.

And tomorrow: MY BIRTHDAY!
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Friday, August 15th, 2003

Subject:Well the reason I have not updated or been on.
Time:9:27 am.
Mood: determined.
To everyone that reads me journal, I have a very good reason for not being able to come on the computer because I have had Ash and her car. Her car broke down on the way back from Springfield. Then my Aunt Janey is trying to get a me a corp. job for K's. And I have to act mature and this is a once in a life time chance. So I will be the only 18 year old in there. Plus I will be the youngest.


Your Name: Amanda Pearl Terry
Your Date of Birth: 08/21/1985
Your Question or Information: Will I get this job at K\'s?

Past

Algiz - Protection, fortunate influences, fate on your side, victory and success, good luck and personal strength.

Present

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Future

Sigel - Victory, power, strength, health, the rune of the sun, vitality, drive to work and produce.

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

I will try my dearest and hardest to get on more my friends. Its very hard and going to be a full time job.

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Friday, August 8th, 2003

Subject:I decided to change the colors.
Time:9:56 am.
Mood: quixotic.
I just wanted to change the colors. Be a little dark for awhile. I have decided that I can't stay mad at Ash. I forgive her. But paranoia is well set up. For a couple of days now I have been getting up at 3. Yet I have tried to go back to sleep, my body refuses. So while I'm tired, it won't happen.

Depression sets in. Yeah, on top I look sunny (despite the fact that I don't smile) but under I am a mess.

Oh well. I'm not the first, and won't be the last.

Later.
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Blurty for Kiyia Nic'koma.

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