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music and clothes. what else? [21 May 2005|10:25pm]

[ music | soad - holy ]

havent updated in ages.. and all is well i suppose.
i just downloaded all of the new songs from the new soad cd. its fab! anyways..
me and liz are ordering shit off hottopic this week. (: im very excited!

anyways some shit is going down online. MUST GO!

byyyyyyye

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blech [03 May 2005|03:15am]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | some crazy-ass music on ricky's computer. ]

at school.. sitting next to ricky.. theres some ghey music on too.. and the bell is going to ring in like 5 minutes.

wow.. that music is weird and annoying.
katy is on my other side playing hangaroo.. or was. im not sure if she is still.

yup she is.

guess what? something strange happened.
i checked my emails and i got one from tim cuddy. you know.. that guy i liked way back when; before jeff's time. well whatever it wasnt even really an email it was just an invite to something. which was strange considering he hated me. or something. he called me scary and such behind my back when i liked him. it was strange how i used to be so crazy bout him.. but now that i have jeff im like crazy over his ass. (oh and his 9 :P) good for you if you know what i mean

anyways i should sign out.
school ends in two minutes and i work tonight.

meow

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::burp:: [25 Apr 2005|07:24pm]

[ music | all along the watch tower. jh ]

alright alone again.
posting useless shizazzle. LMFAO anyways..

i cant wait to go shopping. me and wittle wizzy. i mean LIZZZZZBO. :P sorry. and you know what?
i feel lovingly rejected by katy and annik. i dunno what i did. maybe smoked without them? i didnt think they really cared. ah well what can i do?

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meow [25 Apr 2005|07:20pm]

this kitten is craving some sex. :P

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karplunk a big blob of talkiness [25 Apr 2005|07:16pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

[ music | dont phunk with my heart - black eyed peas ]

im at jeffs being bored and bored comes.. he went out to pick up. its funny.. he doesnt have a "job" persay but its quite amusing.. money money money, money! i dont even think thats the right song... or maybe it is.. the apprentice theme song or something? whatever.
theres ghey shit going on with alot of people. AHEM! im sure eveyone knows what im talking bout. but its weird how i feel i have to watch what i say.. IN MY OWN FUCKING JOURNAL. i swear if people start shit with me im going to flip.

anyways my lover boys home. i hope he got my milkshake for me :P

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bored and no place to go.. [15 Apr 2005|11:25pm]

[ mood | sore ]

[ music | dead disco - metric ]

yes.. or nothing to do. my house is boring, jeff's house got boring pretty fast. now im typing useless shit on here.. (:
anyways i worked today... and then i work sunday, monday, tuesday.
my only free day this weekend is tomorrow. and i dunno whats going on.. something with jeff probably.. obviously... but i also wanna buy something, un-drug related here, for myself. i mean.. when was the last time i did that? NO CLUE FOOL! P: it rhymed in my head..

notice the CWAZY faces holmes? (is that even spelt right??) they are BACKWARDS for a backwards twit; like me.
take a look: (: (happy face) ): (sad face) P: (retard face)
hmmm... anymore? dunno.

*tits out, pants down. open night to london. touchdown, look around. everyone's the same*
im jammin to metric. its a relief to listen to something.. different. it isnt rap, it isnt scream-your-head-off music... its like british dance pop shit with a hint of techno beat. its pretty amazing when you arent doing shit all. (:

my tum tum hurts muchly. i think i know whats the cause of all the misshaped feelings in there. hmm..
i) lack of sleep
ii) lack of hunger for food
iii) ritz.. P: gotta lobe 'em!

YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS?
time for RANDOM THOUGHTS.. ::rolls eyes::
-i dont have the new gay msn.. (what am i truly missing out on anyways? something to shake the shit out of my screen and the ability to play weird things to people, like a giant kiss and a cooky guy staring at you from behind a wall..?)
-i have fallen crazily inlove with poems alot lately. they explain feelings perfectly.

okay im dumb and done.
im a done dumbie.

P:

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losing my hair.. [12 Apr 2005|09:17pm]

[ mood | awake ]

[ music | heaven and hell, black sabbeth ]

havent updated in ages, dont feel like typing i guess. computer is gay half the time anyways.
i read a complete book i bought on saturday. finished it last night. called candy. about this guy that falls for a prostitot (meant to be spelt that way) and shes a heroin addict.

had nervous breakdown over the weekend. most i ever cried. my faced swelled to the size of a pumpkin. i cried so much and it was over dumb reasons too.. kinda thing that happens when im missing the one that was keeping me happy. or more like both things lately. ritz and jeff. how kind.

anyways.. just got home for work and this entry seems so impersonal. must go read gossip girls
ciao

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arrows & words [31 Mar 2005|08:56pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

[ music | the evil hum of the machine on which i type ]

-->susplended again<--
<--i sat in the principal's office all day-->
-->11.30-2 of nothing but waiting<--
<--stupid mr.anderson should rot in hell-->

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[dot] [26 Mar 2005|09:05pm]

[ mood | energetic ]

[ music | its been awhile - staind. ]

its been ages since i last posted..
well
im at nicks and bored..
boys went outside to smoke a doob.
im not doing that much lately, no need.
i only need like a couple tokes and im good for the day, which is strange cuz i feel like im missing out and i hate it very much... but i dont really feel the need to do it all the time when its offered to me.
tomorrow is easter and im "invited" for easter supper at jeffs house.. which is funny cuz i mean im there every other night for supper.. am i not invited those nights and just eat there anyways?! shit.. i had no idea.
i dunno what im going to do tomorrow.. dress up prettily.
my moma bought me three bras this morning lol. she spent 50$ on me.. i think its cuz she feels like she has to make it up to me since my dad is such an asshole.
like the day thursday night i had an uber fucked dream about my mom murdering everyone in the family.. i told him about that. (except i told him after that it was me and him left over) and hes like "you probably diserved it"
he thought my mom murdered me and hes like you deserve it? what kinda fucking dad says that to their fucking daughter?

mine apparently.

anyways.. my back hurts.. not sure why tho.. look how much time i got on my hands and im at someone's house. lol. im pathetic..
im talking to justin -jeffs brother- on msn.. well sorta.. i say shit then he replies like 5-10 minutes later. i think hes just a tad bit busy.
i stink like a camel in the middle off the sahara desert. i wonder what that smells like?!
i need a shower... why am i typing out all my damn thoughts?
anyways.. i think im going to go..

i will one day sign on again to type more endless shit. (:

au revoire

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friday before march break [11 Mar 2005|10:47am]

[ mood | pleased ]

[ music | something by eminem.. lol ]

i havent updated in awhile.. maybe two days. whatever.
today is fine so far i guess.. we watched a movie in parenting and he told me i had an 84 percent! which is pretty good considering i used to have 80 then was suspended for two days. lol i guess my suspended days helped a little..
god katy types fast! i type so freaking slow.. oh well.
im eatting chocolate.. yum yum!
this teacher guy was walking through the class and he was like "are you supposed to be eatting chocolate in the lab?" or something.. so i gave him some of my chocolate. and hes like "i didnt see anything"
i miss jeff already.. hes skipping.. right before he has to go to get his needles. for something or other..
anyways..
i need a drink and im bored so i was thinking i was going to go on neopets

ahahahah penis! (the song said it)
anyways yes kaila i know yer a freakazoid!
byyyyeyeyeyyeyeye bye eye

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final day of suspension. [09 Mar 2005|09:11pm]

[ mood | frustrated ]

[ music | go to sleep - eminem, obie trice, dmx ]

hmm..
im just going to tpye my thoughts from my journal entry i wrote at work. that ways it easier and faster to type :D

today i spent the day with jeff... we had wild animal sex and did sexual things! mmmm... lol OH CANT FORGET THE CHEEBS! which werent my favorite kinda.. i mean they didnt get me all that high..
Anyways afterwards we sat in the living room and i told him to be quiet while i called my dad. haha! that lasted like 3 minutes and then he started yelling at theodore.. my dad heard him. and shit flew out the window.. i dunno really what that saying means. lmao! just thought i would use it..
whatever... afterwards me and jeff just sat while he had fu using the laser pointer for theodore to follow and to bug the cat with.. then he came and sat with me on the couch and hes all like "are you planning on breaking up with me this summer?"
what the fuck is that supposed to mean? greeeaaatt!
now im fucking worried that hes either going to break up with me or hook up behind my back or something. i mean why else would he want to know if i was going to break up with him this summer?!
well my answer to that was "if i was planning on breaking up with you, why would you think i would wait til the summer?"

i think i have a science test tomorrow.. i know im going to fail and everything. FUCKING WONDERFUL!
anyways i have to go and take my pill.

tata for now..
riiiiight

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susplended [08 Mar 2005|09:19pm]

[ mood | amused ]

[ music | seven drunken nights - flogging molly ]

my first day day of suspension.. also known as (to me) susplension. lol cucz being suspended is splended! :P im a true blue freakazoid in my brain..
well lets see.. how did this go?
i woke up at 9.30ish and spent two hours on the interent this morning.
then my grammie took me out for lunch at the mongolian villiage. it was YUM YUM!
the whole purpose was to talk bout my little skipping sprees, the susplension and the overall deal about my future.. i told her i wasnt sure what i wanted to do. although now that i think about it, i know i wanna publish all my journals from highschool. it would be nifty to have people read the days of my lame life.
OOOORR i know i wanna work some shit in the funeral home... and i already know im doing co-op there. so maybe if im good enough i can get a job there.. i dunno.
after that we went to the mall. she bought me this super cute big hat.. you know those big ones that models wear? they are like black and the rim around it is huge...? and it kinda waves around the edges... yeah well she bought me one of those. it looks REALLY snazzy with my leather coat.
after that i came home, walked vickie around the block. and since jeff chose today as his break-away-from-kaila-day (and i knew nothing of this... and got all upset over the phone) i spent endless hours on the computer then ended up calling liz around 4.30ish or that was when we got off the phone.. anyways.
i know i shouldnt have gotten upset cuz jeff wanted a life of his own.. but i mean im obsessed with my boyfriend.. OKAY! not scarily obsessed but i love basking in his attention, love and kisses. who wouldnt get upset if the day before hes like "yes we are doing something" then that morning he tells you the same thing.. and when you get home from being out for an hour and a half hes like "i'll see you tomorrow" i literally had nothing to do..
well so i did find something to take up my time.. DOWNLOADING MUSIC! woohoo! i downloaded a total of 57 songs today.. on a slow computer. lol
anyways.. so i just finished watching one of the episodes from the first series of millenium. i miss that show.. it was great! levi got freaked out cuz this guy sowed his victims eyes and mouths shut.. and then cut off some of the others' heads. LMAO! i laughed cuz the one that was still alive but had that done was making "mmmm" screaming noises.. and it was a guys. hahahaha!

i dunno why thats funny.

im going to buy some cowboy boots. i really want a pair.. but the ones i saw at the mall were 169$$!!!!! lol

anyways im going to get going and call liz back before i go and read some..

BANANAS!

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frank [07 Mar 2005|07:51pm]

[ music | time is running out - muse ]

i dunno when the last day i updated was..
well today i have gotten my sorry ass self suspended.
my punishment so far:
-handing out resumes
-and going to get freaking coffee with my grandma

no offense to her but its going to be lame. i mean we sat in the car once for ten minutes and it was quite except a 2 minute conversation about her cat..

and i just went downstairs and they were telling me how they wanted to send me to my oma's... over an hour away. for the whole march break.. missing jeffs birthday! i dont think so.. i would run away before i left, or walked all the way home from her house. i think that would take like 2 days or something..

well whatever.. im going to find something else to get my mind off this shit

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grrr [27 Feb 2005|10:03pm]

no one evers posts shit on my blurty... im so unloved!
I HATE YOU ALL

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. [27 Feb 2005|09:20pm]

[ music | my smoking song - lil wyte ]

---------------its pouring boring!---------------
CALLIPITAR!
ya you go ahead and laugh at the way i have been calling that hairy worm known to others as a "caterpillar"
i will probably call it that til the day i die..

i have a newfound liking to kittie. its something not alot of people listen to in our school... theres the kids that like rap and such, the kids that like pop shit, and people who like punk things... i wouldnt really know what to call kittie... ares, which some is downloaded from, refer to them as heavy metal, hardcore, plain jane metal, and ordinary rock... i think its more then just ROCK *sniffs*

what a boring day.. i mean i had so much time on my hands to download thirty songs... on a slow computer which only lets me download at the most 5 at a time and it takes on average 7-9 minutes for each song to download..

then god damned jeff is making me like rap shit.. so i try hard to defy him with the opposit.. and lately when we have been at nicks we have heard "my smoking song" by lil wyte.. which has a great beat and about drugs and the like.. so now i went and downloaded this shit and im listening to it..

its soo weird to have all this sober time on my hands.. usually im with jeff all night, and we smoke spliff after spliff.. pinner after pinner... oh god! i need some god damned trees! alright.. calm down freakazoid!
breathe in... inhale... breathe out... exhale... I WANNA INHALE IT ALRIGHT! hmm i hope this entry goes unnoticed by parents.. otherwise there is going to be some major hell and death!\

look at my name for msn: <[[`(bitch crayon)---*]] my cat can beat up yer dog

its true.. my kittie is a huge motha fucka.

tomorrowi have to go and get my passport shit filled out or something at the airport.. which is kinda fine cuz i miss out on a bit of class..

anyways i almost got caught being online, i think i shall be going now.

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cancelled class thoughts [25 Feb 2005|10:52am]

[ mood | mellow ]

[ music | maybe memories - the used ]

did you know that its impossible to lick your elbow?
underneath is a picture of some girl licking her elbow..
that was freaking funny!
anyways whats to be said?

me and jeff are happy as hell. this has been my philosphy: (cant spell that word)
if you cant beat him and his drug addictions, join him in his drug addictions.
that past two weeks have been so freaking fun and love filled.

i have gotten pretty close with katy. i mean shes great to hang out with and such.. shes fun! :P im sharing her earphones with her so i can have some music and that way i dotn blurt out random shit.. like usual, and get kicked out

but yeah... people kept calling my hair nice this morning... which is funny cuz me and liz (mostly liz) dyed my hair, or attemtpted to, with pink highlights. all that really turned out was the roots. its actually looks kinda cool when i pulled back my hair half up, like this morning. so i guess thats why i have been gettin alot of attention on my hair feature.

my nose is so god damned runny as well as crusty, weird combonation and really gross too.

"guess who called me last night?" hahaha i keep saying that to everyone. "BRANDON!" lol he asked me to go to the movies tonight, but i cant. and i dunno if i even would anyways... i mean things have been quite wonderful with jeff lately.. i mean i wouldnt wanna screw it up now. and i would be tempted to do something if i was alone with him... or just like ignore him or i dunno... i just dont think it would really work out.. and i really love jeff too much to even consider doing anything behind his back.

i am reading a quite interesting book.. its like all death-like and its a true story so its.... so.... interesting.
its called 'Deadly Innocence; the true story of paul bernardo and karla homolka, and the schoolgirl murders'
and it features a wedding picture of the two of them.
the book starts off with a body in cement blocks being found, on the day of their wedding, and yes they were the ones to put it there..
it has 564 pages.. and i got maybe 100 or less left to go...
anyways im on the verge of being bored.

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