Dee's Day

Monday, December 30, 2002

8:23PM - Darn New Years

New Years Resolution TIME!

Hmmm, not this time. I rather just look at myself and analyze what has been going on the past years of my life. I've come so far and learned so much, yet I feel as if I have a world to discover. Life is a never ending hellish journey.

One of the most factual and also depressing things I ever learned was about Darwin's theory, "Survival of the Fittest". So logical and true it is. I'm not in the mood to explain it. You guys who haven't heard of it... crack open a biology book or search for it on the internet or something.

Today was hectic. *Sigh* I wish I could say that days like these won't happen again, but nothing is guaranteed. I am really unhappy with my current life-style. Hopefully, things will become less stressful in a couple months. I still miss my Floridian life though. It was almost like a Utopia for me, where stress didn't exist.

I wish I had something to look forward to up here. A person to hang out with who won't give me any head aches, a place I can go to where I can escape to and relax, or a road I can drive on that doesn't have so many insane people carelessly trying to kill everyone in its path.

Damn, all I write about in this thing are depressing thoughts. I'd like to change that.
I only wanna be happy. Why is that so freakin difficult to have? I'm not trying to win the lottery or ask for an expensive car.

I just want to be happy.

Current mood: I don't know
Current music: Nancy Sinatra - These Boots Are Made For Walkin
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