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Friday, April 9th, 2004
10:15 am - Made it to south carolina!
Sunday (Easter) is when I fly down to Florida. It was my first day here yesterday and I got to South C. at about 4:00 pm. Margo! Girl :( I haven't heard from you lately, there is this really cute hippie store that I got a skirt from, I'll most likely bring you something back, girly. Anyway, South C. is pretty much full of beach dorks and sunware shops. Its sooo much fun. I love it here, maybe I'll move here. That's not a half bad idea. Loosing my train of thought. Going to go miniture golfing with Kate today and maybe sometime really go on the boardwalk to see if i can get anything worth while. hee hee, gtg. ~Rai.

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10:10 am - Made it to south carolina!
Sunday (Easter) is when I fly down to Florida. It was my first day here yesterday and I got to South C. at about 4:00 pm. Margo! Girl :( I haven't heard from you lately, there is this really cute hippie store that I got a skirt from, I'll most likely bring you something back, girly. Anyway, South C. is pretty much full of beach dorks and sunware shops. Its sooo much fun. I love it here, maybe I'll move here. That's not a half bad idea. Loosing my train of thought. Going to go miniture golfing with Kate today and maybe sometime really go on the boardwalk to see if i can get anything worth while. hee hee, gtg. ~Rai.

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Monday, April 5th, 2004
6:19 pm - Last night was fun...
Last night watched Starsky and Hutch and then went to the Melting Pot for dessert with a couple girls from my school (twas sarah's birthday). I figured out something: I hate cheese fondue (sp?). Not just a little bit hate it, but hardcore hate it. It's like dipping good fruit and veggies in big boiling lard fat and then eatting it. That for 20 dollars? Pah, I think I'll save my money. The chocolate fondue however, was great. I didn't get of it to enjoy though (two small pots of chocolate + 6 girls, you do the math.) For 20 bucks though I think it's a big rip off unless you're going out with a guy and you get your own pot or something. Plus it was hot inside. I dont think I'll be going there anytime soon.

At school today my friend Melissa was making me laugh. After I told her about Starsky and Hutch (she's seen it with her boyfriend) she made me do the dragon thing like 5 times. Ha ha, big kisses.

Anyway, today was uneventful, I dont think that I'll be exercising for a good long while, simply because I'm hungry and I'm going to leave for South Carolina soon. Maybe I'll exercise during my stay at the hotel, but I think I've already lost all the weight I can before the big trip. Urgh, can't wait to see sunny days, It snowed this morning unmercifully. What can you do? Oh man, just realized I have to do my laundry and I dont own a pair of sunglasses. Guess that should be on my list of things to do. I'm so lazy. Lord help me.

People, If you want me to send you post cards write down your address or call me or something. Out for now. ~Rai

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Sunday, April 4th, 2004
2:07 pm - Now that I have more time...
Just a couple of things that I'm going to be facing in the next week: I'm going to South Carolina and Florida all throughout spring break. As awesome as that sounds, I'm going to be SO homesick. Ever since I went out West for a month (that's right, car triped the USA for a WHOLE month) I don't like being away from home that much. Plus I'm going with my mother and grandfather. No offense to them but they're both really stubbern and well, getting old. I feel like I'm on a purpetual historical tour when I'm with them (yuk). Hopefully, that wont be the case when I go out and I'll at least have fun doing some things that I really want to do instead of tagging alone with some old foggies. Dont get me wrong, I love them, but I would like to do other things besides look at landscapes and visit museums that I'll painfully block out of my mind in the upcomming days.

On the bright side, I got some cute clothes and I've lost 5 1/2 lbs. since two weeks ago. I still weigh 147.5 lbs though. Which is a bummer, but working out 45 minutes to an hour a day I think really built up muscle. After all, muscle weighs more than fat, I surely hope that's the case.

Talking to Kt earlier this morning, we went to a book signing with my mother. While we were waiting I remembered something that happened yesterday in the video game store (EBX). Ever catch people who are acting hardcore do something really stupid? I saw the guy who was ringing us up, and he was supposed to be this punk/hardcore dude, he took out the scanner and said to his friend "I can try to disinagrate you with my lazer" and with the red scanning part made shooting lazer sounds (you know, like Star Wars) than he let out the most dorky laugh I think I've heard in a while. I just looked at him and smiled. That's right you tortured artist you, you are just a stupid kid with a messed up sense of reality. Oh yeah, he also wore this dumb Nightmare Before Christmas necklace that my ex-friend wears (she's a girl). Why do guys wear chokers? Oh yeah, they shouldn't. At least he wore a dark blue blazer or he would have reallllly thrown me off.

I dont hate punks or goths, in fact I think I relate to them. Its only when they get this stupid act up that bothers me. That's why my next story is completely hilarious. I was in Hot Topic just looking around, and one of their employees caught my eye. He had bleached hair with different colors in it, was skinny, had all the bondage clothes on, I mean this dude was decked out. He had this "Don't look at me, I'm just about ready to explode my creative genius" look on his face, when the Hot Topic phone rang. Looking cool, doing his long stride he said out loud "I'll get it!" Only in the middle of "get" his voice broke. HARDCORE broke. And it was loud. And it wasn't very proud. I bent over to laugh in isle so he wouldn't see me. Oh of course he tried to cover it up like he didnt say anything, but I knew his secret and I'm not afraid to tell it.

Anyway, Just pray for me that I'd have a safe trip and that I'd have a good airplane ride (bit scared). Peace out, ~Rai.

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8:39 am - Embarassment city...
Yesterday I went shopping with my mother and my sister, well, nearly all day. First we went to khols (sp?) and it was AWFUL. There were so many girls taking forever in the fitting rooms. At one point I saw like three moms just keep on handing their daughters 7 pairs of clothes and taking FOREVER.

You would assume that I'd be overjoyed to know that Kt got a fitting room right? Yeah, actually I was. Unfortuanatly for me, the women that I walked in on who was trying on a swimsuit didn't appreciate my fitting room inquirey. I was so flippin' embarassed. I'm not going to Khols for at least another, say, 10 months.

I got to go soon, I have church.

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Friday, April 2nd, 2004
2:39 pm - ......
Margo you she-devil, I'm addicted to blurty. Before you know it, I'll be doing those surveys and quizes and post them in my journal.

.....*coughs* Thanks.

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2:24 pm - *Classic kitchen table talk*: How was your day, honey?
Today, in all retrospect, was a pretty good day so far. This morning we have chapel at my school and Christian Academy Choir came to sing for us. It was AWFUL how much we laughed. First off, there was this one chick that my buddy Clinton kept on calling "Bertha" because she was fat and odd looking. As if that didn't make me laugh hard enough, 6 people sang "Three Blind Mice". That wouldn't have been so funny if one dude wasn't flat and sang "Ta tee tum ta Three Blind Mouse". Oh man, even my old English Teacher Mr. Bird was red in the face with laughter. Another kid named Drew peed his pants at the performance and had to go home.

Tonight I promised a girl I talk to once in a while that I'd go with her to see some Christian band play. I guess that can be alright, but she's having her youth group come too. No offense to youth groups, but I can really loath them sometimes. I'm the chick that never found her youth group. It's quite sad, but every time i visit a youth group I'm either

1) bored out of my mind staring at the walls or

2) contemplating whether or not I should act like a demon child and start drooling on myself because everyone is in their own little click.

Not to say that youth groups aren't good, on the contrary, I love youth groups in general. Just not any one I've been to. But since me and my sister make up 99 percent of the youth group at our small church, i can say ours is truely the best in the district.

On a more interesting note, Eric Collins has agreed to take me to prom. Hazzah, I have a date. I still can't believe that LeRhone did that to me. His loss.

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Thursday, April 1st, 2004
3:56 pm - Topics just keep on popping...
I really want to do this.

spell your first name backwards

the story behind your blurty user name?
I <3 Led Zeppelin so bad.

are you gay?
absolutely not.

where do you live?
DE, where the air pollution garentees you'll get asthma.

describe yourself in four words
Religious, Loving, Faithful, True

Describe your wallet

I have a light blue one with clouds on it... does that count?

jewelry worn daily
three necklaces, two unmatched earrings, 7 rings, a watch, and 3 bracelets.

pillow cover
Oh man, I never pay attention to that stuff.

Leopard on the front.

coffee cup
...but I use so many.

Mine always break because i refuse to spend more than 5 bucks. My last pair was huge 70's mirror lends.

red and blue spondgebob boycut

which pair? Black calf-high combat steel-tipped Dr. Martins, or knee-high black combat boots? I <3 combats.

I made my purse. It's made out of a kaki army green pants and i sewed a cross patch and put pins on the front.

favorite shirt
That's hard. Guess my long black zipper sleeve shirt.

Something by Pacific Sunwear.

cd in stereo right now
Braveheart soundtrack

I wish.

just ears... at the moment.

long red/brown hair down to my well...boobs, for lack of a better word.

Black eyeliner, whichever color eyeshadow i feel like, sometimes a gooey lip gloss... i got my makeup at a 5 dollar and below store. Don't laugh, or think I'm lame, but it works just as well as any drug store.

in my mouth
My tounge... and teeth and stuff.... What the heck?

in my head
"There's a bad moon on the rise"

My period would end this moment

after this
I go work out for a hour.

talking to

Not nessisary when you're trying to loose weight.

I have a puppy feddish. I lcan love them more than people, which is really sad. Ever notice that when a person dies in a movie, everyone (or almost everyone) doesn't cry? Ever notice when an animal dies people in the audience gasp or cry? My point exactly. Unless you mean like a sexy fetish with boys, in which case i'd have to answer with i love facial hair and long hair on guys.

if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?
I wouldn't ever murder, i dont care if this is just for fun or not.

what's next to you
A dirty plate.

some of your favorite movies
Braveheart, Shindlers List, Lawrence of Arabia, Star Wars, LOTR, Hamlet, Gladiator, etc...

something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month
loosing weight and gaining muscle, also spring break in Myrtle Beach and Florida.

something that you are deathly afraid of?
Nothing, because I have the Lord Jesus Christ. Corny as that sounds but it's completely true.

do you like candles?
I love burning candles.

do you like hot wax?
Yes, I like dipping my finger in it and peeling it off.

do you like incense?
That stuff gives me a headache.

do you believe in love?
Sure. "Love is patient, love is kind, it holds no record of wrongdoings..." uh that's all i remember from that verse.

do you like the taste of blood?
Ew what the crap people who say yes to this question are in their own little world pretending to be morbid.

do you believe in soul mates?

do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes, but I also believe in loving a jerk at first sight.

who is your worst enemy?
Only those who do not respect my beliefs.

if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
Another dog. Particularly a pug.

what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to
Chicago, New York, San Diago, well not much else...

what are some of your favorite pig out foods?
Ice cream of the worst kind.

what's something you wish you could understand better?
Why people accept immoralistic views.

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3:05 pm - Urgh, so dumb it's scary...
You know what I'll never get? People who think that spanking their child is abuse. That's not only freakin' retarded, that's bad parenting. I was talking with my sister Kt about it and she made a very good point. Smacking a kids bottom with the palm of your hand a couple times will only make it sting, at MOST 10 minutes. Beating your child, say, with a piece of wood, repeatingly enough to make a contusion, that would be child abuse.
I simply don't get this concept because I was always spanked as a child and it straightened me out. I have very loving parents, and they very lovingly cracked my butt when i did something stupid or rebelious. I dont have any mental problems and as far as I know my butt isn't deformed so I have a slogan for all of you misunderstood children abuse activists:


When Jimmy thinks it's funny to eat all the cupcakes or color on the walls, prove him wrong instead of sending him to his room to play video games or giving him a lecture in which, unfortuanatly, Jimmy will only nod to and never remember again.

Parents who can't discipline their children deserve fat brats.

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2:33 pm - First Entry...
You know what? This is so much better than writing on paper. It's quicker. On to play with some HTML. Now if only i could remember what Margot's blurty username was.

I'll figure it out.

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