Renee's Blurty

Subject:	hmm
Time:	12:54 pm.
Mood:	tired.

I was so out of it yesterday. I didn't get much sleep at all so today, I naturally, really slept in. I'm still wishing I was snuggled up all comfy like in bed right now. I'm still tired.

I think the only thing I've accomplished in the last couple of days was getting a couple more paragraphs done in the story I'm working on. *shrug* At least that's something.

Tomorrow is my counciling appointment. I was looking foward to it but now it just means that I have to get up early in the morning. All I want to do is sleep.

On a side note, I watches one of those really old movies with mom. I was somewhat amused by all the bad acting and freaked out by the little girl with the creepy smile. heh.

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Subject:	okay...
Time:	10:42 am.
Mood:	optimistic.
Music:	Kelis - Milk Shake.

I joined a writers group yesterday. I'd been watching the writer's buddy site for sometime and just finally got around to joining myself. It remains to be seen if I'll stick with the group and take part in activities but I certainly hope things will work out.

I think they are having a special chat tonight about cliches. I'll have to look again to see because I'm interested in attending the chat. heh.

But nothings really new on my end. Did take job applications in save for one. The place wasn't open so I'll have to do that on monday. If no one gives me a call in a couple of weeks I'm going to volunteer my time at the hospital.

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keepers of dreams that spread light and joy in
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within a human shell, using your body to keep
safe from the cold disbelief just outside your
door. Your kind is as varied as the dreams you
were born from, and you find that fewer
children today believe in the magic and wonder
of your kind, but you can not give up hope..
The winter is fast approaching, but you gather
dreams tightly about you, a blanket to keep the
chill away. You will never truly die as long as
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Subject:	snagged from Kimmie
Time:	5:53 pm.
Mood:	uncomfortable.

Have you ever...
{x} Fallen for your best friend? Yes, Richard. Unfortunately, he lives in PA and me in SC. He likes it up north and I hate it. *sigh*
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? No.
{x} Been rejected? Yes.
{x} Been in love? Once. Funny that I still think about Richard too.
{x} Used someone? Yes and I’m not proud of it.
{x} Been used? Yes, all the time.
{x} Been cheated on? No.
{x} Done something you regret? There are a few things but I prefer not to think about them too much.
Who was the last person...
{x} You touched? Saunya… playing tickle monster w/her
{x} You talked to on the phone? My Grandma
{x} You hugged? I think that was Nikki a couple years ago.
{x} You instant messaged? Kimmie
{x} You yelled at? Saunya… she was getting into the DVDs again.

Have you / are you / do you....
{x} Considered a life of crime? No.
{x} Considered being a hooker? No.
{x} Considered being a pimp? No.
{x} Are you a psycho? Not murdering psycho… no.
{x} Split personalities? No. There’s only room for one person in my brain.
{x} Schizophrenic? No.
{x} Obsessive? I can’t be.
{x} Obsessive compulsive? Rarely.
{x} Panic? Yes…
{x} Anxiety? I suffer from social anxiety.
{x} Depressed? Yes.
{x} Suicidal? Yes.
{x} Obsessed with hate? Only when it comes to two people.
{x} Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? Yes.
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Yes.
{x} Open-minded: I like to think so.
{x} Insecure: Very much so.
{x} Interesting: Depends on the topic.
{x} Hungry: Yes but I’ve already eaten my meal for the day.
{x} Friendly: Not really, I don’t know how to interact with people.
{x} Smart: Yes.
{x} Moody: Not that anyone can tell.
{x} Childish: All the time. I’m a big kid.
{x} Independent: I’m fighting to break away and be such.
{x} Hard working: When I have a goal to work for… yes.
{x} Organized: In my own special way.
{x} Healthy: No. I suffer from many health problems.
{x} Emotionally Stable: Not sure.
{x} Shy: Yes.
{x} Difficult: No. I break easy nowadays.
{x} Attractive: No.
{x} Bored Easily: Considering my life, I’m a walking poster for boredom
{x} Thirsty: No. Not right now.
{x} Responsible: Yes. I make sure everyone in this household gets their shit done.
{x} Sad: All the time.
{x} Happy: Occasionally.
{x} High: Not currently.
{x} Trusting: No.
{x} Talkative: Once and a while.
{x} Original: Yes.
{x} Different: I’ve been told I am.
{x} Unique: Yes.
{x} Lonely: Yes, very.
{x} Color your hair? No. I should, I’ve got some gray hairs.
{x} Have tattoos? No.
{x} Piercings? No.
{x} Had a boyfriend? I’ve never had a romantic relationship that latest over a week or two.
{x} Own a webcam? No.
{x} Ever get off the computer? Yes. Surprisingly. Most of the time I’m online I’m not actually at my computer. I just like to leave it on.
Currents
{x} Current Clothes: Black Jeans, white socks, forest green sweater.
{x} Current Mood: blah
{x} Current Hair: down and falling into my eyes.
{x} Current Annoyance: myself. I’m fussing over something better let be. Wishing I could smack myself back into focus.
{x} Current Smell: I have incense burning. Very nice smelling.
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: working on my story.
{x} Current Favorite Group: Smile Empty Soul, Chingy, Bubba Sparxxx
{x} Current Book: Blood Price by Tanya Huff.
{x} Current Beverage: Nothing.
{x} Current Worry: currently worried about keeping Saunya from making a huge mess.
{x} Current Crush: Err… one of my brother’s friends. He is quite fine!!
{x} Current Favorite Thing: Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. Yes I’m still in love with that game.

Favorite...
{x} Food: Hotdogs.
{x} Drink: Fruit Punch
{x} Color: Blue
{x} Shoes: Sneakers.
{x} Candy: Snickers
{x} TV Show: CSI
{x} Movie: Where the Red Fern Grows
{x} Vegetable: Corn
{x} Fruit: Orange
{x} Perfume: I don’t have a favorite.

On Dating...
{x} Long or short hair? I prefer longish.
{x} Dark or blond hair? dark
{x} Tall or short? Tall.
{x} Sensitive or Funny? I’d like a little bit of both.
{x} Good guy or bad guy? Good guy.
{x} Dark or light eyes? Light.
{x} Hat or no hat? No hat.
{x} Pierced or no? I really don’t care about that. Doesn’t matter.
{x} Freckles or none? Doesn’t matter.
{x} Stubble or neatly shaved? Shaved. I turned down a potential boyfriend before because he had facial hair. I hate facial hair on men.
{x} Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? Outdoorsy.
On preferences....
{x} Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? Chocolate milk
{x} McDonalds or Burger King? McDonalds.
{x} Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? Perfect friend.
{x} Sweet or sour? sweet
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? Don’t like either.
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror? I like Comedies the best.
{x} Cats or dogs? Both.
{x} Ocean or Pool? Doesn’t really matter to me.
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese Dorito's? nacho cheese
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? Jell-o
{x} With or without ice-cubes? with
{x} Shine or rain? rain
{x} Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? Spring
{x} Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate
{x} Gloves or mittens? gloves
{x} Eyes open or closed? open
{x} Fly or breathe under water? fly
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? neither
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy? Hard candy.
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? motor
{x} Lights on or off? off

What's your favorite...?
{x} Number? 9
{x} Holiday? New Years
{x} Place? Any bookstore
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? Anyplace is better than this place. I have no preference other than not being here.
{x} What would you be doing? Enjoying having a life.
{x} What are you listening to? You got it Bad by Usher.
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? No.
{x} Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be: horses are still my fav.
{x} Are you really annoyed with this survey? No.
{x} Are you glad it is over? *shrug*

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Subject:	waves
Time:	12:19 pm.
Mood:	contemplative.

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and ways to cheat death. Although you have
immense power and and army of followers, death
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Come
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I really can't stand some people you know. They want to claim to be so much better than I am but yet... they are so much worse. No... I'm not judging them really. I try never to say that I'm better than this person or that. I don't think I'm better than anyone. I never had.

It's what you get when you go through every single day of your life with someone always telling you how ugly, how stupid, and how pathetic you are since the day you were born.

But I don't bash at other people to make myself feel better. In fact, I avoid insulting anyone period. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. I don't want to upset anyone. It's probably why I'm stuck here like this and everyone walks all over me, hurts my feelings and then beat their chests about it... as if it were some kind of accomplishment.

My Dad did it. People at school did it. All throughout my life. And what this one person says to me is no different than anything that's been said to me before.

What's different is that I used to stubbornly throw myself into whatever people said I couldn't do and did it. Just to spite them. If I did poorly or wonderfully, it never mattered to me. It only mattered that I did it and I could rub it in their little noses.

Now... I lose something... I feel destroyed. My first thought is 'why the fuck do I bother even trying to do anything at all?' The fact that... my outlook has changed is the scarey part. The fact that one self-loathing, sad excuse for a human being says I'm untalented gets to me... it gets to me. It makes me want to curl up in a corner and just waste away into nothing so that I can never bring disgust to anyone again.

I'll cling to my friends today and want them to assure me that I'm not as worthless and useless as I suddenly feel. But I never used to be that way. Despite everything I went through before which is way more tramatic than anything now... I held my head high, and kept going on the path I set for myself.

What changed? What happened to me? How did I go from being a determined, stubborn, opinioned bitch to the mousey, cowering figure I am now?

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Subject:	long day
Time:	3:25 pm.
Mood:	blank.

Yeah the minutes seem to be going by really slowly today. I spent most of the morning looking up stuff on InuYasha. I think I'm going to buy some of the DVDs from the show, I'm just trying to find the cheepest possible since I'm basically really broke.

Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be able to get out and drop off those job applications. I pray that one place will at least hire me. I need the extra cash if I'm ever going to get anywhere.

I've got some more ficness to write up and post sometime today when I feel like it. heh. I need to spend a few hours working on my writing. I figure if I make myself write at least a page a day... I might actually finish one of my writing projects someday.

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Subject:	ficcy goodness
Time:	3:17 pm.
Mood:	working.
Music:	Trick Daddy - In Da Wind (hiphop_biter).

Just something that I've been working on.

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She shivers. It’s cold here. It doesn’t help any that they’ve stripped her of all her clothing and left her to sit her bare skin down upon an icy floor. She hates the cold. It was the only reason she ever wanted to move out of Main.

At least it’s dark. The darkness she can stand. In fact, she prefers the dark. A soft light from a lamp or maybe flickering flames from a few candles was all she needed and that only so she could see to read her precious books. Or the latest meaningless writing project she happened to be working on for her own amusement.

She feels around with her hands, crawling across the stone floor and searching for a solid wall to huddle herself against. Hopefully, she’ll find herself a corner. With walls on two sides of her body she’ll be able to conserve more body heat that way.

Memories of her father appear in her thoughts. She can clearly recall how he used to lock her up in the basement whenever he didn’t want to deal with her. Which was a lot. Only that didn’t have a stone floor. She had to feel herself around in the dirt. When it rained it turned wet and muddy.

As long as she could find the heater and sit herself close to it, she could keep herself decently warm. With the hours she often spent like that, she occupied herself by coming up with stories in her mind to pass the time. She never did grow out of that.

It wasn’t so bad really when one thinks of the alternative. One can either be alone, cold and in the dark or be in the company of someone who’d sooner hit you than pass a single kind word in your direction. It’s not really a hard choice.

She smiles slightly to herself when she feels her hands touch a wall. She places her body up against it, bringing her knees up under her chin and wrapping her arms around her knees. She licks her dry, bleeding lips and searching the darkness with her eyes.

From experience she knows that the warmth trickling down her body is actually her own blood dripping from open wounds. They don’t hurt. The cold has numbed her completely. That’s one good thing about the cold, she supposes. At least if she freezes to death, she won’t feel any pain.

This is just a new prison with the same old story attached to it. The twist to it is, this time when the big heavy door opens the person who walks into the room is a monster in appearance as well as in heart.

They are big monsters with large wings and horns, depending on the one that comes in to torment her that day. They don’t try to hide their joy at her pain, her cries as they cause injury to her flesh. No, they all laugh openly and taunt her. It is no surprise to her really. It is refreshing that they don’t pretend to have her best interests in mind as they scar her.

The slop that’s brought to her to eat isn’t as bad as the stale bread her father used to feed her. It actually fills her tummy and doesn’t leave her almost mad with thirst. She’s come to look forward to that point of the day.

She hears screams of terror and pain coming from the outside. That took some getting used to but it’s not an uncommon thing for her to hear in this prison. She tries not to scream. It only makes things worse in the end. She bites her lip to keep from doing so which is why her lips are so sore and often bleeding slow trickles of blood.

The salty, coppery taste of it isn’t so bad. Swallowing her own blood also helps to keep her throat from getting too dry.

She lets out a long sigh and closes her eyes. To her shame, she believes others screaming is a good thing. It means they are busy with someone else and she doesn’t have to look upon them this second.

She is not afraid of pain. She’s more than used to physical damage being inflicted upon her body. It’s more of the fact that she’s tired of people getting off on her pain and distress. No one ever just wants to talk to her. They have to cause her pain in order to enjoy her presence.

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Subject:	la la la
Time:	12:39 pm.
Mood:	creative.

Ah nature works to mom's advantage today.

No taking in job applications because the roads are icey. I saw that one coming as soon as it started snowing last night. Go figure.

Will do ficcy goodness today. I might just pop into poser and fiddle around for a little bit if I find the desire to do so. I'm not feeling overly poser creative today.

Though I do have an inch to do some drawing.

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Subject:	snagged from Kimmie
Time:	11:00 am.
Mood:	crushed.

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] Saunya, was tickling her.
[ You Talked to ] Saunya, to tell her to let go of my book
[ You Hugged ] Shit... umm... no one. Been almost two years since I've been hugged.
[ You Instant messaged ] Kimmie.
[ You Yelled At ] My mom... same old shit.

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] Hotdogs
[ Drink ] Milk
[ Album ] Right now it's Fallen by Evanescence
[ Shoes ] Sneekers
[ Candy ] Snickers
[ TV Show ] CSI
[ Movie ] Where the Red Fern Grows
[ Dance ] eh
[ Song ] Angel of Mine by Monica
[ Cartoon ] Inuyasha

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] Yes.
[ Open-minded ] Yes.
[ Insecure ] Very.
[ Interesting ] No. People call me silly.
[ Random ] No. Not really.
[ Hungry ] Nope.
[ Friendly ] Depends on my mood.
[ Smart ] Yes.
[ Moody ] Not that anyone can tell.
[ Childish ] Yes.
[ Hard working ] No. I have nothing to work hard for.
[ Organized ] No.
[ Healthy ] Shit goes wrong with me all the time.
[ Emotionally Stable ] Not currently.
[ Shy ] Yes.
[ Difficult ] Sometimes.
[ Attractive ] No.
[ Bored Easily ] Everything about my life is boring.
[ Messy ] Yes.
[ Thirsty ] Yes.
[ Responsible ] Yes.
[ Obsessed ] I have nothing to be obsessed about.
[ Angry ] Lately is seems like all the time.
[ Sad ] Yes.
[ Happy ] Rarely anymore.
[ Hyper ] I don't think I've ever been hyper.
[ Trusting ] I don't know.
[ Talkative ] No.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] There are two people and I won't name, names.
[ Slap ] My mother.
[ Look Like ] I don't know. I've never wanted to look like anyone.
[ Talk To Offline ] Anybody but my family.
[ Talk To Online] Nikki, Linda.

HAVE YOU EVER..
[ Been in love ] No.
[ Cried when someone died ] Yes.
[ Lied ] Yes, everyone lies.

WHICH IS BETTER..
[ Coke or pepsi ] Coke
[ Flowers or candy ] Candy
[ Tall or short ] Tall

WITH THE OPPOSITE $EX..
[what do you notice first?] The Eyes, and oddly hair. heh
[last person you slow danced with] I haven't danced with a guy since... I don't want to think about it.
[worst question to ask] Nothing at all.

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Subject:	stuff
Time:	10:58 am.
Mood:	blah.

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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thanks to Mels and Linda.

On another note, someone was supposed to take me out to get job applications this morning. But to no surprise to me, mom decided she wasn't going to go out today and went to her home, and to sleep.

I kind of knew that was going to happen the moment I mentioned it yesterday and she said what she said to me. None of it is really anything I haven't heard before from her and I don't know why I let it upset me so time and time again.

I'm going to work on some ficness and hope to at least accomplish a few pages of written stuff today. At least I've been productive writing wise. That's something.

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Subject:	snagged from Kimmie
Time:	9:12 am.
Mood:	amused.

SECTION 1: GET TO KNOW ME
1. First Name: Renee
2. Nicknames: Ren, Renny, RenRen, NeNe
3. Age: 25
4. Siblings: 1 younger brother. I have some step siblings from my dad getting remarried but I don't care about them.
5. Who do you have a crush on: Currently, I wish Carth was real so I could glomp him.
6. Birth date: January 2
7. Screen name(s): NuKua79
8 Where you live: Rock Hill

SECTION 2: MORE INFO
1. Beeper: Nope.
2 .Favorite Salad Dressing: French
3 .Favorite band(s): er... right now Evanescence
4. Favorite movie: Where the Red Fern Grows
5. Favorite book: Of all time... Tommyknockers by Stephen King
6. Favorite type of music: I listen to everything but Country.
7. Favorite car: Chevy Camaro
8. Favorite Saying(s): Cool
9. Favorite Fast food: Jack-In-The-Box
10. Favorite Ice Cream: Strawberry
11. Favorite Drink: Milk
12. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: White Wine
13. Favorite Flower: Roses.
14. Favorite Food: Hotdogs
15. Favorite Song: Angel of Mine by Monica
16. Favorite Television Show(s): CSI
17. Favorite Radio Station: Power 98
18. Favorite Candy: Snickers
19. Favorite color: Blue
20. Favorite Sneakers: Nike
21. Favorite Smell: That fresh smell doing/after rainfall
22. Favorite Brand of Gum: er... don't know.
23. Favorite Animal: Horse and cats
24. Favorite place to sleep: That would be in my bed.
25. Favorite thing to do in the summer: Go on a trip... anywhere.
26. Winter: er... stay inside out of the cold.

SECTION 3: THE FUTURE
1. School: All finished w/ school
2. Where you want to live: Don't know. Any location is as good as another to me.
3. How many kids: None.
4. What kind of Job: Novelist... hopefully.
5. Get Married: Want to but doubtful.

SECTION 4: HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Been in jail: No.
2. Done drugs: Er.. perscription drugs... Illegal... no.
3. Ran away from home: No. But I want to.
4. Hit a Girl: Yep.
5. Hit a Guy: Yep.
6. Stolen anything: No.
8. Cheated on a test: No.
9. Been with 2 guys/girls at the same time: Umm... not sexually no.
10. Been in the Hospital: Dear god, more times than I can count.
11. Been skinny-dipping: No. Trust me. No one wants to see me naked.
12. Cheated on anyone: That would require having a boyfriend in the first place. But no. Not the disloyal type.
13. Been cheated on: Again... it would require having a boyfriend so no.

SECTION 5: WHICH IS BETTER?
1. Coke or Pepsi: Coke
2. cats or dogs: Both... seeing how I own both.
3. One pillow or 2: err... I currently have like 6 on my bed.
4. Deaf or blind: I'd rather be deaf.
5. pools or hot tubs: Ern... hottubs I guess.
6. Television or radio: Television
7. Cool ranch or Nacho: Nacho
8. Mud wrestling or Jell-O: Jell-O, not as dirty. lol

SECTION 6: WHAT IS
1. Your most prized possession: My computer.
2. The thing that makes you the happiest: Having all my animals cuddle up with me when I'm sad... and chatting with my friends.
3. The worst thing that ever happened to you: my dad tried to rape me when I was 13.
4. Your favorite slow song: Angel of Mine by Monica
5. The grossest thing you have ever eaten: Dandilion Greens.
6. Your biggest Fantasy: lol... umm... hehehe *blush*
7. The best feeling in the world: Back Massage.
8. The scariest thing that has ever happened to you: Dad tried to rape me. Never been so scared in my life.
9. The best number in the world: 21 Don't know why.
10. The best memory of this year: Err... my brother got an x-box so he's not in my room anymore. hehe
11. The object you miss the most: My old Rayden action figure... it was destroyed.

SECTION 8: WHO?
1. Makes you laugh the most: Linda, Kimmie
2. Who you hate: my Dad and... someone else
3. Knows the most about you: Kimmie
4. Who do you trust: Kimmie, Nikki, Melissa, and Linda
5. Seems to be the most down to earth: Me. All my friends are nuts. lmao
6. Has it easier-guys or girls: Guys... they can get away with being stupid.
7. Loudest person you know: Kimmie
8. Craziest person you know: Linda
9. Weirdest person you know: Melissa
10. Who are you thinking about right now: Melissa, Kimmie, Nikki and Anna's popped into my head a couple of times.
11. Who do you miss: Linda, Nikki and Melissa

SECTION 9: MORE USELESS BUT NEAT INFORMATION
1. Do you ever save AIM conversations: Yes.
2. Do you save e-mails: Not really.
3. Do you save pictures people send you: Yes.
4. How many people are on your buddy list: like 7 or 8
5. Do you like motorcycles: No.
6. What are your favorite stores: Fashion Bug.
7. Are you a player: No.
8. When do you go to sleep: Usually around midnight or 1 am.
9. When do you wake up: Lately, I've been waking up at 8 am.
10. Do you sleep with a nightlight: No but my computer is always on.
11. What do you wear to bed: T-shirt, sweat pants or shorts.
12. Is your bed made: Yes with the animal laying on top of it.
14. Where do you wish you were right now: Anywhere but here.
15. Are you righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: Lefty
16. What's on the walls of your room: Posters, dreamcatchers, and 7 gods in a boat.
17. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: Yep. It's been grilled into me since 5th grade.
18. Do you eat chicken with a fork or your fingers: Fingers.
19. If you were to get a tattoo, what would it be: Probably Chinese Kanji for Thunder or Lightning.
20. When was the last time you took a shower: I bathe... I don't shower but this morning. Hair's still wet.

SECTION 10: LIFE NOW
1. What are you doing right now? Filling out this survey... duh.
2. What time is it? 9:40 am.
3. Have any plans for tonight? Staring at my computer is always fun.
4. Seen anyone you know today? My mom... Saunya so far. Actually haven't been out of my room to see them but I hear them.
5. What were your first words this morning?: Crackhead get off the TV! (for those that don't know... Crackhead is the name of my cat)
6. What do you think of this survey? umm... wee?
7. How long did it take you? 20 minutes I guess.
8. Any final words? Brownie!

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Subject:	For Kimmie
Time:	1:45 pm.
Mood:	relaxed.

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it: Kimmie... Because I have always called you Kimmie. Not Kim, or Kimmers, or KimKim or Kimberly... it's KIMMIE!!!
2. Am I loveable? Yes of course... who could not love you. :)
3. How long have you known me? 6 years maybe a bit longer... don't know.
4. When and how did we first meet? I stumbled onto your webpage and harassed ya via email.
5. What was your first impression? God, I wish I had that much energy.
6. Do you still think that way about me now? Oh yeah... I wish I really could bounce around like you do.
7. What do you think my weakness is? You get stuck on what the people you love think about you, oh and... you think the worst of things sometimes.
8. Do you think I'll get married? Yep. Of course... you're marrying Nick... hey are you going to make him dress up like Rain? *snicker*
9. What makes me happy? NICK!!!!
10. What makes me sad? when people try to become between you and Nick. Also when people who are supposed to be your friends say bad things about you.
11. What reminds you of me? Rain! Oh and candle things.
12. If you could give me anything what would it be? A trip to come see me....
13. How well do you know me? psh... better than I think I know myself sometimes.
14. When's the last time you saw me? Never 'saw' you but chatting with you right now.
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? no... I tells you everything.
16. Do you think I could kill someone? fuck yeah. lmao.
17. Describe me in one word: Loyal
18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? Stronger and stronger. I surprised I don't know your shoe size.
19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? Yeah.
20. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? no... since I started it.

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