Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Firestarter's Blurty:

Friday, October 24th, 2003
5:48 pm	ok. i did get my report card and i am deeply disgusted with myself. i really have to do my essays before the day before they are due. that is what really killed my hl grade. *shakes head* the rest of my grades were expected. i'm still angry and damn ff.net won't load. i'm gonna post some song lyrics as i have absolutely nothing else to talk about. i'm bored, tired, forgot my essay topic and supporting statements at school so i have to rewrite it, have my biology project to do, am angry at my family for no reason, will probably get grounded from internet b/c of grades, and... did i mention that i'm bored? "California" We've been on the run Driving in the sun Looking out for #1 California here we come Right back where we started from Hustlers grab your guns Your shadow weighs a ton Driving down the 101 California here we come Right back where we started from California! Here we come! On the stereo Listen as we go Nothing's gonna stop me now California here we come Right back where we started from Pedal to the floor Thinkin' of the roar Gotta get us to the show California here we come Right back where we started from California! Here we come! ~ Phantom Planet my theme song. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: singing to myself (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 17th, 2003
12:17 am	my cat is currently trying to catch and eat a giant fly when i update earlier i forgot to mention some stuff. oh, and be prepared for random lists and quizzes showing up. Heehee, i entered writing mode and that brownie did me no good. I'm still awake. I never really noticed, or maybe i did but just forgot since we never remember the feeling of the pain we recieved just the memory that we had pain but my room is about as hot as most people think orlando bloom is in the afternoon. *that's when i wake up * ^_^* it's annoying and is one more reason for me to run away from home and go to boarding school in england. (my dad actually offfered that. i knew he wouldn't do it but still, it's the thought that counts) On to the reason why i'm posting this damn thing which is probably driving you nuts because y'all didn't know that this was one of my journals. i let it slip to savanna in one of my not-so-brilliant moments and it lost it's mysterious appeal and i lost that feeling you get from keeping a secret. Actually the entry sort of condemned me as well. How many people do i know that have fathers who will pay $5000 to send their daughtor on a student ambassador trip in exchange for trying to get straight A's? answer: one. Me. Yes i fucked that one up myself thank you very much. Reason for this posting: My dad is taking me to San Francisco for Thanksgiving and no begging was needed. I feel special. :D Since b isn't going out because she didn't want to go to the grand canyon, don't ask, i get to go out all by myself. *imagine the southern accent on the last three words* So my dad asked me if i wanted to do anything and he made a list including 'the old stand-by: disneyland' Yes i like disneyland (that TNBC store and PotC makes it all worthwhile) but i've been going there since i was 2 and i need a little bit of a break even though we have only gone twice in the past two years. First time in a while that we don't have year-round passes but i'm happy with it. I've never been to San Francisco before. Living in California for six years makes people think that you have been to certain places but it's not true. Look at my cousins in VA, they thought just because i live in AZ that i've been to the grand canyon. Well i haven't (and don't want to). It will be fun even though i'm gonna be stuck in that giant car with shitty seats longer than the drive to mammoth. But hey, that's what my 'portfolio' of cd's is good for. ~_^ Fun, Fun, Fun, something something something USA Hyper-activity has taken over. Prepare for blast off. *voice that you hear for rocket launches* five... four... three... two... one... KABOOM i think i shortcircuited back there *shakes head* better now. Wow! so much more that i have to say yet i have no blinking idea what it is. I remember one thing though: i said 'bloody hell' today as a reflexive statement. I'm so proud :pats herself on back: I've also started using other english slang because i read that word so much but i'm not getting into that, it just doesn't seem important. If you guys haven't noticed by now i randomly put a bunch of info together so that it makes no sense. i've done that quite alot. the doors of my room covered w/ sticky notes are a testimate to that. Maybe i'm just brilliant :P just my ego acting up. I have to feed it a few dead spiders a day for it to leave me alone. Lovely, huh? Okay, on to the really random stuff that i have written down on two pale and ugly green sticky notes with a blue marker that's i've chewed and held so much you can hardly make out what the writing says. I find it quite a habit to stick stuff like paper clips, pennies and safety pins into my mouth. I don't know why but i just do. MAybe a bit too much info, moving on. The 1st sticky note says: >just found some one who loves j.d. salinger which is scary b/c i'm reading Franny and Zooey. > and in another one i think a girl + her bf got together on my b-day. Wonderful isn't it? on to the next ugly green sticky note. Cd: Bright eyes, rufio, zao Sabriel | ranasha Lireal | Abhorsen | by those invisible ink... FUSHION! that's it pens Obivularis Oculis D'Tar D'artangnan i've been typring a long time. wow, 32 mins. http://www.blurty.com/users/jesusxchrist http://www.blurty.com/users/lizzie282 "You must remember this, a kiss is still a kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A classic story of love in trying times, chock full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously believe in true love, but you're also constantly aware of practicality and societal expectations. That's not always fun, but at least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis get you down too much. What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life? brought to you by Quizilla i'm bored and have just been searching blurty for random stuf for awhile. i think i'm going insane. numb mode is coming on and i'm getting this weired rippling sensation of heat inside my body. 'night. don't let those evil little beddy-buggies bite. (most of you will be reading this in the morning well too bloody bad) Current Mood: writy-like Current Music: SILENCE,no not really. But what would be silence w/o the fan (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 16th, 2003
7:58 pm	brownies and scary memories volunteer thingy was today. 3 more hours and i'm done for the year. hurrah! hurrah! hurrah! Once more Erica Jones was there, i think her mom forces her to volunteer for everything, and so was Alex Wingate who arranged all the pens into smiley faces. Then his mom got pissed and they weren't smiley faces anymore. Portia from our grade was also there. It was the first time i talked to her. She is really nice and i learned some about her. And i got a brownie! Mmmmm... brownie. Now i'm bored. Looking back on your childhood and how you learned to read the same way as your mom is tiring. Dick and Jane. *shivers* remind me never to even look at one of those books ever again. horrible memories. 'night Current Mood: tired Current Music: fairly odd parents (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 10th, 2003
6:41 pm	*feeling un-perkiness setting in* well as you can see my perkiness from that doughnut this morning, my grape soda and the thrill brought from that student ambassador letter. my sister rented bend it like beckham. it's good. i like it. maybe i'll rent it. yes this is a new journal as there aren't anymore entries are there? are rainclouds finger painted or something? why else could they turn grey. yes i took earth science last year but i don't really care about it. i'm damn bored. i am so not in writing phase and i'm bored. like you would care if i left this here, so i'm gonna go. ciao Current Mood: bored Current Music: bend it like beckham (2 Comments |Comment on this)