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First entry [20 Apr 2004|12:48am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | HIM - In Love And Lonely ]

I decided to get a journal here, because of my beloved mate . I hope he doesn't mind. It is much easier to comment in his journal this way, rather than posting anonymously. Vowdin....I love you. I banished a demon today, one of the most powerful I have come across in years. I am in pain, but I will live. Vowdin...come home..I need you....I miss you...I love you. I shall not rest comfortably, nor will I feel safe until you are here with me....

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[20 Apr 2004|01:24am]
[ music | Ra - Do You Call My Name ]

Vowdin, I am sorry. I may not be able to call you tomorrow morning. I will try and call before work, if I don't means I am at work. I love you beloved. *hugs and kisses and curls up in her bed alone...for now*

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Stalkers [20 Apr 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | terrified ]
[ music | HIM - Right Here In My Arms ]

Once again my stalker has found me. I saw him the other day at the hospital, then again today when I was working....and ow I know the dream was right. He's standing outside, across the street in that fucking field, watching me. I hate him...with an ungodly passion I hate him. I wish he'd just go away and stop tormenting me. I don't want to be used as a sacrifice tou his blasphemous God....I don't want to be his slave...I don't want to be his wife. I want nothing to do with him damnit! This has gone on since I was 14. He's been following me ever since. He found me when I lived in Camarillo...he's found me again. I wish someone was home right now. I...I'm scared. Yes..I admit it...I am scared of something. I am scared of having my power used to awaken an ancient being. I am scared of what would happen if he killed me and did kind would be destroyed. It scares me to even think about what he could and would do with my power. *Sighs* Someone help me...please..I'm scared.....Vowdin, hurry up and come home. I'm scared...

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