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| Tuesday, August 10th, 2004 |
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 -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla How freakin true. |
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| Monday, March 8th, 2004 |
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I don't know where to start.. I haven't written in so long. Sam Dolan died early Sunday morning from a "drug related death." They took her off life support. Mr. Jackson announced it this morning, but I found out on Saturday night from Luis V. Today was so depressing. Fucking heroin. 16 years old. I came home and looked in my freshman yearbook at what she had witten to me: "Hey Holly It was so great talking to ya in English -n- world cultures cuting class. lol. Call me this summa. 879-8198 Sam" The conversations and memories I had with her have been running through my mind so much lately. I wish someone had said something. If we all knew that, why didn't we speak up? The majority of my Sunday afternoon was spent trying to find out if the news was actually true & if she was okay. I actually beleived the incompetent nurse who told me. First off, she yelled at me. She told me that she isn't permitted to say anything, and no, she wasn't in ICU, but she was in critical care and only her family could see her. She was dead. Fucking bitch, they should change that rule. Jess called me and told me it was definate. I went to go find Luis and we were both just standing there, shocked. She didn't deserve this...not the least bit. She was without a doubt one of the most beautiful people inside and out, that I've ever had the opportunity to met. How unfortunate. People react to these things in various ways, but the best way is to just let it out, say how you feel, and don't make the same mistakes that she unfortunately made. Sam was a great person, and she will always be missed. |
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| Sunday, September 14th, 2003 |
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This week was unseemingly long. And John Ritter died the other day. I'm so upset about that. He was so amazing. Three's Company *sigh* I've become accustomed to watching the reruns all this weekend. My parents are going to opposite sides of the US the end of this week. With out me! For once this may be good. What to do! Hmm. Blondes really are dumb. And Morris Plains really does suck. I wish I was 17. Tell me what you think about this car I will rock (eventually): http://aolsvc.autotrader.com/findacar/inc/vdetail/img_popup.jtmpl?search_type=used&car_id=138879239 |
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| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003 |
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I have a headache, dammit. This year is too crazy for it to be 5 days a week. I need some blunt love. Miss Klitcher is an admirable poet. Fuck you if you appose. I keep expecting you to fade to wake up one morning and not care so I keep myself one carefully measured step away in anticipation of your love's decline so when your cheek turns and your attention wanders elsewhere my heart will not be left all awkward hanging from an elastic thread you forgot to pull off your old pair of socks for it's in your nature to lose interest suddenly we are both artists who suck the marrow out of each lovely bone It just happens to be my lovely bones this time How Bare. |
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| Monday, September 8th, 2003 |
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 My inner child is sixteen years old!
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| Sunday, September 7th, 2003 |
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Back to school.. Wasn't too provocative. Then I went to Boston to help my sister move in And as of now, actually the past couple of days, I've been completely confused. Ugh. I hate feeling like this. Never before has something so bad felt so good And though we know we're killing our tomorrow We must live for today For this moment when time stops and we only know of each other Each kiss is a kiss of false hope But it's ok! Maybe I enjoy this pain If I live for this moment I'll have eternal memories And never again doubt That you and I are real These feelings, so strong, so wrong.. |
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003 |
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 "Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics) Sweet dreams are made of this Who am I to disagree? Travel the world and the seven seas Everybody's looking for something Some of them want to use you Some of them want to get used by you Some of them want to abuse you Some of them want to be abused Which 80's Song Fits You? brought to you by Quizilla Haha oh good God. I fucking hate that song. And I'm bored. Yet again. Yesterday was yucky. Too much rain! Today sucks too though. I wanted to go wakeboarding. I'm so pissed. Eh, oh well. Still went on the boat. Got soaked though. Hmm..screaming guidos this morning. Not too exciting. Going to band practice at Adams. Sorry you had to suffer through another one of my boring entries. Nothing too fun has been going on. |
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| Saturday, August 30th, 2003 |
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Back from the south. There are like 10 confederate flags on every mile-post. No wonder they all came up north.. Ok that was not racist. Nono It wasnt hehe Anywho.. My sister was in need of a sedative the whole trip. Actually, come to think of it, she still is. I'm trying my best to ignore it. Adam saved my week from the p-unit. God damn I can't be with them for 8 days straight. Too much to handle. Good times down in Nags Head and on what was that..? Spoon drive or something? haha adam rocks You know, you shouldnt wear your heart on your sleeve, you might bleed to death. Yeah, I know.. Bleh, school starts Thursday. Fuck. |
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| Thursday, August 21st, 2003 |
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Err my guardians are being to guard-like. Makes me want to throw up. Fuck fuck fuck. 8 days is entirely to long to be subjected to hell. Hanging out with old people does not make me ecstatic to the degree. Soo I went to Stefs house and ate meat in front of her. :evil grin: heheh I'm such a bitch. And I just got back from seeing the sexiest guy ever woo Yea, thats right be jealous. You know, hit up the bk.. Steal my purse again and you die a tragic death, biatch. Mmmkay? Mmmkay. Goes for you too, Mateo. Err no more carolina! So sick of it. What else what else hmm mmm yea thats all ciao |
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| Tuesday, August 19th, 2003 |
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Ew schools starting soon. But I have italian and gym with sara and serg! yess. So yesterday I had my interview with endicott. Went fairly well. I love it. It's completely necessary for me to attend that school. This year is crazy..I have to work my ass off. Err..I have to get at least a B in chem and Geometry! No more C's. No more slacking off. FUCK! Went to Salem after we went to Beverly. Nathaniel Hawthorne's house was pretty rad. I might be going to school there too (Salem). Too many decisions. I'm going to NC on friday. And Adam's going too so we'll probably chill. Ari I miss you! I have to see you soon. |
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| Sunday, August 17th, 2003 |
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I am so fucking tired. Ugh! So night before last I did some much needed catching up with someone I haven't seen in soo long. It was nice. Guster was amazing, as predicted. Didn't play my favorite song though, those assholes. Saw Manhattan. Whew. Hottie. Chris came to visit us for a while hehe so inebriated was his ass! I loved it though. Saw exbf very strange. He thinks he's cool. That's not the case but, okay. Good self esteem I hear improves health. He could use that since he can't control his incredibly bad cig habits He had to smoke as soon as he gets off the train..that's pathetic. Soo after that me jess and stef crept through the window to Ross's house. Chris is so rad because he picked us up and drove us there. Never drink on empty stomach! ahh lol. Especially when you feel like crap to begin with. Oh well. Then we met up with ari and ross.. me and ari had good times on skanky futon. Went home at roughly 7:30am or so. Broke a little glass, all is good though. Started pouring. Walking in rain is no fun. Ohh yes then...hitched a ride with lovely couple, who then drove us back to jessica's. No one noticed we were gone. We so rock at this. Fun stuff. |
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| Friday, August 15th, 2003 |
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 You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're really cheesy! Have fun with the entire football team. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? brought to you by Quizilla Well thats good to know. Fucking NYC better be lit when I go tomorrow. I better get lit tomorrow. I'll be so fraking angered if my show is cancelled. Must see sexy Adam! Manhattan is going. Maybe we'll run into each other. Woo yay. Parades of fun. Err I miss you. Come visit me soon. |
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| Wednesday, August 13th, 2003 |
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I should just all together stop making plans. Because that means that I expect them to happen. Or maybe I should just stop expecting them to happen? Who knows? Anyways.. today was a disappointing in more ways than one. She took the god damned car keys so I couldn't illegally drive anywhere..my mother probably told her not to leave them. And then I wasted my day thinking something was going to happen..when, in essence, (and gee I was so suprised too because this hasn't happened before) it didn't. Because a simple phone call is too difficult a task for someone, who's ass I saved. But..uh..yea.. I'm not mad. I don't care. Whatever. Seriously. I just thought you wanted to. But I guess not and it doesn't matter anymore. "Told you so" anyways... I walked into town which I am never ever ever doing again. How come the spanish guys honk and stare and the white guys just...stare? Or don't. But seriously, that thought has been on my mind since. Quite strange. Hmm.. Gotta go have fun now. Leave comments, assholes. |
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| Monday, August 11th, 2003 |
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Summer is in "slow" mode right now. I don't want it to be summer anymore..but I don't want to go back to school either. The other night me and Stef went into town and saw a few people..Tyrone, Amanda, Lauren, Lindsay, and Dennis. Haha Dennis is funny. He said to this kid that he should've been a blow job. So yesterday was somewhat eventful..drove to the bakery to give them my application. Saw somebody I've wanted to see for a while. I hope I get the job! err..<33 delays.. Who knows about the other one, right? I'm not sure if thats what I want to be in for but hey, I guess it works. Hard to lose nothing when you got nothing to lose. Ya know? I need my god damn 311 tickets! Everythings changed. I don't know whether to like it or accept it or be content with it or what. |
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| Friday, August 8th, 2003 |
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Just got back from town..lunch at la bakerie and pretty flowers painted on me! lol anyways.. Yesterday I didn't do all too much. I hung out with Stef for a little bit and then it started to rain, so we called Brad and hung out with him for a while. My mother was being so flame yesterday..ahh. Such a liar! And the fact that practically everything I touched yesterday broke. Quite bizzare. I want to hang out with Chase Manhattan! Damn his pot-head girlfriend. Al's going on vacation with Macks soon. Guster and 311 next week..woo so excited :). Might get a job at this deli. Nice. It makes living difficult when you don't have any money. I need to go to the city! My hair needs to be red again! Fuck! Ciao  You are Aphrodite. You are the goddess of love and beauty and have had enough boyfriends to prove it. You are beautiful and are known for your mischeivous fooling around with peoples love lives. *~Which Greek Goddess are you?~* (w/pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla |
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Blurty for lacquer lipstick.
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numb.
pensive.
exhausted.
naughty.
enthralled.
pissed off.
anxious.
blah.