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[01 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
I HAVE MOVED TO LIVEJOURNAL.
sorry yalll$%#$%
www.livejournal.com/~bangg_shesdown
=( ill miss you@%
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[01 Jan 2005|03:04pm] |
im mad lonely.
end. W$@%@$%
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[31 Dec 2004|02:58pm] |
2005, here i come.
This year is gonna be better than any other.
& I'm gonna make sure of it.
=)
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[31 Dec 2004|02:44pm] |
kill me.
kthnks
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[31 Dec 2004|11:58am] |
i just woke up.
& i had the worst dream ever.
=(
iwishihadsomeonetokissatmidnight.
=(
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[30 Dec 2004|11:14pm] |
hi, napoleon dynamite is the best movie ever.
< payce3
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[30 Dec 2004|10:42pm] |
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updating cause theres nothing else to do.
my day consisted of being bored & doing nothing. all day. i just roamed around the house and was lazy. played DDR of course, and it was just a lazy day.
yeah. no plans for new years eve [tomorrow] either. cause no one invites me anywhere. ever. .. yeah
im such a lonely piece of crapola. =( & i want to go back to school.
Yeah, I said it.. i want to go back to school. It's 546456x better than staying home and doing nothing.
ugh.
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[30 Dec 2004|09:47pm] |
The Spill Canvas- "So Much"<333
How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
they could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
so I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
when I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
Hold on to me girl boy
If you feel your grip getting loose
just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl boy
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down
Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
it'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face
How does it feel?
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[30 Dec 2004|12:06am] |
reading old blurty entries is fun.
especially when you come across stuff like this
( How To Love A Girl )
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[29 Dec 2004|10:23pm] |
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so like, omg. erin just like left. and omg. i got like so much stuff from the mall its like.. insane.
omgomgmomgofmgomgomg$#%@$%
i got new shoes. and they're sooo much cooler than you.
& i got a blazer and its fucking hot shit man.
& a green t-shirt, and some other shirt.
and me & erin got hit on by some indian man in H&M.
it was so fun fun funny.. he came up behind us when we were on line and was like "is it hot in here, or is it just me" and walked away... it really made my day.
iloveyou$@%@$%@$%
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[29 Dec 2004|10:16pm] |
I <333 VINNY SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH
:)
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| valentine, i want to feel your hips pressed up against mine |
[28 Dec 2004|04:16pm] |
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i got my fucking retainers & i fucking hate them. they put me in a bad bad mood. i only wear the bottom one for 3 days, but the top one for 2 weeks... then i only wear them at night or something.
they're clear and stuff.. but i still hate them. >.<
ill probably stop wearing them within a day. cause .. they're really.. YUCK
... i didnt get my hair dyed like i wanted too ...
=\ .. but i got it cut and stuff... oh well. it doesn't look any different.
hm.. erin slept over last night.. we got 7-11 at 11:00 at night and it was fun//// played DDR & stufff.. i cant get enough of that game. im lame. :(
yeah.
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♥
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[27 Dec 2004|10:26pm] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
*kiss a boy, get rid of my glasses, cut my hair really short, ride a roller coaster, do something worth getting detention for, get something on my face pierced, yepp..
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
* I don’t do new years resolutions. =)
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nopeee…
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope.
5. What countries did you visit?
none
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
*more close friends, & of course a nice & actually good looking boyfriend.
7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
*March 26th, August 31st … just because.. >.<
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
*growing out of my stupid ‘gothic’ness… and becoming more outgoing
9. What was your biggest failure?
*I don’t fail. Im perfect.. =D .. haha. No, I really don’t know.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yeah. I broke my tailbone/ass and couldn’t sit down for like weeks. Don’t ask.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
*blink 182 concert ticket<33333333333333
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
*erin of course
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
*I dunno. YOURS.
14. Where did most of your money go?
*clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
*square dancing$#@!$%@$%,.. Blink 182 concert… getting my eye brow pierced.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
I dunno
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier
b) thinner or fatter? thinner
c) richer or poorer? The same
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
*going to shows defff.. And talking to more peoples.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
*being quiet, drugs
20. How did you spend Christmas?
*at my aunts house playing with my cousins new playdoh set. Lol. I<3playdoh
21. Did you fall in love in 2004?
*eh..
22. How many one-night stands?
*21.4
23. What was your favorite TV program?
*Full house, Mad TV
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
*I don’t really hate people. So .. Idk?
25. What was the best book you read?
*The Perks of Being a Wallflower
26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
*idk.. A whole bunch of emo bands..
27. What did you want and get?
*moving downstairs &painting this room, my eyebrow pierced, my cartilage ear piercing thingie, contacts, blink 182 tickets, cell phone
28. What did you want and not get?
*Warped Tour tickets.. I wanted to go so fucking badly.. Im defffff going this summer
29. What was your favorite film of this year?
Napoleon dynamite/The Notebook
30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
*went shopping at Roosevelt field mall with erin; 14
31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
*I dunno……
32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
*lets see, I went from crazy ‘gothic’ fagg with the weird hair … to the laid back emo fag.. =)
33. What kept you sane?
*erin. Defdef.
34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
*tom delonge<3333 and still do.
35. What political issue stirred you the most?
*politics. Yuck.
36. Who did you miss?
*no one.
37. Who was the best new person you met?
*theres a few: vinny, dave, alexa, Julie, lauren, and a few more.
38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
don’t write male body parts in large print on your arm.
And
don’t get your hopes up too high cause most of the time, shit happens and your hopes get ruined and blahblah.
39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
And I am so filled with just one girl guy
My eyes barely open I can barely read So this is the end of the past
The first sign of first light
Yeah, now, it's alright between us
I got my body and my mind on the same page
And honey, now, happiness is all the rage
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Yeah, so i officially declare my family the most annoying people ever.
My dad bought 4 house phones.
I have one in my room, one in the kitchen, my parents have one in their room, and my sister has one in hers.
So they keep fucking paging each other and mine, and being gay. Everytime they press something that i can't figure out, my phone starts to beep. and they keep doing it over nad over. and im gonna go insane, so i just put Silverstein on insanely loud and they all can suck it. #$%@%@#$%@
oh yeah, i got a new cellphone.
and its not working..
DFGRQETQERTQE^@%$^@%$^%$^$%TYEQ GAY
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[26 Dec 2004|10:48am] |
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Christmas at my aunts..
definetely interesting.
My 4 year old cousin made everyone sing 'Happy Birthday To Jesus' .. it was so cute. lol.
In total, I now have $370. haha. its crazy, & i got this Sweet Pea body spray and hand lotion stuff from my aunt. it smells insanely good =P
alright, so then my dad gets mad at me. for something i didnt even do it... and i get home and he unhooks my computer from the internet, yeah. fuck i hate him. but then at around 12:00 he comes in here and is all "oh im sorry, i thought you kept bugging mom about wanting to leave just so you could go online."
i was like "errr.. no.. i never even said once that i wanted to leave"
what a gayfuckfdskfsdfksdkf!~$@%#$^#$
but during those 5 hours of no internet, i drew a picture, and wrote some pretty good emo lines. cause im cool :)
♥
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[25 Dec 2004|10:54am] |
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what i gottttt
+DDR!
+Napoleon Dynamite DVD
+5 CDS- hawthorne heights, matchbook romance, northstar, and Thursday's 2CDs..
(also, my parents had to order 2, so im still waiting on From First to Last and The Spill Canvas) :):)
+$250
and yeppp im happy :) ..
laterrr we're going over my aunts, where ill probably get more money and such.. =)
this was a really good christmas!$#@$$@%$W#%
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[24 Dec 2004|09:53pm] |
hi, new screenname yet again.
e4t d1rt x0
add it you fagsssss
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[24 Dec 2004|05:26pm] |
Velv3TxEcl1ps3: Just sitting here blackening my eyes, cutting my wrists hoping I can sleep tonight because you killed me
Velv3TxEcl1ps3: haha
PapercutHeart x0: you know you do , you kill me well
PapercutHeart x0: you like it too and i can tell
PapercutHeart x0: you never stop until, my final breathe is gone
PapercutHeart x0: lmao, i love hawthorne heights<3
Velv3TxEcl1ps3: Wait thats a song?
PapercutHeart x0: yes haha
Velv3TxEcl1ps3: I just though that up
Velv3TxEcl1ps3: thought*
PapercutHeart x0: its acutally like this
PapercutHeart x0: So cut my wrists and black my eyes
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight or die
Because you kill me
PapercutHeart x0: lol
PapercutHeart x0: thats crazy
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