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THE TYPE OF SEDUCER!!! [08 Jun 2005|02:07am] Your Seduction Style: The Dandy You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations. Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories. It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you. You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone. What Is Your Seduction Style? post comment

Wow OMFG!!! [13 Apr 2005|02:37pm] You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism. Satanism 88% Christianity 67% Islam 63% agnosticism 58% Buddhism 54% Paganism 54% Judaism 50% atheism 50% Hinduism 33% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com post comment

Graduation from Love?!? [30 Jun 2004|02:40am] Awhile ago, I just received my certificate from College. Yeah... it was fun... Got to meet my few friends I had... and at the same time, it was a practice ground for my seduction skills. Yep. Thats wat I've been workin on... How to talk to strangers, and how to talk to women properly. Biana was there... sometimes she talked to me, and sometimes she talked to a couple other guys. And sometimes, I felt my dick react to Biana's voice, perfume, and eyes. So... I approached this lone chick... talked to her a bit... and then got her name... "Rosa". But pfft... She isn't like Biana at all. I dunno what the hell is happening to me. Am I becoming this insensitive creature incapable of feeling love? Fuck it. I've been meeting alot of different women but none of em is as interesting as Biana. Yeah... some of em are alot prettier but wtf is a pretty face without something interesting?!? Pretty faces... I'd eventually get tired of em if they are low-quality inside anyway. These days, I've been detatching myself from my family. I've been talkin to em less and less and less. As if I'm eliminating the feeling of "love" from my system. As if "love" is nothing but a DISEASE. As if "love" is a virus that is not beneficial to society. But isn't "love" the same thing that brings people together? Isn't "love" the same thing that makes a man and a woman marry each other, have sex, and then have children?!? Isn't "love" the foundation of the family? Isn't the family the basic unit of society? Therefore, isn't "LOVE" some kind of ingredient that makes society move?!? Don't get me wrong. Just cuz I'm detatching myself... Just cuz I seem to be eliminating "love" from my system... I'm gettting more sociable these days. Fuck it. I even talk to strangers... In the bus, I say random things and sometimes I talk to people as if I've known em for 10 years. Some social skill developing here eh? If this goes on, since I'm goin to another college this fall, will I become so damn popular in the classroom? I hope so. I dunno how that feels like since all my life I've always been the "loser". so, at least there's gonna be something new. Something exciting. And I hope I would find somebody like Biana (or better than her). I wouldn't settle for less. I'd rather die alone, an old man, with nobody else... rather than settle for someone less. Fuck it. LOL!!! ;) 1 comment|post comment

Damn spyware!!! [29 May 2004|09:15pm] those things are so annoying and they even crashed my comp. I reformatted it. GRRRRRR!!!! post comment

APRIL 23, 2004... THE DAY THAT WILL LIVE IN INFAMY!!! [24 Apr 2004|12:42am] [ mood | depressed ] yeah... it just passed... I'm too depressed to even write a comic... :( Today was the last day me and Biana spent time together... Yeah... summer will come and I'd be seeing her on a less frequent basis. That is just so sad... Anyway, in memory of her, I'm doin a little "timeline" of things... to remember biana... the girl who saved my life... how I met her and wat happened... :( I'm tryin to be as accurate as possible... basing things on emails she sent me and the date i saved pictures in my harddrive, and letters I sent her... ------------- Fri, 12 Sep 2003 - I was in the computer lab and she was like "hey... u like anime? I like em too". Common interest... the first reason we realized the existence of each other... :) Mon, 15 Sep 2003 - She sent me an email about mangas... yeah... that was the first email she sent me September 16 to December 20, 2003 - I was such an idiot who just tried to avoid her... I was like... meh... she should stay away from me... I was a f*ckin anti-social mr. "i-hate-the-world" basterd... for that long... wow... I'm such a moron... :( Fri, 7 Nov 2003 - Hey... at least I was a friend somehow... I sent her an email about funny videos... lol... Sat, 8 Nov 2003 - FIRST WRITTEN EVIDENCE OF SYMPTOMS THAT IM GETTING ATTRACTED TO THAT WHITE GIRL. And symptoms of hesitation... "Like... there's this chick whom I am kinda getting attracted to... I just cant tell her how I feel bout her... heh... the same old cliche crap in romance movies... uuggghhhhh... Anyway, I dont give shit bout love anymore... love is almost removed from my vocabulary... Since I was small, I grew up in a world full of hate... how sad... wtf is this?!? I'm some dumb character in a novel in where something bad happens all the time?!? You know novels right... in where one character is ALWAYS lucky... or when one character is ALWAYS at the wrong place at the wrong time... But who the fuck is writing my life story? Is it me? OR is it some being up in the heavens that I was taught to believe... exists... I'm kinda losing my grip on my faith... even when I was brought up by taliban-type catholic parents... even when all throughout my elementary and highschool years I was in a catholic school." Mon, 9 Feb 2004 - I got closer to her... but only to a point of asking about assignments and stuff... thats it. Mon, 1 Mar 2004 - March break... I was bored... cuz I done all the assignments. I was seeking someone to talk to... I was kinda getting lonely... Tue, 2 Mar 2004 - 2nd day of march break... I decided to open up to her a bit... At that time, I was thinkin of going to class in JANUARY instead of September. Why? Because I wasnt feeling motivated to study anymore. I gave her some stupid fuckin bs reasons about financial problems... lol... Yeah... I do have financial problems but I just OVERHYPED em... :) Tue, 09 Mar 2004 - March break over... started thinking if I sould PUSH FORWARD with that white girl... We sorta became REALLY close friends since we exchanged a lot of dialog in the march break... :) She gave me a forum website that she normally drops by to... :) Wed, 17 Mar 2004 - Took first few pictures of her... VERY CLOSE friends... I was trying to find some courage to tell her that I LOVE HER... :) Wed, 24 Mar 2004 - TOLD HER EVERYTHING!!! THAT I LOVE HER!!! She was speechless... She agreed to have more pictures taken... Fri, 26 Mar 2004 - Kept takin more pictures... Mon, 29 Mar 2004 - I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY WITH HER!!! SHE WAS WAITING FOR AN APPOINTMENT AT 430 IN THE AFTERNOON AND CLASSES ENDED AT 11AM. WE WERE SO SWEET... :) TOOK MORE PICTURES. SHE WAS WEARING BLUE TIGHT SWEATER!!! I LOVED HER FIGURE!!! Thu, 1 Apr 2004 - Figure drawing class but I was looking at her instead of the model... Between april 2 to april 14 2004 - Relationship goin back and forth... I kept on insisting I love her and she kept on insisting that SHE WONT GO OUT WITH ME... Relationship was getting a little shaky... I was getting hurt and she seemed so calm and kinda smiling still... I was really really hurt... that I actually cried... Omg... a girl made me cry... :( Fri, 16 Apr 2004 - I sent her a letter that says basically that we should tread seperate paths... as in LEAVE ME ALONE AND DONT EVER EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN!!! Later that night, we were arguing over MSN... But things calmed down... and we arrived at some deal in where I wont kiss or do sexual things to her... but we'd still spend time with 1 another... like go out and shit... And the more I loved her... Tue-Wed, Apr 20-21 2004 FOR 2 STRAIGHT DAYS I DIDNT SEE BIANA IN SCHOOL!!! I was kinda hurt... I wanted to give her something but no!!! Thu, 22 Apr 2004 - figure drawing portfolio evaluations... I was able to spend time with her up to 3:00 in the afternoon... She later came back at 4:00 for a test at 4:30... She was expecting me but I WAS A DUMBASS to leave at 3... I'm an idiot... :( I also sent her another letter... this time it was apologizing for the last letter and thanking her for savin my life and i love her so much... I gave her a teddy bear for a farewell present... Fri, 23 Apr 2004 - I spent the whole day with her... from 10:00 am to 5:00 pm... We talked and talked for hours... played magic the gathering... yeah... I told her more and more stuff about my broken past... About the CAT military training in the Philippines, about the gangsta friends I only had, about how I was so fuckin isolated in my school in the philippines, what i did when I first migrated here, about friends and shit... And 5 minutes before her dad picked her up, my voice was shaking and kinda teary-eyed... I was holding her hands... for the last 5 minutes... and telling her "i love you" in so many ways... that she's the FIRST PERSON whom I ever became really close friends with... :( And at 5:00... her parents came to pick her up... we bade farewell... shaking each other's hands... Sat, 24 Apr 2004, 11:30 pm-1:15 am - typing this documentation after a little chat with her over MSN. I told her I'm gonna miss her and I love her so much. :( She said she'd be at the gameshop on saturdays till 9:00 pm... so I can see her... :) Oh yeah... I realized I have 38 pictures of her so far... I really love her... post comment

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script... [02 Apr 2004|12:02am] BETTER OFF... A short story by kYuPoL ====================================== I just don’t understand... Just as I thought everything was over. No... Why is it getting worse? Yeah... life was tough for me. In school, I always was the unwanted kid, the WEIRDO, the person everybody either ignores or bullies... It was always like that since I was in kindergarten... all the way till I graduated high school... to the point that I NEVER LEARNED how to relate and socialize and communicate properly to people. I always felt so dumb... so ugly... so different... that when I entered college, I felt so lost. Why am I in college anyway? At home, it was all about saying “yes”. It was all about saying “they are right and I am wrong”... even when things were the other way around. It felt like following the commands of a dictator... I had to go wherever the rest of the family goes... I had to obey every command whether I liked it or not. If ever I refused, my parents always threatened to kick me out of the house or stop “loving” me. Knowing I am powerless... knowing that I cannot survive on my own out there, I simply bow down to their orders... like a soldier who knows he will be executed if he refuses to obey. I said earlier I managed to get into college in spite of all these happening... When I went to college, I was in “Whatever-will-be” mode... No motivation and direction... just going along and seeing what will happen next. One semester passed with that kind of mind-set... and I knew I was gonna fall apart sooner or later. I found myself punching the wall until I saw blood spatter... squeezing the snow till my nerves got numb... walking in minus 10 degrees without any jacket on. I swear to God... sooner or later I will decide to slit my wrists... or simply commit suicide. I later met this girl. Her name was Anna. In every class, she always seated next to me and talked to me. Since I grew up having the notion that I’m so dumb and ugly, I tried to GET HER OUT of my sight because I felt I did not deserve her. I tried to move away from her and nod my head like a dumbass hoping that will bore her to death and simply make her get away from me... I also tried to inject evil, negative and racist thoughts about her into my head... just to make me hate her. Instead of getting her out of my sight, the opposite happened. We got closer and closer to one another. And we ended up having fun and happy times together. We ended up becoming friends. I felt such a warm and happy feeling inside of me... something I never felt before... Unfortunately, the last day of class was yesterday. That meant no more Anna for a long time. Right now I got nobody to talk to me... nobody to share with... nobody to TRUST. Why do I feel so broken? Didn’t I live like an island anyway for some 20 years already? Isn’t it about time I got USED TO BEING ALONE? Dammit... I was better off without her. At least all I was doing was inflicting pain on myself and attempting suicide... but not completing it. Because of her, I got so dependent like a drug addict. It’s all her fault!!! It’s all her fault!!! She played around with my emotions!!! She capitalized on my fears!!! She knew I’m such a depressed idiot and she only wants to make me feel more pain!!! The bitch must die!!! Wait... why am I calling her a “bitch”. Didn’t she make me happy? Why am I thinking evil things about her?!? I’m thinking evil things about her because I am blind and I don’t know right from wrong!!! Its all my fault... I hate myself!!! I must die!!! I don’t deserve people like her at all!!! Fuck... I hate this shit!!! I hate my life!!! I fucking hate my life!!! (*blood spatters on the window of the house*) 2 comments|post comment

POINTLESS... [05 Jan 2004|02:20am] I dont get it What are they saying? I cant understand a word what are they saying? I feel like an alien. I dont know what to do... I dont know what to say... I just feel like shutting the fuck up... My mind feels blank... There is nothing in it... Nothing has happened... Nothing will ever happen... I cannot do anything... to fill up that empty space. Is there still use? What about raising the white flag? What about saying "I surrender"? What is the point of continuing the war? What is the point of getting up all the time? What is the point of dreaming big? What is the point of life? Does life point to any direction at all? If it does, is it true for all people? It is all just... pointless... But why is it that I keep getting up... Why is it that I keep hitting em back... I have no idea at all what I am doing... I dont know shit what I am doing... I dont give fuck what I'm doing... Fuck it... Fuck it... FUCK IT!!! post comment

The Evil of Scholarship [20 Aug 2003|04:01am] Oh yeah... she's reverted back to her old ways of bitchiness just yesterday... Just when I thought that things are gonna be allright... Just when I thought that me and mama are gonna be friends forever... But no!!! U know what happened??? Yesterday, I received a letter that says that I will be approved for financial assistance to my education... as well as a scholarship of $1600!!! To add it up, it approximates $2500 for education expenses!!! As in this school year, I'm like entering school without paying anything. Mama was so happy for me, congratulated me... praised me... but... HER GREEDINESS KICKED IN She said that since I already am sure to complete this schoolyear, I should help pay the maintenance fee... which is $163 always. As in That is 1/4 of my fuckin paycheck. And if school starts, of course I'll be getting less shifts and making less money. And then $163 will start to be a big pinch in the ass. Of course... I said that its fine with me as long as YOU DONT PUT THE BLAME ON ME IF I AM UNABLE TO FINISH MY STUDIES!!!. Her narrow mind just could not accept that. She kept on insisting that I can finish school... errr... will finish school... As if I am so fucking rich and have all the goddam money in the world... As if SHE will support me for my college... and oh fuck... she owes $5000 TO HER CREDIT CARDS!!! I dunno how the fuck she was able to accumulate that much debt. I have no idea... she really screws herself over and wants me to cover up her ass. I got pissed and then I told her pieces of the blatant truth of what I was saying in this fucking journal: - That she just raised me as a tool that she would use - That she doesnt make me make decisions of my own - That she doesnt love me at all... that I am just another pawn for her... She could not accept those words. Those words really stung her so bad... She called me an INGRATE, and a GREEDY, ARROGANT PERSON!!! She said that my true colors are coming out... that I AM A BAD SON!!! Oh cmon... I am really willing to pay NOT only the maintenance fee of the house but also the fucking electric bill and the fucking groceries as well... BUT I DONT HAVE THE FUCKING MONEY!!! CANT SHE FUCKING SEE THAT?!? I AM NOT SURE IF I CAN FINISH COLLEGE!!! 2nd, 3rd, and 4th year would require $4000 each friggin year (without books, transpo, food, etc... hahaha... poor me...) According to her, I SHOULD WORK MY ASS SO HARD TO MAINTAIN SCHOLARSHIP so that she can benefit from my money. Omg... I DONT HAVE MONEY AND SHE ASKS ME FOR FUCKING MONEY!!! God... I wish I didnt receive that scholarship so that mama might not have thought about taking advantage of me... So that me and mama would still be friends... God, I know you're teaching me that I just cannot write the script of my life. I know that you're telling me that you have a better idea about my life and you have a more interesting script about me. Money is the root of all evils, right... AAAAAGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!! post comment

Angel [18 Aug 2003|03:16am] I'm so happy today when I realized I got a letter that says I have a scholarship in an art school!!! WOOOOOHHHOOOOO!!!! I never thought I would make it. May pambayad na ako ng tuition fee kahit first year lang!!!! Anyway, etong ginawa kong angel... post comment

+++Brood Knight [Shattered Hate]+++ [03 Aug 2003|02:27pm] Thats right folks... the launching of my latest comic... :) http://www.drunkduck.com/Brood_Knight_Shattered_Hate/ *It is a story based on a life with no story... And if you're familiar with Brood Knight [Killer Instinct], it is about Cedrick Penitente. Sample page... :) 3 comments|post comment

Time to be funny now... [26 Jul 2003|12:34pm] Yo... I dont wanna put more hate into this journal kase I feel its enough already for me to make a new NOVEL already... :) Here it is: ________________________________ I was working in the closing shift and of course I had to clean up everything. When I was cleaning up the fitting rooms, I saw a pile of clothes on the floor. Since I'm supposed to clean it, I picked up the whole pile and threw it in the shopping cart behind me that contains all of the misplaced clothes. Just as the clothes were in midair, I saw some pellet-like things coming from them... and coming at my face. I immediately tried to dodge those things... good thing I wasn't hit in my face. I decided to take a look at the pellet-like things. When I moved closer, little by little, it smelled like something familiar. When I was about to touch the thing, I realized that it was... SHIT!!! I yelled out loud... "Shit!!! Shit!!! Shit!!!" "Woah... what happened, man???" said one of my buddies... "Man, there's some shit around here!!!" I screamed. "What?" "I swear man... SHIT!!! as in Poo... as in manure!!! In the fitting room man... In the f*ckin fitting room!!!" I walked toward him showing the bits of slimy stuff on my arms... Look man... I have SHIT!!! "Wash yourself man... dont put that near me. If I throw up, I'll throw up right on you...." So I washed myself... I thoroughly rinsed my hands... and literally took a bath in the sink. Good thing it was only my uniform that got dirty. I washed it and put it in a bag... :) When I came back, I saw my supervisor pick up a bunch of clothes on the ground. She prolly wanted to finish the job I did not finish. And then large amounts of shit dropped from a pants she picked up. She was so... EWWWWWW!!!! Then three of us put all the "infected" clothes in a big plastic bag and threw it out. Maybe we should put a sign in the fitting room that says: THIS IS NOT A BATHROOM!!! Geez... some people really dont have manners. They just release their shit in the fitting room... omg omg omg... LOL!!! 1 comment|post comment

Mindless Ranting... [02 Jul 2003|12:28am] I cant believe that one whole month has passed and I dint write anything... I also clicked calendar mode and I noticed a trend - every month, less and less shit gets deposited into this journal... January - 28 February - 17 March - 14 April - 4 May - 1 June - 0 July - ??? If you ever took the time to read my journal, well... havent u noticed that 90% of em were all hate-filled... whether against my parents or against the world or against myself. But now not much of that is in me... like little by little the evil shit inside me is getting removed. Is this journal clear evidence that my life is improving just like my artwork? Or is it just that I'm getting tougher and less whiney about my goddam life? Or I'm learning not to GIVE A FUCK at all!!! I dunno... ??? In july the 15th, I'm turning 20!!! And I'm not happy at all... In fact I'm getting reminded that 20 years ago, a baby was brought to this world... and lived an unhappy life... I'm like FUCK!!! I'm fuckin 20 and I get reminded that I skipped being a teenager!!! Like you have childhood, teenhood, adulthood, old age, and death... and I fucking missed the teenhood part!!! GODDAMMIT!!! I aint getting any younger. 20 years on this planet and no frends yet... FUCK!!! I do had some people I got acquainted with at work and over the internet but theres nobody I considered a true friend... Nobody called a KATROPA!!! (fuck! thats the name of the latest comic I'm workin on... http://www.drunkduck.com/KATROPA_the_story_of_Mara_Nina/ ) Yeah my mom still a bitch but shes less of the bitch she was just months ago... I'd say she's not half the bitch she used to be. While she used to bitch about everything I am, now she only has my "always angry" personality to bitch about... Like FUCK! Why the fuck do I have a personality like that? 19 years mothafucka!!! 19 years I was maltreated by this world... bullied all throughout my elementary and highschool life and bitched at at home... JUST HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU BE CHEERFUL!!! with that kind of upbringing?!? FUCK!!! FUCK!!! FUCK!!! Anyway, I'm starting to learn to believe in God again... But only up to a point that I feel grateful for some good he gave to me in my life... Oh I forgot... my mama still bitches about my fatass apearance... She doesnt like it at all. I told her to quit telling me about heart attack and high blood and cancer and all that cuz I DONT GIVE A SHIT!!! 20 years of existing... and I'm NOT HAPPY with it. I'd be happy if my life ended soon... Ahhh... finally free of all the troubles of the world... 6 comments|post comment

KATROPA artwork [25 May 2003|02:57am] Heh... an artwork I just did. Which I find cool. :) btw, I dont feel like typing any shlt today. Too lazy... 8 comments|post comment

EMINEM = HERO!!! [30 Apr 2003|11:01pm] [ mood | motivated ] [ music | Lose Yourself ] I just finished watching 8 Mile... eminem's movie. I rented it from a video store. Hell... it was a 7-day rental... so fast for a movie that was just shown last year. Anyway, I REALLY LIKED that movie. It was the best movie I ever watched!!! It just pushed out "Oh My Goddess" from the "best movie I watched" category. You know why its the best movie? Cuz it made me teary-eyed. Hell... a lot of hyper-dramatic movies made me teary eyed or feel like crying... but in 8-mile, I really cried... because I felt like I was seeing myself in the character of Eminem. We're both outcasts in some ways... looked down upon in some ways... and have a lot of shortcomings in life. I can perfectly relate to Eminem's problems. I can understand all the shit he's been through. I know what it is like. And I know that people who BASH HIM probably lived more decent lives and cannot understand what it is like to be like him. The opening scene... in where Eminem lost a rap battle... and he was booed by the crowd cuz he's white... and all that... etc... etc... etc... The point is that he was a fuckin reject. That immediately flashed a lot of painful memories of rejection for me inside my head. I'll not write down the entire movie cuz I'm too lazy to do that shit. Now I'll put the end: Eminem was booed at first... and using his rap genius with words, he was able to sway the crowd... in order to like him during another rap battle. When I saw that, that really drove me teary-eyed. Because I really wish that one day I will inspire people.. just like the great Eminem. After watching it, the more I viewed Eminem as a hero. I really liked how he went through life with great courage and great determination in spite of all the shit he's been through. I really see him as a victorious hero... who just raises the middle finger at all who used to look down on him. He may be obscene, or homophobic, or insane, but that is not his fault. It was society that corrupted him and turned him into what he is. "I created a monster, cuz nobody wants to see Marshall no more..." Its a good thing that he has a GENIUS MIND that was able to figure out a way to turn things around... and turn his problems into his SUCCESS. post comment

REASONS WHY IM PROUD OF WHAT I AM!!! [14 Apr 2003|12:53am] dudes, sorry for sounding like an egomaniac... I have no intension of pissing people off... but here's my reasons why I'm happy!!! ===== - I learned to read, write, add, subtract, and learn how to spell "supermarket" at age 2.5 - did not just be a suicide king after facing problems at all fronts... at home, at school, and the neighborhood... been thru a whole hell of events... jeesh... when I read in the newspapers about this kid who suicided because of being teased for his pimples, I felt proud of myself immediately! Hell... it was not a matter of pimples for me... - I have some sort of self-repairing logic... I immediately saw thru the advice of some dumb priest who simply told me that everything I do is a SIN... Hell... I showed him a few of my scripts for BROOD KNIGHT... and he told me if he can rip em... or else he'll not forgive my sins... :x Good thing did not heed his advice to QUIT EVERYTHING that makes me happy... :mrgreen: Or else, I'd be depressed as hell... if I simply followed his dictates... - Able to act as a normal person in spite of years of isolation, rejection, and having me and only me to lean on. - Able to convert "bad" into "good"... hell... just look at my mangas especially BROOD KNIGHT. ;) - Always faced against impossible odds... and rising victorious. How the hell was I able to retaliate against an entire KATROPA of arrogant classmates of mine without getting noticed? How was I able to inflict damage on them without them arriving into a conclusion that it was ME all along? Howdya learn English so fast that I wrote 1 good short story (got a 95% mark!!!) and the teachers called me to the office... cuz they thought that I was writing FACTS about my life... and they told me to tone down my writing style... if i dont wanna get sent to the office again... heh... :D How the hell was I able to GET INTO A COLLEGE ART PROGRAM even without much art experience?!? How the hell was I able to improve at least 5 TIMES better in a span of 1 year?!? - I'm no f*ckin honour student (90% and above)... hell... I dont get above 85% in average... but I was smart enough not to use the "normal" motivations... such as friends, family, chicks, future success... in order to stay alive. I use PRIDE to stay alive cuz the "normal" motivations only fuck me up more. If I used those motivations, hell... its like fighting a war with a toy gun... you DIE IMMEDIATELY!!! I knew this guy who is just like me... and whose average is a friggin 95% but failed to shift his motivation. Hell... what happened to him?!? Right now he's a bum with no direction in life. Good thing he's got RICH PARENTS who do APPRECIATE HIM!!! - Basically, I believe I AM BETTER than the great EMINEM whom I idolize... cuz it took him longer to arrive at the same conclusions I am arriving at... I''m only 19 and he arrived at the same conclusions at age 27. And I believe I will be BETTER than many people... and will influence them... and will motivate other people JUST LIKE ME. Thats basically the reason why God put me here in the first place and made me so damn smart. 2 comments|post comment

KATROPA getting high ratings... [02 Apr 2003|11:44am] WOO HOO!!! Katropa is getting high ratings @ http://www.drunkduck.com http://www.drunkduck.com/KATROPA_the_story_of_Mara_Nina/ at last some people appreciate my talent... ;) post comment

Heh... I'm finally workin on my latest manga... [27 Mar 2003|02:31am] check it out dudes... http://www.drunkduck.com/KATROPA_the_story_of_Mara_Nina/index.php enjoy :D post comment

MY LATEST ARTWORK!!! [21 Mar 2003|01:12am] Mara-Nina, Edgar, and Cedrick having a fine time after school... post comment

PROLOGUE OF A NOVEL I'M WRITING [21 Mar 2003|01:08am] Just click here post comment

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