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canceled MTV Cartoons/the end of the road [20 May 2006|03:30am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Jimi Hendrix~Spanish Castle Magic ]

just spent most of the weekend viewing episodes of canceled MTV shows that i used to love. OMFG. i found mtv's downtown, clone high, undergrads, and a whole load o' sh*t!.

twas' awesome.


i mean downtown was the shit! crazy stories, sex, parties, knowledge to use later on in life, straight up awesomeness....then mtv canceled, like everydamn thing else.....the only one who survived that show was goat, cause' he moved on to megas XLR, but that show got canceled too by cartoon network.......damned bigwigs.

and it made me wonder why MTV kept canceling such awesome shows. and that goddamned clone high finale......

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!

MOTHERFUCKING CLIFFHANGER!!! GODDAMN IT!!!

DAMN YOU JOHN STAMOS!!!!

too much going on! head bursting!!!!

gah!


*switches over to emo mode*

i'm gonna be pissing and moaning about me for awhile. bear with me.

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my last year of high school is two weeks from being over, and i am fucking exhausted......mentally and emotionally.

first off, i kinda knew that i would have it rough when the seniors of last year said that would be a broke-assed year for us, the seniors of this year. they didn't know how right they were.....

mean if anything, we were supposed to start paying our dues in january, so the school could start funding senior things, like the breakfast, picnic, and the class trip. sadly, people are just now paying their dues and the year has sucked all hot monkey ass. not a damned good thing has come to fruition. everyone's just so...apathetic.

then one of my friends asked me if was going to the prom, and i aptly said "hell no." he became puzzled and replied "well why not? it's the most important night your life you know." why should i pay a large amount of money that should've been covered in my dues to go to a last minute reserved ballroom at a budget hotel, most likely ramada, to sit around in dress clothes not doing a damned thing but eating chicken wings and not dancing with anyone(mainly due to the fact i can't dance, mind you) staring into the face of a senior class that i absolutely loathe and then go eat some more at the local pancake joint at like 2:00 AM? hell, i'd rather much hit the street and the seedy hotel rooms......

not only that, i've been getting into a funk because it seems like it's been rejection month for me....a girl i used to like that hurt me awhile ago fell back into my life recently, and it's been killing me that she just tries to remain friends with me.... it's starting to piss me off. she comes and talks to me so suggestively and wears skimpy things, and i ignore her, but then she starts to follow me and get all creepy, but she has a boyfriend.

what the fuck? why ties could she possibly still have with me? she rejected me, so i don't understand this infatuation she has with me now......

then there's another problem i have with this one girl i have known since middle school, our daily lives are so closey tied together it's just plain freaky. my mom works with her mom, one day her mom start talking about the girl and asks mine if i'm going to the prom, and offers up her daughter as a date. my mom goes home and tells me, and i didn't really think too much of it, and just forgot about it, cause i know the girl, i just thought of her as a friend, not a girl i like or anything.... but then the next day at school, she tells everyone at school that my mom was so desperate to get a me prom date that she asked HER mom!

needless to say, this incident pissed me off to the fullest, because evr since the beginning of the school year, she had gradually started to become a bitch to me, but i said nothing. then i confront her about it in a class we have togther; she takes time out to announce the rummor she's is spreading once again, and the class shoots her a puzzled look, seeing as how this is janurary, and this came out of left field. i replied with telling her that she should tell the truth and that it was other way around (though people find it hard to believe being that i'm a social outcast and she considered popular in her little clique of walking stereotypes). she replied back with "whatever, you're still not any better than me."

O_O........what?

we go back and forth until i get pissed the hell off and call her a gorilla faced, redheaded bitch. now when i get mad, i do and say stupid things. i mess up my sentences, and forever immortalize myself as a misquoted dumbass. and thats what happens it provokes me to throw a desk into a wall.being that was so random of me, the clas takes time out to laugh at my idiotic folly. she tries to sic her boyfriend on me, but he's too high to really respond to anything. we drop it, and someone brings it up now, months later. i tell how i feel about her and then they go tell her. meh...... no big deal for me. everytime i think her it make me so damn angry. i've known her for the longest; hell, i can get off my ass right now and walk to her house in the length of a commercial break, because that's how far away she lives from me. it makes no damned sense. the whole ordeal is just so troublesome, and annoying.

jesus i can't wait for this school year to end.

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eh.....dead.../thanksgiving [23 Nov 2005|02:14am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Afroman~ Colt 45 ]

well....alittle depressed tonite......my moms going into surgery friday, and i'm supporting her there. i just got shadow he hedgehog on ps2, and i long for an otaku girlfriend.......more to come later.

oh, and happy thanksgiving......


The \Warrior of Fate\
Last Cigarette:don't smoke.....i think....
Last Alcoholic Drink:smirnoff triple black
Last Car Ride:to EB games
Last Kiss:who knows?.....lately i've pushed many people away
Last Good Cry:when my great-grandfather died 8 years ago
Last Library Book:the book of five rings by musashi miyamoto
Last book bought:Berserk vol 9
Last Book Read:Shounan Jun'ai Gumi vol 4 by Tohru Fujisawa
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:the Transporter 2 (i don't make many movie trips
Last Movie Rented:Yuyu Hakusho the movie, i think....
Last Cuss Word Uttered:Fuck.
Last Beverage Drank:Hawaiian Punch
Last Food Consumed:A grilled Cheese Sandwich with tomato soup
Last Crush:Ebony Frye
Last Phone Call:To my friend, mike
Last TV Show Watched:X-play
Last Time Showered:yesterday
Last Shoes Worn:Blue flame Chuck taylors.....
Last CD Played:The Most Known Unkowns by Three 6 Mafia
Last Item Bought:Shadow he Hedgehog On Ps2
Last Download:Little Fighter 2
Last Annoyance:My Mother, lack of a girlfriend in my life right now
Last Disappointment:not being able to buy meal gear solid 3:subsistence
Last Soda Drank:A week ago (i don't drink soda much...)
Last Thing Written:this....
Last Key Used:the "Y" key
Last Words Spoken:Uh, yeah......sure.
Last Sleep:7:00 p.m. today
Last Ice Cream Eaten:3 days ago
Last Chair Sat In:this couch i'm sitting in
Last Webpage Visited:www.gaiaonline.com

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offer your soul/renegades of funk [17 Oct 2005|02:31pm]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | Common feat. Kanye west ~ the corner ]

in the past 2 weeks, alot has happened. to start off, i'm 18 now. yeah , my birthday was last monday and i'm just now writing. i know i know id did this the last time, but it's okay. one of my presents was the kickass import game for the nintendo DS, JUMP SUPERSTARS!!!!

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this is like every single character that's ever been in shonen jump, which makes almost 400 characters, in a bigass, "super smash brothers"-esque free-for-all, mixed in in with digimon battle spirits. even though I don't know half the time what the hell they are saying, it is so.......f*ckin' fun! plus i learned about a few new manga i didn't know about, so i'm in the lookout for them.

as for paintball, my forbidden love, i'm been told not to play it anymore. me and my friends usually go back in the woods around our way to play a few games when we're too broke to to pay to get into the field in bowie. iat first, my mom was okay with it, but then, something happened on the news where some idiot was screwing around with a BB-gun and the cops by, and instead of complying with what the cops said, dumbass ran from the cops, BB-gun still in his hand, and got gunned down by the cops. i fucking hate the news sometimes, because every time somebody does something stupid on the news, i gotta suffer cause my mom take the news to heart, thus the reason i couldn't eat beef jerky for over a year because of that goddamn mad cow disease scare........THAT WAS IN ENGLAND!!!!!!!

but moving on also got we love katamari, which kicks ass in the utter wierdness department. GO YOUR HIGHNESS!

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I STILL GOTS MORE TO SAY, BUT I GOTTA DO A BIRTHDAY COMISSION FOR MY FRIEND AMAYA!
CIAO!

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Don't stand so close to me/tree fitty [25 Sep 2005|02:44am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Stay Fly~Three 6 Mafia feat. Yung Buck, Eightball and MJG ]

eh, not doing anything this week. i got a girl i like, and her feelings towards me is iffy. meh... when i'm feeling better, i'll say something....

You're a dreamer! *zzzzzZZZZZzzz*
Dreamer! You love to dream and laze around. Girls
will love your sensitive heart and your cute
shyness!

oh lookie, i'm a cocktail. drink me, dammit!

How to make a Van Flyheit
Ingredients:

1 part success

3 parts silliness

3 parts ego
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add wisdom to taste! Do not overindulge!

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i'm Back, baby!/ Otakon NOW (redux) [22 Aug 2005|10:23pm]
well, i'm back from the otakon, and boy do i have alotta crap to tell ya. i met many people from deviantart in person, like :iconRSJ: and not :iconcrybringer: (who was busy at the moment), and the man himself; ronzo murphy. and i saw amaya, my email buddy monkeysoapbox.com was up there with a friend pimping here art like all artists do, and at first she didn't really recognize me, which is understandable. but it's okay, cause i was happy to see her. that first day i arrivaed at 6 pm right after the dealer's room closed so i had no chance to buy mindless junk like i like to. but i tooled around, went to artist alley and had some fun, debated with other otaku about important subjects like "why justice league kicks ass" and "why were there so many adult-like cartoons on when we were young." and then i went to tool around some more, found a kick-ass import nintendo DS game called "Jump super stars" which is an unholy fusion of digimon battle spirits, power stone, super smash brothers that uses scores of shonen jump characters like goku, luffy, naruto, and bobobo-bobo-bobo, and if you don't know who the hell that is yet, have a fun time googling him! haw! anyways after i have fun getting Pwned in that, i go find my friend, ken, whom i came with and had been busy filming a documentary about the otakon and interviewing cosplayers, to go chill out and watch the main event of the night; bible black, son! WE laughed, we cried, we checked to if anyone was caught touching themselves while watching. and through the whole thing, the audience applauded and laughed like it was a comedy movie instead of hentai. it was so damn fun! the next day when we go back, crybringer still didn't show up. i chilled for awhile ran into a old friend that i know, who said her feet hurt from the loli-goth getup she was wearing, so we talked alittle, and we hugged and parted ways. i then went to the masqerade, where people put together little skit cosplaying as their favorite characters from anime, manga and video games. some were okay, and some sucked hot melted donkey balls (first rock lee vs hyuga fight, or the inuyasha vs sesshomaru fight) and you know why? because people who make up skits, don't know how to freakin choreograph a fight! after so much dissappointment, i felt i sorta had to scream out "NOW SHOW US THE ONE SKIT THAT DOESN'T SUCK!" after the second letdown. but after all that, i bailed out early after the yaoi fangirls went wild, but before that, my favorite was an mgs3 skit about big boss being deployed by major zero into the otakon for a package he doesn't know about and this is how it goes.....

Snake: come in major, this is Snake. I'm in.

Sigint: uh......hello?

Snake: Sigint? where the major?

Sigint: uh, he's busy droppin' a deuce. i just walked by the machine and your voice came up. what's up?

Snake: Well, the major sent me here to pick up a package. are there any guards or opponents i should worry about?

Sigint: what? man this is the otakon! the closest you'll see to a guard is a rabid fangirl.

Snake: oh. any bosses?

Sigint: i guess the who hosts the otaklause counts as one......

Snake: well what about a metal gear? there's gotta be a metal gear....

Sigint: once again, this is otakon; the only thing remotely close to a metal gear is a 300-pound man in a pikachu costume.

Snake: ugh! what the hell kinda place is this? what does the major want me to pick up here!?!?!

Sigint: well is says here on this paper that you gotta- O_o; no.....god no.....you gotta be kidding me!

Snake: what is it?

Sigint: it says he wants you to pick up some......Yaoi....

Snake: should i know what it looks like?

Sigint: No Don't! the very contents would rupture the corneas of a manly man like you.

Snake: well how do i get ahold of some?

Sigint: go to the dealer's room, turn your head, and ask for it. good luck snake. (signs off)

(snake then sneaks off, gets hit with a tranquillizer dart, and is savagely attacked by rabid fangirls.......)


p.s. later that night, i saw la blue girl for the first time! ho-ah!!!!
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change clothes and........cosplay/Precursor to da otakon, Bitches!!!! [18 Aug 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | Dare ~ gorillaz ]

it's 1:13 am, i'm in my skivvies with a plate of ribs before me and i'm about to watch Sin City. in the days to come, i'll be going to the otakon, cosplaying as Tenjou Tenge's Saga-mask, provided i can find the right shirt. there are so many friends that i'm going to meet up with; like jason A.K.A. cry bringer, or amaya A.K.A. Ching N. chan, and Mikashi and Sunflower_Goddess. the only problem is, that following monday i have to go back to school, and all my friends will leave me........and i'll be all alone again......but i don't care. maybe it will finally show me that i am the master of my own destiny....

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"and then what?" said the snowman..../ R.I.P. johnny [28 Jul 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Queen~Bohemian rhapsody ]

7/23/05

meh.....i feel so shitty. it's 3:30 am on a friday night, and my weekend just fell apart. tomorrow i was supposed to not only get my dvd of the new tenchi muyo ova, but i was going to a graduation party for this girl, but it got called off, cause' her grandma just died last sunday night. so i did the friendly thing to do and offered my shoulder and such, telling her how it's not good to keep feelings inside, yadd, yadda, yadda, which i mean genuinely,but then i asked if she wanted to go to the movies with me to go see "Hustle and Flow" tomorrow instead of sulking around the house.....i was gonna go get some chuck taylors for the party originally, but my absent minded-ass parents forgot and i ended up shoes i already had in white, which sucked ass, but i didn't have the heart to tell them....there's more stuff to talk about, which i'll do in the morning....later......

that night, while i was bitching about my own problems, one of my my firends, johnny, died in an Atv accident, hitting a tree and snapping his neck, killing him instantly. the funny thing is , i was just talking to him.....helping him and my cousin jamey hook up an amp to a car sound system....just chillin'........i mean, it doesn't even feel like he's gone......

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Southern Fried Turmoil (Handicapped version)...... [29 Jun 2005|11:16pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | bubba sparXXX~Johnny Mathis ]

last week was one of the most fucked up weeks i have ever had...... where do i even start......first of all, my mother and stepfather decided they get it all legit and get married on the 17th......and i have no idea why i'm so against it. but they married down at the courthouse and had the reception the very next day. that night, i made an ankle injury even worse by falling down the stairs with my klumsy ass......and didn't get a doctor's appointment until that tuesday......fuckin' kaiser permanente.....so, that wednesday, they said i had a hairline fracture in my ankle and put my leg in a cast which i have to wear for two weeks plus physical therapy because i there's been about 6 incidents with this ankle i've had since i was 12.

....crap in a hat.....


then my parents wanted to go to myrtle beach for their honeymoon, and dropped me off with my real father's side of the family, in south carolina. i love it down there, and i get real pissed when i have to leave, because it's only down there i can go months without tv, the internet and videogames. so what do we do down there? my three cousins down can tell you. my cousins, justin, jamey, and julian (brothers who are one year behind each other) are taking shit down there one day at a time, and being cool as hell about it. the only one at the house at that point in time was the middle brother. he's a year younger than but he drives.....i'm so fucking jealous of him.....even though he drives an old beat up 89" corolla (he somehow came upon an old corvette to drive, but insurance was a bitch, so he's selling it.), at least he drives....since there was nothing else to do, i hop in the hooptie and we drove for like, miles and miles........cause it's a country road, that all there is down there; road, and lots of it. so we sat and chilled, caught up on old times, and he showed me all the spots where his ladies live......

hawt damn, i had to salute the man.....

his girls is like that; one lives, like deep in cut in the back woods, and he taps that [b]So Good,[/b]she comes over and picks him up to go do stuff! he got other girls, but they just for booty calls. gotta love that country pimpin'.....we ran into the oldest brother chillin at his grandparents house, cause he had just caught a charge for hustlin, cause that's what he do best, i guess. he drives too, and got this badass 99" pathfinder with nice rims, and a phatass sound system that can shatter glass if need be.

so what's there to do down there?

drive around, hustle, smoke and drink, party and hopefully get laid at the end of the night.

i can't wait to go back.

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what's happened so far/apathy [24 Apr 2005|07:23pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

hey. sorry i that i haven't written in this accursed thing in about a month, more or less. well i did end up going to myrtle beach and i had some fun there. the clubs were dead and sucked ass, one my cousins ended up buying a pair of brass knuckles and started to attempt to pick fights with big-ass muscley college jocks, while another sat and smoked a blunt on the freakin' boardwalk in the middle of the night. me? i was on my way back to the hotel when i ran into the most fun you can have at the beach: drunken white girls. i had fun teasing them with my cousin and numerous chances to bed them, but nah, it wouldn't have been right. but other than that, nothing out of the ordinary. there's awhole lotta crap i need to sort out, and i will tell you all about it later... seeya

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Ancient negro secret?/"i wash myself with rag on a stick" [24 Mar 2005|03:53pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Ride on shooting star-the pillows ]

mm......nothing is really goin' on today, but it still cool, you know? i'm getting ready to spend my spring break in beautiful myrtle beach with the southern part of my family. i know that my younger cousins will want to go clubbin at the teen clubs down there, i'm not so sure about that for myself... but i got a new sketchbook, a mp3 player, and a DS, so 'm happy. i think i'll do some fishing and talk to this one girl i'm interested in...... but whatever......gotta go, i'm still packing.

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[12 Mar 2005|01:11am]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | ludacris feat. Nas and Doug E. Fresh ]

i have finally got my hands on the DC/CMX translation of tenjo tenge, but i'm not really happy with the end product.


sigh...what a disappointment.

making editorial suggestions/changes about a series prior to its release is one thing. The creator has the option to walk away and divorce him or herself from the project if it no longer reflects the vision that s/he wanted.

But to edit a book that already exists is just disrespectful of the work that the creators have done, disrespectful to the fans of the series, and disrespectful to the possibilities of the medium. As others have pointed out, if you're aiming for a young market, then license a book that was created for that market!

Hell, I had such high hopes for the american release prior to this bit of news, but now I'm less likely to give anything from the CMX line a try.

but also i had saved up my money to splurge on the usual stuff......like games and anime!!!!!! i finally got my hands of the daft punk/leiji matsumoto collabaration, "INTERSTELLA 5555!!!" the film was awesome, with definately alot of awe. i had almost forgot how beautiful matsumoto's art was, the techno/house music of daft punk fit right in like pieces to a puzzle! it was great to say the least, and not one person in it said a word, but you could understand what the hell was going on........

i also got.........."DEVIL FUCKING MAY CRY 3!!!!!" WOOT!!!!!! i'm only on the first level since i started a few minutes ago, but it is hard like ninja gaiden, but freakin sweet!!!!!! now if only the cameras shot were a little better......well, got to go....demons to slay, causes to fight, and music to work to!!!!!! seeya!!!

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bowling for pain/pill me up bitch! [08 Mar 2005|02:19am]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Caught in the rain-Revis ]

this weekend i stayed over a friends house and we unexpectedly went to an airforce base bowling alley saturday night to just kick it, bowl, and just have fun. being the fact that my entire family bowls, so i had to uphold my family. i just wish i hadn't done it so altruistically. i gave it my all, and eventually won the second out of 3 games and went home happy.......until sunday morning rolled around....OMFG! I WAS SORE ALL OVER AND COULDN'T MOVE!!!....it's tuesday morning and i'm still sore...and sleepy. i stayed home from school monday, but i gotta go today. there are so many things that i need to do. i gotta boost my GPA by getting all my work turned in, and i gotta tell this girl i like how i feel. but i think i can do it .........I CAN DO-SWEET MERCIFUL CRAP IT HURTS!!!*groans and falls over in pain* maybe i can do it....with maybe some gauze and some bengay?and also, that beautiful artist from the otakon replied to my inane cry for help! killer! ican't wait to hear from her again...

BTW: DEVIL MAY CRY IS 3 OUT THIS MONTH, BITCHES!!!!! AND TOKYOPOP IS DROPPING A MANGA DEDICATED TO IT! SCORE!!!!

oh yeah, it's gonna be a good month.......bangity bang bang bang......

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secret sorrow/the fall of hentai [21 Feb 2005|11:08pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | ordinary people-John legend ]

my home guild on gaia was terminated. it seems someone messed it up for the rest of us and it was just a matter of time before somebody saw it. i had no idea that it was going on, since it happened last night and i was sleep at the time..... damn. but it's ok, cause i started a RP guild today and i am so psyched about it. but even though i've moved on, i still miss my guild.

also, the last topic going on in the guild was premarital sex and here's my take

Mikashi wrote:
SunflowerGoddess wrote:
Mikashi wrote:


I politely asked the viewers of my post not to flame me on this topic, perhaps you haven't read the entire post. And yes, that IS a flame. You're "pointing the finger" over and over again, and it's really uncalled for.

I'm not going to argue back and start some flame war. You disagree with my views and I disagree with yours. I'll respect your opinion though, too bad you can't do the same.


It's also funny how people insist that every time a person with a stance differing from their own looks for a debate, they're flaming.

I've dealt with a lot of people on this topic lately and my patience is growing thin. I'm constantly told that since my body cannot physically carry a child, I should be abstinent for the rest of my life because, somehow, if I abort a fetus to save my own life, I'm "selfish" and "should have thought about that when I had sex". Yeah... just because I expressed love to someone I care deeply about, I deserve to put my own life at risk.


There is a reason that your post can be considered a flame. You're point the finger at me with "you pro-lifers this" and "you pro-lifers that". You could have easily approached the situation in a calm civilized manner.

I do, however, agree that if a persons life is in danger, that an abortion should be considered. But putting your wants before a future life upsets me.

Anyhow, if you patience is getting thin, I suggest you stop this and calm yourself down. This isn't making any of us any happier or anymore supportive.



you know, i've pondering this for ages.....i remember i used to go through this with my ex girlfriend....she used to get mad at me when i asked er 3 simple questions before we fooled around the first time

1. do you believe in safe sex?

2.do you have any STDs?

3. do you have any contraceptives?

of course i always kept a brand new condom in my wallet at all times, but that's not the point. at this point feel like this, most guys i know use premarital sex as a tool for popularity, and they always get mad at me when i begin to pity them and laugh....... because i have never tried to look at a woman that i'm going to be in a relationship with. though i joke about it, mind you, i never am serious about that. i too, mikashi have a nursery in my school, but the school turned it into a class called child development. and it just pisses me off to watch these guys leave these girls with kids and want to disappear everytime the girl says it's theirs. i mean, i just found out that my ex-girlfriend got knocked up and changed schools, so i don't talk to her anymore, the funny thing she already had kid already (not mine, mind you) before we hooked up. it's a damn shame

Mikashi wrote:
View by Love:

I'm 16 years old, and I know in my heart that I've never ACTUALLY been in true love, and it probably won't happen anytime soon. I'm not going to let myself sleep with a man who I know I don't love, and I know won't love me in the future. There is too much of a chance that it won't last. Besdies, I want to save my virginity for my one true future love, my husband.


to truthfully admit it, i'm the type of guy who girls tend to walk over sometimes....i wear my heart on my sleeve, i'm 17 and i have truly fell in love only one time and i do mean love......... i pictured myself marrying this girl. though i had used protection and took all the precautions when we had sex, had i gotten this girl pregnant, i would have immediatly dropped all my elements of immaturity, and stepped up to the plate and took responsibility for consequences of my actions and convictions like a man. there would be nothing i wouldn't do for that girl or my child......i wouid walk through the bowels of hell and the apocalypse if it would that my child had a better chance at life......i now that this might be too grown for gaia, but i've seen too many guys walk out on their children and "baby's mama". i'm sorry if i've offended someone, but i'm not done yet.

Mikashi wrote:
SunflowerGoddess wrote:


"Life" is a very lose term. A cow is a "life", so we should all stop eating beef. A carrot is a "life", so we shouldn't eat fruits or vegetables. A deer is a "life", so we shouldn't hunt.


Well see, you probably won't accept my opinion to this either, since it's all in my christian beliefs. In Genesis, it says that man is superior to the animals, and animals can be used as food.


listen mika, this is my opinion. i know you think it's to get rid of an anti-sentient life before it's even given a fighting chance, and you may be right, but think about this: would you really want to bring a child into this world at its present state? overpopulation, terrorism, famine, natural disasters at their worst, senseless wars born of hereditary grudges. do you think any child has a chance here? if i could i would try not to give a child such a heavy cross to bare at birth. and you can't escape the fact that no matter what you do, people die. and they will because of fate and natural selection. but that's just my opinion, mika. don't take it heart as a flame......

i'm sorry guys. didn't meant to pour my heart through this keyboard like this......

i'm sorry if i've posted this twice, but my comp is buggin' up

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blah-de-blah-de-blah!/ purple monkey dishwasher [09 Feb 2005|02:32am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | this-love-maroon 5 ]

it's 2:30 in the morning... i feel like crap, i have an ear infection, a sore throat, and my dog is snoring like a tranq-ed buffalo in the hallway.... the fat turd...... while i was at a meeting for a commitee about school realted stuff, i bought volume 6 of the berserk manga, which is getting darker and better with every volume! i starting to take a liking to the tough frigid bitch, casca who unfortunately only has eyes for the fruity visionary griffith, who has his fruity eyes on guts, who just wants to come out of this warring state era alive....... one of the most misguided and crazy ass love triangles i have ever seen.... i don't even think it's a love triangle.... maybe a rhombus or trapezoid. aw, who cares! i ain't but it for the lovin' i bought it for the blood and gore!!! damn that guts has got a bigass sword!!!! while staying up like this, i have downloaded the old metal gear solid on gbc to play. it looks retarded, but stylishly retro....... i wonder how many braincells i've killed staying up like this?..........oh well, signing off!

p.s.

gwen stefani is right: those harajuku girls have got some badass style!

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no name/ the documentary [05 Feb 2005|11:01pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | 50 cent-candy shop ]

hey. the funeral went off without a hitch, and it seems i did miss my aunt claudette. after my aunt frances picked me up in her new mercedes benz clk to go to the funeral, and after it was over, the unluckyness started. first of all, i accidentally stepped in dogshit and stepped into her car. goddamn! did it stink!, then when i went to the gas station to fill up the tank, i accidentally bumped the door on an iron pipe! i thought my ass was grass, but i didn't put a dent or scratch in it at all. at the repast i saw alot of people i hadn't seen in a while, and i enjoyed seeing especially my little cousin, diamond, who's house i'm sleeping over tonight. care to say a few words, diamond?

diamond: *pokes around on his cell phone*

me: diamond?

diamond: look man, get the fuck off the net' so i can call this ho, aight?

me: -sigh- whateva..... more to come l8ter.

diamond: this guy.....

also here's the survey diamond took:


The \\
Last Cigarette:Newport
Last Alcoholic Drink:Long Island Ice tea
Last Car Ride:Mercedes CK
Last Kiss:6 months ago
Last Good Cry:a year ago
Last Library Book:Science Fair Book
Last book bought:Romeo and Juliet
Last Book Read:Romeo and Juliet
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:The Boogeyman
Last Movie Rented:Harold and Komar go to White Castle
Last Cuss Word Uttered:Fuck
Last Beverage Drank:Water
Last Food Consumed:Shrimp
Last Crush:Rachael
Last Phone Call:10 minutes ago
Last TV Show Watched:Ned's Disclassification Guide
Last Time Showered:This morning
Last Shoes Worn:New Balance
Last CD Played:Lil Jon; Kings of Crunk
Last Item Bought:Koolerz Gum
Last Download:Nelly
Last Annoyance:My cousin
Last Disappointment:gilrs not coming to the movies
Last Soda Drank:grape soda
Last Thing Written:text message
Last Key Used:e
Last Words Spoken:fuck
Last Sleep:last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:vanilla
Last Chair Sat In:5 minutes ago
Last Webpage Visited:footlocker

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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comin' from where i'm from [04 Feb 2005|03:20am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | drowning pool-tearing away ]

it's 3 in the morning, and i can't go to sleep again. and i have to go to a funeral tomorrow for one of my play-aunts, whom i don't think i've seen since i was 10. i know that i'll miss her, though i can really remember her too vividly. also, i'm studying for the SAT. why? so i can get a fully paid scholarship to the art institute of washington!!!! i feel so lonely, i want to fall in love so badly, but i've been burned before so badly in the past. i also found out that my ex-girlfriend got knocked up and changed schools, so i don't talk to her anymore.

also, here are some tests i took.


Sagara Sanosuke
HASH(0x8469004)

My top result for the SelectSmart.com selector,
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles quiz,
is Danny Pennington?
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bedridden again...... [01 Feb 2005|11:06pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | eminem ft. obie trice - drips ]

i had another asthma attack yesterday..... i hate this childhood handicap. i'm almost 18 and i'm still having them and it's so embarassing. so here i am in bed, hopped up on more medicine and pils than rush limbaugh and robert downey jr put together, and i'm barely even typing this damn entry up *barking cough, followed by hiccup* oh god, that hurt. in other news, i bought fullmetal alchemist on ps2 on saturday and have been happy ever since. i wonder if the mysterious T lady will communicate with again through this blog. more to come later.

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freefalling like a monkey.... [25 Jan 2005|01:56am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | smashmouth-florence ]

i just finished my science project about high fructose corn syrup. and then i have parent teacher conference tomorrow. crap........ and i must save up money to buy the following items:

games:
1.inuyasha and the cursed mask
2.full metal alchemist and the broken angel
3.shining tears

manga:
1. tenjho tenge vol 1
2. tough! vol 1
3. GTO vol 23


also i took a quiz that tell's me i acted my age good for me.



You Are 17 Years Old



17





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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united staes of whateva................... [20 Jan 2005|01:45am]
[ mood | awake ]

it's like 1 am and i can't go to sleep....... i don't even think the allure of pornography will help me now. watchin wolf's rain, and with a 2-hour delay to school tomorrow. MEH........... back to gaiaonline.com

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the end of another year/ what a long strange trip it's been..... [31 Dec 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Queen-Bohemian rhapsody ]

hey there.....another year has gone by...can you believe it passed by so fast? there were so manythings i could have done better, handled better..... but there's nothing i can do now.... there's nothing anyone can do now, but relfect. if it was a good year for year, good for you. keep doin' what you're doin. if it was a shitty year, learn from the mistakes of the past and move on, enlighted with the ability not to make the same mistake twice in the for the future. as i reflect on lost loves, randoms acts of kindness, mixed feelings of rage, despair, fear, hurt, and forelorn hope, i listen to one of the best songs ever: Bohemian Rhapsody, with vocals by one of the best frontmen ever: freddy f**kin' mercury.... i don't care if was gay, his vocals and lyrics rocked on f**king high!
i know it was before my time, but i love that song!!! but back to the point: i hope this new year will usher in a new way thinking: world peace and pacifism. so here's to you, year of our lord, two thousand ought ought four, you were a good year, and we will miss you.



Is this the real life-
Is this just fantasy-
Caught in a landslide-
No escape from reality-
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see-
I’m just a poor boy,i need no sympathy-
Because I’m easy come,easy go,
A little high,little low,
Anyway the wind blows,doesn’t really matter to me,
To me

Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now he’s dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didn’t mean to make you cry-
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters-

Too late,my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine-
Body’s aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody-I’ve got to go-
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth-
Mama ooo- (any way the wind blows)
I don’t want to die,
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all-

I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouche,scaramouche will you do the fandango-
Thunderbolt and lightning-very very frightening me-
Galileo,galileo,
Galileo galileo
Galileo figaro-magnifico-
But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me-
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family-
Spare him his life from this monstrosity-
Easy come easy go-,will you let me go-
Bismillah! no-,we will not let you go-let him go-
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let him go
Bismillah! we will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go-let me go
Will not let you go let me go
No,no,no,no,no,no,no-
Mama mia,mama mia,mama mia let me go-
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,for me,for me-

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye-
So you think you can love me and leave me to die-
Oh baby-can’t do this to me baby-
Just gotta get out-just gotta get right outta here-

Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters-,nothing really matters to me,

Any way the wind blows....

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