| For Julie To See |
[22 Apr 2003|03:54pm] |
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It should show like this Jules:
Ok?Get it now?
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[22 Apr 2003|03:17pm] |
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Watching Punk'd |
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I love my Billy.He's pretty.I don't think he liked me much.Oh well I guess.I mean,it's perfectly normal.Every guy I every liked,they all rejected me.Forget it.Anyways,Nothing really to do.I'm talking to Ems.Billy left to go eat with friends.Eh,maybe so.But you know,whatever.I'm watching Punk'd.They punk'd Seth Green.Fuck,he was getting fucking scared as hell!Lol,it's funny though.I like Ashton Kutcher.He's hot too.Lol.I don't know what's wrong.But I guess I don't know.Billy might not like me,but you know,it's ok I guess.He and I had this weird conversation.[guess]Err,yeah.Lol.Like the way this looks?I do!!!It's pretty.Yeah.Going to be bored.
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[22 Apr 2003|02:14pm] |
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What Is It To Burn//Finch |
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Ems is on.Talking to her lol,like I do every day!Well,I think everyday.Wait yeah,everyday.Lol.I'm very very and xtremely bored.I'm watching Fullhouse.The wife is having twins,and the dad's all shocked.[he only wanted one kid.]
Ok....geee......it's kinda boring.Oi,I remembered kindergarden.It was ok,I guess.Kinda sucky,cause I had no one to pick me up really.My life as a little kid had sucked.
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| A Poem |
[22 Apr 2003|01:24pm] |
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Stupid Girl//Cold |
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Err,yeah.I decided to write [again] since I have nothing to do.I don't want to finish a little of my site right now.Kind lazy.Sorry I'm just very very lazy and you know,it's kinda upsetting.I want to talk to my Billy boy!Err,yeah.Lol.Hehe.I'm wacky,and it's perfectly ok!Here's a poem just for Billy.
Ten Things I Love About You
I love the way you look at me
Cause it makes me go insane
I love your brand of clothes line
You should know I'll be your biggest fan and supporter
I love your face
It always will make me smile with pride
I love the way I can trust and confide in you
I know you won't lie and break my heart
I love how you help others
Cause that makes me swell with pride
I love how your so perfect to me
I know there's not a thing wrong with you
I love the way you dress
It's like your outspoken and dont care what others think
I love how your kind and nice to others
Cause it means I found a perfect prince charming
I love how I can rely on you
I'll always know you'll be there so I can cry on your shoulder
But
I especially love the way I love you
I've loved you long ago,
Now,
And always forever.
Errr,yeah,it's kinda gay,but ok!Lol.<^>^_-<^> I'm weird and pyscho pathik.I hate me.I'm a loser.I'm a fake.I'm no good.I'm just a living dead girl.I'm a fake.
Billy and Emily will come on soon.[I hope]So I'll write when they sign on!!!Good Bye.<333 Love my Billy.Only I should love him!Rawr.
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| Billy + Me? |
[22 Apr 2003|12:45pm] |
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Blurry//Puddle of Mudd |
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Making a website,about me.Err,yeah.Boring I know.It's ok.^_- I'm going to see if Billy thinks Im pretty enough for him,or not.Lol.I hope so.[<333]Cause I've liked him awhile.But I know it isn't meant to be.I've liked him to long to bare it!:( He just won't notice me!It's not my fault,but I don't get a chance to say hi to him!So I think I'm just going to give up on love.Why would anything equal like I want? Like Billy + Me? It's not a very clear picture,it'll never happen.But whatever.Ok.That's enough.I've tired myself out.I think I'm going to cry now.I love my Billy.
I love you Billy.
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[22 Apr 2003|09:07am] |
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I love my Billy to reeses pieces.^_^ Lol.
Stupid Girl!
Cold frickin is the shit.
Err,going to go lay down.I feel upset and depressed.I gotta wait for Ems to get on later anyways.So maybe I can talk to my Billy.Whee.Woo hoo.So glad.
Swallow my life today.It's going away.
I'm a stupid girl.:P Haha.I am especially probably to Billy.=( Whatever anyways.
Dea is my real name.Of course Megan told the WHOLE world with her BIG mouth!!!!
Kidding Megs.I still love you.<^>^_^<^> Haha.
Fuck off.Lol.I'll write later.
~~*Dea*~~
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[21 Apr 2003|10:24pm] |
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Yeah,kinda did nothing today,just been bored.Trying to make this blurty look good.>.< Just for Billy.He's such a beauty.=) He's my pretty boy.I'm watching Clueless,with the dumb blonde.Really,my favorite nickname is Hidden Violence,so I use Hidden Violence for my name.I hate my real name!Anyways,it's ok.
I want to talk to my Billy boy...I haven't gotten to talk to him.It's just been Emily!Err,yeah.^_^ So that's about it.
I'm tired of guys who stalk me.Here's some things to say:
1. Do not stalk me cause I can kick your ass.
2. You shouldn't stalk during daylight,get caught faster.
3. Refer to the two above for guidance lines.
4. It's permitted if we see someone stalking us,we kick you in the balls.[Ouchies]
5. Dumbass guys stalk the blondes.Big no no.
6. Good people [ like Billy] can stalk 'weird' people like me.
That's about all I think I can think of.Emily said that Billy might like me.I don't know yet.That's most likely a no.Err,whatever.I'm going to be so upset.I want and need him.He's what makes me live.He's my inner strength.He's my everything.I get carried away sometimes,I'm caught by time.
I've heard people make their blurtys private.I don't like making mine private,cause I know Billy [maybe] might have a slight chance and read it.But I mean,I do want him to know how I feel.It's perfectly ok.=) Cause he's a beautiful person inside and out.That's why I'm dedicating myself all to him.^_- Trust me guys,don't steal me!I'm owned.[I wish.]
Err,yeah.Lol.See this is what he told me once that everybody saw him as a skinny boy!And you know thats a biggie.That's very crude.Blah,you little cheeseballs.I hate when people judge others one their size.It's pretty damn gay.
I find myself:
-A bitch sometimes
-Unpretty
-Not very nice alot
-Quiet
-Sometimes a bit nausious
-Obsessed with something
-Like something to much to drive it away [I can maybe drive Billy away!x.xBad.]
I'm just a pessimistic person.I like different stuff.Just I'm not normal very often.
I've wasted so much time of your time.Sorry,my fault.Maybe I shall just go and sleep and dream of Billy killing me again.Very very very mean.I cried.Good night.Have some good nightmares. ^_^
~~*HiDDeN VioLeNcE*~~
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| BiLLy iS G0D! |
[21 Apr 2003|05:40pm] |
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BiLLY iS G0D!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm random.But I love him to death.He's so fucking hot.
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this is my icon.:P