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| 01:27am 10/08/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Hello -Hole
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i feel like a bitch. i dont have a reason...i just do. i always feel bad for no reason...its stupid...i'm glad that pretty much no one reads this...unlike xanga, there arent and rumor spreading attention craving bitches on here (that i know of) fuck...i cant sleep...i can never fucking sleep lately..i should overdose on sleeping pills..of course...i probably STILL wouldnt be able to sleep..i want to talk to someone...i dont know who. i guess i want to talk to davis, i was reading Princess Ai today and the guy in there was just like davis. fuck. why do i feel like i love him? do i love him? maybe i'm just being fucking stupid. he's an awesome person though..really he is...i dont know...i feel wierd tonight. i dont want to go to school tomorrow. i never want to go to school though. i guess there's a few people i want to see, but hell, i doubt i'll see them. i'm going crazy..i was actually having fun today outside after school...of course, the one day i am, my mom has to come early. but whatever. i had to go see my grandparents today.....it was boring, nothing new. i really need to start doing things to entertain my time. my cousins are going home in like 2 weeks or something...i think i have to do something with them this weekend on sunday...but i dont know about saturday..i should see if hannah and/or meg want to do something. but i dont want to make plans too soon. my mom will come up with some reason that i shouldnt do it or something. i wonder how hannah is doing, havent talked to her since the 6th of august..well...i guess i'll go, i'm bored out of my mind but Stevie is on now so she should spice up my life XD lol...cya... |
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