he lies and lies and lies...   
01:37am 31/07/2004
 
mood: angry
music: Rock Star -Hole
*sigh* davis sucks...i hate him sometimes....i dont know. i just wish he wouldn't lie to me. it makes me feel bad...its like he doesnt trust me...maybe i over react too much...
his dad found out about him smoking...stevie told me...not davis....
guess where his dad found it...
the fucking trumpet case...
"no its just a bag of lighters!!"
he's such a fucking liar...i wish i didn't care about him...i wish i could hate him...why can't i?
stupid people......stupid everything...can't we just fake existence...
lets just fucking stare at the stars tonight and forget that we exist...

AHHH! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!		  
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and i think i'm sick of existance...   
02:29am 31/07/2004
 
mood: cranky
somethings are good i guess...i got back in touch with my """boyfriend"""/bestfriend from when i was 3 heh. he's great..he's really sweet and has good taste in music and i love talking to him..i wish he didn't live in florida...he's awesome...though it made me think...i really wish i had a boyfriend...it'd be nice being with someone and feeling like they'd care about you no matter what...i'm cheesy...i know...i dont know...i guess i just wish i had someone that i could tell anything to...i'm pathetic.
i sort of want to go downtown tomorrow...but i don't want to see davis...(hannah invited him) i didnt tell her about davis' dad finding out though...i dont know..its none of my business...i guess this is sort of a pathetic post...but i dont know what to say...i dont have anyone to talk about how much i love them heh......i wish chris didn't have a girl friend...		  
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