| i squashed the blossom, and the blossom's dead... | ||||
| 10:59am 12/07/2004 | ||||
CloudsBrnBlack [7:12 PM]: hey Broken Wings6794 [7:12 PM]: hey Broken Wings6794 [7:12 PM]: are you still mad at me? CloudsBrnBlack [7:13 PM]: I wasn't mad at you guys Broken Wings6794 [7:13 PM]: =( you sure? you seemed mad CloudsBrnBlack [7:13 PM]: I was just a bit frustrated I guess, Don't worry about it, It was my fault anyways Broken Wings6794 [7:14 PM]: =\ no it wasnt...we were being bitches heh Broken Wings6794 [7:14 PM]: sorry about your window CloudsBrnBlack [7:14 PM]: its alright I've been trying to convince my parents to get me a new one. Broken Wings6794 [7:15 PM]: lol cool CloudsBrnBlack [7:15 PM]: kik CloudsBrnBlack [7:15 PM]: heh* Broken Wings6794 [7:18 PM]: so, what have you been up to? besides being annoyed..heh CloudsBrnBlack [7:19 PM]: Nah I don't blame you guys so just stop with that, I haven't really been up to anything Broken Wings6794 [7:19 PM]: heh ok Broken Wings6794 [7:19 PM]: cool Broken Wings6794 [7:20 PM]: sorry..i have a guilt issue Broken Wings6794 [7:20 PM]: i got sick last night because i decided to experiment with diet pills lol CloudsBrnBlack [7:20 PM]: >.< Broken Wings6794 [7:20 PM]: i took like 2 kinds of diet pills and a caffeine pill Broken Wings6794 [7:20 PM]: and then meagan got mad at me Broken Wings6794 [7:20 PM]: and hid all the meds lol CloudsBrnBlack [7:21 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [7:22 PM]: she was like "i'm not hiding your body!!!!!" i don't think diet pills can kill you... CloudsBrnBlack [7:22 PM]: taking enough of any drug can kill you Broken Wings6794 [7:23 PM]: well...i only took one of each CloudsBrnBlack [7:23 PM]: and how many was that Broken Wings6794 [7:25 PM]: ummm.... Broken Wings6794 [7:25 PM]: 3 or 4 CloudsBrnBlack [7:25 PM]: you shouldn't do that Broken Wings6794 [7:26 PM]: i wanted to see what would happed Broken Wings6794 [7:26 PM]: *happen CloudsBrnBlack [7:26 PM]: it can get you really sick Broken Wings6794 [7:26 PM]: eh. just made me want to throw up CloudsBrnBlack [7:26 PM]: not to menchon kill you Broken Wings6794 [7:26 PM]: i don't think i took enough to kill me CloudsBrnBlack [7:27 PM]: yea but if yuou were going to throw up it wasn't a good idea Broken Wings6794 [7:27 PM]: yea Broken Wings6794 [7:27 PM]: i guess Broken Wings6794 [7:28 PM]: i also drank mouth wash haha...i always want to try everything i can get my hand on CloudsBrnBlack [7:29 PM]: >.< Broken Wings6794 [7:30 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [7:30 PM]: *hands Broken Wings6794 [7:31 PM]: i was like i want to try extessy..weee!! Broken Wings6794 [7:31 PM]: heh CloudsBrnBlack [7:31 PM]: you don't want to try extessy CloudsBrnBlack [7:31 PM]: lol CloudsBrnBlack [7:31 PM]: Youd get really depressed afterwards CloudsBrnBlack [7:32 PM]: not to menchon to try rape anybody your with lol Broken Wings6794 [7:32 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:32 PM]: yeah Broken Wings6794 [7:32 PM]: hannah and i want to try it at meg;s house Broken Wings6794 [7:33 PM]: and meg can watch us Broken Wings6794 [7:33 PM]: and we were like Broken Wings6794 [7:33 PM]: "if we start having sex or something..stop us" CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: right Broken Wings6794 [7:33 PM]: and meg said she wouldnt, she'd just video tape it CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: thats the point of extessy though CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: >.< CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: to touch eachother CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: there is like no point in taking it unless you are feeling yourself all over CloudsBrnBlack [7:33 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:33 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:34 PM]: but you can act crazy! yay! CloudsBrnBlack [7:34 PM]: no you won't CloudsBrnBlack [7:34 PM]: >.< CloudsBrnBlack [7:34 PM]: Extessy isnt' a drug that you get high and are liek wheeeeeeee on >.< its a sex drug lol Broken Wings6794 [7:35 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:35 PM]: fine then Broken Wings6794 [7:35 PM]: we'll have to move down on our list of drugs lol Broken Wings6794 [7:35 PM]: we were like making a list of drugs to try Broken Wings6794 [7:36 PM]: then we realized Broken Wings6794 [7:36 PM]: niether of us ever have money lol CloudsBrnBlack [7:36 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [7:37 PM]: meagan was like "you guys are only using me for my money and water" Broken Wings6794 [7:37 PM]: heh CloudsBrnBlack [7:37 PM]: Well thats all You guys use me for CloudsBrnBlack [7:37 PM]: >.< Broken Wings6794 [7:37 PM]: nuh-uh! CloudsBrnBlack [7:37 PM]: mhmmm Broken Wings6794 [7:38 PM]: nuh-uh!!!!! *folds arms and sticks tongue out* CloudsBrnBlack [7:38 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:38 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [7:39 PM]: but seriously, we dont! CloudsBrnBlack [7:39 PM]: sure Broken Wings6794 [7:40 PM]: grrr Broken Wings6794 [7:40 PM]: =P Broken Wings6794 [7:41 PM]: we wouldnt have walked 4 miles to see you if we were only using you for your money Broken Wings6794 [7:41 PM]: we could've got raped! CloudsBrnBlack [7:41 PM]: thats your exscuse everytime >.< We could have gotten raped if you didn't come along Broken Wings6794 [7:42 PM]: lmfao Broken Wings6794 [7:42 PM]: no seriously! CloudsBrnBlack [7:42 PM]: why did you guys walk over anyways Broken Wings6794 [7:42 PM]: all these red necks were honking at us! Broken Wings6794 [7:42 PM]: i dont know. we just felt like seeing you Broken Wings6794 [7:42 PM]: and we thought you were mad at us and avoiding us CloudsBrnBlack [7:43 PM]: The only reason I would avoid you guys is because I woiuldn't want to cause trouble, Thats why I wanted to go home while I was downtown with you guys.. Broken Wings6794 [7:43 PM]: =\ you werent causing trouble though. Broken Wings6794 [7:44 PM]: if anyone was causing trouble...it was me and hannah CloudsBrnBlack [7:44 PM]: yea but the only reason there was trouble was because of me Broken Wings6794 [7:45 PM]: no Broken Wings6794 [7:45 PM]: because hannah and i dont know when to shut up CloudsBrnBlack [7:45 PM]: yes CloudsBrnBlack [7:46 PM]: yea but you see it was because of me you guyts wouldn't shut up[ Broken Wings6794 [7:46 PM]: grr..no we were just being stupid and wanted to know where to get heroin lol CloudsBrnBlack [7:47 PM]: I'm not going to fucking tell where to get any and if you do fucking try to mess with me again about that I'll get some myself and fucking OD on it on purpose CloudsBrnBlack [7:47 PM]: I'm really serious about that I don't want you guys to fuck around with stuff lioke that Broken Wings6794 [7:47 PM]: calm down, we wont do it. dont worry about it CloudsBrnBlack [7:48 PM]: sorry.. Broken Wings6794 [7:48 PM]: and dont even fucking say that you'll OD CloudsBrnBlack [7:48 PM]: If it scares you guys enough to shut up and not think about doing it I will Broken Wings6794 [7:49 PM]: =\ don't even talk about ODing ok? Broken Wings6794 [7:50 PM]: and don't worry about us doing drugs Broken Wings6794 [7:50 PM]: we're just being stupid Broken Wings6794 [7:50 PM]: we don't even know where to get any, and we dont have any money, so just dont worry about it CloudsBrnBlack [7:51 PM]: Sorry I'm just in a weird mood I guess Broken Wings6794 [7:51 PM]: its ok Broken Wings6794 [7:51 PM]: we shouldn't have ever brought up heroin in the first place CloudsBrnBlack [7:52 PM]: Don't worry about it I'm just being an ass to you guys when you talk about it, I act to seriously when I know you guys a kiddin Broken Wings6794 [7:53 PM]: its ok. we shouldn't kid about it anyways... Broken Wings6794 [7:53 PM]: we're just immature little bitches CloudsBrnBlack [7:53 PM]: Well I'm just kind of worried since we are going to highschool and stuff.. Broken Wings6794 [7:54 PM]: =\ what are you worried about Broken Wings6794 [7:54 PM]: ? CloudsBrnBlack [7:54 PM]: nothing CloudsBrnBlack [7:54 PM]: nvm Broken Wings6794 [7:54 PM]: no. not nevermind. what are you worried about? its going to get worse if you just say nevermind about it CloudsBrnBlack [7:55 PM]: Think abotu it its highschool, Its alot easier for you guys to get into stuff liek that Broken Wings6794 [7:56 PM]: heh, yeah i guess it would be. but also, it'd be alot easier for you to as well...more easier for you to than it would be for us CloudsBrnBlack [7:57 PM]: I know but that also makes easier for me to protect you guys in my case because I sware if anybody gives you guys any shit without me fucking knowing about it I would fucking kick their ass CloudsBrnBlack [7:57 PM]: I know I sound paranoid about it CloudsBrnBlack [7:57 PM]: but I really would do something liek that before CloudsBrnBlack [7:58 PM]: I've beat up on jeff just for messing with me about getting you guys started Broken Wings6794 [7:58 PM]: =\ thanks CloudsBrnBlack [7:58 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [7:59 PM]: don't worry about us starting though... Broken Wings6794 [7:59 PM]: its just something we joke abourt Broken Wings6794 [7:59 PM]: *about CloudsBrnBlack [7:59 PM]: I'm trying to trust you guys but if you ever broke that trust it wouldn't be pretty CloudsBrnBlack [8:00 PM]: and I know in a way I broke you guys trust for me Broken Wings6794 [8:00 PM]: heh. like it wasnt when you broke our trust Broken Wings6794 [8:00 PM]: ... Broken Wings6794 [8:00 PM]: i guess we sort of over reacted about that...sorry CloudsBrnBlack [8:01 PM]: but I am trying to regain my trust, and don't think I wasn't going to tell you because every fucking day I would think about it and I was to scared because I was afraid something like that would happen CloudsBrnBlack [8:01 PM]: don't woryr about it I guess I deserved for my life to feel like it was over for a while Broken Wings6794 [8:02 PM]: =\ i still trust you..its just..i don't know...i have a hard time trusting people, and i guess thats why i was so upset about it, and hearing it from ben wasn't exactly the best way to hear it... and no you didn't deserve it. i don't know, its like hannah and i both have trust problems, so...we both over reacted CloudsBrnBlack [8:03 PM]: I know CloudsBrnBlack [8:03 PM]: thats why I am trusting you with insurrance Broken Wings6794 [8:04 PM]: heh...insurance? CloudsBrnBlack [8:05 PM]: Basically fucking with the person who gave it to you and then fucking with myself Broken Wings6794 [8:05 PM]: heh. CloudsBrnBlack [8:05 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [8:05 PM]: i see CloudsBrnBlack [8:05 PM]: sorry we got into this conversation Broken Wings6794 [8:06 PM]: don't be sorry...please? i don't want you to be sorry, i'd rather talk about it than think about tons of things that arent even true CloudsBrnBlack [8:06 PM]: heh Broken Wings6794 [8:08 PM]: are you still sorry? CloudsBrnBlack [8:09 PM]: maybe. CloudsBrnBlack [8:09 PM]: yes Broken Wings6794 [8:09 PM]: grrr Broken Wings6794 [8:09 PM]: dont be sorry! Broken Wings6794 [8:10 PM]: or i'll be sorry! CloudsBrnBlack [8:10 PM]: I can't help it Broken Wings6794 [8:10 PM]: yeah, i know that feeling Broken Wings6794 [8:10 PM]: but still, try not to be... Broken Wings6794 [8:10 PM]: or i'll shove a cake in your face CloudsBrnBlack [8:10 PM]: works for me Broken Wings6794 [8:11 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [8:11 PM]: no..you're suppose to be scared lol Broken Wings6794 [8:12 PM]: i have frosting in my hair CloudsBrnBlack [8:12 PM]: cool Broken Wings6794 [8:13 PM]: lol yeah...very cool CloudsBrnBlack [8:13 PM]: I got another song idea Broken Wings6794 [8:14 PM]: cool. when do i get to hear it? CloudsBrnBlack [8:14 PM]: Er... CloudsBrnBlack [8:14 PM]: I'm still really shy about showing people things I write, you would jhave to like steal it from me Broken Wings6794 [8:15 PM]: =( dont be shy! you can read my stuff...and it all suckx Broken Wings6794 [8:15 PM]: *sucks CloudsBrnBlack [8:15 PM]: >.< Mine definatly sucks more Broken Wings6794 [8:16 PM]: nuh-uh!!! Broken Wings6794 [8:17 PM]: yours dont suck CloudsBrnBlack [8:17 PM]: you've never read them CloudsBrnBlack [8:17 PM]: >.< Broken Wings6794 [8:17 PM]: and i'm going to go to your house when your not there CloudsBrnBlack [8:17 PM]: and them CloudsBrnBlack [8:17 PM]: is like Broken Wings6794 [8:17 PM]: and sneak into room CloudsBrnBlack [8:17 PM]: 4 songs Broken Wings6794 [8:17 PM]: and take them! CloudsBrnBlack [8:18 PM]: and they are all basically just tiny qoutes that I amde up that I would like to fit in with a song CloudsBrnBlack [8:19 PM]: l.ol and if you don't liek me saying sorry you won't liek the song Idea that I came up with thats called sorry Broken Wings6794 [8:19 PM]: lol Broken Wings6794 [8:20 PM]: i still want to read them Broken Wings6794 [8:21 PM]: are they in your notebook? Broken Wings6794 [8:22 PM]: hey, i gtg. =( Broken Wings6794 [8:22 PM]: i'm going to read your songs some day though Broken Wings6794 [8:22 PM]: like it or not! Broken Wings6794 [8:23 PM]: see ya and i didnt cop the rest of the good byes, well, you get the point..cya. |
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