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[22 Sep 2003|06:50pm]
Quizzes )
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[22 Sep 2003|04:02pm]
Heeey...whats going on? My mom finally bought me some blank cds today. *temporarily cheered up emo kid* lol.

Okay now lemme explain the whole Royce thing. You know she treats my like shit basically and always has and stuff. And you know she gets mad at me for no reason for like 3 days and i always take the blame for it even though i didn't even know why she was mad. But i always come back to her and stuff. Always. And i act like it never happened. GRR. And the whole Trent thing really pisses me off. I mean...Trent? Come on...at least like Cyrus. That at least made me think you might be halfway normal. (yeah i changed to 2nd person. Shut up.)
And she always hangs around w/ megan sites and that really pisses me off cos i hate megan sites...and she can choose her own friends and all...but im overprotective...and i dont want her to get hurt. Grr. Megan sites never loved her half as much as me (ooo taking back sunday lyric). None of her friends have. And she doesn't even realize that i'm the only friend she has that gives two shits about her. Grr. Nerg.

(Okay now. I need to go back to 8th grade english or something. That was so incoherent.)

OOOHHHH YEAH! I forgot...funniest thing happened after school. I was waiting ouside for my mom to pick me up and Courtney Pinson opened the door and she was with Olivia and she asked to see my bookbag. She looked at where you crossed out her name and then she said that she's gonna beat you up...i was just like sure...lol...it was hilarious. And she was serious about beating you up. Heh.

Okay now the Frankie thing...you know "The Places That You've Come to Fear the Most"...well that holds significant meaning to me because its about conforming and acting like you're something you're not just to be accepted. Well you know I've always just wanted to be accepted...so i figure...whatever i have to do. Thanks for making me come to my senses though. See? I told you I'm a loser. Soy un perdedor.

Its friends like you two that make me happy to be alive.

Hmm...what else...I think thats all. Blah blah blah

*The Dirty Emo Fox*
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[21 Sep 2003|03:17pm]
Just Cos' You Feel It Doesn't Mean It's There )
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[21 Sep 2003|03:10pm]
Hello, I love you )

oh yeah...cos im kool like that
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[21 Sep 2003|02:20pm]
I really like the song "If I Die" by Something Corporate. Awesome song lyricly, and the drums start getting fast in the verses at just the right time and it accentuates everything perfectly. <33.

If you were wondering why i was even considering going to frankie's im not telling you cos' you'll probably laugh at me...actually you won't but i'm not telling you anyway

I'm bored.

Blah blah blah

Yeh this sucks. I'm all lonely and junk. I mean i haven't had a g/f since lik 6th grade. Come on...how loserific am I?

okay well i think thats all i've got to kveth about.

*The Dirty Emo Fox*
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Concerts... [20 Sep 2003|10:45pm]
Okay now...maybe this time my chances of actually going to a concert won't be fucked. Thursday is playing in 3 days in columbus. Taking Back Sunday and Saves the Day are playing in cincinnati the 26th. Drive-Thru records tour with The Starting Line and some other bands is october 3rd (i think). I just wanted to list these here so i wouldnt forget. If you two might be able to go tell me.
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[20 Sep 2003|06:45pm]
standing on the edge of morning
scent of sex and new found glory
playing as she's pulling back her hair
she drives away
she's feeling worthless
used again but nothing's different
she stayed the night
but knows he doesn't care

home by three
deafening quiet
the porch light's off
yes they forgot it
she cried herself to sleep
but she don't dare
then she wants to be a model
she wants to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful

i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you

dressed by dawn and out the door
no light
she memorized the floor
so she could leave without being detected
she works till three
it's uniform
she dreams that he'll come by the store
she prays for days
the boys mean she's protected
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
she's beautiful

i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you

and she won't sleep
she won't sleep
and she won't sleep
at all

i want to save you
i want to save you
i need you
save me too
i want to save you
(let me save you)
i want to save you
(let me save you)
i want to save you
(let me save you)
i want to save you
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[20 Sep 2003|05:55pm]
Woah...my journal is all koolified now. If you couldn't figure it out yourself, the background is of something corporate.

How Long is the Night-Thursday
If we run far away do you think we will ever die?
We'll throw these books in the fire
Can you stop the train
Cause it some delay?
The change machine lied
And it's too late to scream

How long is the night?
It's never over
The ribbon was tied
But the card was never read
The ribbon was crimson
The color of the night

Can you see the handwriting on the walls
And on the autumn leaves that call
"What are we gonna do?"
The trees are giving up on us
The needle and the thread
Won't stitch us to the branch
And the night never ends

I will never sleep again
(I will never even close my eyes)


If the sun is on its way
Then we will never die
And we'll follow these tracks to the sight
Now the lungs collapse
And the air is getting thin
All breath expired
Is it too late to heal?

How long is the night?

It's all I ever see anymore
But the day was so bright in the pictures
In the photo album that you gave me
It's all I have to live for


I'm falling down
And you're not here to break my fall
I shut my eyes when you're around
I hold my breath to kill the sound of your voice
I'm falling down.
And you're not here to break my fall
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[20 Sep 2003|01:23am]


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[20 Sep 2003|12:35am]
SWAS
You are.."Summer Wind was Always our
Song". You're a super nostalgic one..who
always dwells in the past..and can't except
that life isn't fair. Hearts change..oh-so
nostalgic one..so just look to the future.


Which Ataris song are you?
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best of me
the best of me


which STARTING LINE song are you?
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how long is the night?
What Thursday Song Are You?

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What Radiohead song are you?



coldplay01
You are "Yellow" by Coldplay


What Coldplay Song Are You?
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you're DEAD LEAVES AND THE DIRTY GROUND. you growl
and burn and yearn. oh yeah.


Which White Stripes Song Are You?
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[19 Sep 2003|10:32pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | The ataris-boys of summer ]

A train crashed
And everything slows down
I was wishing I could get out of this town
These dreams we've had
Have never made you cry
And I am not a twinkle in your eye
But I've got to get out of here
Cuz you drive me up the wall

I've got to get out of here
Cuz I can't stand to fall

And If I die
see you won't be so close to me
And I won't be the one
Who sticks around
If I'm awake
see you won't go to sleep, I promise
And I won't be the one
Who lets you down


Tailgates, long talks
And your superficial friends
Shiny, silver Fords
That lead us to dead ends
And I said do you lick these salty wounds
That you, yourself condone
I sit, wait, and I'm all alone
But I can't go home
'Cause you're my home


If I die
see you won't be so close to me

And I won't be the one
Who sticks around
If I'm awake
see you won't go to sleep, I promise
And I won't be the one
Who lets you down
No, I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down


Tell me where you are tonight
And is everything alright?
Do you remember what I said,
While he's sleeping in your bed?
tell me now you Smile hard
cuz i don't smile much so far
And is he everything you need?
Is he everything I couldn't be?

Does he make everything match better?
Bring you all the shiny weather that you want
And is he everything
everything I'm not

And If I die
You won't be so close to me
And I won't be the one
Who sticks around
If I'm awake
see you won't go to sleep, I promise
And I won't be the one
Who lets you down
no, I won't let you down
no, I won't let you down
I won't let you down
I won't let you down

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Why can't you make up your mind? [18 Sep 2003|06:50pm]
[ mood | morose ]
[ music | Ben Fold's Five-Battle of Who could care less ]

Lesson #1 on drumming that your instructor has told you ten billion times but you never listened so you had to learn it yourself: Don't kill the cymbal!!!

My right hand hurts really bad...

Julie...if i forget to tell you...on the DC dvd...
A) If you want to be a true Dashboard fan, you have to think Chris Carraba is really hot. Realllly hottt. (This also works for if you want to be truly emo or a true Bright Eyes fan..."Conor Oberst is soo hott"...but with that one you have to post it incessantly on your blurty...lol) And you also have to know that his full name is Christopher Ender Carraba.
B) The other guitarist has kool hair
C) when the guitarist sits down at the piano during So Impossible, you can see the top of his crack (I've seen the dvd way too many times...lol).
D) The bassist is soooo emo! But his shirt needs to be tighter. LoL


Shake down you make me break
For goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
Of something new with you
Shout out don't drown the sound
I'll drown you out
You'll never scream so loud
As I want to scream with you


Standing there with your smile blinding
Your eyes from seeing
My face as I'm dying
To figure out a girl
But she drifts so far away
I'm on her coast
So maybe I should stay
And map around your world


[Chorus]
So Don't Say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled me
Into your hurricane


Stand up don't make a sound
Your ears might bleed
There are sweet flourescent enemies
That live inside me
The world moves faster than I knew
Not fast enough to not creep up on you
And the space we put between
pll me under your weather patterns
Your cold fronts and the rain don't matter
Becuase the sun burns what I needed


[Chorus]
So Don't Say
"These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
But the wind went and pulled you
Into the hurricane

You don't do it on purpose
But you make me shake

Now I count the hours 'til you wake
With your babies breath
Breathe symphonies
Come on sweet catastrophe

Well, maybe this time I can follow through
I can feel complete
Stop paying dues
Stop the rain from falling
Keep my ocean calm
This time I know nothings wrong

[Chorus]
So Don't Say, "These currents are still killing me"
and you can't explain
how the wind went and pulled me in and no,
You Don't Say, "These currents are still killing me"
And you can't explain
how the wind went and pulled me into your hurricane.

(Hurricane-Something Corporate)


I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me

And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you need me, for you to notice me

(For you to notice-Dashboard confessional)


In this room I'm sitting by your side.
It rains for hours and the phone is off its hook.
Standing on the edge, casting lots to set me up before you knock me down,
off the summer's edge and drown me.
We're betting on our own lives, making up for all the time we lost.
In this house of cards we're all holding hearts and spades
(one breath, one step could knock it all down)
but you lead with your eyes and you give it away
(decide, design to cut from the clouds).
When the people you love get lost in the shuffle
you let it go and then you fold.

So we stay on the open road.
We drive for hours and still no end in sight at all.
Driving in your car, miss the stop sign, fall in love, just to get knocked out.

Pull your punches and burn with your cigarettes.
Pulled like a punch and burnt like a cigarette?
forever.
(Thursday-Standing on the Edge of Summer)

tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
The worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to hear that familiar voice
and pictures brought from memory
we reflect on miscomunication
and misunderstandings
and missing each other two
much too without you, let go

we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you

We're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud


tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
We will kiss girl
we will kiss girl


tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up

we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
(Best of me-The Starting Line)

ten minutes to downtown is ten minutes too far
when my friends all say i'm crazy,
maybe i'm being selfish
maybe i'm just scared
don't be gone when i get home... I need you there
if i had to explain it i wouldn't know were to start
it's like you're falling in love, while i just fall apart
ten minutes to downtown is ten minutes too far
when my hartis saying you're crazy maybe things are getting better... maybe
things aren't so bad
don't be gone when i get home... you're all i have
if I had to explain it,
i wouldn't know where to start

its like you're falling in love while i just fall apart
pockets empty, how can you tell me
that everything will work out...
a pointless fight when you're always right
and everything will work out
sometimes, i miss you more whenever i'm at home
i've been home all summer... now i'm leaving you alone
pockets empty, how can you tell me that everything will work out...
a pointless fight when you're always right and
everything will work out
(Ten minutes-The get up kids)


The only thing that matters
is just following your heart,
and eventually you'll finally get it right.
(for some reason i had the urge to look up the lyrics to that song...and i like that part...but not the rest cos its too happy...but im gonna dl it anyway...if you didnt know its in this diary by the ataris)

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The Problems with People who Don't Know [17 Sep 2003|07:47pm]
I hope you’re happy
I don’t what to say to you
I just can’t put it into words
I hate the way you look at me
You look at me in disgust

If I ran in front of a car for you
Would it make you happy?
You’re never happy
If I jumped off a bridge for you
Would it make you happy?
Or should I wait

I care about you
But you can’t see it
‘Cause you don’t look
I’m the best friend you ever had
But you don’t see it

If I jumped off a bridge for you
Would it make you happy?
Or should I wait
Until you’ve gotten what you want from me
‘Cause all I want is for you to be happy
Would it make you happy?

You can pick your own friends
And I don’t care
If it’ll make you happy
But just realize, please
That you don’t know the meaning of friend

If I ran in front of a car for you
Would it make you happy?
You’re never happy
If I jumped off a bridge for you
Would it make you happy?
All I want is for you to be happy
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[17 Sep 2003|04:54pm]
Gah...I'm mad at you julie...i'm still gonna send you the songs, but I'm mad at you...gah...

Do you guys get the point that i like taking these tests?

cute with the 'e'
You are "Cute without the 'e'"


Which Taking Back Sunday song are you?
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adamhanging
You're "Cute without the "e"",
Your relationships usually go a little
something like this: You fall for them, they
cheat on you, you become a stalker. The end.


Which taking back sunday song are you?
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You're "You're So Last Summer". Poetic,
rare and devoted, but confused. "Maybe I
should hate you for this/Never really did ever
quite get that far/But the truth is I would
never lie to you/Unless I had to/I'll do what I
got to"


What Taking Back Sunday song are you?
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turpentinechaser
You're "Turpentine Chaser". You are
truly an emo song, comparing your feelings to
inanimate objects, or in this case, liquids.
Just make sure not to inhale too much.


Which Dashboard Confessional Song are You?
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book with feather pen writing
living in your letters


Which Dashboard Confessional song are you like?
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Which BRAND NEW song are you?

freakish
:: freakish ::


So, Which SAVES THE DAY song are YOU?
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shouldertothewheel
What Saves The Day song are you?

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Take the test, by Emily.

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quizzes [14 Sep 2003|10:26pm]
Wicca Result
You are Wiccan. Calm and peacful, you are in tune
with nature. You cast spells to cure people,
and will never hurt a living thing. You are
skilled at just about everything. Now go
purify that new Athame. WICCA


What religion does your personality match up to?
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hehehe...doesn't surprise me...i'm not wiccan though


pantoum



find your poetry style
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envy
You are guilty of Envy! All you do is worry and
worry about people being better than you. Be
careful - or Satan might put you in freezing
water!


Which of the Seven Deadly Sins are you most guilty of?
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Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In?

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Homer lying on couch
"Kids, you've tried your best and failed
miserably. The lesson is, never try." You
used to have a goal, a dream. But somewhere
along the way, you failed at acheiving this.
Now, you don't even try anymore. You've most
likely given up on things you once loved. While
this attitude can prevent failure from
occuring, it doesn't help you acheive your
dreams either. Realize that all dreams aren't
impossible, and that life is what you make of
it.


Which Advice Quote said by Homer Simpson are You?
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Hearts and Flowers and... I wish people would stop sending me these...
Dammit, you're those friendship eMails. You know,
"send this back to me if you like
me!" Or you are one of those eMails
helping some phony kid with cancer, where that
each time the eMail is passed along, the person
gets 5 cents. You know it's fake. I'm tired of
you filling up my mailbox.


What kind of eMail are you?
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beuatiful
Slit Throat(self-inflicted). A slit throat
may show what a person is truly feeling, as
well as their interest n the more morose. The
person will often be reclusive, or have a
dark/bitter dispositon. They might have a
strage fetish, such as vampires, blood, or
biting.



How this effects you:



You yourself, may find you agreeing with some
of, if not all of the symptoms above, if you do
happen to have some similarities to this
stereotype, I suggest you get the help you
need, and more then likely, deserve.


How Will You Die? (Caution: Graphic Photos)
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The Lost Soul
The Lost Soul


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Your next life is Undecided
Your next life is Undecided


REINCARNATION: WHAT WILL YOU COME BACK AS?
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rainbow
What Color Represents your Desires? And What Are your Desires?

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You're "Truly Madly Deeply" by Savage
Garden.
You're a dream, a wish, a fantasy; you're a hope, a
love, and everything your love needs. You'll
love them more with every breath, as you stand
with them on a mountain or bathe with them in
the sea.


@-->-- Which Sappy Love Song Are You? --<--@
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pg13
What rating is your journal?

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[14 Sep 2003|05:38pm]
dammit....i had an assload of quizzes on here that i accidentally closed out...grr...heres some though...

marquis
You are the Marquis Da Sade. Even stripped of
exaggerations, Your real life was as dramatic
and as tragic as a cautionary tale. Born to an
ancient and noble house, you were married
(against your wishes) to a middle-class heiress
for money, caused scandals with prostitutes and
with your sister-in-law, thus enraging your
mother-in-law, who had you imprisoned under a
lettre de cachet for 14 years until the
Revolution freed you. Amphibian, protean,
charming, you became a Revolutionary,
miraculously escaping the guillotine during the
Terror, only to be arrested later for
publishing your erotic novels. You spent your
final 12 years in the insane asylum at
Charenton, where you caused another scandal by
directing plays using inmates and professional
actors. You died there in 1814, virtually in
the arms of your teenage mistress.
You are a revolutionary deviant. I applaud you.


Which Imfamous criminal are you?
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HASH(0x86778cc)
Protector


The ULTIMATE personality test
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amen.


surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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Hipsters
Circle I Limbo

General asshats
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

Saddam Hussein
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

NAMBLA Members
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Creationists
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

George Bush
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Rednecks
Circle VII Burning Sands

Republicans
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

The Pope
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell




Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and
supportive personalities. They live from their
heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on
the planet is to give love, to teach love and
to learn that they are loved. Their priorities
are love, relationships, and spirituality.


What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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Sweet


What word describes you?
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Sweet Dreams
"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused


Which 80's Song Fits You?
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Vern
Vern Yip ... A bit of exotic, a bit of simplicity,
a bit of elegance. Clean lines, simple living
spaces, and creative use of color are all
probably trademarks of your design style, but
what about your dating style? You like your
dates to be talkative but able to listen,
clean-cut and elegant. When at home, you are
versatile, either working on a project or
settled in front of the tube watching a
romantic movie with your date. You are such a
classic romantic, even if you are a closet
homosexual.


Which Trading Spaces Cast Member Are You?
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What Do You Wear to Bed?

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HASH(0x841ba40)
dependent


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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[11 Sep 2003|10:05pm]
RED
What is love? - gah...i wouldn't know...*cries*
Name 3 things you feel very passionate about - Music, idk what else cos everything else sucks
Does fire fascinate you? - fire always ends up hurting me
Do you have a short temper? - sometimes...
Are you a friend to dragons? - chicka what? oh hey remember in 7th grade when we would role play
Are you very warm hearted? - idk
Do you feel intense emotions? - yesss

ORANGE
Are you bright? - mmhmm...*sarcasm*
What are the three most wholesome things you've done lately? - lay on my ass.
Is vibrance a good characteristic to have? - yeh
Are you rich in self confidence? - never
Are you rich in vitamin c? - nope

YELLOW
Are you a very happy person? - depends
Do you like the sun? - no
Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? - gah...yes...sadly
Do you feel like the volume in your life is all the way up? - no
Do you feel warm inside when you hug people? - nope
If you were a care bear would you be cheer bear? - nope
Are you lemon scented? - no

GREEN
Are you incredibly lucky? - nope
Are you easy going? - sometimes
Are you very mischievious? - nope
Are you very lusty/sexy? - hmm....
Ever find a four leafed clover? - nope
Are you fresh like mint? - nope
Does nature speak to you? - yess

BLUE
Do you love to look at water? - yes
Are you calm/relaxed? - sometimes
Is it very difficult to upset you? - nope
Are you at peace? - sometimes
Are you comforting? - maybe
Are you well balanced? - nope
Are you content? - Never

PURPLE
Are you royalty? - nope
Are you very free spirited? - nope
Are you conceited? - probably
Do you have a passion for indulgence? - mmhmm
Are you a grape? - no way
Are you a purple horseshoe? - no

PINK
Are you less than intense? - idk
Are you incredibly feminine? - i hope not

BLACK
Do you absorb everything possible? - mmhmm
Are you incredibly energetic? - nope

GOLD
Are you expensive? - nope
Are you worth it? - me...worth something? yeh...whatever

A - Act your age? - older
B - Born on what day of the week? idk
C - Chore you hate? - everything...except cleaning my room
D - Dad's name? - walt
E - Essential makeup item? - im a guy
F - Favorite actor? - idk
G - Gold or silver? - Silver
H - Hometown? - chesapeake
I - Instruments you play? - drums
J - Job title? - student
K - Kids? - yep...im 14 and ive got 10 kids...haha...no
L - Living arrangements? - Parents
M - Mom's name? - pam
N - Name what you've eaten so far today: - nothing...lol..j/k
O - Overnight hospital stays? -nope
P - Prozac or Paxil? - Prozac
Q - Quote you like? - idk...your mom
R - Religious affiliation? - christian...sometimes
S - Siblings? - mmhmm
T - Time you wake up? - 6:45
U - Unique habit? - i play with my hair
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? - idk
W - Worst habit? - idk
X - X-rays you've had? - teeth
Y - Yummy food you make? spaghetti
Z - Zodiac Sign? libra...

>>You!!
[x] Name: thomas
[x] Nicknames: gordo, frodo
[x] D.O.B.: october 17 88
[x] Location: chesapeake
[x] Righty Lefty?: rigthy
[x] Baseball Soccer?: soccer
[x] Zodic Sign: libra
[x] Hair Color: Brown
[x] Hair Lenght: past my ears
[x] Eye Color: hazel
[x] Current Mood: lazy
[x] Current Time: 10 22 pm

>> Favorites
[x] Food: idk
[x] Drink: prople
[x] Resturante: idk
[x] Band: modest mouse or thursday
[x] Music Genere: emo
[x] Book: interview
[x] T.V Show: blah
[x] Color: navy
[x] Sign of Effection: holding hands, kiss, blah blah
[x] Clothes: your mom
[x] Class: gah...whatever
[x] Place: in front of my computer...poor thing...no internet
[x] Band: again...modest mouse or thursday
[x] Movie: your mom
[x] Quote: idk
[x] Holiday: your mom
[x] Animal: aardvark...or llama

>> Love
[x] Dating?: *tear*
[x] Crush?: *bursts out crying*
[x] Boyfriend Girlfriend?: stop it....*cries even more*
[x] Striaght Gay Bi?: Straight
[x] PDA or No?: please don't...that just makes me want to cry
[x] Looks or Personality?: both...but...you know...i think you can tell that looks dont matter to me as much as personality
[x] Ur Type . ( i.e Hair color eyes height yaddah yaddah ): emo...

>> Have You Ever?
[x] Had Sex: No
[x] Huged Random people: that's be kool to try
[x] Made a survey: Yes
[x] Kissed someone you didnt know: No
[x] Danced Naked?: mmhmm
[x] Pissed Somewhere beside the bathroom?: plenty of times
[x] Got In A Fist Fight: nope
[x] Regreted Something?: like...every ten seconds
>> Five Things that Your wearing right now?
[x] things you can eat shirt
[x] navy shorts
[x] old navy boxers
[x] my hands
[x] idk
>> Five Bands
[x] modest mouse
[x] thursday
[x] taking back sunday
[x] brand new
[x] cursive
>> Five Things You See/Hear
[x] Computer screen
[x] Mom talking on the phone
[x] Music
[x] Printer
[x] Cursor
>> Five Main Goals In Life
[x] Go to college
[x] be in a band
[x] not be rich
[x] be in looove...
[x] When the time comes for me to die, i want to die next to the one i love
>> Five huge dislikes
[x] preps
[x] America
[x] poseurs
[x] idk
[x] Sarah Brock
>> Five Best Friends
[x] royce
[x] idk
[x] idk
[x] idk
[x] idk
>> Friends: Whos doing what?
[x] Been Stabed?:
[x] Stabed someone:
[x] funniest?:
[x] sweetiest:
[x] trendiest:
[x] hottest:
[x] smartest:
[x] most considerate:
[x] dumbest:
[x] druggie?:
[x] soon to be famous:
[x] most likely to suceed:
>> If You Could
[x] move somewhere:
[x] fall in love with:
[x] meet someone:
[x] get something:
>> Stuck on an island
[x] 4 friends
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x] 3 food items
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x] 2 extra items
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
>> Aim WHORE!
[x] over used word?:
[x] who do you talk to the most?:
[x] person on aim the most:
[x] dumbest computer skills:
>>Five things that don't impress you...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
>>Five things you cant live without...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]

>>Five things you'll do when you complete this...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]

>>Five things you feel right now...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
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[11 Sep 2003|10:05pm]
RED
What is love? - gah...i wouldn't know...*cries*
Name 3 things you feel very passionate about - Music, idk what else cos everything else sucks
Does fire fascinate you? - fire always ends up hurting me
Do you have a short temper? - sometimes...
Are you a friend to dragons? - chicka what? oh hey remember in 7th grade when we would role play
Are you very warm hearted? - idk
Do you feel intense emotions? - yesss

ORANGE
Are you bright? - mmhmm...*sarcasm*
What are the three most wholesome things you've done lately? - lay on my ass.
Is vibrance a good characteristic to have? - yeh
Are you rich in self confidence? - never
Are you rich in vitamin c? - nope

YELLOW
Are you a very happy person? - depends
Do you like the sun? - no
Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? - gah...yes...sadly
Do you feel like the volume in your life is all the way up? - no
Do you feel warm inside when you hug people? - nope
If you were a care bear would you be cheer bear? - nope
Are you lemon scented? - no

GREEN
Are you incredibly lucky? - nope
Are you easy going? - sometimes
Are you very mischievious? - nope
Are you very lusty/sexy? - hmm....
Ever find a four leafed clover? - nope
Are you fresh like mint? - nope
Does nature speak to you? - yess

BLUE
Do you love to look at water? - yes
Are you calm/relaxed? - sometimes
Is it very difficult to upset you? - nope
Are you at peace? - sometimes
Are you comforting? - maybe
Are you well balanced? - nope
Are you content? - Never

PURPLE
Are you royalty? - nope
Are you very free spirited? - nope
Are you conceited? - probably
Do you have a passion for indulgence? - mmhmm
Are you a grape? - no way
Are you a purple horseshoe? - no

PINK
Are you less than intense? - idk
Are you incredibly feminine? - i hope not

BLACK
Do you absorb everything possible? - mmhmm
Are you incredibly energetic? - nope

GOLD
Are you expensive? - nope
Are you worth it? - me...worth something? yeh...whatever

A - Act your age? - older
B - Born on what day of the week? idk
C - Chore you hate? - everything...except cleaning my room
D - Dad's name? - walt
E - Essential makeup item? - im a guy
F - Favorite actor? - idk
G - Gold or silver? - Silver
H - Hometown? - chesapeake
I - Instruments you play? - drums
J - Job title? - student
K - Kids? - yep...im 14 and ive got 10 kids...haha...no
L - Living arrangements? - Parents
M - Mom's name? - pam
N - Name what you've eaten so far today: - nothing...lol..j/k
O - Overnight hospital stays? -nope
P - Prozac or Paxil? - Prozac
Q - Quote you like? - idk...your mom
R - Religious affiliation? - christian...sometimes
S - Siblings? - mmhmm
T - Time you wake up? - 6:45
U - Unique habit? - i play with my hair
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? - idk
W - Worst habit? - idk
X - X-rays you've had? - teeth
Y - Yummy food you make? spaghetti
Z - Zodiac Sign? libra...

>>You!!
[x] Name: thomas
[x] Nicknames: gordo, frodo
[x] D.O.B.: october 17 88
[x] Location: chesapeake
[x] Righty Lefty?: rigthy
[x] Baseball Soccer?: soccer
[x] Zodic Sign: libra
[x] Hair Color: Brown
[x] Hair Lenght: past my ears
[x] Eye Color: hazel
[x] Current Mood: lazy
[x] Current Time: 10 22 pm

>> Favorites
[x] Food: idk
[x] Drink: prople
[x] Resturante: idk
[x] Band: modest mouse or thursday
[x] Music Genere: emo
[x] Book: interview
[x] T.V Show: blah
[x] Color: navy
[x] Sign of Effection: holding hands, kiss, blah blah
[x] Clothes: your mom
[x] Class: gah...whatever
[x] Place: in front of my computer...poor thing...no internet
[x] Band: again...modest mouse or thursday
[x] Movie: your mom
[x] Quote: idk
[x] Holiday: your mom
[x] Animal: aardvark...or llama

>> Love
[x] Dating?: *tear*
[x] Crush?: *bursts out crying*
[x] Boyfriend Girlfriend?: stop it....*cries even more*
[x] Striaght Gay Bi?: Straight
[x] PDA or No?: please don't...that just makes me want to cry
[x] Looks or Personality?: both...but...you know...i think you can tell that looks dont matter to me as much as personality
[x] Ur Type . ( i.e Hair color eyes height yaddah yaddah ): emo...

>> Have You Ever?
[x] Had Sex: No
[x] Huged Random people: that's be kool to try
[x] Made a survey: Yes
[x] Kissed someone you didnt know: No
[x] Danced Naked?: mmhmm
[x] Pissed Somewhere beside the bathroom?: plenty of times
[x] Got In A Fist Fight: nope
[x] Regreted Something?: like...every ten seconds
>> Five Things that Your wearing right now?
[x] things you can eat shirt
[x] navy shorts
[x] old navy boxers
[x] my hands
[x] idk
>> Five Bands
[x] modest mouse
[x] thursday
[x] taking back sunday
[x] brand new
[x] cursive
>> Five Things You See/Hear
[x] Computer screen
[x] Mom talking on the phone
[x] Music
[x] Printer
[x] Cursor
>> Five Main Goals In Life
[x] Go to college
[x] be in a band
[x] not be rich
[x] be in looove...
[x] When the time comes for me to die, i want to die next to the one i love
>> Five huge dislikes
[x] preps
[x] America
[x] poseurs
[x] idk
[x] Sarah Brock
>> Five Best Friends
[x] royce
[x] idk
[x] idk
[x] idk
[x] idk
>> Friends: Whos doing what?
[x] Been Stabed?:
[x] Stabed someone:
[x] funniest?:
[x] sweetiest:
[x] trendiest:
[x] hottest:
[x] smartest:
[x] most considerate:
[x] dumbest:
[x] druggie?:
[x] soon to be famous:
[x] most likely to suceed:
>> If You Could
[x] move somewhere:
[x] fall in love with:
[x] meet someone:
[x] get something:
>> Stuck on an island
[x] 4 friends
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x] 3 food items
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x] 2 extra items
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
>> Aim WHORE!
[x] over used word?:
[x] who do you talk to the most?:
[x] person on aim the most:
[x] dumbest computer skills:
>>Five things that don't impress you...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
>>Five things you cant live without...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]

>>Five things you'll do when you complete this...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]

>>Five things you feel right now...
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
[x]
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Third Wheel [06 Sep 2003|07:41pm]
[ mood | drained ]

You two are so obsessed, obsessed with each other
And I am so jealous, but I would never tell you
No one wants to feel unwanted; I know I smother
I can’t help feeling I am not just a part of the crew

You have no time for me
I am just a third wheel
You have no time for me
I am just a third wheel

I am going to leave you; I hope you’re happy
You don’t want me to be there for you anymore

So say goodbye to me
I am just a third wheel
You have no time for me
I am just a third wheel
So say goodbye to me
I am just a third wheel

It sucks...but i wrote it anyway

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[06 Sep 2003|06:38pm]
T H E S E V E N D E A D L Y S I N S

A N G E R
1. Who did you last get angry with? gah...everyone
2. What is your weapon of choice? revenge
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if they hit first
4. How about of the same sex? depends
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? idk...
6. What is your pet peeve? bad grammar
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? depends

S L O T H
1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? shave
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 1 pm
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: no one
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? im sick
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way? Yeh
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? i dont remember
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? i dont use the snooze button...i just leave it running

G L U T T O N Y
1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? ?
2. Meat eaters: blech
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? im sXe
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? yeh
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Salty
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? eww gross


L U S T
1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 1
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family?) 1
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? all the time...heheh
4. Have you "done it"? no...
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? gah...whatever
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? No


G R E E D
1. How many credit cards do you own? 0
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? hot topic...aeropostale
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? donate to the aids foundation thingy
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich...you can be famous and be poor...
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? maybe...
6. Have you ever stolen anything? no
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? lots


P R I D E
1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? *tear*
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? idk
3. What would you like to accomplish in your life? idk
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? sometimes
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill? idk
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Yes
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? nothing


E N V Y
1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? lots of things...
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? idk...trading spaces rocks my socks though
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Michael Stipe
4. Have you ever been cheated? idk
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? daily
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? idk
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? no
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? idk

S E V E N H E A V E N L Y V I R T U E S

F A I T H
1. What religion do you follow? idk
2. What religion were you raised as? Protestant
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? human
4. Do you believe in magic? no
5. What was the last promise you broke? idk
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? all the time
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? When you're inlove with someone, that's when they become perfect.

H O P E
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? no
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? to be with the one i love...gah...thats getting sickening
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? no
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? no
6. Do you gamble? no
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? no


C H A R I T Y
1. What causes do you support? anything liberal
2. What causes have you given money or time to? idk
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? No
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? No
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? yeh
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? yeh...course
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? idk


F O R T I T U D E
1. What are you most afraid of? being alone...gah
2. What did you do today that was really brave? Got out of bed
3. Who is your favorite super hero, and why? idk
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? royce...god...idk why...but...gah...
5. If you were to face the Wizard of Oz, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? i would want a nice body...heh
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? yeh
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? leader

J U S T I C E
1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? too young
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? canada here i come
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? no
4. Which should be guaranteed legal: cocaine, marijuana, heroin? marijuana
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? no...gore won
6. What was your favorite media circus trial? idk

T E M P E R A N C E
1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? idk
2. Do you collect anything? no
3. Are you addicted to anything? Emo caffeine
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? No
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? Money
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: gah...being alive
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? Yes

P R U D E N C E
1. Who is the wisest person you know? no one
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? idk
3. Do you take advice when it's given? sometimes
4. What area are you wisest in? idk
5. Do you drive defensively? too young
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? not yet
7. What did you learn today? that people suck
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