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[04 Apr 2004|08:21am] |
last night was FUN... we went to toms party, which was alright, interesting things happened though... one more person was added to the long list of people i possibly like... haha kim.
so after toms we went to mcdonalds and met up with a bunch of the old seniors.. ryne, dean, marshall, galen, tim... and that was a good time.. then it got around 1130 so we (me and kim) had to be home... ryne called around 1230 and i talked to him for about a half hour.. dean and him wanted us to come out with them (at like 145 in the morning) but we were way too tired.. there were some other things that went on that im not going to write about in here ;).
i talked to derek a little before that, he was with his friends so of course they were gay to me, and he didnt call me back... i was supposed to go to the mall today with him, but god knows thats probably not going to happen... and i actually do like him... i am so confused on everything...sdlfkah;hfawlkj. its gay as hell... hes the only person right now who i would actually want a relationship with, and i like four different guys... so i mean, i could choose whether or not to go with him but im not sure if i want to.. i mean i dont want to be with someone whose friends are mean to me, thats just stupid.. but i saw him at the track meet and he looked pretty good.. even kim thought so and shes never really thought that.. and i like his personality.. i dont really know what else to say.
4:15
so i just got back from the mall.. with jake though, and that was good because i havent seen him in forever, and we just caught up on things... i missed him!! haha he got one of those pretzels (from auntie annies) for the first time... lol it was crazy.. i was having a really bad day so he cheered me up a lot- thanks kid.
now i better hit the books..later
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