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[15 Mar 2004|11:29pm] |
i just decided that finals blow, and im sick of school. times like 25. this year has gone by way too fast...not like its a bad thing, i just wish i could relive some of the better moments with the way things are going right now. i dont know, i guess ive just been in one of those moods where every single little thing just gets to you, and you get pissed..annoyed...upset... like the fact that i miss my old house so much it hurts, and i miss my family..
and how, according to some people, i like to argue about everything. maybe i have been a lot lately, but hell you would be too if you even knew what i hear....im not even going to get into it on here.
and another thing- how easily a friend can get forgotten about, because theyve found someone else. and that person barely ever shows interest in actually talking anymore- i have conversations to prove it. its really upsetting...but im trying not to think about it...?
i dont know, like i said- everything is getting to me right now. and to top it all off, my two hardest finals are tomorrow...ive already studied a lot, but theres always that feeling that you missed something...
nate, i love you kid, i am always here for you and you have been and will always be one of my best friends, even though you live 100 states away (because arizona is 100 states away)...everything will be alright
now to hit the books..again
i guess the most that i can do
is make a call and tell you the truth
sing the words in melody
and hope that you'll believe me
here's another song for you
so this one this one makes two
still don't know where to begin
i'll just leave it at this
this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can accept
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this
-starting line
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