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[09 Nov 2003|12:50am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | bon jovi-always ]

okie dokie folks the last past couple days have been gettin better lil by lil esp today no fightin what so ever just cuddlin n lovin heh i love it bryns been so sweet sayin alot stuff, heres some:

You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it half as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get weary
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you until forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

your eyes are so blue.. n your smile is so perfect...it can change my day in an instant..your skin is so..flawless..n your dot...your dot makes you..it fits so right on your beautiful face..n your body..is jus right for me..I love it.. your tatts.. mmm.. youre like da perfect man baby

: I love you.... so much... its like... completely overwhelming..
: cauz jus a year ago... I really didnt believe in love... you made me believe in it... you gave me more confidence.. I could lay next to you naked forever and it wouldn't bother me where as it use to..
: youre so wonderful.. and for that... I love you

:') i love her so much no matter how bad we might fight sumtimes or wanna rip each other heads off i kno well also make it thro n be happy in the end well always have our ups n downs but the downs are wha force us to not give up or stop tryin n the ups show us we can do it n be strong n stick together to make anythin possible

Touch Me

[18 Oct 2003|04:06pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | nutin ]

k peeps wanna hear more bout my miserable fucked up life? if not stop readin now........since the last time ive updated till this past week everythin was fuckin peachy n perfect as can be, well actually before we were peachy we lost our baby he died in our arms 3 days after bein born prematurem, anyways we both argreed to be our old selves when we never fault n understood what we wanted n needed to do so those few weeks i was actually smilin non stop once again felt alive i started eatin n sleepin again n we saw each other everyday if not every night then her friend moved in n we got in an argument but let it go n the weekend before i left for ny to record was great cause two of my fantasys came true n one of em was for only the person i knew id spend the rest of my life wit but since this past week its been shity again off n on cryin not sleepin i havent slept in 28 hours its been mostly shitty cause the dirty ass fuckin scanky hoe willa started shit n called bryn threatin her n other bullshit n got her friends mad at her one of em which moved in wit her i dunno if shes still there but yeah also she was tellin me this yesterday n i was already bein yelled at for not doin what i was spose to be so i said id be back n that i was sry but no it turned into a huge fuckin dilemma n she said shes done we can continue this relationship when i get my priotorys straight like wtf thats fuckin buttshit people piss me the fuck off n the only reason that fuckin happened was cause of fuckin willa n if i could i would kill the bitch also bryn cut herself again cause of her n i was to busy workin so she had noone to let it out to i cut myself after she told me the whole im done thing i should probably get stiches but oh well ima fuckin stupid ass n if ya share to care leave a comment

3 GirlsTouch Me

[28 Sep 2003|09:52pm]
[ mood | dead ]
[ music | nutin ]

ill give anyone all my money house and belongins if they just get a gun n shoot me that person can even use my gun ill even hold it they just gotta push my finger back so it shoots......

1 GirlTouch Me

[18 Aug 2003|12:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | 90s-when i dip you dip ]

im havin alot of problems wit bryn n work theres just to much to type so imma just end it here

1 GirlTouch Me

[15 Jul 2003|01:23pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | nothin ]

boooooooooooyyyyy!!!!!!!!! its a boooooyyyyyy!!!! woooooooooooooohhhh!!! gunna have a baby its a boy!! lol boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boy boooooyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe nickolas jr

3 GirlsTouch Me

[09 Jul 2003|02:46am]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | ozzy-flyin high again ]

ohh nooo here we go now
ohh nooo here we go now
got a krazy feelin i dun understand
gotta get away from here
feelin like i shoulda kept my feet of the ground
waitin for the sun to appear

mammas gonna worry
i been a bad bad boy
no use sayin sry
its sumthin that i enjoy

cause you cant see what my eyes see
i can see it i can see it
n you cant be inside of me flyyyin highhh again

i can see thro mountains watch me disappear
i can ever touch the sky
swallowin colors of the sound i hear
am i just a krazy guy you bet

mammas gonna worry
i been a bad bad boy
no use sayin sry
its sumthin that i enjoy

if you could be inside my head
youd see that black n white is read
flyyyyin hiiiigh again
flllyyyin hiiiiigh again
flyyiiinn highhh again
fllyyin higggh again come on n join me

fllllyin hiiiggh again
fllyyyin higggh again
flllyin high aaaggain
flllyin hiiiigh again come on n join me

daddy thinks im lazy he dun understand
never saw inside my head
people think im krazy but im in demand
never heard a thing i said

mammas gonna worry
ive been a bad bad boy
no use sayin sry
its sumthin i enjoy

flyyin hiiiigh again
flyyyin higggh again
fllyyin higgh again
flllllllyiiiiiiiiin hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggghhhh agggaaain

wooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ooooooohhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

2 GirlsTouch Me

[22 May 2003|06:45pm]
[ mood | worthless/shitty ]
[ music | journey-whos crying now ]

its been a mystery n still they try to see
why sumthin good can hurt so bad
caught on a one way street
the taste of bittersweet
love will survive sumhow sumway

one love feeds the fire
one heart burns desire
i wonder whos cryin now
two hearts born to run
wholl be the lonely one
i wonder whos cryin now

so many stormy nights so many wrong or rights
neither could change their headstrong ways
and in a lovers range they tore another page
the fightin is worth the love they save

one love feeds the fire
one heart burns desire
i wonder whos crying now
two hearts born to run
wholl be the lonely one
i wonder whos cryin now

only so many tears you can cry
till the heartache is over
and now you can say your love
will never die
oooohhhhh ooohh

one love feeds the fire
one heart burns desire
i wonder whos cryin now
two hearts born to run
wholl be the lonely one
i wonder whos cryin now

1 GirlTouch Me

[19 May 2003|07:29pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | nothhhhinnn ]

oooooOOOOoooohhhhh!!!! i feel good!!! duh nuh nuh na n i knew that i woulld! ooOOhh!!

5 GirlsTouch Me

[15 May 2003|08:15pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | evanescence-my immortal ]

:-D its bryns n my 9 month aniversary hehe i never would of thought wed get this far its been the best 9 months of my life weve gottin so close n its just amazin i feel like the luckiest guy in the world shes just so wonderful n beauitful n the dorkiest person i kno besides me she makes me so happy n the feelins i get bein wit her are incredible i cant even explain the love i have for her im just glad i found the one i wanna give my heart n soul to that i kno i can trust n that i wanna be wit for the rest of my life baby happy aniversary i love you so so much *hands you a dozen roses hugs you n kisses your lips lookin into your eyes*

2 GirlsTouch Me

[11 May 2003|01:12am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | journey-faithfully ]

ya kno its funny when your lookin at old pics n you start thinkin n it brings back memories well i just realized how lucky i am to have a best friend since i was lil to still be there n wit me after all this time n all that time while i was growin up lookin for sumone to show me what love is n that right person n here she was right under my nose the whole time n im glad i gave her that chance to be wit me n show me that n realize it n i love her more than anythin n i dunno what id do without her ...bryn your my everythin i love you so so so much :'(

2 GirlsTouch Me

[08 May 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | evanescence-bring me to life ]

I MISS MY BABBBYYYY!!!!!!!! :'(

2 GirlsTouch Me

[07 May 2003|04:05pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | evanescence-bring me to life ]

sicck! :( been sick since thursday saw my baby friday then she hadda leave :'( n i miss her even more n parents are fightin so my moms wit me for awhile so wooh i get to see her for mothers day my babys doin good n so far the babys been healthy shes in cali now tho err :( im jealous lol anyways like i said im sick wit the flu i guess my fever was 99.7 but its normal now but i have a cough that makes you gag stuffy and runny nose n i wasnt throwin up at first but last night i did so it was gross ill spair yall on that detail my babys lookin at houses so maybe shell find one that we like n well finally more in together hehe :) im gettin fater i think im pregnant to lol babby look what you did nah i just been eatin the wrong foods my jobs goin good i got races comin up n my babys comin!!! :-p wit the boys eh long story bout whats goin on wit that so will talk later lol im hungry so imma go eat OH YEAH! n the guys won for battle of the sexes wooh thats good cause im a guy but the girls shoulda won cause the guys cheated i think anyways but they were allowed to do it but the girls deserved to win cause all the hard work n effort they put into it

2 GirlsTouch Me

[28 Apr 2003|04:43am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | eminem-sing for the moment ]

take it off take it off lets get it on get it on....gettin kinky wit my playgirl wooh hehe

im really really horny n hyper lol the things we do lmao dun you wish you had sumone to make all your wishes come true or do all the things you wanna try n ahh my god i just found the spider ive been tryin to kill anyways its dead now thank god i hate spiders lol ok back to what i was sayin my babys great n im very very lucky n thankful that i have sumone like that she makes all my wishes n desires come true n i try my best to make all hers n i hope i do i want all her wishes fantasys n desires to come true n id do everyone of em for her just to see her happy i love seein her happy more than anythin

i kno she makes me happy bein wit her knoin she loves me n i can trust her n share everythin wit is just indescribable i can share n open up to her more than anyone else i kno not even my fam n she understands me like noone else shes just amazin n i love her wit all my heart n soul

2 GirlsTouch Me

[24 Apr 2003|08:37pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | journey-lights ]

wooh i updated my info n it looks alot better now so yay lol

2 GirlsTouch Me

[22 Apr 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | journey-be good to yaself ]

runin out of self control
gettin close to an overload
up against a no win situation
shoulder to shoulder, push n shove
im hangin up my boxin gloves
im ready for a long vacation

be good to yaself when nobody else will
oh be good to yaself
ya walkin a high wire caught in a cross fire

oh be good to yaself

when you cant give no more
they want it all but you gotta say no
im turnin off the noise that makes me krazy
lookin back wit no regrets
to forgive is to forget
i want a lil piece of mind to turn to

be good to yaself when nobody else will
oh be good to yaself
ya walkin a high wire caught in a cross fire

oh be good to yaself
be good to yaself when nobody else will

3 GirlsTouch Me

[13 Apr 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | irritated ]
[ music | nothin ]

bad week lets see first my gf n i havent really been talkin cause my damn computer then my friends tony n mike were suppose to tell me that they were goin up to visit her n they didnt n went without me n i havent seen her in a few weeks n now my computer just got a virus n i hadda restore it n i lost everythin n i feel like cryin errr what else is gonna go wrong...

8 GirlsTouch Me

[01 Apr 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | bad company -rock n roll fantasy ]

didnt my baby do a good job? i think so i like it thank you baby i love you *kisses*

8 GirlsTouch Me

[01 Apr 2003|04:28pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | linkin park-in the end ]

ok lets see where to start its been awhile since ive updated hmm...well my gf now fiancee :) is havin a baby um we found a house we like n might wanna get but we want one wit a big pool slide n waterfall but we could always get that hmm what else oh my mom isnt doin so good shes been in the hospital for 2 nights now n they dunno whats wrong wit her n it looks like shes gonna stay another night hmm im freezin lol n bored my babys workin on my journal so imma go n play a game on yahoo bye

2 GirlsTouch Me

[10 Mar 2003|02:01am]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | nothin ]

well that didnt last so long :'(

1 GirlTouch Me

[09 Mar 2003|07:34pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | eminem-super man ]

if ya happy n ya kno it clap ya hands *clap clap* if ya happy n ya kno it clap ya hands*clap clap* if ya happy n ya kno it n you surely wanna show it if ya happy n ya kno it clap ya hands*clap clap*

woh finally we went a few days without an argument i also got my apartment i found in tampa i lefted friday to get it n i spent the weekend wit bryn :) but unfortunitly im back now n i need boxes lots so if ya can get some dun mind dropin em off or throwin em at my house lol thanks

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