Kasey's Journal

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

6:57PM - Oh yesss...

so i havent written in here for quite some time. didnt i say that i suck with these things?
Anyways, ive been having a really shitty week so far. I got in another fight with the princess(what else is new?) i still havent made up those two japanese quizzes and i just failed another one today. I think ive become really unstable too. emotionally. the thing with maj has really fucked with my head and i seem to be snapping on people alot lately. I blame all of my confidence issues and boy problems solely on maj. that jerkoff is crazy. Not even my mom(who happens to be going through menopause) has as bad of mood swings as maj does. Just tell me, how can u do that to someone? at least without having some sort of guilt afterwards. I dont think he has a soul. yes, that is affirmative. Id like to safely say that Maj is an asshole pothead who only thinks with his dick. I dont see anything in that girl of his. I wish she would just go back to her homeland and find some nice skinny little polish boy to steal from some other unfortunate girl who is only just starting to get all of her shit together. fuck you maj, fuck you.
well on a somewhat less twisted note i think ive got some idea of who im going to ask to cotillion. Ill list from first pick, to last resort. Now, im not giving any names so just bare with me.
1. that boy in my history class.. he has blonde hair
2. Amanda's "secret" love, but thats only if theyre not together by then
3. That crazy pothaed im always with. He has really dark hair... and really bad ADHD(if he's not already going with molly)
4. The other really crazy pothead im always with.. only the skinnier version
5.And garage boy. yeah, im not clever enough to come up with a nickname for him. but we had some really good times in his garage this summer.
well wish me luck. everyones going crazy about it and i think its about time i get crazy too. i never really cared about it that much before but cotillion is really starting to creep up on me.
So ive decided i wnt to get a tatoo of a celtic cross somewhere on my lower back or on my hips. I wish i knew how to put a goddamn picture on this thing so i could show u all exactly what i want.
ahh shit

Current mood: cold
Current music: led zepplin- when the levee breaks
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6:57PM - Oh yesss...

so i havent written in here for quite some time. didnt i say that i suck with these things?
Anyways, ive been having a really shitty week so far. I got in another fight with the princess(what else is new?) i still havent made up those two japanese quizzes and i just failed another one today. I think ive become really unstable too. emotionally. the thing with maj has really fucked with my head and i seem to be snapping on people alot lately. I blame all of my confidence issues and boy problems solely on maj. that jerkoff is crazy. Not even my mom(who happens to be going through menopause) has as bad of mood swings as maj does. Just tell me, how can u do that to someone? at least without having some sort of guilt afterwards. I dont think he has a soul. yes, that is affirmative. Id like to safely say that Maj is an asshole pothead who only thinks with his dick. I dont see anything in that girl of his. I wish she would just go back to her homeland and find some nice skinny little polish boy to steal from some other unfortunate girl who is only just starting to get all of her shit together. fuck you maj, fuck you.
well on a somewhat less twisted note i think ive got some idea of who im going to ask to cotillion. Ill list from first pick, to last resort. Now, im not giving any names so just bare with me.
1. that boy in my history class.. he has blonde hair
2. Amanda's "secret" love, but thats only if theyre not together by then
3. That crazy pothaed im always with. He has really dark hair... and really bad ADHD(if he's not already going with molly)
4. The other really crazy pothead im always with.. only the skinnier version
5.And garage boy. yeah, im not clever enough to come up with a nickname for him. but we had some really good times in his garage this summer.
well wish me luck. everyones going crazy about it and i think its about time i get crazy too. i never really cared about it that much before but cotillion is really starting to creep up on me.
So ive decided i wnt to get a tatoo of a celtic cross somewhere on my lower back or on my hips. I wish i knew how to put a goddamn picture on this thing so i could show u all exactly what i want.
ahh shit

Current mood: cold
Current music: led zepplin- when the levee breaks
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Friday, August 20, 2004

11:40PM - aimless

alright i havent written in here for a long ass time but im extremely furstrated and angry so i thought this might be a good time to write again.
so, it all started with T. So this morning i go over to her house and visit and look at pictures with her and it was nice, having time for just me and her to talk. So then i have to go home to do laundry so i do that and then call her. and.. well she didnt pick up so i make plans with E because i was sick of sitting in my house. So then T calls me back and shes with chris greg peter and the devil. And now to hear her say this was kind of alarming cuz i thought that she was gunna hang out with me. But anyways, E and the devil definately do not get along anymore so i was trying to find a way for T to dump the devil and come with us. To my dismay T somehow makes up excuses for every plan that i come up with. Now obviously by this time its obvious that she just didnt want to part with the devil. Now this is what really bothered me, I am leaving for indiana tomorrow and T would rather spend time with a manipulating bitch who no longer has any friends that to just spend some time with me before i leave.
I dont know i cant write about this anymore ill update later.

Current mood: distressed
Current music: Maroon 5- she will be loved
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Sunday, May 16, 2004

12:30AM - Oh... memories

Just got home from another mildly enteratining night out. Me, Ashley, Rachel and Kristen went to Ariels house with the usual. Ya know, Chris, Greg, Peter, Charlie, Molly, Bonnie, Kate, Moira, Sean, and Ariel of course. I was talking to Rachel about this and it makes me sad: it seems that there is a big group of people who all are linked together somehow. Not eveyone gets along or likes eachother, but there is some connection between everyone. We all end up most of the time at Ariel's and it is the only place where everyone just puts aside all their bullshit and gets along. All these different people come together in one place and it ends up being really fun. There's Bonnie and her whole group, Me and Daniel and Rachel and Ashley and all of us, Maggie and Lindsey's group, Greg and Chris's group, David I. and Nat's group, plus i think im forgetting someone. But alot of very different people together in one place, am I right? It just makes me really really happy that even tho everyone there is so different and have their own different backgrounds we can all enjoy being around eachother.
Soooo i was just remeniscing about my night and I had to type down these thoughts and see if anyone agrees?

Anyways, Maj called me tonight too! ahhhh my love. He wanted me to drop off all my friends so it would be just me and him, hmm ..awkward. Kinda sweet tho, i guess? That he wanted it to be just me and him, maybe he just wanted to get something without being disturbed.... I dunno, sick thought, but im not about to be naive and expect that that isnt some sort of motivation. I am sooo confused with him. One week he'll barely atlk to me, then the next week he's all over me telling me he loves me. Please help! i have no idea what the hell is going through his head. But im going out to lunch with him tomorrow, im excited.
sleepy time
later

Current mood: excited
Current music: New Found Glory- Catalyst
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12:30AM - Oh... memories

Just got home from another mildly enteratining night out. Me, Ashley, Rachel and Kristen went to Ariels house with the usual. Ya know, Chris, Greg, Peter, Charlie, Molly, Bonnie, Kate, Moira, Sean, and Ariel of course. I was talking to Rachel about this and it makes me sad: it seems that there is a big group of people who all are linked together somehow. Not eveyone gets along or likes eachother, but there is some connection between everyone. We all end up most of the time at Ariel's and it is the only place where everyone just puts aside all their bullshit and gets along. All these different people come together in one place and it ends up being really fun. There's Bonnie and her whole group, Me and Danielle and Rachel and Ashley and all of us, Maggie and Lindsey's group, Greg and Chris's group, David I. and Nat's group, plus i think im forgetting someone. But alot of very different people together in one place, am I right? It just makes me really really happy that even tho everyone there is so different and have their own different backgrounds we can all enjoy being around eachother.
Soooo i was just remeniscing about my night and I had to type down these thoughts and see if anyone agrees?

Anyways, Maj called me tonight too! ahhhh my love. He wanted me to drop off all my friends so it would be just me and him, hmm ..awkward. Kinda sweet tho, i guess? That he wanted it to be just me and him, maybe he just wanted to get something without being disturbed.... I dunno, sick thought, but im not about to be naive and expect that that isnt some sort of motivation. I am sooo confused with him. One week he'll barely atlk to me, then the next week he's all over me telling me he loves me. Please help! i have no idea what the hell is going through his head. But im going out to lunch with him tomorrow, im excited.
sleepy time
later

Current mood: excited
Current music: New Found Glory- Catalyst
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12:30AM - Oh... memories

Just got home from another mildly enteratining night out. Me, Ashley, Rachel and Kristen went to Ariels house with the usual. Ya know, Chris, Greg, Peter, Charlie, Molly, Bonnie, Kate, Moira, Sean, and Ariel of course. I was talking to Rachel about this and it makes me sad: it seems that there is a big group of people who all are linked together somehow. Not eveyone gets along or likes eachother, but there is some connection between everyone. We all end up most of the time at Ariel's and it is the only place where everyone just puts aside all their bullshit and gets along. All these different people come together in one place and it ends up being really fun. There's Bonnie and her whole group, Me and Danielle and Rachel and Ashley and all of us, Maggie and Lindsey's group, Greg and Chris's group, David I. and Nat's group, plus i think im forgetting someone. But alot of very different people together in one place, am I right? It just makes me really really happy that even tho everyone there is so different and have their own different backgrounds we can all enjoy being around eachother.
Soooo i was just remeniscing about my night and I had to type down these thoughts and see if anyone agrees?

Anyways, Maj called me tonight too! ahhhh my love. He wanted me to drop off all my friends so it would be just me and him, hmm ..awkward. Kinda sweet tho, i guess? That he wanted it to be just me and him, maybe he just wanted to get something without being disturbed.... I dunno, sick thought, but im not about to be naive and expect that that isnt some sort of motivation. I am sooo confused with him. One week he'll barely atlk to me, then the next week he's all over me telling me he loves me. Please help! i have no idea what the hell is going through his head. But im going out to lunch with him tomorrow, im excited.
sleepy time
later

Current mood: excited
Current music: New Found Glory- Catalyst
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Monday, March 8, 2004

8:10PM - me hungy

back from badminton, my back is killing me. Im kinda excited for the season to finally start, most of all, the food. Although my team wont be as fun as last year. May i ask why katie bourke made the team??? She just up and decided that she no longer wants to play soccer(which she has been playing for 10 years!) and takes up space on our team. by the way, she sucks, sorry.
hmm, ive been sitting here eating chef bouyardee for half an hour and i cant get over how digusting it is... yet i cant stop eating it. Ive been craving choclate all day, but ive developed somewhat of a potbelly so i think ill pass.
ugh, so gross ....mmm

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8:03PM - me hungy

back from badminton, my back is killing me. Im kinda excited for the season to finally start, most of all, the food. Although my team wont be as fun as last year. May i ask why katie bourke made the team??? She just up and decided that she no longer wants to play soccer(which she has been playing for 10 years!) and takes up space on our team. by the way, she sucks, sorry.
hmm, ive been sitting here eating chef bouyardee for half an hour and i cant get over how digusting it is... yet i cant stop eating it. Ive been craving choclate all day, but ive developed somewhat of a potbelly so i think ill pass.
ugh, so gross ....mmm

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Wednesday, March 3, 2004

6:52PM - ouch

back from badminton again and i think im about to die. my elbows hurt and i have been walking up stairs like an old man with a crap in his pants lately. I got an 8:30 on my mile luckily. This is a minute faster than what i got last year. arent you all proud of me?? I cant really tell whos gunna make it. there are alot of really decent people who made it last year and can swing a good raquet, but then there are the hardcore athletes who could crush us all with their scary muscular legs.
ugh i keep getting porno pop ups. sick man, there are some real perverts in this world
well, hopefully ive burned some major cals today.
ciao

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: rufio
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Saturday, February 28, 2004

12:31PM - First Entry

Just got off the phone with rach r., very bored. i hate saturday mornings. talking in funny russian accents is no longer amusing. i have to work on a project later with nick sarpolis... hmm not so good.
anyways, im waiting for mike majeski to IM me because i am obsessed with him, despite the latest conflict with tessa(which i am still not so happy about). i have no plans tonight for the first time in a while. usually I am with ashley and rachel every night, but not tonight. I will have to resort to eating ice cream and watching Bridget Jone's Diary (Best movie ever!!)

Current mood: blah
Current music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs - maps
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