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Blurty for nikki.
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| Saturday, June 14th, 2003 |
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well yestersay , tim and adam came to my cheer practice and laughed at me lolhmm then tim begged my mom (got on his knees) to see if him and adm could come over of course she said yes! lolhmm they ate and then i said fuck!! haha and my mom put soap in my mouth hahah mmmm tasty! and then adam and me were hangin in muh room , and he said he liked me or wanted to go out with me or w.e...but i was still dating kael and then umm my mom came and told me tim was upset i didnt undertand why...i guess he missed me..so i had a lonng talk with him and thenn a loong talk with adam and i like adam but ii love tim so we went ahead and got back together..yay! hope it workz out...: /..hmmm but i had to break up with keal he acted as if he didnt care..hmm maybe that is so i mean im glad hes not sad but at the same time confused..did he ever really like me?? o well tonight i went to tz i was supposed to stay at lisas but she didnt go then jess tryed to get me to go to danis but my momma is flyin to kentucky tommorw, to help my aunt with some personal family shit..and so i gotta babysit at home alone for about 3 days till around 7 eveynoght lol fun fun ....hmm but me and jess had a long talk in the bathroom hahah we get along perty good, we talked about tim and adam were gonna make them double date as in me tim her and chris so we can get them to get along..they fight and act like they hate eachother but there so much alike..we werea lso makin fun of them cause their both such big babaies (cough* titty baby )cough* lol nah j.k but they are mommas boys ...hmm but i like jess shes cool we need to hang out more often , tonite was the first nite weve talked ina long time ..so it was cool ok well ive wrote to much already g2g comment lol i love reading then , hmmmmm h3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz _farewell- ~N!KK!~ |
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| Monday, June 9th, 2003 |
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hmm well i wen to the movies with adam tim john jilly jared and shane , ryan tyler and there friend werealso their..it was fun i guess we saw 2fast2furious...hmm adam held my hand and i thought he liked me but..he still oves danielle..and i think he likes jasmine but all is well...hmmm tim and me talked for a long time. im glad me and him always stay friends..its great..i really wanna hang out with lisa but our plans always fail!its aggrivating. hmm well kael asked me out today..im quite happy about that , hes a great guy (hes alos quite cute!) hmmm ...jons back ::skips aimlesly around the room:: i missed him! he missedme too as he says, its nice to know i have ppl that care about me...i cant care for myself so it helps give me hope.i also went to jillys today and we went to the beach but it rained so we watched tv at her house (i felt strange and out of place) her mother is so conservative..she said poop! and was like omg im sorry if i affended someone i was like geez woman, why are people so damn uptight!oh yes and adam if you see the pic beside this youll notice i still have your choker haha! its very kool.lol hmmm well jon i think i want my bra back now! (nobody ask)lol im j.k me and jon have a little wager we worked out i dunno if i want my bra that badly! well im going to go im assuming i should be tiered its late or early ..i mite go watch tv(Lisa we have to make planz ahead this week!!) lol plzz comment..id really like it! kael the cream of the crop |
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| Saturday, June 7th, 2003 |
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the test said i should mary kurt for those of you that dont know hes from nirvana...and another thig that helps ruin muh day is...he commited suicide..hahah shows how much hop their is for me the guy im supposed to be with is dead..lifes a bitch o yea and i like adam maybe even love..im not sure but i dont think he is taking me serioiusly..o well my life just keeps gettin better! You and Kurt Cobain are a match made in heaven! You're both very creative people, and have put your creative juices to the test writing music or the occasional painting. You love a guy that isn't afraid to be himself, and both enjoy hanging out with good friends and checking out local bands. |
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| Friday, June 6th, 2003 |
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 You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully, it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into you playing the dominant role MEORW! What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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 -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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 Disney movie! What the HELL are you doing taking this quiz, Goldilocks?! You're not a very sexual person...in fact, you're probably a virgin. You'd be better off trying your hand at voice-overs for a Saturday morning cartoon. What kind of porno would you star in? brought to you by Quizilla |
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 Nihilist Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Wednesday, June 4th, 2003 |
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 You are Pyrokinetic! What's Your Magic Power? brought to you by Quizilla |
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 Black What color should you dye your hair? brought to you by Quizilla |
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hey i mist say today will not be as good as yesterday..i got butterfliez in muh stomach i have court today or w.e you wanna call it ill probably just talk to muh case worker.fun fun! oh well its like 6:40 and im already up ,we gotta take my lil bro and sis to my gmaz house...and then were off we gotz to be there at 9:00. oh no my momma has skewl today so that means i gotta skip cheerleadin practice..*evil grin* yay! i mean ohh no thats horrid!hehe hmmmm...you guyz never comment except you lisa you alwayz do!thanks for that ! hmmm well i have to go get ready..i hate this day!ahhh oh well maybe my momma will stop at the store and get me a cappachino`(french vanilla) yummy yum!ok well im offffff....please comment so i gotz somen to read when i get home.. h3r3 and gon3 /az alwayz _farewell- ~N!KK!~ |
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003 |
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HAHA HEY YOU BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! I THINK IVE HAD A BREAKthrough im like a different person lately wow...guess what i love you but im still bored please comment !! ~ i like reading them ?? timkerbell is pretty!! haah i like glitter!!! muahahhahhahah glitter im ok ! hahahah maybe not..mlahahha ok im off before i embaress myself nemore bye >>>>***.'; glitter`~*.' |
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| Monday, June 2nd, 2003 |
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 You're nothing, really. But you're nice. What type of music are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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i havent wrote in a while..i guess nothing important has happened i hate everything! except kael..he comes back saturday..i thot id never really like neone again but i gusss i was wrong....tim lovez jasmine dont get me wrong jasmine is great but tim just cant play with ppl like that not even a week ago he was telling me he loved me and only me and now he loves her o well its just a guy ! no worriez jaz!:( im fucking stuck in the house for the next 3 days well 2 wednesday i have court (joy) once is enuf im tiered of it blahh thoses benches hurt hope it dosent take to long!my ass cant take it.and i also have cheerleading practice most of you are saying oo what a prep imnot..and im not to cheerie but i dunno its an escape it turns me into someone else ...someone happy1 if you dont like it fuck you! lol well im done . h3r3 and gon3 /az alwayz -farewell_ ~N!KK!~ please comment i need plenty to read since technology is my only form of sane communication lately!please |
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| Saturday, May 31st, 2003 |
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well last nite was eventful, me and tim broke up i thout he ws going out with jasmine they were all over eachother but i guess not..owell im over it all lol not you tho jaz! (muahh)i love u!hahah neway i really hope kael likes me too but i dont know about a boyfriend rite now...times are tough and its summer i should have fun plenty of time for guys next year..wtf else am i supposed to do at skool lmao.well all day has been boring::sighs:: my mom awoke me up at 11'00 to say jess left at 9'00 and to get my ass up i forgot she styed over lol i felt like i had been drugged i couldnt remember nething.but o well the rest of the day awaits so far ive talked online with tony hes really really kool..i love that kid! o well ill be offf......... h3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz -farewell_ ~n!kk!~ |
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well this evening was how do we say ::rubz chin:: boring except tim and i broke up sad! well not really no feeling...o well i think he just dosent like me no more! who would??im ugly i hate me its terrible horrible ahhhhhhhhh!!! ok ......... im over it well tim and jas were gettin close ill admit it was acward but hey its kool if they can be happy then i say go 4 it! everyone should be happy...or unemotional like me hahahha that way you dont get hurt ..oh yes im dating winkler he will dump me soon tho so thats ok..well i think ill let ya in on somethin i have a crush..kael!! hes awesome but on vacation..wonder if he likes me?? o well i guess ill seee ...i got to talk to lisa more she is soo sweet i love that girl ...l!sa if ya see this we need to hang out call me sometime 255-5284 your coolerific hahhaha yes and shes back with adam!!awwwww..adorable!! picture perfect my other best buddie jessica is spending the nite ..we ate hotdogs and french friex yummy! well im starting to rambel so ill be offff... please comment??please i like readin em and im lonely comfort me!! ahh please hahha h3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz -farewell_ ~n!kk!~ comment..comment..comment.coment..commen |
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| Thursday, May 29th, 2003 |
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its all blurry i hate what i see who i am what ive become i wish i wasnt me can u help me change me i hate me its alwayz blurry then it changes to black its better that way we all will die its truth u know it it cant change it wont change its blurry i see the world we see the world ...black... i see the world in black! |
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| Tuesday, May 27th, 2003 |
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 Black: PEOPLE SUCK THE WORLD SUCKS EVERYBODY SHOULD BE KILLED AND BLEED TO DEATH TILL THE COLD EARTH SOAKS IN BLOOD. Well, you're angry at the world. For reasons who knows, but you definately hate life. What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla |
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greetings my fellow friends..hmm today i didnt awake till around 3'30 i was up all nite talkin to jon and ppl on yahoo..fun fun oo yeah and sarah and tony are engaged..so romantic but at the same time sickening how can two 14 yr olds swear off the rest of lives together??hmm shes a bugger woman then me..i cant im to paranoid , and stubborn to be engaged or w.e lol...hmm two friends of mine like eachother but joke about it to one another i really dont think they realize how much they like/love eachother w.e the case may be its weird! there perfect well i think they are..but hes very stubborn! hmmmnot much else to say im in a weird state of mind at the moment so ill be offfff....... h3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz -farewell_ ~n!kk!~ |
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| Monday, May 26th, 2003 |
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well yesterday was good until my beloved tim frightened me into beleaving he was how do i say this..umm''full of shit''!! but its all ok now i hate the word love and i dont see how a 14 yr old could think they love someone but there parents lol...i dunno maybe im just immature...o well im with him and hes with me,,,no more answers needed! well i have a bigg secret! but alot of ppl read this so i cant type it...only one person knows what it is...ive said to much already ummmmm.....wednesdays cheerleading practice!!muahhhaha i mean aha like tottaly not! o well it should be fun and kael plays for the football team i cheer for so im gonna write his # on muh face!! lol #18..i think lol !!!!go kael!!!!! owell ^><^ - _ - H3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz ~~~ _farewell- ~N!kk!~ |
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| Sunday, May 25th, 2003 |
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this morning i was awoken around 10 am to the sound of bacon sizzlin' , thats the only way i knew it was sunday! ''FAMILY '' DAY! ughh..blah..horror. o well thats just my lif3 im tiered of complainig about things that have no meaning to others ..and that in which will never change! well my love young timothy left last nite around 1200 or was it 1100 hmm.. o well not sure , my bestest friend kaitlin satyed again last nite we've somehow managed to stay together for about 5 dayz now! and were still trying.i also got a new belly ring last nite, because my old one was lost in a fite to sleep , as tim, scotty , and kael chased me and kt from room to room . (at 9;30 am)ughhh o well neway my new one is light blue with a white moon on the side and a star in the middle! well my day has just begun so ill go liv3 it, ill write tommorow and tell you if it was evn worth livin!?!?! o well * *h3r3 and gon3 / az alwayz* - farewell- ~NIKKI~ |
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Blurty for nikki.
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