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[29 Feb 2004|10:34am]
har har argh. sour skittles..

weedfiend.

yeah, i caved in and got an LJ, i wanted to see jenine's entries. shes so awesome. and badass. lol. spending friday night with her was awesome. and now jdizzleand i can communicate through LJ. woo.

i <3 chris.
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[24 Feb 2004|09:26pm]
alive

all because of


love
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[15 Feb 2004|12:58pm]
happy one year chris
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[11 Feb 2004|03:51pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | The sound of Valerie's voice ]

okee. so as you may have noticed, my mother has turned into total nazi. Stewy,Susie, Joel, Erik,Tracy,JENINE, Bethany.. I'm sorry I havent talked to you guys in so long. life for tara right now= jew's life at a concentration camp.

blah.


anyways, i'm boreddd. 2 more weeks then i'm done with it.

Chris and I are doing wonderfulll.
We are so in love with each other. TRUE love. it's wonderful to know that he is truly in love with me, not just puppy love. We are engaged. lol.

and ps. during the summer he's coming with me to Massachusetts, my old homestate.
woot.

blahblahblahihavesomeNitrous.

-Tara

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[03 Feb 2004|10:28pm]
when did YOU fall for the big lie?
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[02 Feb 2004|09:34pm]
little known facts about tara

-the wallflowers' "cinderella" song is a very special song i hold dear to my heart. it has a special meaning.
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My dearest. [02 Feb 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Coldplay-The Scientist ]

Elizabeth.

I want you to be free. I want you to go back to horebackriding. You are so beautiful. Stay beautiful. You are perfect the way you are. You don't know how lovely you are. I need you in my life. I miss you so goddamn much. I just want to wake up again in that white bed, and see you across the room. with your beautiful blue eyes.. quietly sleeping. and when you wake. the first thing we say to each other...

me: ELIZABETH!?!
her: TARA!!!?!

what a beautiful moment that was. she lifted me up when i was down, she was so damn proud of how well i did in skating. I was so proud of her horsebackriding. We had the same obsessions... god, it was all so wonderful. I just wanted to sit in a room with her, and talk for hours. Those talks.. oh goodness.

she and i talked for a while about kat, the pretty blonde who sold shrooms. God. when we were all there together... it was like fate decided it. everything was just perfect. We worked out together in the gym. We talked about how sad it was that one of the boys couldnt function properly because he did too much acid as a kid. He was violent, and there were frequent code reds because of him. We all felt bad for him. We all used to talk to him.. but had to be very careful... He was so emotionally unstable. He was a part of us. That's what brought us all together in the first place.

We talked one day during group about whether we have the ability to choose what we want to do, or if fate is decided for us.

That whole week was fate decided for us. We all became friends. And I'm happy to say Elizabeth will never leave my life.

i remember her looking out the window sitting down.. holding her knees.. just trying to figure out life... that's the moment i truly knew what she felt. I comforted her during those times. We both didn't know what the future held for us, but we were gunna make it through our difficult times together. together.

Wherever you are, my dear,
I hope I'll always have a place in your heart.
You'll always be in mine.

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[01 Feb 2004|09:33pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Gary Jules- Mad World ]

i <3 drugs. and my druggie friends. and i heart the convos i have with them.


and i love susie's rants.

for example :::
"so she says she doesn't like michael moore cuz he's bias? THAT'S LIKE SAYING YOU HATE SOMEONE FOR HAVING AN OPINION!

YOU HAVE NO REASONS TO HATE MICHAEL MOORE. NO ONE HAS A REASON TO HATE MICHAEL MOORE. LIBERALS AREN'T THE NEW HIPPIES, RAVERS ARE!


MICHAEL MOORE FOR PRESIDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLOOOOGALOOGALOOOOOOOOOGAAAAAA!"


much love to that gurl.

oh and WHORELINE IS COMING TO CALI TO COMPETE! i'm gunna visit them. much love whores <3. sk8 gr8 gurls. mwah. *misses being katy's mini-me.*

superbowl was good, and panthers (chris was rooting for them) got 0wned. ohhyeha

i love you christopher.

bethany... if you're out there, i'm always here for you. Whenever you need to rant, vent, whatever.. call or email me. I miss you more than words can say. (ps i had a dream about you.. IM me and i'll tell you about it)

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[31 Jan 2004|10:02am]
Everything about Chris.. the talks we have, the laughs, the tears.. everything is perfect. We are literally addicted to each other. He's my love... and my best friend. He's ALWAYS there for me no matter what, and I'm ALWAYS there for him. It's all too beautiful.
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[28 Jan 2004|01:04am]
[ music | Jimmy Breeze - CLOUDDEAD ]

gah, today was alright... just..alright.
i straightened my hair today. i'm now quite sure it looks better straight than curly. *gasp* tara making an attempt to look decent? what has this world become?

why, may you ask, am i up at such a ridiculous hour on a school night? i can't sleep. i would LOVE sleep right now. But when I kindly ask my body for some sleep, it gives me a big NO. headaches suck ass.

ok. my back hurts too. very badly.

theres this one person.. and i just started reading her journal.. she and i used to be hella close.. she even visited me in the hospital.. and now i just understand so much more about her. it really opened up my mind.


god.. i just wrote all my fears and hopes to sue blaze... i hope she actually reads all my msgs for her.


<3


fuck drama queens and kings

and fuck emo kids.

emo= GAY.

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[26 Jan 2004|10:49pm]
blah, i'm not in a good mood, leave a msg to cheer me up.
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[25 Jan 2004|03:39am]
Go pathetic Tara, go! *disco lights*
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and if you tolerate this then your children will be next [23 Jan 2004|08:31am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | del tha funkee homosapien- if you must ]

fuck what i said earlier. i've decided to continue with this blurty. it's been almost a year now, and i've really seen a lot of change. i want to continue this to see how much i grow and learn over time.

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[22 Jan 2004|01:11am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | cypress hill- hits from the bong (oh yes you know it C-unit) ]

chris and i had an uberr fun day!
we drank a little and watched this HILARIOUS movie and had a lot of very good talks! I love you Christopher.

finals are almost over...just one more day of hell to go. then friday! FREEDOM! drinks! weed! with my love! woo!

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[21 Jan 2004|11:56pm]
whoah. when did this become the world of livejournals, blurtys, deadjournals, ect? instead of people asking for phone numbers, or wanting to hang out, they ask if they can comment in journals. this is getting creepy.
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[17 Jan 2004|06:37pm]
i love you chris. last night was so much fun. hehe.
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[15 Jan 2004|08:52pm]
well, today was quite the interesting day! lol first chris and i went to school, got to hang with him all school day, and 'twas uber fun. i hella studied last night, because i didnt get any sleep at all! so i studied about total of 5 hours today for my math, and about 7 hours last night. i still have hella hw. argh. 2 english projects due. blah. but i'm determined. *yay* I spent about 1 1/2 hours with my love *tear* (usually we hang out for like 4 hours, but man these finals are really stressing me out)
love you chris.

Much love,
Tara
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gah. [14 Jan 2004|11:57pm]
what the hell? one of my closest friends of 13 years has really seemed to change in these past couple of months..
i just don't know how the hell to make erik happy. and i wish i did.
well.. for whats happening now..sometimes i blame thea. other times i blame myself. then at other times i don't know who/what to blame, which leads to more frustration.

erik, i miss you.
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and if you tolerate this [12 Jan 2004|09:13pm]
[ music | If You Tolerate This - Manic Street Preachers ]

the rules of my journal:
1. leave your name if you have a comment, pussy.
2. don't expect me not to rant about certain people. if you don't like what i say, you don't have to read it. this is MY journal and is used to vent, rant, whatever. don't like my opinion? stay the fuck out of my journal
3. say anything bad about me and chris' relationship, and i will make sure you never do again.

speaking of which, everyone says we look so cute and happy together! i like how everyone's cheering us on lol.

the greatest thing of all is knowing that i'll always have him. everyone, even my dad can tell the way he looks at me, and the way i look at him. even if our worlds spiraled down into pure hell, we would still be there for each other. we can say anything... we're so comfortable with each other. I love every single second of it. I like how we can look back on the past, and just laugh. We truly love each other. Nothing (not even a comment! oooh a comment in tara's journal! oh man now we HAVE to break up) and i mean NOTHING can tear us apart.

Chris, you're the best.

Love,
Your pookie.

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the smoking sessions was the best in the world [11 Jan 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

oxy-ed it up with chris again today. had some weed too. we had uber funnn

i love you. mwah.

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