| 2:31p |
oh fun days
hmm. so i'm going to the library with kristine, and mark should be back within a half hour or so. i miss him so much, blah. two days and already i'm fading away.. heard that in a song somewhere. or perhaps it's 3 days?
anyways, i went to an optional bowling practice this morning.. i was half asleep and still bowled shitty. gahh! i get so bored with the girls on my team, they're mostly freshman or sophs so i don't even KNOW them. but, i guess it's alright, making new friends is always a good thing.
i asked jon to take me to one of his friends' party things. i figure i can make some new friends that way, too. i already know jon and roxanne (although, like i said before, she doesnt like me) but maybe i can become friends with oscar and jacob and anyone else too. i tried once to talk to ..justin i think? and he was just totally mean. i don't get it. i was only trying to be friendly..
sometimes it seems like the fact that i'm perfectly willing to open myself up to people gets completely thrown back in my face. i know i sometimes come off as obnoxious or overzealous but it's cause i get excited, lol. :) blah.. anyways.. if any of jon's friends happen to take a look here, just know i think you guys are cool.
im wearing one of my favorite t-shirts- thursday, woop. good days are ahead, i have to hope. |