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| 03:06am 02/02/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: -=Mighty Mighty Bosstones:"Drinking Song"=-
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A place to keep things to myself rather than LiveJournal.. Hoorah. Hm, what to talk about first.. Okay, this has been on my mind all day.. I'm afraid that my friendship with Drake is down the drain now.. I hinted things to his brother about things and he added things on. Shit.. one good friend down the shitter.. ._. Now let's see how long it's going to take for everyone else to do the same thing.. How many more days, weeks, months until they all just get pissed off with me and leave? Hm, might even be minutes for all I fucking know.. Hmmm... and how's it going to effect me? I've always brushed off the friendships, but these ones aren't like the ones I used to have.. these hurt. Hum de hum.. Another thing.. don't get to close to me, those who already are.. be warned that I'm shutting myself off now.. Nothing coming from me, just help; none of my own problems. So, yea, there you go. -yawns- What a wonderful night! -sarcasm- Peh.. I'm still worrying; will I lose my friendships with the ones I care for the most? Once I get out of my current relationship(which I wish I don't) I'm not going to be with anyone for quite a while. I've been hurt deeply, and yes it still hurts.. it's a scar; a scar that will take too long to heal. Hoorah. |
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