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going to xanga [02 Jun 2004|08:52pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Soty ]

sorry guys im leaving blurty its to fustrating but now i have an xanga....


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All the lonley people. . . [03 May 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | EVERWOOD IS ON...SHHH ]

Well schools kinda sucky latley nicole wasnt in school so i had noone to talk about something that i need to talk about daily with...dont ask. But classes went by so freakin slow i wannted to just get up and through my book at the teacher her voice was pissing me off and i had a double period today so it was even worst. But it went by and i got home and napped! So yea i felt better..for a while. I basically have just been sitting hear..me and sam were trying to do my layout...and THANKS SAM I HEART THE LAYOUT AND I HEART YOU!! haha.

Well sat i think i upset nikkie...me and nicole said something that i think upset her ALOT since on her bluty she mentions saying something about it but i dunno i mean i feel bad about it but theres not much i can do about it..i already said it and i told her that i was sorry so wen u look at it there is nothing elses i can do.

Im pretty depressed latley i really cant say why its just errrr i hate guys i really havent told anyone what has been going on latley...this is the most i've said about it i dont know why but i dont really feel like i can tell anyone about it..even my best friends. It just something that i have to keep to myself.

Sat is the blood of an enemy show... i'm really excited its at the backstage 10$ to get in and i think it starts at 7 or 8 so people should go!!!! im really happy about seeing them there really good on there demo..i've never really seen them play live.

Well im gonna go now i really am not in the mood to update anymore so ill just stop rite here....

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The reason is you.... [02 May 2004|01:10am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Hoobastank ]

Well friday wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be. I went to staten island for a surprise party for my uncle...it was boring at first and then i started hanging out with my cousins and there friends so it was fun. Wow my cousin has really hot friends hehe...anyways i got home at about 12:30 from that and by then i was so tired......so sat morning me nikki and stephanie went to go see "mean girls" it was a good movie totally unrealistic(sp?) but it was still a good movie.Then after that we went back home and at around 2ish me and nikki went to nicoles to spend the nite. When we got there we were just sitting outside for about 2 1/2 hours just listing to music and taking pictures for our memory box thinger. Then we got pizza tonight ( ahhh i love that pizza! ) After a while we got bored so we decided to walk over the the Whitches Brew and got nina a had some coffee it was fun. Then we went back to nicoles house and had a few drinks i didnt get drunk but i hardly remember a lot of it...anywayz this morning i woke up at about 11:15 because nicole nikki and nina were screaming FIRE FIRE!! so i slaped nikki in the face and attempted to go back to sleep...which didnt happen. So my mom came to pic up me and nikki at around 12. Well thats about it im reall tired...sleepy time

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Ill be there for u!!!! [29 Apr 2004|08:00pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | shhh friends is on!!! only one more episode :( ]

i stole this from jessica =].

Answer these using songs:

01. Are you male or female?:
Jan brady (luna chicks)

02. Describe yourself:
Alone (nhoi)

03. How do some people feel about you?
head over heals (the GoGos yey!)

04. How do you feel about yourself?:
over my head (sum41)

05. Describe your significant other relationship:

06. Where would you rather be?:
2000 Light Years Away (greenday)

07. Describe what you want to be:

08. Describe how you live:
Poetic Tragedy (the used)

09. Describe how you love: ??
Wasting My Time (Mest)

10. Share some words of wisdom:
dinosaurs became extinct ( Atryu)

hum...that was fun!

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Freaking blurty... [28 Apr 2004|08:58pm]
[ mood | rushed ]
[ music | The O.C....California!!!! yeaaaa yeaaaa ]

Aghhrrrrrggggggggg freakin blurty wasnt working for a long time so i really dont feel like writing my whole weekend and monday - tuesday...so i start with today! So this morning i was soo freakin tired errr so yea school....classes....make up spanish test......go home...do hw....and yea that my whole life everyday (ecept for the spanish tes) well i must be going even thought a musen't<-- lol nina ahhh oc's on gatta bounce! peace _JackiE_

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Do it! [21 Apr 2004|08:32pm]
I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want , and post it in a comment. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything

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Thanks nikki... [21 Apr 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | moonspell ]

name: Jackie
single or taken: tSingle
sex: Female
birthday: Sept.19
siblings: 1 brother
hair color: brown with redish pink highlights
eye color: brown
height: 5'4
hometown: island park

F a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop: mall
have any tattoos or piercings?: 2 holes...ears
what is your favorite thing to wear?: t-shirts
do you match your belt with your hair color?: no....
what are you wearing right now?: pj's...moon sweats and my camp t-shirt
what is the worst trend you see today?: those bra bags at mandees!

s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs? no
drink alcohol? no
smoke? no
what kind of shampoo do you use?: suave
what are you most scared of?: rejection
what are you listening to right now?: moonspell
who is the last person that called you?: nikki
where do you want to get married?: hum...church
if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? hahah u dont wanna know lol nicole **DROOLS**
what nationality are you?: italian and Irish
what is your current label?: ?I dunno?

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
bungee jumped?: no
made yourself throw up?: yes
skinny dipped?: yes
cried when someone died?: yes
fallen for your best friend?: no
used someone?: no
been completly wasted?:no

c u r r e n t
hair: wet...up in a pony!
music: moonspell
make-up: none
annoyance: errrrr!!!! he has a girlfriend!
scent: some bath and body works shiz
favorite group: lots.....
desktop picture: collage of me and friends
cd in player: the used
dvd in player: bluecrush

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Why do you build me up butta cup baby... [19 Apr 2004|08:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | NHOI ]

Hum....yes long weekend where shall i start.....

>Friday>O that was a fun day. When i got home from school connie came over till bot 6:30. Then i went to have my first guitar lesson it was fun.After that my mama took me over to Jills house to help Nikki babysitt peter(JIlls little bro.) It was fun!!! We watched The Big Green and he read to me this story about a snail that went on a big adventure!! That was prob the bestest book. So anywayz we were just chillaxin there and Then jills came home and we had SLUMBER PARTAY!!!

>Saturday> Well when we got up we decided that we wannted to go back into ip.Jills mom took us to get food and then we were sitting on the side walk at the bus stop eating and it was really uncomfortable cuz ther were no benches.So then all these people in cars were driving by looking at us and we were SCREAMING! dont tell me!!! to all them...dont ask. So we see the bus and stand up and it just passes us. So we call up the poeple and start yelling at them cuz they have bad drivers. But luckily another bus drove by and liked us so it stopped.We took the bus to the sands and Jill got a fish. That was fun even though it took us forever. SO we went to walbaums to get water to fill up the bowl.And we see gary doing his little register thingie. Then at about 6:30 me and nikki go to the backstage to see From The Pawn....ahh there so good i never saw them live i just heard them there little site thinger but there amazing.Then me and nikki went to her house and i slept there.But i was upset becasue nicole was sick so she couldnt go :( poor baby.

>Sunday>We woke up at about 11:30 ish and called nicole and she came over. From there we went to the sand and went shopping..and once again visted Gary.Then we went back to nikkis me and nicole were on the comp. most of the time talking to CoCo lol. Nicole left around 7:30 and me and nikki baked a Cake!Then i went home

School pretty much sucked today...me and nikki walked my dog after school it was fun kinda....lol well yea thats about it for today comment if ya love me!


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I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal [13 Apr 2004|06:03pm]
[ mood | lazy ]
[ music | Rooney ]

Sunday....It was ok.Not the best easter ever,but then again it wasnt the worst. We went to my aunts house in Staten Island...my cousins were suppossed to be there wen i was then becasue after all it is there house. But, when i got there they werent there...and im one of the youngest in my family so i had to wait for my cousins until 4 cuz they had to work. So when they came it wasnt so bad...my brother was annoying the crap out of me tho..like usual.But i feel asleep towards the end so it really didnt matter....i got home around 9 ish and made plans for saturday. . .

So on saturday me nikki and gary took a bus to the mall and then met up with nicole and nina. I had a back pack the whole time because i knew i was going to be spending the night at nicoles house. Anways...nikki had to leave early because she had a piano lesson to go to. So i ended up buying the rooney cd, and a Ramones poster.Nicole gary and i went back to her house...nina couldnt come because her mom wannted her home. So wen we got to nicoles house we watched a music dvd that gary had bought and then nikkie came over after he lesson. We were jsut chillaxen at nicoles house and then at about 11o'clock we all got in the car and her mom drove gary back home. Wen we got back we were dancing around nicoles room to rap and nicoles older brothers hot friend was there*sigh* so then nikki like feel asleep at 1:30 is and kept waking up and then falling asleep ogain. Me and nicole ended up talking until 4 ish 5 in the morning and got up at 11 but nikki had to leave at 1 ish cuz she had a english report to finish up. Then i just spent the rest of the days at nicoles and now im home.

I had a good vacation i guess that it wasnt the worst thing that i couldnt go on the cruise. But tomorrow i have to go back to school which really sucks :[ but w.e. its not like i can od anythign about it...go comment have fun!

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PoUnD iT [10 Apr 2004|10:34pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Toxic!!!!! ]

So today was cool...last nite Stephanie slept over we had a good o'll time. Then this morning me steph nikki nicole connie and gary went shopping.We were there till about 5 and then me nikki nicole and steph went back to nikkis house to watch honey it was fun..we were eating motza and dancing yea i know... where lozers thats y i love hanging out with them kids.i got home at about 10:15 and now im just really bored.

Everything has been going good for me latley.No bad things accept for this guy i really like...yea wel i dont think he ikes me as much so im in the "process" of getting over it...i have to get to know him more it makes no sence to like a guy u barley know.Well i guess ill just see what happens wen school start.

Err Easter is tomorrow. O joy another day with all my family. I guess it wont be that bad atleast i got my cousins are gonna be there.So theres this show next sat an i cant wait to go im so excited!!! Friday nite im going to my guitar lesson from 6:30-7 and then from there im going to jills house.... She needs to babysitt her next stoor neighbor and asked me and nikki to babysitt her brothere and then sleep over...then on sat where gonna go to the show so it should be a fun weekend...so i have to go pick out my close for easter tomorrow PEACE!


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She bangs she bangs! [09 Apr 2004|03:43pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | yellow card ]

Last nite was interesting... i went to Nikkis house and fell asleep on her floor.When i woke up, gina and jill were there.Then a little while later nina showed up...and rob,stinn,and fb. So we were kinda just sitting there talking till about 10. Then they all left and we went down stairs to nikkis basement and watched cabin feaver. Ahh that movies was grusome. It was all bloody and the poor doggie dyded it was also really funny cuz there all gonna die!!! haha pancakes!Then we me nina nicole and jill played springer for gina. Jill was the host so she went out and kept gina company.I was a dirty mexican(fernado) who hit on an whore (nina) and her mom got mad (nikki) so went we got our costumes on we went outside to get jill...but then she was sleeping so we woke her up and put n the show. We were making so much noise that nicoles dad called nicole us and it was funny cuz she had like rollers in her hair. So then we pranked people for a while.We were getting tired so we decited to watch jeepers creepers 2 i feel asleep. So we all kinda feel asleep one by one.

This morning i wake up to nikki hitting me with a pillow so w.e. we were talking for a little while and then went upstairs to get food. Then gary came over and we walked jill nina and gina to the bridge to meet up with stinn. Then we walked back to nikkis house for about an hour an a half and then walked gary to the brigde. Then i went home and now waiting for stephanie to come over...ill prob update later so leave some lovin.....


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I started something I couldnt finish... [08 Apr 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | Tbs ]

Six flags was an adventure! Lol actually it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I got to go on a lot of the rides cuz there wasnt many people there and it was early. But it was fun...my fav. part was the spoungebob 3-d advebture i loved it..he was trying to find a pickle the whole time!! it was great. Then i went to go on the superman ride cuz i missed it last year, and i missed it again this year cuz we went on the six flags safari and i wouldnt have enough time. O well...theres always the summer. Well yea then we went on a safari thing it was great i got to see a kangaroo and a baboon!!!ahh i love those things.

I got home at around 7 last nite. I stoped by Nikkis house and we watched dicky roberts... i love that movie. Then at around 9:30 ish Nikki came over. We went online for a bit and then at like 1 in the morning we decided to watch old school it was such a funny movie..then she spent the nite.

This morning my dad took me and Nikki into the city. We went to cbgb's and the kid let us go on stage and look in the dressing rooms and stuff so it was cool and lots of fun. We also went shopping and bought a shirt. We also soaw a clown!! that was the highlight of the day. So it was fun we went to a lot of shops and there were lots of cool yet weird things...we tried on these jackets that were like a feathery it was so funny. But then the guy came and yelled at us becasue we were taking pictures of us in weird outfits...but it was all good.

Now i just got home about a half hour ago. Im gonna go spend the nite over at nikkis. A bunch of people are gonna go.The kids i think that are gonna be there today are...me jill gina nina thats all i know thats sleeping over as of now and the guys that are coming as of now are..gary stinn and rob but there gonna leave at like 10 so then its girls nite!!! lolim such a prep o love it.Yea well im getting ready for nikkis ill update prob late tomorrow...leave me some loving kay!!!


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Vacation all i ever wannted. . . [05 Apr 2004|10:35pm]
[ mood | rejected ]
[ music | Linkin park ]

Well this vaca. is starting out good. School was ok i guess but it went by so slow arrrggg.After school i went to nicoles house with nikki jill and robbie. Then we went to go pick up sam and then stinn and later on nina came. We were chillaxin for a while then sam jill nina stinn and robbie left. So me nikki and nicoel went to pizza tonight ( there pizza is the shit ) any way then nicoles mom came to pick us up around 9:30.Nicole went away for the vac. to fl. and now nicoles taking care of her hermit crab (sp?) and we named it fifi kay!

Sat. Jill came over around 12:30 and then nicole also came over. We went to stinns house and met up with robbi eand stinn...we chilled there for a while then went to billards...Then 711...then we went back to nicoles house with out robbie and stinn because we had to "part ways".Then we watching movies and stuff wen we came back to my house. And i love JILL cuz when i went downstairs she looked up this kid for me and called him and im not sure exactly wut went down but all i know is that he was gonna come to the mall with us on sun. but he didnt...

Sooo sun we went to the mall. it was fun i bought some shiz. Then we slept over jills house and wathced "Whats eating Gilber Grape" i love that movie * ahhh johnny depp*<-- sexy man.

So yea today we met up with stinn adn me jill stinn and nikki all went bowling...i never won but thats ok!! lol ban fear!

Well i guess theres nothing new to write about. Im gonna be in Nj for tomorrow and wed. So i guess ill update wen i get home


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Bored... [01 Apr 2004|04:23pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | SOTY ]

Today was really sucky except for the last part...errr on my freakin math test i did one prob on the whole test ahh i hate mrs.genen. So i just wrote down all the problems and im gonna do them tonight.Yea so tomorrow is the last day before springbreak im so happy.Tomorrow im staying after to go to nicoles house and chill there with a bunch of kids.then saturday jills coming over and i think we are gonna chill with justin and then nicoles house then sunday were going to the mall and mabye stephanies bday.I really wanna go!! o lordy i love jill and nicole they went up to this kid that i think is really hot and they were like yea u dont know me but we're frinends with jackie and she asked us to get ur screen name so u guys can get closer and the funny part about this is that i didnt even know anything about it but i love them for it.Then i talked to him after school hes really nice.But i gatta bounce Peace

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Yo YO Wat Up!?!?!? [28 Mar 2004|12:49am]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | motion city soundtrack ]

i just got home from babysitting it wasnt that bad only 3 hours.Tomorrow i have my brotheres hockey lunch it shouldnt b bad it never is.Well the other day i met this kid. Hes really cute and i really wanna get to know him better cuz he seems like a really nice person but i think hes into this other girl o well hopefull we can just talk and we'll see wut goes down from there.well i cant comlain about anything in my like rite now its all good.Yesturday was fun though me and connie were up most of the nite waiting for someone to come online cuz we had to ask him a question but he never came on errr the nerve of that kid lol.This tuesday im going into the city to see "fame" with my mom liz her mom and liane and her mom so that should be a blast....i guess. Theres reall y not much to talk about latley cuz my life has been boring for the most part. I guess im a way its not cuz im feeling kinda different latley. Like with my friends. I feel that alot of the people that i was close with in the beginning of the year im not really that close to anymore like i wanna be close to them and i try i just think they dont want me around anymore like i dunno how to explain that but i just do i dunno mabye im just jealous cuz alot of my friends are hanging out and not inviting me places but i have to get over that its prob just all in my head well...i hope. I think jill mite sleep over next sat...well im gonna ask her later cuz i havent huny out with that girl in like ages. i hope she will be able to. I got my working papers so im gonna sign up to work at the beach o think im not sure though i might not want to but it depend ok yea that was really random... well leave me some loving
_JackiE_ PnP

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SHIVERRR [27 Mar 2004|06:27pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | the used ]

Wow i havent updated in quite a while...yea well on thursday i went to go see a band called "last week" play ( vote for them on z100's radio star) They were awsome.After tehy played we got to meet them, there one of the nices bands i've ever met.Yea well friday nite i slept over connies house it was fun we were talking about um..."the hot kid" most of the nite and i did connies eye make up!! lol it was funny and then we were playing do marry kill and we feel aleep at like the same time and wen we woke up we were talking about dreaqms for like an hour lol it was quite a laugh.....ooooo im getting really cold cuz wen i get made i start to shiver and im mad cuz i found out something last nite but im not gonna say anything well atleast not for now well im off to babysitt ill update later

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hockey! [14 Mar 2004|11:58am]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | im singing la la freakin la ]

This week end i took nikki to mass. for my brothers hocket tourtament(sp?)it was yummy. We Got in at about 1 ish on friday...we didnt go to school.The car ride was soooo long and boring.Then when we got there we checked in; unpacked;went and checked everything out ( we smelled our way to the pool );went to burgerking;hockey game (yey we won!) and then pool again.The first day was fun...we also started making our video tape for andrea ( o yea i have to mail that...*thinks*)Then on sat. we missed the first game so we decided to go get pizza across the st. Wen we came back to eat the pizza we opened out door and stupid us LEFT THE CHAIN ON!, so we had to wait for my parents cuz we had an ajoining room, but nicole some how managed to close the door, so the guy had to come and like saw off the door thing so we could get in...i felt so bad.THen we went ot the hockey game (yey we won. . . again)We met this guy and he was really nice and a cutie! yeaasss and then we came home THE END!

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Weekend [09 Mar 2004|03:56pm]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | nikkis ugly voice ]

Well this weekend i was hanging out with nikki and nicole.i went to nicoles house around 2 and we went to mcdonalds to visit her friend tom.Them we came back and wento to the library and rented i am sam, darkness falls, and queen of the danmed. We went back to nicoles house and had like the greatesss pizza!! nikki almost exploded cuz she ate so much.Then we helped nicole with her sweet 16 list and called up gary.He came over her home and we chillaxen for about an hour.Then we went to the gas station to get cofee and stuff.Nikki took all the cofee so mine tasted like boliled water it was really gross.Then we watched darkness falls it was a good movie. Gary was scaring the crap out of nikki it was very entertaining. Then gary left and nikki smacked me with a pillow and the zipper hit me in the eye.O boy i cuoldnt see out of it for like 10 min i was scred.And i was pissed at nikki so i pushed he in the bath and the shower curtain feel on her that made me feel like a bunch of happy apples.Then me and nikkis slept over. Then the next day we just chilled at my house

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. . .Mest. . . [03 Mar 2004|06:05pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | Yellowcard ]

Well yesterday was awsome me and nicole left school at arond 2:15 and got to jessicas at about 2:45..we watched finding nemo in the car until we got to mcdonalds and laughed about our friends names hehe. Then we got in the car and listened to music for about 2 hours until we got up there. We were making fun of the town they had like 10 auto body shop...1 right across the street for the other, and like a million motels it was great. Then we got there and there were about 7 girls in front of us and of course with uor big mouths we talked to them. It took up time and they were really nice.So they let us in at 7 (show started at 7:30) we got right up front it was awsome first Dynamite Boy the matchbook romance , fall out boy, and the mest. The place went crazy people were going on stage and stage diving off and this one girl we met, went up to Tony and got to sing with him it was great.I was like dehydrated(sp?) the whole show i felt like i was gonna dye it was annoying....but fun and worth is. During the middle of the show tont took off his shirt and out a bra on and started dancing it was so funny.After the show i met all the guys from Dynamite Boy, pete from fall out boy and nick from mest...then we went into the car and talked about the show for a while then i went to sleep nad woke up in my bed...i dont remeber walking to my house but then i got up and did all the things i needed to do for today and went to bed 2 hours before i had to get up for school... this have to be the best concert i've been to except warped ahh that was an amazing concert!! leave some coments for me

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*meR* [01 Mar 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

This weekend i was hanging out with my wiggerdicks lol...nikki and nicole.Friday night we went to blockbuster and got the movies grind and carrie... after we watched them we were lozers nad went to sleep.Then nicole and nikki woke me up at freakin 10:30 in the morning!! i usually get up and like 11 but any way then we went to my house which we got locked out of so i had to try to break into my house.After that we took a bus to the mall and hung out there...we ended up seeing eddie,stinn,and robbie there they were like stalking us then i had to go babysitt.Sunday i went over Nikkis house and dyed my hair red ; i dyed nikkis hair blue! It was great i really liked how my hair turned out! and then yea we made a cake and then we went to stop & shop to get the stuff for the cake wait......reverse that. And today school sucked...and tomorrows the mest concert weeeeeeeeeeee

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