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|Saturday, December 2nd, 2006|
Some friends suck. Some are fabulous. You have just got pick the right ones. One of my good friends, Dusti. She ratted out to my BESTEST friend's mom that me and my best friend Shanyn smoke. And we tried to peer pressure her. Oh mY gosh. She's so immature. But that's not there's a lot more shit that she said to her. Now. Tonight. I'm pissed another best friend of mine, Jennifer. So tonight all of my good girls friends were all getting together and going out. I had to work. She knew I was upset. And anyways, I called her after work, and she didn't answer. She's not answering at all. I'm so freaking pissed. She hasn't even called me yet. I have so much anger inside of me right now. I want to hit something! And whatelse.. oh yeah I hooked up with my ex boyfriend last TUesday. Any i'm stressing out about that if ya know what I mean. I fucking can't stand it right now. And all of a suddent my mom is being hella strict! It's totally lame. I just really want to move out. So bad! Anyway, I'll hit this up later.
|Friday, November 17th, 2006|
It's 2 for 2! So, anyways. Last night I went and hung out with him, Adrian is his name. Well me and my friend, Jennifer went over to his house becaues his parents were our of town. He has some friends over. So yeah it was good. We smoked before we went, and then we played HFL a drinking game. I'm not even sure that's what it's called. But yeah, it was cool for sure. So then we took pictures, first of all it was because my mom wanted to see a picture of him. So we took pictures... My mom doesn't think he's that cute. But I made him sound like he was gorgeous, well because I think he is. But yeah, oh well. I think he's beautiful. Haha, so then he was texting me today. And it's the first time he asked me if I wanted to go do something with him. Like something that shows that we'll be more than friends.. he said we should go to dinner. So yeah, that's good news. But I think that we should go see a movie or something, dinner is hardcore.. you have to worry about conversation and i'm not good at that... Oh well. That's fine. Anyway, that's my update for the night. Haha, I think i'm going to go watch the OC which I missed last night. Cuz I got to hang out with Adrian.... Oh, and I hung out with him for the first time since he got back from his cruise. So yeah, we'll see how this goes. Oh, and one of my best friend well she's officially my best friend but, Shanyn is coming home for break. I'm excited... but she has to go to LA for part of the time so tomorrow I got to take her to the airport... yikes. Welp, it's weekend time, i'm sure i'll have a lot of juice to share after this fun weekend. Haha, kk talk later.
|Thursday, November 16th, 2006|
Alright, so this is my official first journal entry. Um, let's see right now i'm feeling pretty excited about life. All i'm really doing is working at MCI and going to school at MJC. I started out with 12 units then dropped a debate class, now i'm failing my history class. So i'm pretty much ready to pass only 2 classes for my first year of college, pretty depressing. Anyway, as for my job. At first I really didn't like it alll the much. But now that I have worked there for a while, it's not too bad because I meet new people. I like the people that work there, they are all so nice. But, it's such a chill job, I can't believe I get paid so well for sitting on my ass. So then there's my life at home. I was supposed to be moved out by now. But I'm not financially ready for that at all. But I want to move out, not because of my parents (which was the reason I wanted to in the first place) they are totally cool about whatever I do now. But I want to move out just because I think it'd be better, I'm guna start working more so I can make more money. Anyways that's that life... I really want to move out. But then there's the guy life... there's too many guys that I think about. I'm seriously boy crazy, it's ridiculous. There is this one guy that I totally like and he's 21, which isn't bad in age at all (I dated a 21 year old when I was 16) but he's so hott. I met him at work... my first week there. But that's cool huh. But we hang out a lot, but never by ourself...except one time we met at Starbucks. But everytime we hang out it's with all of our friends and it's not that fun. Well for me it is, but not for my friends, cause all we do is smoke and then go over there and they just chill I just like it because I get to be close to him. So lame huh? Well I can't figure out if he likes me just as a friend or anything more... I don't know... well that's the introduction into my journal, we'll so how this goes.. :)