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Hello Again
So yes, I had a very boring yet tiring today so far. I didn't actually go to sleep till after six o'clock in the morning. I realize this isn't healthy, but I couldn't help it. I just laid in my bed, alone, staring straight up at my white ceiling above me. Wondering exactly, how I ever got where I am. I mean, sure, I love who I am, I love what I do. But sometimes I can't help but wonder, "Why?"
When I finally fell asleep, it was around six AM like I said above. I woke up, miserably, around eleven. I sleepily got out of bed, tripping over my feet as I walked over to the bathroom. I was in the middle of brushing my teeth, when I realized I have no reason to be up right now. I mean, right, I have a job and all. ::laughs:: But today, I think I was just allowed to sit in relax. At least, I wanted to just sit and be lazy, and relax, and do whatever the hell I wanted. And I was going to do so.
In conclusion, I sat at the computer chair all day, eating Pringles, listening to likes of Good Charlotte and Justin Timberlake and --Blushes-- Beyonce but that's all right. She's cool with me?
So yeah, I'm turning into the biggest dork, ever. A boring, quiet dork, might I add. I need to learn to open up to everyone. Make some occasional friends, who don't think I'm awkward or some kind of idiot. Blah, when? I don't know?
But I love you all, anyways
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