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Woohoo [15 Aug 2003|03:59am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | All in the Family ~ Korn ] Heyla. I got an LJ! Yay! That is all. Here's the link. http://www.livejournal.com/users/star_eyed/ Zhai'helluva 2 made me purr|fluff my fur

...weird Kitty theory... [12 Aug 2003|05:36pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | alternating between the tv and the ac... ] Heyla. It's "latearly" and I'm trying to stay awake, so I think I'm going to explain one of my "theories". I'm not really serious about this, so don't start calling the asylums nearby to have me taken away. One of my stranger theories is that at some point females become more elven and males more kender. Yes, this is yet another example of how I'm an RP freak as well, but hear me out. First us lasses. Elves have a deep respect and love for life, especially their own. Females generally worry about getting hurt, or those we love getting hurt. Now, for the lads. For those with no knowledge of kender, they are a race on Krynn from Dragonlance, that are entirely fearless, have no concept of common sense, and have the very best luck in the world. If you threw a kender into a pit full of spikes, not only would he be your friend for life for providing him with the "coolest" experience, but somehow he wouldn't even get nicked. Ever notice how guys sometimes do the absolute DUMBEST things, and yet come through without a scratch? I swear sometimes they are borderline suicidal. I used to watch my sh'el walk along the top rail of stair railings going down, just knowing that he was going to fall and kill himself. And of course, he never even faltered. For any non-RPers, this probably made no sense whatsoever. Oh well, like my friend Brightblade said, is it really necessary that people understand me? *grins* Of course it isn't. So long as my demented little family and I understand that'll do. Zhai'helluva fluff my fur

Another day with nothing to do.... [11 Aug 2003|03:07am] Heyla. I'm bored. I'm tired. Oh well. Tomorrow is the first day of school for the little kiddies here. Thank the gods, it will give my little brother something to do during the day besides annoy me. From now on I'll have to get up at 5 again to put my bro on the bus and keep an eye on my grandmother while my mom's working. Oh well. I think what I will end up doing is staying up all night and just wait until Dust is off on the bus to go to sleep. I can still listen out for my grandmother while I'm sleeping. Good gods insomnia sucks. Tonight was the Comedy Central Roast of Dennis Leary. He is such an awesome comedian. Dearest gods, I'm rambling again. Time to stop now. Zhai'helluva. Your a Quarter Horse! What kind of horse are you? brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

Kitty [09 Aug 2003|02:25am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Cartoon Network ] Heyla. Kitty happy. I found a cool little charm/medallion thingie today. It's a silver disk that says Kitty on it. I put it on my silver chain. Once I get my black leather collar I will put it on it. Well...I'm getting sleepy. Zhai'helluva. fluff my fur

Rocky Horror Picture Show [05 Aug 2003|01:34am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Adult Swim on tv ] Heyla. This weekend was pretty cool. Friday night I went to my friend, Janelle's, going away party. After watching the Rcky Horror Picture Show (RHPS) with a bunch of our friends, we all went to the Clock. We hung out there for a while, and then went to the pier. My sh'el tried to kill himself, and some of the rest of us, skidding along the pier and along benches. After that, some of us had to go home but most of us went to Wal-Mart. Doesn't that sound like a great place to be at 4 am? Just proves what I tell people all the time, Naples sucks. Anyway, Magus decided to tease me a while there, asking just who was going to put a lease on my collar. *laughs* I just told him that it wouldn't be him. We got bored there and headed back to Janelle's to pass out. Easier said than done though. I ended up talking to my friend Matt (yet another person who's adopted me as his sister, complete with an extreme case of protectiveness) all night. He says that I finally passed out around 11:30 the next morning, sitting in my chair. Around 12 or so, Janelle woke me up because we had to go to Magus' parents by 2 for his party. Hehe, I think me and Janelle spent most of our time working on our RHPS costumes. Well, more Janelle, because she can actually sew. I'm told I passed out again for another 30 minutes, trying to watch a movie with Magus and his family and Janelle. Matt woke me up, I think, to tell me it was time to go back to Janelle's to get into our RHPS costumes. We all decided to get ready at her house cuz there was more room there. Now, most of my demented little family knows that I'm not a touchy person, even though most of them are. I don't like most people to even touch me. Rhia was joking that she was prolly the only one who could get away with hugging me. Of course, me sh'el argued that he could and ended up chasing me around Janelle's kitchen. Unfortunately, Rhia was on Magus' side and caught me for him. Doesn't my family sound grand? *laughs* Ah well, that's why I love them as much as I do. So we went to the theater to see the Rocky Horror Picture Show, in costume. The show was great and their Frankenfurter was awesome! Rocky ended up almost running me over and sitting in my friend's lap. We went to the Clock again (hey it's the only place open at 4 am in the morning) and then all went home. The only negative point to the whole weekend is my already screwed up sleeping pattern was shot to hell. Now I just can't sleep before dawn! Well I'd better go try. *crawls off to try to pass out* Zhai'helluva. what warning label are you? fluff my fur

Randomness [31 Jul 2003|09:58pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | Comedy Central on tv ] Heyla. I'm not at all sure why I'm doing this, but I am. I just got the urge to put down a bunch of random stuffs...like I love old cemetaries. They're always so beautiful and peaceful. It's too bad that the newer cemetaries aren't set up the same way, withe the big headstones and fenced off family plots. Newer cemetaries disturb me. I feel uneasy with walking on graves...it seems disrepectful. Pretty soon (as soon as I talk to my friend Shona) I'm going to get my tattoo...one of the three that I've narrowed it down too. (http://groups.msn.com/TheBardicCircle/possibletattoos.msnw) Hmm...I want to get a new collar too. I have a chain one now, but I want this nice black leather studded one I saw. And my sh'el is going to get down here tonight!! Yay! *laughs* It'll be good to see him again. Well....zhai'helluva. Disorder Rating Paranoid: Very High Schizoid: High Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Very High Dependent: Moderate Obsessive-Compulsive: High -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- fluff my fur

[30 Jul 2003|12:00am] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | the tv.... ] Heyla. Ok, I'm not sure what to write. I'm kind of goofing off online and watching Adult Swim. My favorite thing on Adult Swim is gone...has been for a little while now. *sobs* They took Inuyasha off! Meh, I'm fine now. I'm fairly sure I've lost my mind. With any luck it won't come back. Zhai'helluva. No, I would think you are most likely goth, don't care what people think, and only hang out with people who like you for you. Yeah you're one of a very few in this small dying out world. Oh and your life is probably pretty damn screwed up. Are you a poser? brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

*sniffles* [26 Jul 2003|06:44pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | SNL on tv ] Heyla. Wow...Janelle and Rhia are leaving. Well at least they are escaping from Naples, land of the dead and the dying. Lucky. I heard from my friend Nicholas last Thursday. He only pops online like 4 or 5 times a year. Zhai'helluva. Somewhere inside you lies true evil. Darkness radiates through you like water flows through the great lakes. Choose wisely in all your life decisions , we all have means to change our path. a... DO YOU PERSONIFY DARKNESS OR LIGHT? brought to you by Quizilla 3 made me purr|fluff my fur

"Uncle" Francis [21 Jul 2003|07:35pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | none ] Heyla. I lost a member of my little "family" today. I've known this man almost all my life, I even adopted him as a grandfatherly figure when I was little, since I didn't know either of my biological grandfathers. When I got bit older, I started looking at him and his wife, Emily, more as my uncle and aunt. Emily died a few years ago, and frankly, I was much closer to her, but I will miss him now that he is gone all the same. That said, I must also admit I'm not that sad. He has been in such bad health lately, this was a release for him. When my mother and I saw the ambulance at his house, we went home and got dressed to head down to the hospital, to be there for his daughter. Somehow I knew he was either already moving on or had done so. In a way, it did kind of wake me up to the fact that it may not be too long until we're heading done to the hospital for my grandmother. She hasn't been in good health in a long time... Zhai'helluva. 2 made me purr|fluff my fur

*giggles* Parents CAN be cute LOL [19 Jul 2003|09:54pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | They're Coming to Take Me Away ~ Dr, Demento ] Heyla. hehehe I'm teaching my mother how to use Trillian and IM people. *laughs* It's kinda funny in a way. And I found a song that I just love, and it suits my favorite charrie, Kitty, so well. They're Coming to Take Me Away Remember when you ran away and I got on my knees and begged you not to leave because I'd go berserk? Well...you left me anyhow and then the days got worse and worse and now you see I've gone completely out of my mind. And... They're coming to take me away ha ha. They're coming to take me away ho ho, he he, ha ha, to the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time, and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats, and they're coming to take me away ha haaaa. You thought it was a joke and so you laughed, you laughed when I had said that losing you would make me flip my lid...right? You know you laughed, I heard you laugh, you laughed you laughed and laughed and then you left but now you know I'm utterly mad. And....They're coming to take me away ha ha. They're coming to take me away ho ho he he ha ha, To the happy home, with trees and flowers and chirping birds, and basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddles their thumbs and toes and they're coming to take me away ha ha. I cooked your food, I cleaned your house and this is how you pay me back for all my kind, unselfish, loving deeds. Ha?! Well you just wait, they'll find you yet and when they do, they'll put you in the ASPCA you mangy mutt! And... They're coming to take me away ha ha. They're coming to take me away ho ho, he he, ha ha, to the funny farm, where life is beautiful all the time, and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats, and they're coming to take me away ha haaaa. To the happy home, with trees and flowers and chirping birds, and basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddles their thumbs and toes and they're coming to take me away ha ha. 1 made me purr|fluff my fur

GRRRRR! [17 Jul 2003|09:20pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | nothing ] Heyla. Yup, I'm pissed. I'm quitting my job at the clinic. I love working there, and being with the animals but I can't stand the shit that they are putting me through. Yesterday when I came home I was so upset and tense that I had a migraine and just about everything was sore from being tensed up all day. One of the little mongrels either dug her way out of the outdoors runs, or was taken out, or something yesterday morning. I spent all day walking all over Naples, trying to find this little Lhasa that freezes and flattens herseff whenever she hears her name. The vet basically told me that if I don't find her, or if she's hurt at all I'm fired. Did I let the little mutt out? No. Could I do anything about her digging out, or being taken out? No. So, tomorrow I'm telling my manager that she has my week notice. I'm not staying there two weeks with them being this way. And the first time they're nasty to me I'm gonna tell them they can do the damn kennel themselves and leave. I'm so tired of this. I understand that everyone is upset that the dog is missing, hell I'M freaking out over her, but I'm not being nasty to anyone. And it turns out that she has done this before, but no one told me. So it wasn't my fault, and quite a few people have backed me up on that. Meh. I'm quitting. Between this and all the crap with my manager never being there and me having to cover for her all the time...UGH! Zhai'helluva. Angel of Dispair- you look upon the death of the world and only hope that what once was, will be again. ~Dark Angel Quiz~ brought to you by Quizilla 2 made me purr|fluff my fur

umm... [10 Jul 2003|02:13pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | none ] Heyla. Well...I'm not sure what to do... Uri and I talked today. He wants us to be a pairing again. While I would love that, I'm a little hesitant... We've had this kind of problem before, and I really don't want to go through it again. It hurts to totally love someone and then after weeks of hearing nothing from them have them tell you they can't be in a pairing with you anymore. I love him, so I want to try again. *sighs* How can I not love him? He made me want to feel again. He showed me that I could open up to others. I will try again. I won't be able to talk to him again for a bit. He went to see his mom... Zhai'helluva You seem to have voices in your head. They have wonderful therapy for that. Whats your motto for life? (with pics)(now finished) brought to you by Quizilla 2 made me purr|fluff my fur

[07 Jul 2003|12:16am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Druid Chant ~ Joseph LoDuca ] Heyla heyla. Today went pretty well. I had to run off to work three times, but I there wasn't anyone else there to bug me and I could RP some with my mom while we walked, fed, and gave the animals meds. Alright, I think that's all I can wring out of my brain right now. I've been trying to work on some of my stories and reworking a Mercedes Lackey/Dragonlance fanfic I did. Zhai'helluva. Kerowyn: Herald, mercenary captain, and all around bad-ass. You're very tough and warlike, very good at beating people up and have no problem with this. Just remember that emotions exist, and they aren't bad things. What Herald of Valdemar are you? brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

[03 Jul 2003|12:44pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Suicide is Painless ~ Marilyn Manson ] Heyla. Well... *sighs* I am no longer in a pairing, as I call it. Relationship just sounds to formal and all. A pairing can be something serious, something casual, just something... Oh well...I'm still friends with him. Wish today wasn't my day off really....nothing to do but sit and think. Could go through the house and really clean everything, but I don't fee like it. Tomorrow I have to work. What time I'm not there I'll prolly spend trying to avoid the rest of my crazed clan. Well...think I'm gonna try to find something to do. Zhai'helluva SPIRIT is your chinese symbol! What Chinese Symbol Are You? brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

[01 Jul 2003|12:12am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Burning Times ] Heyla. Gods, I'm tired of loading up parts of trees to take to the dump! A little while back, lightning struck near my house and fried all the tvs and my modem, but it seems it also hit this huge 3,000 pound Queen Palm next to the house. Saturday when I got home from work I was greeted by the sight of this huge palm tree lying on the ground, cut into 3 or 4 ft. pieces. My great uncle and I had to roll the stupid things onto his trailer and gather all the rest of the stuff that came down with it (other trees near it). Today we took two trailer loads off. I want to try to stay up and catch my ashke online and talk to him, but I'm so tired.... I was up almost all night last night. Couldn't sleep, so I RPed with a friend of mine. I think perhaps I'd better not repeat last night...gotta work tomorrow. Zhai'helluva. A dreamer is your type. Seen as "not quite there", you see things that few do. You make people think, and your friends turn to you for insight. A different quiz, what strange type of person are you? brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

Heyla [26 Jun 2003|03:00pm] Ok, I'm feeling a bit better now. At least I'm not whining. And I'm going to get a tattoo. I've been thinking about it for a long time, but I finally decided to seriously do it. As soon as I can go up to see my friend, Shona, that does tattoos I will. I just have to find some time when she has time and I'm off. Rhia and Janelle (two of my "family) have offered to go with me, because I have this stupid phobia of needles. Everyone thinks the reason I balk at getting the tat is because I'm afraid it will hurt, but that's not it. Just the thought of the needles in the thing freaks me out. But I think I can overcome that. If the first one doesn't go that badly, I think I want to get more. The one I want to get now is a tiger crawling up my calf. Well..... Zhai'helluva. Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even hate the world and everything in it and you believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye for an eye. How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 5 made me purr|fluff my fur

[24 Jun 2003|10:52pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Falling For the First Time ] Heyla. I'm tired... And I miss my ashke and my bro. *sighs* Oh well. My bro will be back soon. *grimaces* I'm whining....ugh. Zhai'helluva. 2 made me purr|fluff my fur

Grr.... [19 Jun 2003|05:32pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Bawitdaba ~Kid Rock ] Heyla. Ever had something happen that just made you want to revert back to some attutude or behavior you thought you had left behind? Even if it only lasted a few seconds or something... Gods. Sometimes I have to wonder. Am I doing what I'm supposed to? Am I where I'm supposed to be? *goes to hide under a rock until she can sort herself out* The Goddess Death: Dark, morbid, appropriately represented by the color black and the element water. Death is reserved, intellectual, introspective. Rarely does she do anything requiring a lot of energy or display of emotion -- but when she does, anyone within a few planes would do well to duck and cover. Which Goddess Owns You? brought to you by Quizilla 4 made me purr|fluff my fur

well then.... [15 Jun 2003|11:46pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Raistlin and the Rose ~ Lake of Tears ] Heyla. And again...well then... I was all ready to throw out a rant on how evil my computer is being, but now....I lost the urge to rant. Rambling about something seems like a good idea, but what to ramble about? I went to St. Augustine last week and part of this week. I think we went everywhere but the Castille de San Marcos this time. :( I wanted to go but we always got sidetracked. Sometimes it's not hard to do that to me. I tend to just kinda wander from one thing to another at times. Oh well. Zhai'helluva. 1 made me purr|fluff my fur

My clan and my family [01 Jun 2003|11:54pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Millie and Billie ~ Alice Cooper ] Heyla. *laughs* I'm bored and want to explain how something works in my crazed little mind, so bear with me. Don't bother asking why I had this urge to explain either...I honestly couldn't tell you. I tend to like mentally grouping things, even if it's fairly screwed up how I go about it. Notice I like to MENTALLY group things....physically organizing things with me is a lost cause. I tend to lose a lot of stuff that way. To my mind, I have two "families". There's my clan.... and there's my family. Now my clan, they are the people who can trace either bloodlines or marriage records and say "See Kitty, this is why you have to put up with me." Most of these people I love deep down, but would love to send somewhere far away....FAR AWAY. Then again, some rare few pass over the line to become family. My family are the rare few people who can point to either past experiences or my own statements and say "See Kitty, this is why you love me and will generally put up with just about anything from me anyway." My clan, for the most part, is a pack of crazed individuals who closely resemble the drow, in attitude, if not family structure (yea, I'm an RP freak and will relate things as such). Then again, most of the people I consider family are seriously demented...but that's a large part of why i love them so. *grins* Although a few of my family stem from my clan, such as my mom and my crazier cousins (only 3 have reached this status, from a huge pack of them), most of my family stem from my friends. People I've gotten to know and love enough to consider them family and do just about anything I can for. From my friends, I've gained an extremely protective brother and a sister I have "alpha bitch" issues with. Not to mention a friend of mine that decided to adopt me as her "mommie!!" after she found out I'm not fond of the idea of having children, quite a long time ago. Right now we're kind of all scattered out. My bro is in the Air Force....my sister in college....*laughs* and my "kiddo" off in Texas with her ashke. Of course, those aren't my only friends that I consider family, just the first three that came to mind when I started thinking about all this. Now a change of subject. Last night I went out with a few of my friends to karoake. I was only planning on going to karoake and singing some and goofing off, but it ended up being an all night thing. We went to karoake, then went out to eat, and then ended up at one of their houses watching the Rocky Horror Picture Show and part of 8 Mile. Gods...finally around 5:30 this morning I convinced one of them to break down and bring me home. They kept trying to get me to stay there and wait to come home til morning but I thought it would be best to come home. I didn't want to freak my mom out. I live next door to her, on my grnadmother's property, so when I go out, I usually let her know, so she won't worry bout me. It's a rather useless effort but hey, no one can say I don't try. Told her that next time, if she doesn't hear me come home or something, just call me when she wakes up. Part of the reason I bothered to get a cell phone anyway. Ugh...Kitty rambling now...tired. Zhai'helluva. WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla fluff my fur

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