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Blurty for Gayle.
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| Thursday, May 28th, 2009 |
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Original Entry ( And now to see how much my answers have changed in 3+ years. ) |
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VA Beach tomorrow for the weekend. NY in two weeks for the weekend. Jason Mraz in July. Not for the weekend. I'm just happy I'm doing something with myself this summer. I like to double space a lot, apparently. And I'm torn about doing something that I'm 99.99% sure I'm just going to get rebuffed on. I'm not hurt about being rebuffed (well, a little bit, but not enough to matter), but whether or not it's worth it. Will it do anything. I keep trying to tell myself that it's better to put myself out there and see, but I honestly don't want to do it if it's not going to provide results. I guess it's that part of me that's afraid of being rejected. I've put myself out there about this before, and gotten very mixed results. Majority of which were not in the good category. I've made my peace with it, but I've been debating on whether or not to try again to mend it. Opinions? Advice? Suggestions? Thoughts? Please and thank you. |
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| Monday, May 25th, 2009 |
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I joined Twitter. (resistance was futile) I went on a date. Sort of. I drove to Silver Spring by myself. I moved out...kind of. I haven't spoken to my mother in..methinks a week. Yikes. I'm slightly okay about that. I'm going to VA Beach in less than a week, and I couldn't be more excited to get the hell out of MD. And I posted. Yes! OHH! And I'm patiently waiting for Ric Flair's return from retirement to be televised..in about 3 minutes. Whee! |
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| Friday, March 27th, 2009 |
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| my heart hurts...and not because you dumped me, you silly fool, but because you could drop me like a hot fucking potato after all the time we were friends. am I really that worthless? | ||||
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| Wednesday, March 4th, 2009 |
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| ........so need to go to bed. | ||||||
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| Wednesday, February 18th, 2009 |
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.....would anyone of you be willing to read something I wrote? It's a very small passage, and is nowhere near finished, but it's my first "real" attempt at writing something, well, I guess romantic, and I'd like some opinions/suggestions. I'd be more comfortable emailing it, so I guess just let me know. Thanks. |
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| Tuesday, February 17th, 2009 |
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| ( x-posted from LJ ) | ||||||
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| Wednesday, February 11th, 2009 |
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| ...and apart from a mini-meltdown right before they took the casket away, I think I did damned well. | ||||||
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| Monday, February 9th, 2009 |
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a lot of these answers seem to be similar/the same.....not sure how good that is. interesting. ( I'm bringing it back... ) Thanks for all the kind words yesterday and today, y'all. I really don't know what else to say. |
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| Sunday, February 8th, 2009 |
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I just saw my daddy yesterday. I...can't believe it. My daddy died today while I was in New Jersey. I'm 27 years old and I fucking miss my daddy. I...I...just can't believe it. And here I sit, blogging. Wow, priorities much? I had to help make funeral plans. I...don't even know the first step. I've never had to make a plan for anyone, let alone my own dad. I..........my world is crashing and I don't know how to stop it....... |
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| Monday, January 19th, 2009 |
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I'm kinda hurt and yet in a way feel like I shouldn't be. But I shouldn't be not allowed the right to feel this way, either. I...just don't know how to deal with it and it sucks cuz everything's so fucking complicated and I really just wanna cry. I was soo afraid of this. |
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| Sunday, December 28th, 2008 |
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...other than the fact that I felt the need to update at least once in the month of December. Wonder why. Ah well. |
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| Monday, November 17th, 2008 |
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This amuses me. http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=kirielle&itemid=12644 |
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So I called Mike's parents earlier today to let them know that a mutual friend of ours (Mike's and mine) is having a c-section in the next day or so and that she was naming the baby Michael. I thought it was fantastic, and that it might make them smile to know as well. She didn't answer. No big, I left a message. She called me back just now. I forgot that I still had that number saved in my phone as "Michael". For just a second, I thought it was him calling me. And now I can't stop crying. I miss him. |
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2008 |
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...I got another hole pierced in my ears today. My right ear hurts while the left ear is just fine. WTF, ear. So, a question to my lovely readers, which I'm sure has been asked time and time again: How many piercings do you have? Tell me they didn't hurt like this one does. :P |
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2008 |
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So the other guy's insurance company is taking liability for the accident that happened the day before I left for Cali. I am so excited...i don't know what to do. :D I'm getting my $500 back!! |
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| Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008 |
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...what a better way to get the day before you leave on vacation off of work than to get in a car accident. Again. wtf. edit: way, gayle...way. sheesh. edit squared: THEY FOUND ME NOT AT FAULT!!! *dance* |
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2008 |
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( mindless ramblings that I didn't think would get so long... ) I bid you all adieu. |
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| Friday, September 12th, 2008 |
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I wrote today. However small an accomplishment, I still wrote. God, it's been years. Literally. It feels good to be back. |
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2008 |
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| Yes, I will be going to see Jason Mraz in October. Woot. | ||||||
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Blurty for Gayle.
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hot.
okay.
lethargic.
calm.
annoyed.
cold.
drained.
confused.
accomplished.
awake.
melancholy.
bouncy.
content.