I don't know if im going out with him or not. And now the guy that i was hella hella hella crushin on before this guy is starting to say that he likes me, shit this sucks, i really shouldn't beleive that he likes me anyways but whatever. jeeeez guys suck fucking COCK! joe is so sweet and funny and cute and everything but he likes courtney too. and it seems he talks to her more than me, i shouldn't go out wit him, but i really really want to. the TA is talkin to me again, he's kool and hott but he's kinda creepy. oh and joe told me all the stuff that courtney was saying about me when we were competing for him, and let the record show that i didn't talk any shit bout her, i actually promoted her ass. wow im mean in my journals, i guess it's cause i'm not this open about my feelings at school or anywhere. man i have ALOT of anger goin on inside this lil body. im gonna explode one of these days. and it's gonna be messy. lol k well that's it, cya bia mucho lovo.
-kinikia
Todya was just off the wall! my friend and i likethe same guy, so that's always adding to my day. but it was great because he chose to go out wit me...then, OMFG i am so pissed at her because she played a hella messed up joke, she said that she had broken her arm and she scared me so much that she was going to hurt herself so i called and called and called then i decided that since she wasn't picking up something had to be wrong so i went over to her house, and the bitch shows up at the door no broken arm and she was perfectly fine...GOD that pisses me off so much because i had my mommas celly wit me and the boss to this company that she was trying to get a job at called right when she came to the door so he heard everything that i was telling my friend and then i accidentally hung up on him! so damn, my mom was hella fucking pissed and was flipping out at me,thanks courts thanks! god, im just happy that pretty soon im gonna be able to call up my guy and vent(yea since guys love it so much when we do that lol) ok but now everythings alright im calmed a bit but im ok. so that's all for right now, im out, cya bia mucho lovo
-kinikia