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Sunday, September 28th, 2003
| Time |
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| 5:08p |
my weekend sucks and things around me are going horribly
#1) What do you wish was your name?: thats stupid, its not going to change, but i guess i wish my name were less common, at least my name's not pamela, no offense to you pamelas out there
#2) What song seems to reflect you the most?: Saves the Day - Ups and Downs, not like im ever going to hang myself, but i just love that song so much
#3) What thing always makes your day when it happens/ you see it?: accomplishing things, meeting amazing people
#4) If you could change one of your qualitites, what would it be and why?: I would stop being so loud and outgoing because sometimes people need to get to dig in deeper and find out about a person and that can get annoying.
#5) What in your life influences you the most?: My experiences
#6) Which feature of yours do you love? Which do you hate?: Physically i like my eyes and my smile, i hate my nose and skin and wish i were taller. Mentally i love my optimism, and i hate my procrastination
#7) If you had to have a picture be your symbol, what would it be and why?: I guess the picture where i am a baby with my mom holding me, i just love it... it makes me think about life being simple, which it obviously isn't
#8) What would you title the movie or soundtrack of your life?: Compositions, cause i'm unoriginal and i title everything that
#9) What are you most dissapointed with so far?: myself and all the things ive never done that i said i wanted to do
Next Five....About Others
#1) What one quality makes a person worth being around?: when they make you forget about anything else that mattered and you can enjoy life with them
#2) What one thing about a friend always pisses you off?: when they talk about bullshit things they are upset about
#3) Ok, now vent your worst people experience: 8th grade- red paint pen meets locker, pizza meets yearbook
#4) What is a major turn on?: personality... grabs my attention
#5) If you could create the perfect person, what three qualities would they have and what would they look like?:
They would be an awesome listener, have their own interests and morals, and made me forget about life. if the guy is a straight edge vegetarian who doesnt wear animal products and wants world peace IM IN LOVE.
I dont really have a preference for hair color or eye color, but I do like tall and i do like strong and i do like gay jeans
Last Five....About Life
#1) What confuses you the most about life?: i dont understand some people, and i dont understand myself, and i dont understand life
#2) What's one thing that goes on that makes you wanna scream?: death
#3) Which matters more, people's words or actions?Why?: people's actions are their words, because a person is deciding to say what they want to say... and for instance, it results in the action of hurting someone else
#4) Does love really make the world go round? Is love present in today's world?: fuck love. i dont know, i guess i would like to believe in love, perhaps there is no definite love, it just occurs at different levels in people's lives
#5) What one issue is most important to you?: morals, such as people's rights, animal's rights, the earth's rights, and anything that could harm someone or something's body
*The PEOPLE YOU KNOW Side*
Friends: true?... Jessie, Joe, Heather, Jess, Paula, Jumpin, Kat, Katie, Lisa, Will
Best Friend(s): Jessie, without a doubt
Funniest: Jessie Joe and Heather
Most hyper: Jessie and Heather
Loudest: Heather
Craziest: Jessie/Heather/Jumpin
Skinniest: Joe Jumpin and Lisa
Best at keeping secrets: Jessie
Most innocent-looking: Paula
Nicest: not possible
Weirdest: Heather
Most annoying: everyone can get annoying if i see too much of them, but Jessie never will
Quietest: Jess if she's not high and in public, or Paula
*The BELIEVE OR NOT Side*
Do you believe in angels: no
Aliens?: There's gotta be someone/thing else out there
Heaven & Hell?: no
God?: i dont think so, perhaps in some symbolic way...
Yourself?: if i didnt believe in myself, i dont think i'd be alive right now
*The HAVE YOU EVER Side*
[Answer YES or NO]
Been on a plane?: yeah- over a million times
Cried in public?: yeah- 11-14-02 washington street
Climbed a tree?: yeah- but i suck at it
Fell asleep in a Movie?: yeah
Met a celebrity?: yes!!!!! chris conley!!! and i met katie holmes
Met the president?: no
Been scared to get a shot?: im sure i was when i was a kid, i still have a bit of a fright nowadays even
Gotten a cavity?: like a half of one
Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch?: yup
Had an online relationship?: uh, no? thats silly. but ive probably had a "relationship" where we would only talk online, they went to my school and all, we were just so little we couldnt talk in person
Made prank calls?: i suck at them, i think i've tried, i'd crack up laughing to easily
Skipped school?: not that i recall, not without my mom/aunt's knowledge
*The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING Side*
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no, i sleep with a blankie
Last time you showered: yesterday
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: macaroni and cheese, or granny smith apple
How many buddies do you have on your list?: 105, half of which i don't talk to
Do you like this survey?: im impressed by it
What is your favorite Beatle?: i havent really considered them as individuals, so let me start out by apologizing for that, and i dont know them personally, so ill finish with an i don't know
Do you think Neil Young looks like Kurt Cobain?: i dont know what neil young looks like
Last CD you bought?: Thursday - War All the Time
First CD you bought?: The Beach Boys - 20 Good Vibrations
How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Buttercup?: I forget the last time i ate one, but i dont usually think about it cause fatty's in too much of a hurry to get to the chocolate
Feelings on abortion?: pro choice
What does your screen name mean?: its in a song by madonna, but i dont even really listen to madonna, i like stars though, i like the number 8, and 23 too, but thats the date of my birthday, may 23rd
Right, Left, or Ambidextrous?: righty, but im ambidextrous when it comes to painting fingernails
Who do you most admire?: i dont really believe in superiority of people
What is on your mouse pad?: a blue and white picture of a young boy and girl dressed up in adult clothes and the boy is on his knees giving the girl a rose which is the only colored thing in the picture
What is under your bed?: another bed that pulls out to a trundle bed
How many licks does it take to get to the center of a TootsiePop?: fatty doesn't lick, she just inhales the darn thing
Current Mood: shitty
Current Music: i was listening to division street accoustic by thursday | | 5:58p |
mac n cheese, mashed potatoes with gravy, and buttered corn
YoMothA1427: kim i dicided your going to do more surveys, you put long asweres and keep me entertained
im sorry, but i have to put this in here, its too damn funnny
star8brite23: and when i saw lynn friday she was walking with garry, they both had skateboards in hand
YoMothA1427: owww punk rock love affair
Are you emotional :: who isnt?
Do songs make you cry? not really, i wouldnt cry from them unless i was already going to cry
What about movies:: the only movie i've cried from was moulin rouge, and it took me like 3 times to watch it before i cried from it
What emotion do you usually feel :: content
+ Sadness +
What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: death
How many times have you done that :: plenty
Where do you cry :: mostly when im alone, i prefer to be completely alone, but i can cry around my friends
Do you hate crying :: i hate it when i dont know if im ever going to stop crying, and i hate that hangover feeling when i have a headache and puffy red eyes afterwards
Do you like it when others cry :: i would rather not have people be sad, but its going to happen, and if they can get their feelings out then good for them
Do you make people cry :: not intentionally, and not that i know of
Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: i like what joe said to this one>>"i've never thought of that"
Who looks good when they cry :: my sinister self would say the people i hate, but i dont really honestly hate anyone... so i guess no one
How else do you express sadness :: scream, write, talk, don't talk, don't express it and keep it in
Are you sad all the time :: nope
+ Anger +
What does it take to make you mad :: death
What do you do when you're angry :: act irrationally
How short is your temper :: i try to stay calm for as long as i can, but sometimes things can make me snap real easily
How long does it take you to calm down :: as long as it takes for me to be alone and figure things out
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: i once threw this necklace i loved at my brother and i broke it, i haven't really caused much damage besides saying things i didnt mean, which i try to not do anymore cause i hate it when people do that
Do you freak out when others are angry :: no, its a natural emotion and it usually only gets me revved up
Out of the following, which one describes the level of anger you usually feel: annoyed, frustrated, angry, furious, hatred, about to go insane :: i dont get angry very easily, so im sure once im mad its probably furious
Has anyone ever recomded anger management to you :: nope
What's the worst thing someone's done to you that made you mad :: died, and once again.. red paint pen meets locker, pizza meets yearbook... ohhhh the 8th grade memories!!
Do you anger people :: probably, but i dont do it intentionally
+ Joy +
How often are you happy :: pretty often, like at least a good deal of each day
What makes you happy :: running, biking, meeting new people, my friends, music, going to shows, compliments
What do you do when you're happy :: throw a giant smile on my face, bring my happiness to others, usually im pretty hyper when im happy
How optimistic are you :: pretty damn optimistic
Do happy people make you mad :: no, thats silly and selfish and way too stereotypical alternative rock kid
What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: be happy about something that makes me sad
Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone, including your enemies and the bugs :: um, i dont think so
Ever been so happy you cried :: i think...? i dont cry very easily
Do you smile a lot :: yeah, maybe too much
Hug people a lot :: yes, when im around the people i am close with
Kiss people a lot :: only my family.. and i dont go around kissing people that dont mean anything to me
Who really makes you happy :: jessie, my mom, my aunt, myself
Do the simple things make you happy :: isn't everything simple?
Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: im more apt to doing things for people at that time
+ Fear +
What do you do when you're scared :: either try to face my fear, or run away from it, or learn about it
What scares you :: scary movies, people in my life that mean something to me leaving, and relationships
Do you like scaring people :: no, im not slick
Do you like the thrill of being frightened :: yeah, at some points, not to a certain extent
Does fear accompany anger in your case :: it can be a product of anger... haha " LOVE-------------------------- FEAR" (Donnie Darko)
Ever been so scared you could barely breathe :: yep, haha me and jessie were sneaking to the boys side one night and we hid in the side of the dining hall, i litterally tucked myself into a corner, closed my eyes, and stopped breahting cause we thought someone was there
How often do you panic :: when its appropriate
What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else in your life so far :: although it was stupid, probably that night when i thought we got caught
What do you do to calm your nerves :: talk it out, write it down, think it out, put my mind on something else
Do rollercoasters scare you :: yep yep yep everytime im on one i always scream "IM GONNA DIE!!!!"
+ The strongest emotion +
What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going (whether it's love, hate, whatever) :: Ups and Downs
Movie :: home movies
Commercial :: commercials? thats bullshit, they can't get emotions going, theyre fucking advertisement for corporate businesses to make money off of.
Person :: my mom/dad
Thing :: old photographs
Sight :: old photographs
Sound :: someone else that i care about crying
Food :: DONUT STICKS!!!!!!!!!!!
Thing you're looking forward to/want :: family, living on my own, falling in love
+ What do you do +
When the emotion sucks :: let it pass its natural way
When the emotion rocks :: try to embrace it in every possible way, and later on i always write about it and reflect on it tons
When there's no emotion :: not possible
+ Would you rather +
Never feel again :: no way, feelings are part of what makes life what it is
Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: i would much rather feel loneliness, anger is a very dangerous thing, with loneliness it would at least mean that i had something to compare it to, a point in my life that was good. definitely loneliness
Be happy forever and never experience the bad times :: i wouldn't be the person that i am today, and i wouldnt be as appreciative for what makes me happy
Cause misery :: as oppose to?
Feel misery :: as oppose to?
Be alone :: sometimes you need to be alone, i definitely need my alone time
Be with everyone you know :: as oppose to?
+ Who +
Cheers you up more than anyone else :: myself, when ive accomplished things
Angers you more than anyone else :: whoever the "big guy" is
Scares you more than anyone else :: my mom... i think
Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: my composition notebook! (IS TOO A PERSON!!!)
Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: i try to consider everyone in this aspect
Current Mood: HACKING COUGH
Current Music: (reminds me to put music on) led zeppelin dazed and confused | | 7:03p |
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