| 1:28p |
yesterday's embarrassing moments
i met kat and jessica at the gazebo at faxon park for a picnic, even though i was the only one eating. the bands playing were arriving early and i got to see will and andrew and mrs martin and mrs fortune, and i haven't in what feels like so long, just cause i used to see will like every day. so he gave me a hug and lifted my feet off the ground.
embarrassing moment #1: when i waved hi to andrew I tripped on the curb and fell right on my face and hurt my shin.
embarrassing moment #2: when i was waving hi to dan I tripped again.
alot of people showed for battle of the bands. it was a good time. i haven't seen Little Steve and the Throwaways play in so long, and I got to hear the new song which made me smile times ten. Singing to CIG was fun. I had already seen TSP twice this weekend, but they put on a good show and deserved to win first place, they're really talented.
after it was over people were just hanging around and i noticed these orthodox jewish guys walking by. next thing i know i look over to where joe is and he's got a yamika on and is talking to these guys. i go over to see whats going on and i can not stop laughing. it was the funniest thing. joe was getting bar mitzvahed by these guys! i knew the prayers they were telling him to repeat and so i joined in. he looked pretty silly, but the guys were wicked cool. they were out there to teach people about the jewish religion. i don't really have much belief in a god or anything, but i think its a pretty neat religion.
we hung out in wendy's and man oh man did we have some good laughs.
i left with a bunch of people to go back to dannys house. on the way, ray decided he was going to walk like 100 feet behind us and act like he was stalking us. so every time we turned around, even though we could clearly see he was following us, he would hide behind a pole or a tree. man, it was so funny. so we went to the gibbons and ray looked soo funny trying to cross this huge open field and hide at the same time. by then, he had acquired a "gun". we played at the playground and when ray caught up to us he just goes "Hey guys!" like no big deal. okay, so like I said, ray's not normally humorous in my opinion, but it was hilarious.
embarrassing moment #3: we decided to take the shortcut through the woods behind the gibbons. there was a small puddle of mud, and everyone went to the right of it and i decided to be stupid and go to the left. well, i was wearing flip flops and i got stuck in the mud. it was covered up to my mid-shins. sooo bad. i managed to get my feet out of the mud, but i only saved one flip flop! i refused to walk with just one flip, so i began searching for the flop. joe and danny stayed behind and it was so funny cause we're all digging in the mud and joe keeps telling me how much of a hick i look. mike assatly came back, but by then danny had found my other flip flop. the funny thing was, they only cost me a dollar, so here we are, taking like 20 minutes to search for something only worth 50 cents. poor joe and danny got all muddy. danny saved the day and found it. the moment became even more embarrassing when we show up to danny's house and his mom sees me all muddy. i felt bad, but she wasn't very nice about the whole thing. its not like i got mud in her house, i cleaned up and everything. oh well.
we hung out at dannys and walked to andys food mart where i got LITTLE DEBBIE SNACKS!!! sweet deal! i had an awesome time talking to joe. i met kim at the portuguese festival and then went home.
i guess i wasn't all that embarrassed about the flip flop deal. it just a really kluzty thing to happen to me. joe says the "freedman genes" are kicking in. he also tells me how much flip flops suck and by that point i began to believe him.
i COULD NOT go to sleep last night at all. no clue... i think its just the classic sunday night routine for me, to not be able to fall asleep. every single sunday it must happen or the whole pattern will be thrown off!
today's been exhausting and it's only 2 o'clock.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: recover- pardon the wait |
| 9:15p |
okay my day has officially been marked as horrible, i just had to listen to LITTLE RICHARD
this morning was a way too overwhelming way to start my day. i woke up at 9 and it sucked cause i went to bed last night at like 2:30 which is way late for me.
then i had therapy and my aunt went and that was just a boatload of emotions and crazyness. i hate it when she goes. you know, i feel bad for my therapist when my aunt goes to the appointments... my therapist is really awesome.
the thing is once we get out, my aunt doesn't talk about what happened in there, so thats good. she took me to bobs and i found a pair of shorts that are okay and two long sleeve shirts. go freaking figure. i buy tank tops in the winter and long sleeves in the summer. yeah, i rock...
we had lunch at d'angelo's which was good cause i haven't had a cheese sub in a while.
i get home and commence the sitting on my ass in front of the computer. man do i have that down to an art. it sucks so badly.
somehow i got to meet up with joe on his walk home, he was really close to my house and he came over for a little bit. he drank water and i straightened his hair. funnier things have happened, but it was a pretty nice break out of the suckyness of my day.
you know what im sick of?? should-haves and ifs and all that. who cares what COULD have happened. forget about it. there's no chance its COULD have happened. How about let's talk about the things that CAN happen.
man, do i need to get away. man, do i need to go to camp. beach plans are working out. and sounds as if auntie's in the favor for the darkbuster reunion show. which is crazyness cause it starts when my flight arrives... but we'll see. the smaller bands always go on first anyways. i've got to get tickets soon though.
maybe i'll get into bed early tonight and read
who the hell am i kidding?
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: mariah carey- always be my baby (an all time fave) |