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keither's partay
Happy 20th Birthday Keither!!!
Happy Sweet 16th Birthday Mike!!!
Keiths Big Backyard BBQ Birthday Bash with Bands
I had to hang out in Dunkin Donuts by myself for like 45 minutes because my aunt is waaaaaaaay too involved in her paper to give me a ride, and my uncle was leaving at 12 which was my only chance. I met Iana and Kat on Washington Street and they walked with me there.
I was sooo bored for like the first hour and a half. It was just sitting there, watching other people. My eye was really teary too, just my right eye. It had been that way since this morning. Heather came and she talked about Fabio getting started again... that gives me so much hope. Her and Iana left to go to a Pagan burial ceremony for Matt.
HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY: Jared went!!! I was sitting eating watermelon and I see him and I dropped my watermelon and RAN to give him the biggest hug. It made me so happy to see him, cause I haven't since so long.
Third Street Project played and they were good. Red Before Dawn played and I guess they were having an off-day. 2 Feet Tall played and it was sooo awesome. Rocks Tonic Juice Magic rocked the hizouse. I got to sing to some of Breakthrough. OOOh how funny "The Dudes" (joke band) were. Ray.. he's just too funny to watch. I don't usually laugh at him, but damn I couldn't swallow my cake!!!
I went swimming with Joe, which was wicked fun. And then he got out and I just swam by myself. I GOT TO SWIM!!! How gold is that? And then later Jared went in and I followed. I forgot about his nipple rings up till that point... ooh la la.
/party.
You know what I realized? Doing something social doesn't mean you're making something out of your day. Being social isn't accomplishing things. Being social is nice... but i also realize that just because i didn't go out today doesn't mean i didn't get anything done today. i've just realized this.. i haven't accepted it or anything yet.
star8brite23: i think i know my problem with like not having a boyfriend and stuff
atthedrivein0679: what?
atthedrivein0679: its just boys not haveing the guts to tell you
star8brite23: i don't really want one.
star8brite23: no it isn't
star8brite23: because if i actually went after the guy that i wanted... maybe something would happen. i mean i could get rejected. but thats the thing... i'm not going after.. and i'm not really wanting.
atthedrivein0679: so who do u like now
star8brite23: i don't really like anyone now
star8brite23: i thought i did but i guess i don't
star8brite23: it doesn't matter anyways if i liked someone, i'm going to go away for a while this summer. in a week for a week and a week after that i'm going away for a month.
atthedrivein0679: it would be nice going out of state knowing that someone back home loves you
star8brite23: yeah... that's what it was like last year, except i didn't know ray loved me because i didn't hear didly squat from him.
atthedrivein0679: u should go out with someone who does care about you, and would write you
star8brite23: i have to find that person
atthedrivein0679: are you POSITIVE your ganna hook up with people are you camp
atthedrivein0679: it wont be hard to find him
star8brite23: i don't know... could be hard.
star8brite23: oh no, i'm not not having a boyfriend because i want to hook upw ith people at camp
star8brite23: i most likely won't hook up with anyone
star8brite23: i'll just end up feeling lonely, cause that's what camp's about.
atthedrivein0679: oh that sucks
atthedrivein0679: it wont be loney getting letters from the one you love
star8brite23: eh, it's like a kidsports dance.
star8brite23: i won't get letters
atthedrivein0679: it is?
star8brite23: i doubt i'll fall in love with anyone that quickly danny.
star8brite23: i haven't found him yet!
star8brite23: yeah, every kidsports dance made me feel like shit.
atthedrivein0679: theres soda and pedafile djs at ur camp?
atthedrivein0679: yeah same here
atthedrivein0679: mabye u did find him, but you havnt looked inside of him yet
atthedrivein0679: ....wesley
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