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Friday, December 12th, 2003

Subject:4 hours
Time:11:07 pm.
chilled wit mah home gurlz kat n headaboo afta skewl 2dai. madd ill timez. made 30 billz babysittin, kicked ass @ connect 4 n memory. hell yah.

my autobiography is done! ... for now. theres still many years of my life ahead of me to write about. i am rather dissapointed in myself for my procrastination, but there's nothing new in that. i cant stand it, i dont know why i dont change, i feel like shit every time after something is over and i know i could have done better. the thing is, i basically get away with it every single time, so i just figure its okay to continue on with the habit. ITS NOT OK. Not as OK as it is NOT TO DRINK. anyways, im positive as youth that i need more sleep. night ya'll.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Tuesday, December 9th, 2003

Time:2:46 pm.
Mood:time passes.
Music:co + ca - devil in jersey city.
Kitty 59 Kat: JOSH? ill kill you
Comments: peel back my skin.

Subject:queen of art
Time:12:58 pm.
Diamonds are a girl's best friend )
Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Subject:mother FUCK
Time:8:16 am.
Mood:my achin' eyes.
Music:the anniversary - the siren sings.
oh man, i woke up way too early only to find out i DIDNT have school today.

now, see, if i had any friends that might have called me to let me know LAST NIGHT i could have gotten some extra shut eye.

i promise its not your fault. and i promise that looking through old emails does the body no good.

what would be good is having my own dark room in my house. thatd be friggen off the wall kickass. almost as off the wall kickass as having a car and a license.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Monday, December 8th, 2003

Subject:oh yeah
Time:3:33 am.
Mood:should be tired. rather not..
Music:CRADLE!!!.
shit i meant to talk about the semi, i forgot about that. geez, ive done nothing all weekend and yet i find a way to write a huge paragraph on it and forget all about the semi. so after school friday i went to recycling club and found out some damn interesting information. honestly, if anyone wants some damn good food after school on the 21st you should come to a christmas party we're having. there'll be awesome snacks, awesome goats, and killer tunes. anyone is welcome to come, no matter how anti-lisa simpson you are. after we were done, i helped out for decorating in the cafeteria for the semi for barely 10 minutes. then paulas mom drove me home. i got dropped off at the bottom of my street cause i saw steve] walking. we chit chatted and i walked home. got ready for the big night, and picked up andrea on the way to the high school. we arrived and all eyes darted our way. "who are those girls?" everyone murmurred. after getting a good long stare at us in our dresses, our jam "hey ya" came on and everyone broke out into a killer dance. we all uniformly moved at the same time, it was the greatest feeling.
so we walked in the door, gave them our damn tickets, andrea got rid of her shoes asap. i saw jess, rachel, and jenn who i haven't seen in months. everyone looked really good. and i got to talk to iana, which i haven't done in quite some time. i had a good time with them. but the dance overall wasn't anything worth 10 of my own dollars, luckily i didn't have to pay. price and joe stopped by and i was blessed enough to be at the right area at the right time to see them waiting out in the snow looking in the window. that got fucked over by mr silva and they were gone within 5 minutes. crazy dreams and schemes of going to dunkin donuts were discussed but never played out. i never once shared a slow dance with anyone. come to think of it, they might have played like 3 slow songs. and they never played "hey ya". but they did let us make a dedication to katie for her 15th birthday. by the way... (although im rather late...:/)

Happy 15th Birthday Rachel!!!
Happy 15th Birthday Katie!!!

alright, i know im babbling, heathers already like dead asleep. i think that was the basic flow of the night. i met papa dabrilla who gave me a ride home after me and andrea freezed in the snow and got some illin pictures. im so sad because i have to concentrate on only spending money on presents for those i care about and i cannot have my pictures developed. i have yet to pick up my halloween pictures from brooks. its alright though, because i absolutely adore getting people presents. especially good ones, and you need money for those good ones. wink wink.
Comments: 6 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Subject:french braids and snow days
Time:3:19 am.
Mood:parched.
Music:cradle of filth.
i am so so so so so so so so happy we dont have school tomorrow. i had stupid shit to get done for tomorrow and now that i wont be seeing the teachers i dont have to get it done!!! well, until tomorrow... i always dont want snow days because it extends the school year, but fuck that, i am so damn happy we dont have school. and i stayed home all saturday and sunday and now that i dont have school LOOK! im at headaboo's! my aunt in georgia wants me to make a christmas list but i honestly have no idea what i want. like, honestly, im sure if was just given money it would be spent in about two secconds, but i have trouble telling people what to buy me. its kind of screwed up, the whole list idea. so i shopped around online and wasted a good two hours finding things i will never be able to afford. it entertained me for a while. speaking of entertained, kim godek and i had the fucking funniest online chat today. i was laughing sooo much. i helped my uncle shovel again at like 8:30 when i was waiting for heather's mommy to pick me up. last night i couldn't go to bed, so i cut up all my girly magazines (AKA seventeen, alloy, and delia's) and made 3 collages. one is of this wicked gorgeous girl, another is just of things i found in the magazines that i liked, and another is a "bored" collage of like things i could do when im bored, such as knit a scarf or bake some peanut butter cookies or read a book (one suggested by jake gyllenhal). of course the collage of things i like has johnny depp on there twice. i finally coaxed my uncle into hooking up our new dvd player we just bought last week. i checked out the only dvd i have, that came with my coheed and cambria cd, and we tested the vhs part of it, cause its a vhs/dvd player. and so i put in empire records and we ended up watching the whole thing, me and my uncle. when i couldn't go to sleep, at about 2:30 i heard voices. they were like yelling voices, but not loud in volume at all. i was beginning to think it was just in my head, seeing as i was dead positive it wasn't coming from inside my house. i got really scared that i had schizophrenia but then i conquered my fears and went upstairs only to find my aunt on the couch of our bay window, looking outside at a truck with flashing yellow lights. there were some guys outside fixing a telephone wire that had been dragged down by the snow, and i guess their only means of communication was to yell at one another. i was relieved it wasn't in my head and was curious with my aunt for a bit, staring out the window. my uncle came into the room and then i had a tortilla and we all went into the den to watch tv. at like 3 am i went back to my room, read a little more of "the savage nation", a book ramsdell lent me like 2 months ago that is so ridiculously conservative it blows my mind, and fell asleep thanks to its words. tonight at heathers steve] came over for a little and we baked brownies. we started watching how to lose a guy in 10 days and steve left and we finished the movie. then we listened to some of my music. now we're listening to a cradle of filth cd colin left here. i wish her tv wouldn't turn off randomly, movies are always a wicked nice distraction from things. maybe ill ask for some dvds on my wish list. geez, im so modern.
Comments: 3 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Saturday, December 6th, 2003

Subject:so bored
Time:6:31 pm.
Blurty userinfo for kimhobartkimhobart in five years
Occupation: Professional Builder
Prized possession: The world's coolest dancefloor.
Favourite film: Harry Potter and the Bureaux of Serendipitously Sesquipedalian House Elves
Age difference: Five years older.
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Comments: peel back my skin.

Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003

Subject:excuses excuses
Time:4:51 pm.
i dont update alot because i dont do alot. im sure you'd much rather hear about how prisco goes driving around with all the seniors and cuts class than how kim comes home after school and does her homework. at least i've been doing it. i just read this short story for english called "sir gawain and the green night" and it was wicked wicked good. it was a king arthur tale. it reminded me of jared.

steve scared the shit out of me today when he came into structured learning. i was still at the computer and he snuck behind my back and said "boo" or something of that sort.
Comments: 4 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Sunday, November 30th, 2003

Subject:Loving people who are so far away makes it hard to feel like life is whole when you're home.
Time:9:10 pm.
Mood:down.
Music:dashboard confessional - as lovers go.
star8brite23: lets be realistic
Kitty 59 Kat: TWENTY is realistic?!?

... oh katrina... hahahaha

thursday morning i left with my aunt and uncle to go to rye, new york. its only about 4 hours away. we only stopped once to eat at Bickfords. we went to spend thanksgiving with my (now follow carefully) uncle's sister's husband's sister. oh man, am i NOT related to these people or what??? it was rather odd going, but they are really nice. they have a really really nice house. my uncle's sister has 2 kids that are so cute, Ari is 2 and Shelby is 1. Their cousins Josh and Abby are really close to their age. kids are so cute when they play together. i absolutely adore little kids. I have to have kids in my lifetime. I don't know what I'll do if i never become a mom one day. we stayed at the hilton hotel, which was nice cause i got a big comfy bed and really hot shower. alot of my uncle's family was there, his other sister and her husband and his mom and his uncle ivan. i liked uncle ivan, he was really old, like 85, and i couldnt really understand him when he talked cause he had a really deep voice that sounded like itd been used for 85 years. the things that i did hear i liked. he was interesting. all i wanted to do when i was at the hotel was walk around and run into strangers that i could have possibly gotten to know. it didnt happen, things were rather rushed. they had an indoor pool there too, but i didnt bring a bathing suit. i forget the last time i stayed at a hotel. i think it was for a birthday party in the 7th grade. friday we took the littluns to a neat children's museum and had breakfast and lunch at the hotel. we left to drive home at about 4. my aunt and uncle kept saying how well behaved i was, but i didnt get it, because why would i behave badly around these people? or when have i ever behaved badly around adults i dont know? it was a good thing i had "good behavoir" cause it kinda made my aunt forget that she was mad at me for not doing anything for my uncle's birthday on wednesday. i still have to go out and buy him something. you shouldn't not do anything for someone when it's their birthday.

we picked up jessie at her grandma's in stoughton when we arrived there. i was so damn happy to see her. oh man, i cant believe i went 3 months without her. she stayed over friday night. we laughed our asses off and played with makeup. the only food i had was my halloween candy, which we ate half of, and stale cookies her grandma gave her. they tasted horrible. i showed her my pictures. we fell asleep around 2, singing along to saves the day.

saturday i let her sleep in, finished the laundry, and showered. we got ready and made plans to go to katie's in newton. we left around 1 and my uncle got us dunkin donuts. we got out of the car and julia and katie ran out of the front door, all bags in hands were dropped and we were in one another's arms. the four of us were together once again. we left immediately to get driven to quincy market by katie's dad. we were being our usual obnoxious selves. it was rather ironic that on the day that a good majority of a jcc camp decided to hang out there, an orchestra was playing christmas carols. we met up with rusty and went to fanuel hall where he was hanging out with brad + matt goldblatt, lindsey, ben f, lisa, sascha, and a bunch of other people. we went and hung around outside. alot more people showed up then. there was a good 15 of us. i met alot of 1st session kids like greg, emily, ricki, and lizzie. matt walked us to mike's pastries in north end. we hung around outside of that place, freezing our asses off, for a good half hour. i guess we were waiting for those who went inside to get their food. that place is always really busy. after that we walked to the prudential center where we could be warm. greg gave me a piggy back ride, he's really outgoing and nice. i felt comfortable around him. we played around with the thousand dollar items in brookstone, and then some people had to go home. at around 5:30 we went to marche with rusty for dinner. we all got the same thing basically- just ziti noodles and either alfredo or tomato sauce, bread, and ibc soda. lindsey and ben met up with us there. we had alot of fun discussing all the crazy hookups from camp. camp always has crazy hookups. theres something that is caused when you place guys and girls living in the same one location for an entire month. sex goes down, thats just it. haha. we all went our separate ways cause ben and lindsey had to take a train back to nh and julia had to run back to marche to get her hat that she left. katie and i were just left standing in the walkway that goes over all the cars, waiting for julia and jes to come back. some guys decided it would be entertaining to ask us which color shoelace he should have in his shoe. he was really annoying. and they were trying to videotape us, but they weren't very slick about it, cause i saw the recording light on. they were jackasses, and damn hard to get rid of. we got on the green line and took the T home. katie's dad picked us up at the station and treated us to ice cream, i had cake batter flavor - it was deeelish. we had the classic girly sleepover and ate all of katie's halloween candy. julia forced us to look at about 10 rolls of film worth of camp pictures. we fell asleep around 3.

this morning we got ready and walked to dunkin donuts for breakfast. we went to the jcc early to have a meeting about becoming cits. i still dont know what i am doing next summer. its a scary decision, because I cant imagine not being in camp and I cant imagine being gone for practically 2 whole months. i have to think really hard about it.
i always hate reunion, its so depressing to see the people you lived with for a month for only 2 hours only to part from them again. it was better this year with jes and julia there and that we got to see people yesterday too. we watched the slideshow that we didnt get to see on the last night of camp. jes ended up getting picked up by her brother and going home early. i cried for the first 10 minutes of the car ride home, then fell asleep. i cant believe i have to be seperated from these people that i love so much. i absolutely cannot stand it.

i scanned in some pictures and created a site for camp photos. here's the link:
http://www.kingswood03.mypicgallery.com

please have a good night.
Comments: 6 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Wednesday, November 26th, 2003

Subject:MASZA!!!!
Time:10:58 pm.
i can barely keep my eyes open right now... guarantee you i wont be asleep before midnight... and i wish i could. i went to the pep rally, we won 2nd place overall, we do wicked awesome. senoirs always win. katrinas mommy drove me home and i ended up not having to babysit. i started walking to danny's at like 3:30 and the lady i was supposed to babysit drove by and gave me a ride there. she's wicked nice. she felt bad for cancelling. i hung out with danny, andrea, steve, joe, young, evan, and some freshman. the group definately ended up breaking off. i saw detroit rock city for about the millionth time.

i so wanted to go see the cadence play in RI tonight. :( oh well, there's other times. sorry, adam.

im going to be gone in new york for 2 days. then i get to see JES JULIA AND KATIE this weekend. im so so so so so looking forward to that. its going to be crazy seeing them in a setting besides camp. crazy crazy.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Monday, November 24th, 2003

Subject:lozenges
Time:5:02 pm.
Mood:down.
Music:co + ca.
i can't wait till spirit week is over. i think our spirit wall is good and all, but god dammit do i want it to be done.

colin was "feeling super generous" and gave me a ride home. :) i haven't seen him since the summer. i haven't seen alot of people since alot of time. i don't like that. i hate to think i'm losing touch.

i've been typing up an autobiography for my mentoring program. its really weird putting your "life story" down on paper. i've told it so many times though that its not that unfamliar to me.

to really know a person, whats more important?
a) a strong connection
b) similiar interests/life
c) knowing their life story
d) great sex
Comments: 5 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Saturday, November 22nd, 2003

Subject:last night was AMAZING
Time:1:29 pm.
Mood:extatic.
Music:outkast - hey ya.
i had the greatest time last night. Saves the day never fails to put on an incredible show... it was the 2nd to last night of their tour so they kinda went all out. moneen kept invading the stage while they were playing. std covered "hey ya", it was soooo great. i was pretty close to the front this time for taking back sunday, as opposed to walking in circles around the place their entire set. and crowdsurfing was sooo much more fun this time, seeing as it was to actual music and the dude who got me up was wicked cool, as opposed to doing it to no music, almost falling down, and losing 1 1/2 earrings. i was like 2 rows back during saves the day... and everyone was around me, all my friends, nothing beats singing to a great band with your favorite people!

after the show i was drenched, it was pretty disgusting, but i swear to you, nothing mattered. who cares how bad you look after you've had the best time of your life? but it was cold outside and all i had on was my tanktop. we hung around the tour busses to see if we could meet band members, and the guitarist from taking back sunday walked by and i yelled hi to him and thanked him for a great show. he came back again and patted me on the back and said "you should put something on, you're going to get sick" or something like that, it was soooo nice. he's a great great guy. we met ebin too, he was across the street right in front of the club, i wasnt nervous around him like i had been before, it was really nice. he had a slinky and he also told me to put a sweater on. then later, steve] told me after i walked away, he was like "kids these days are crazy walking around without coats." and his female friend goes "i think her shirt's cute." and he goes "its not cute, its PAINFUL!" hahahahahahahahha! we finally gave up on ever seeing chris and met everyone at mcdonalds... things got kinda technical with train rides home, and the whole group split up, some going home, and we stayed. the subway ride was nice cause i met these two awesome guys from berkeley who asked me if my mcdonalds cup was a mcdonalds shake, and i said yes and offered them some. we got into the politics of mcdonalds shakes, and what flavor was best, and decided they were all awesome. they were from other states, and i found out that one of them knew where i used to live in georgia! how funny is that?! i love being from all over, it gives you something to talk about. they then guess what grade i was in, and one guy was completely wrong, and before i gave my answer, the other guy got it on the spot. okay, so the conversation wasnt that cool, but they were WICKED nice guys and one of them was a bassist and the other a guitarist. like i said, meeting people is awesome. we got home alright and on the train ride we met a really cool kid named tom who let us listen to his straylight cd and will be at the show tonight. i ended up sleeping at my house. now my neck kills and i've got another big night ahead of me. but i'm reallllly excited!!!

Thank you all for such an amazingshow!
Comments: 6 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Wednesday, November 19th, 2003

Subject:oooooh katrina bina....
Time:8:54 pm.
"Why would I care about who the prettiest girl in our grade is? She's probably a bitch."
~Katrina Aura Ryder
Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Subject:one more thing...
Time:7:02 pm.
Thank you Paula )
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Time:6:47 pm.
Chris Conley interviewed by Acid Raid Entertainment:
ARE: What unique quality or qualities do you feel you bring to the band?
Chris: I'm a pretty humble and shy fellow, and when I talk to kids at the shows every night, it's very easy to see that I'm no different than they are. I think when there's that kind of connection, I think that's pretty special. It's rare. There are a lot of bands out there that really believe they are something more special than their audience. I see it as the band and the audience are both part of the same energy. The band is making the music, but the audience is their connection to the music.


He is so unbelieveably amazing. And so right. Supremacy sucks, and shouldn't exist. I hope I gave him a decent impression when I met him, all I know is I just couldn't stop smiling, I hope my smile was to him, that he knew I was smiling because of him.

I am really psyched for the show on Friday... really really psyched. This time I want to be able to breathe and enjoy their music. So I will. Awwwwww man!!!!
Comments: peel back my skin.

Tuesday, November 18th, 2003

Subject:class meeting crazyness
Time:6:15 pm.
im going to be after school every friggen day this week plus next week...

im finally getting wicked pumped about the concerts this weekend. i am really really excited. when i picture the shows i picture meeting new people, which I LOVE. i hope i'm not too exhausted for thursday, i think im gonna cut back on the non-breathing thing this time at saves the day. i got as close as i could ever be... chris conley would never have sex with me. tee hee.

(im really sorry but the rhyming called out my name.)


im supposed to be babysitting wicked soon but they have yet to pick me up. i like class meetings cause i feel like i get to talk to people i wouldnt normally have a chance talking with in school. unity is friggen cool.

i got honor roll on my report card, i am soooo happy. i honestly thought i'd be getting a couple of c's, but my lowest grade was a B, im wicked proud of myself, this is really important to me.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Monday, November 17th, 2003

Subject:found this quote in my dictionary.com word of the day
Time:7:57 pm.
Mood:yummy hair/pruney long showa.
Music:coldplay- clocks.
I always have a pad of paper and a pencil within reach, to
catch on the wing this turn of phrase which strikes me as
felicitous, that idea which I hope to be able to examine
more closely in the light of day.
--Roger Martin du Gard, [2]Lieutenant-Colonel de Maumort
(translated by Timothy Crouse)

I like that.
Word of the Day=
felicitous \fuh-LIS-uh-tuhs\, adjective:
1. Suitably applied or expressed; appropriate; apt.
2. Happy; delightful; marked by good fortune.

I have been able to get some of those things on that list I wrote Tuesday done:
1. Mall with Heather(I got yet another tanktop to add to my collection :D )
2. Read Wasteland (I've decided to finish all my library books first, and to save this for when I have "nothing to read")
3. Autobiography (Yesterday at Bickford's brunch with my mom, we went through some events in my life. It was really interesting to hear all these stories about me when I was little. I am going to have to sit down with her again and finish up my outline before I type out the actual thing.)
4. Draw (Does art class count?)
5. Run (HA!!! Like that'll EVER happen!)
6. Clean my room
7. Do my homework (I was up till 3 am writing my English essay last night!)
8. Organize my photos. (I'm soooo close to being done, so of course I've procrastinated to finish it another time.)

I'm big on crossing things out. It just feels nice. Rather odd sense of closure.

Friday night I slept over Heather's. Jay came over and we drove to Brockton, cause we didn't know how to get to the Taunton mall. We got DONUT STICKS in Shaw's and some beverages in the 711. We rented a movie from Blockbuster and went back to her humble abode to view it. Only, within 15 minutes of the actual movie, I was flipping out because it was American Psycho 2 (we wanted to see the first, but it was out) and there was a cat being cooked in the microwave. I jetted upstairs and spent a good deal of the rest of the night on her computer and talking to Jes on my cellphone. Man oh man, I can NOT wait to see her. And Julia and Katie.... its going to be so great.

Saturday I went with Kim and Heather to TJ Maxx and got a bra and undies. Just your typical girly shopping. I stayed home that night and my aunt accidentally ordered "Bowling for Columbine" on In Demand, so we watched that. It was such an amazing documentary, I've always wanted to see it. So I guess sometimes my aunt's mistakes DO come in handy...

My uncle got me batteries for my typewriter! Poor Julia had to hear my exasperated noises in attempting to get the old ones out while I was on the phone with her...if you must know, they were finally pried free with a metal ruler.

Kim and I worked extremely hard on our take home math quiz this afternoon at her house...we sure as hell broke a good sweat workin out those equations, man.

star8brite23: i was up till 3 last night wirting mine
IenjoyGOAThumpin: umm
star8brite23: and i didnt even finish typing it till 6:50 this morning
IenjoyGOAThumpin: i was up until 4:30 thinking about starting to write mine
IenjoyGOAThumpin: =-O=-O
IenjoyGOAThumpin: beat that!

I have a new domain for my pictures now, its wicked awesome and wicked *free*.
Adjust the Aperture
Comments: peel back my skin.

Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

Subject:who the hell eats all the hummus when there's no pita bread in the house?!
Time:11:16 am.
time feels like its being wasted more and more. i cannot STAND that feeling. i have an entire extra day FREE to me, to do whatever I want. Here are my possibilities:
1. Mall with Heather
2. Read Wasteland
3. Autobiography
4. Draw
5. Run
6. Clean my room
7. Do my homework
8. Organize my photos.

The computer is the LAST location I need to be.

Saturday was nice cause I got to see both Jessica and Jumpin and I haven't seen either in like weeks, months, CENTURIES!!!! I got 3 mad sweet shirts at h&m, i love that place. I hung out with Joe Saturday night. Sunday night I was up till like 1:30 in the morning doing my damn cell project. It sucked so badly, I better have gotten an A. OR ELSE.....

Watching Dawson's Creek brings back many fond memories. I used to watch this show every Wednesday night with my mom and my brother. And when I was in 5th grade my brother and I met Katie Holmes. She was wicked cool. I really gotta stop watching TV.
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Wednesday, November 5th, 2003

Time:5:32 pm.
my auntie bought me the wasteland book yesterday. and good news: francesca lia block is doing book signings, maybe she'll leave californIA and come to massachusetts, how sweet would that be?

my keyboard is being such a jerk you wouldn't believe it. i think it needs some cleaning.

today at recylcing club (yes, i went, the EDGE is re-established, no more edgebreak) we had one hell of a party making posters. it kind of made things feel like the beginning of school last year, and those were some hella good times.
Comments: 3 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Monday, November 3rd, 2003

Subject:i find this hilarious yet a pure example of an oh so dedicated friend/friends
Time:5:29 pm.
Mood:STALLING.
Music:francis cabrel- lisa (live).
IenjoyGOAThumpin: get off
star8brite23: thanks
star8brite23: but i dontknow how likely that is to happen
star8brite23: i just downloaded a wicked cool livejournal client
IenjoyGOAThumpin: umm
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-\
IenjoyGOAThumpin: why dont you go study
IenjoyGOAThumpin: for 1/2 hour
IenjoyGOAThumpin: and then come back?
IenjoyGOAThumpin: is that fair?
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-P
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-*:-*
IenjoyGOAThumpin: but you have to study hard;-)
IenjoyGOAThumpin: DO IT FOR ME
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-*
star8brite23: but maybe ill get off to go shit
star8brite23: okay
star8brite23: alright
star8brite23: you talked me into it
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-D
star8brite23: uin 5 minutes im getting off, honest
IenjoyGOAThumpin: i like compromise
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-)
IenjoyGOAThumpin: now
IenjoyGOAThumpin: get off at 4:50
IenjoyGOAThumpin: *no
IenjoyGOAThumpin: you have two minutes
IenjoyGOAThumpin: kat says NOW
IenjoyGOAThumpin: STUDY FOR LISA QUIZ
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-X
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-D
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*:-*
star8brite23: :'(:'(:'(:'(
star8brite23: give me 4 monites
star8brite23: *minutes
star8brite23: i swear
IenjoyGOAThumpin: NO
IenjoyGOAThumpin: THIS IS KAT
IenjoyGOAThumpin: GO GO GO
IenjoyGOAThumpin: GET OFFLINE
IenjoyGOAThumpin: OR ILL KIL YOU
star8brite23: :-\:-\:-\:-\:-\:-\:-(:-):-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(
star8brite23: he
star8brite23: he
IenjoyGOAThumpin: KILL
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Kitty 59 Kat: youre not allowed to be on at all

Auto response from star8brite23: homework
honestly this time!!!

Kitty 59 Kat: at all
Kitty 59 Kat: get off
star8brite23: :-[:-[:-[:-[
Kitty 59 Kat: do it
star8brite23: i cant....
star8brite23: honeslt
Kitty 59 Kat: NOW
star8brite23: honestly
star8brite23: i swear to you
star8brite23: im going away from the computer
star8brite23: i have to shit
star8brite23: i swear im going
Kitty 59 Kat: turn it off
star8brite23: right now
star8brite23: i cannnnnnt
Kitty 59 Kat: DO IT
star8brite23: thats too much for me
Kitty 59 Kat: you have no will power
star8brite23: i promise you. im going to shit and then doing my homework
star8brite23: IS THAT NOT GOOD ENOUGH?
Kitty 59 Kat: right right
Kitty 59 Kat: thats what you always say
star8brite23: i knnnnooow i knoooow
star8brite23: call me if you dont believe me
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Kitty 59 Kat: fine

Auto response from star8brite23: homework
honestly this time!!!

star8brite23: youre kinda good at that

Auto response from Kitty 59 Kat: making heathers do her homework


star8brite23: but ive kinda still not started mine...:-\:-\:-\:-[:-[:-[:-[
Kitty 59 Kat: BITCH DO IT NOW
star8brite23: :-(:-(:-(:-(
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star8brite23: puppy dog face...
Kitty 59 Kat: NOW NOW NOW
star8brite23: im going to stuco in like 15 minutes anyways
Kitty 59 Kat: uh oh
Kitty 59 Kat: do what you can
Kitty 59 Kat: studdy
star8brite23: then ill come back and want to go online and i wont be able to
star8brite23: :-(:-(:-(
Kitty 59 Kat: good
star8brite23: i downloaded the lisa song
star8brite23: i kinda like
star8brite23: it
Kitty 59 Kat: no online for you
star8brite23: much more than the other
star8brite23: i cant do that
star8brite23: its impossible
Kitty 59 Kat: when i come back you better be off
Kitty 59 Kat signed off at 6:03:52 PM.
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Sunday, November 2nd, 2003

Time:8:28 pm.
Mood:fine.
Music:anti-flag - we don't need it.
20 FAVORITE THINGS TO DO
1. write
2. read
3. go on the computer
4. listen to music
5. go to shows
6. eat
7. laugh
8. talk to jessie on the phone
9. write letters
10. shop at thrift stores
11. ride my bike
12. sometimes run/work out
13. take pictures
14. go to boston
15. watch movies
16. travel
17. meet new people
18. sleep over heather's
19. have deep meaningful conversations
20. sew/make stuff

19 THINGS YOU DID THIS WEEK
1. trick or treated
2. made faery wings
3. finished 2 books
4. got soaked in the rain
5. had a rumor started about me
6. ate ice cream, halloween candy, and chinese food
7. screamed really loud
8. fell down the stairs
9. walked through the stoughton streets alone at 8 pm
10. hugged
11. cried
12. SHAVED!!!!!!! :o
13. forgot recycling club posters twice
14. ditched recylcing club twice : (
15. babysat
16. screamed at the same pitch as a 10 year old girl
17. made a mosaic
18. held baby joe
19. talked to my brother on the phone

18 PEOPLE YOU KNOW
1. Jessie
2. Julia
3. Katie
4. Heather
5. Kat
6. Joe
7. Katie
8. Paula
9. Jessica
10. Kim
11. Lisa
12. Will
13. Jumpin
14. Nik
15. Keither
16. Jay
17. Mike A
18. Ray

17 BANDS/SINGERS/GROUPS YOU LIKE
1. Thursday
2. Saves the Day
3. Taking Back Sunday
4. Radiohead
5. Brand New
6. The Getup Kids
7. Recover
8. Dirty Water
9. Third Eye Blind
10. Dashboard Confessional
11. Bad Religion
12. Darkbuster
13. Kings of Nuthin
14. Ani Difranco
15. AFI
16. The Used
17. Smashing Pumpkins

16 FAVORITE MOVIES
1. Empire Records
2. Moulin Rouge
3. Donnie Darko
4. Old School
5. Detroit Rock City
6. 10 Things I Hate About You
7. Forest Gump
8. Dumb and Dumber
9. Slackers
10. Sixteen Candles
11. Catch Me if You Can
12. Spiderman
13. Any home videos
14. Grease
15. The Mask
16. American History X

15 THINGS YOU HATE
1. not having control
2. people leaving me
3. alcohol/pot/drugs/cigarettes- the smell of it, drunk people, any of its effects
4. having to talk for more than 10 seconds on my cell phone with other people around
5. not being able to breathe and thinking about how someone's stepping on your foot at a show of a band you were so excited to see, but now just want to be home in a bed
6. hand cramps
7. my addictiveness to the computer/procrastinating
8. getting sticky things on the bottom of my shoes
9. lies, liars, lying
10. death/diseases
11. people touching/going through my pictures right when i get them developed (im really neurotic about that)
12. SUV's/people who drive when they can commute
13. ignoramuses
14. when people say "sorry" too much
15. conceited people

14 THINGS THAT YOU LOVE
1. beta endorphins
2. when i accomplish things
3. when i finish an awesome book
4. meeting a new person that impacts my life
5. being there for people, listening to them
6. being held
7. DONUT STICKS
8. FAERIES
9. COMPOSITION NOTEBOOKS
10. AIM
11. pictures pictures pictures camera camera camera film film film
12. bikes
13. thrift stores/cheap original clothes
14. typewriters

13 FAVORITE FOODS
1. donut sticks
2. Ben & Jerry's Coffee Heath Bar Crunch ice cream
3. Crispy Seasame Tofu from Alice's
4. Vegetable Lo Mein
5. Annie's White Cheddar Shells Pasta
6. Green Bean Casserole (homemade)
7. Rice Pilaf
8. chunky strawberry ice cream
9. cornered crunchy fudge brownies
10. Headaboo-made funfetti cake with funfetti frosting
11. any Little Debbie food
12. Stoughton High Knight Cafeteria homemade chocolate chip chewy cookies
13. strawberry and vanilla sugar wafers

12 FAVORITE BEVERAGES
1. Apple & Eve White Grape Raspberry juiceboxes
2. Welch's Strawberry Breeze
3. Strawberry Milk
4. Bickford's Hot Chocolate
5. Vanilla Chai Tea
6. whatever my aunt mixes together
7. Skim Milk
8. Water
9. Apple Juice
10. Shirley Temple
11. smoothies
12. chocolate frappes

11 TV SHOWS
1. will and grace
2. felicity
3. that 70s show
4. friends
5. the real world
6. i love lucy
7. saturday night live
8. family guy
9. everybody loves raymond
10. the wonder years
11. daria

10 THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. publish a book
2. appreciate my life
3. learn things i want to know
4. travel the world
5. read as many books as possible
6. learn photography professionally
7. find my soulmate
8. be a mom
9. assist my family with money and care for them
10. meet interesting people

9 FAVORITE SONGS; RIGHT NOW
1. saves the day - ups and downs
2. thursday - marches and maneuvers
3. third eye blind - burning man
4. radiohead - high and dry
5. brand new - sic transit gloria&glory fades
6. pantera - this love
7. led zeppelin - stairway to heaven
8. curtis lee - pretty little angel eyes
9. vanessa williams - save the best for last

8 THINGS YOU CAN'T DO, THAT YOU WISH YOU COULD
1. have continued playing piano from 2nd grade
2. sing awesomely
3. not procrastinate
4. learn every word in the english language
5. read every book in this world
6. bring my father back
7. rid my mom of her disease
8. make my brother stop screwing up his life

7 GUILTY PLEASURES
1. foooooooooood
2. computer
3. john tesh
4. corny romantic-comedies
5. spending money
6. girly magazines
7. one word- HEADSTRONG!!!

6 PEOPLE YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE
1. johnny depp
2. angelina jolie
3. nik
4. joe
5. jam from detroit rock city
6. satine from moulin rouge

5 FAVORITE PLACES TO SHOP
1. st vinny's/ultimate thrift
2. dorothy's boutique
3. delia's catalog
4. marshall's
5. newbury street (even though i can't afford have the stuff, shopping is shopping)

4 FAVORITE PLACES TO EAT
1. Bickford's
2. my room
3. joe's house
4. Veggie Planet

3 PEOPLE YOU LOVE
1. my mom
2. my aunt and uncle
3. my dad

2 THINGS YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING
1. my dad
2. my mom

1 THING YOU BELIEVE IN
1. the future
Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Subject:Happy Halloween! Merry Christmas! Happy Faery Day! Wonderful Kwanzaa! Stupendous Independance Day! Terrific Thanksgiving!
Time:6:31 pm.
Thursday night I was able to turn 3 seperate wings into one giant Faery Wing. It turned out wicked awesome and poof! My costume was complete!

Halloween was shizz. My aunt came after school to meet Ms. Berman and she took all my books home for me. I went over Heather's with Ramsdell and we found Halloween costumes for them. Heather ended up being a Christmas Tree, which I was decorator for, and Ramsdell just put the Pets.com puppet Heather had lying around her chaos of a room on his hand. Somehow, no matter how many times we heard the same 4 phrases come out of the dog, it was funny hearing it every single time. I think it was just entertaining to see the person at the door of which we were trick or treating's face. We went around Prospect Street and met up with Katrina, who was an 80s girl (my idearrrrr) and walked to Pine Crest to get mizad candizzles. We took a pit stop at Ramsdell's and had pizza and cherry cranberry juice. We watched a Halloween episode of South Park (one about Pink Eye, HILARIOUS) and I got to pass out Ramsdell's candy to little 3 year old kids... sooooo cute. We went across the street and saw Mike Graffeo and Tyler and had a little Dissector Reunion and mini photo-shoot.

Kat Heather and Ramsdell were going to shotgun hill, so I just left and met Joe and went back to Heather's empty house. The party was a no-go, so Kat and Heather showed up like an hour later. Kat got in trouble and had to go home, and Joe partied with us all night.

Saturday I babysat for a gazillion hours. Okay... so it was ten. We made a mosaic, it turned out really good, and I got really thrown off by time cause the clock in the kitchen was wrong, so I was sending this poor child to bed at like 6. I let her eat some candy and watch TV to make up for it... I want to be the kind of babysitter that brings fun into a kids life and breaks some of the rules. You all know you liked the babysitter that let you stay up late alot better.

Today I had brunch with my mom at Bickfords. That place is so choice.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Time:9:06 pm.
WICKED SWEET THURSDAY DEAL....
1) I'm riding home in the car, and Signals Over the Air comes on the radio.
2) The second I get home and after the song ends, Mike Assatly calls me asking for Joe's number, CAUSE HE GOT HIM TICKETS!!! :D:D:D
3) My uncle comes downstairs with MY TICKETS that came in the mail :)!!
4) IT'S THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

That on top of litterally running around Cobb's Corner with Katrina Bina looking for Halloween costumes made my day!!! :*

The lady at St Vinny's gave me 3 pairs of tights and a piece of sequin cloth for only 50 cents... she's either a sweetheart or a fan of rap.

I didn't get alot of sleep last night, so pardon my uh, non-funnyness. Not that my humor is every anything worthy. Have an awesome full-of-rest night. I have to work on my faery wings...
Comments: peel back my skin.

Wednesday, October 29th, 2003

Time:9:10 pm.
Mood:stalling as usual.
Music:got Steps Ascending in my head.
hey ya'll. so as i was saying, STL tore the place away, the cops came and everything, but i wasn't exactly there. joe had a slurpee crave and i followed him to quik stop. we got a pint of coffee heath bar crunch by ben & jerry's and oooooh man was it good. i was supposed to be going to a dance that night, but plans got screwed up and i ended up at the thompsons. i had to go home that night and got "grounded" (my aunt wasn't even all that pissed at me, and i just couldn't use the computer for a day, and she let me go out on sunday afternoon. rather funny. i want to be grounded more often.....)

so sunday i went bike riding to ames pond with joeth and we were soaked and cold. but, guess what!?!?!?! THE LLAMA IS STILL ALIVE!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOO GREAT!!! That thing is awesome. It runs right up to the very edge of the fence and just stares you in the eye. I think it got confused, what with joe there. The dudes not used to me having a partner when riding my bike. Def taking pictures next time.

Sunday night I babysat. Monday was crazy.... Tuesday I went out to dinner with my mentor, we had chinese at Alice's and I met a lady for a babysitting job, so random, but SO AWESOME.

Today I ditched recycling club and making up a Bio test to go home. I was sick of school. We got Joe successfully on the bus. I picked up a bowl of ice cream at his place and he walked me home. Going down Bay Road at night is ridiculously scary. But I didn't get in trouble. When I got home, the back door to my basement was wide open, and we thought someone broke in, but it might have just been the wind. My cat, Flower, was missing, but we found her. She's a wimp, outside for like 10 minutes and is already crying to come back in. I mean, come on man, SHE WAS FREE!!! SHE HAS CLAWS!!! SHE CAN EAT THE BIRDS!!! SHE COULD HAVE DONE WHATEVER SHE WANTED... but NOOOOOOOOOOOO, she had to come back running to uncle miiiichaeeeel. stupid cat.
Comments: 5 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Tuesday, October 28th, 2003

Subject:yeahh....
Time:8:35 pm.
Mood:brush em teeth.
Music:Whiny Crappy CUppa sTUfff.
star8brite23: picture this
YoMothA1427: picturing
star8brite23: this is goign to make you feel worse
star8brite23: but im saying it anyways
YoMothA1427: un picturing
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IenjoyGOAThumpin: i love your colors sooo much
star8brite23: :-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D:-D
star8brite23: that makes me happy
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-):-):-):-)
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-):-):-):-)
IenjoyGOAThumpin: im gonna change my colors so they can be cool too
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-)

...

IenjoyGOAThumpin: I LIKE YOUR FONT
IenjoyGOAThumpin: SIZE
IenjoyGOAThumpin: :-D
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cha cha cha cha cha CHA!
I MIGHT HAVE A NEW BABYSITTING JOB!!!
THEY'RE FROM SHARON! SHARON PEOPLE ARE RICH!!! I LOVE KIDS OF RICH DESPERATE PARENTS WHO NEED TO GO OUT AND HAVE A LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
Comments: peel back my skin.

Monday, October 27th, 2003

Subject:i wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiish
Time:6:45 pm.
weekend was rather insane. thursday was early release and i chilled madd lots at heada's. she flaunted her stuff in a million different costumes and i pranced around her house dressed as a FAERY!!! twas wondeeeful. made loot babysitting that evening and returned to her empty crib and awaited her arrival with kat and jay. after some more chill sessions we departed to find our way to the next bickford's on our tour. although we should be riding in a bus, we only have the red camaro, and must work around our circumstances. no stoughton waitresses work there at night, but the place was damn sweet and rummy went down.

friday was exhausting and i couldn't make it to boston with my paula balla, i was very sad, boston + balla = double awesome that i missed out on. katrina and i met up with joeth and we searched for but did not find our jessica. i picked up 3 rolls of late-due film, my fave kind. joe and i ran into ryan and jason on the walk home and they gave us a ride the rest of the way. friday night spent at mine + joeth's.

saturday was a blowup. the seconds too late show was illin in the beginning...write more later.

oh yeah, just because i update one journal doesn't mean the other is left blank. and i guarantee you i will never repeat the same thing in them both, thats just stupid.
Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Sunday, October 19th, 2003

Subject:ever since i first saw you
Time:6:37 pm.
Mood::( my breath smells.
Music:std- driving in the dark.
saturday morning i took the psats. it was rather entertaining what with jessica lucas and nicole ricci in my testing room. aftewards i went back to kats with kim. jess was already there.

last night was INSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNE.
i went over heathers with jess and kat around 7:30. we started watching ocean's eleven in her sister's room (which heather is not supposed to be in) and then her sister came home. we got yelled at by her mom and kicked out of the room. lovely loyal and hospitable headaboo paid her mom 10$ just so her friends could stay. so we partied in her room. at around 10:30 we walked kat and jess back to kats house. along the way mike graffeo called my cell phone, which was crazy, but heather's doing. so we got little debbie snacks at tedeschi's and met mike there. we walked kat and jess most of the way back and then circled the block, walking down morton street to town spa and back up gay street. joeth was on his way to bob's foodmart, so we stopped there and waited for him. mark picked up mike. then, steve maling and prisco walk in out of nowhere, saying how they heard my voice and realized it was me (i guess i am pretty loud). anywho, we hung out with them, and joe still hadnt showed up so they went back to price's. then joe came like 5 minutes later and me him and heather walked to steve's. we hungout there till like 1 am and then went back to heather's house. joe slept over and we all got practically no sleep. i love nights like that. im not even tired right now, at all.

my uncle picked me up at heather's today around 12:30 and i went for brunch at Bickford's with my mommy. We drove her home and then I came home. I'm supposed to be going to babysit any minute now. SWEEEEEET DEALLLL!!!
Comments: 3 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Friday, October 17th, 2003

Subject:Guess WHAT!?!?!
Time:9:23 pm.
Mood:tired.
Music:radiohead- paranoid android.
I had the honor of holding JOSEPH MATTHEW SCHIFFERDECKER on this lovely evening while shannyboo and mommycoyleboo picked out pictures. let me tell you, they are PICKY! hehehehe

get this... i am making a questionaire/survey.



I BELIEVE IN FAERIES.



I was invited into people's homes to watch their kids and get money at the end of the evening 3 times this week, and I was unable to fufill their requests EVERY TIME. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(
Comments: peel back my skin.

Thursday, October 16th, 2003

Subject:LITTLE DEBBIE OWNS
Time:8:44 pm.
Mood:dannys speaker ims are fun.
Music:red sox game.
LITTLE

DEBBIE

OWNS

PERIOD.

EYE HEART

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TIMES A GAZILLION

= GOD
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Subject:Structured Learning Long Hour
Time:9:43 am.
Mood:need to get stuff done.
Music:NuMetal kid next to me is softly playing Marylin Manson.
Good stuff went down yesterday. I am one of 11 kids that are getting interviewed to be in this awesome Mentoring program, and 6 of us are getting chosen. 30 applied.. and I'm one of the 11! I really want to do this, but I can't help but think i fucked up on the interview yesterday.

Kat came to Recycling club yesterday and our "secret admirers" left us a cute note. I ditched the late bus cause it sucks and walked home with my dearest Katrina. We ate snacks and watched Oprah, good good times. Her mommy gave me a ride home, ten gazillion times better than taking the late bus.

I could have babysat yesterday, but I had art class. I only have 5 more classes left. I might take it again in the spring, but I don't want to be too busy.

My uncle got my bracelet that my mom gave me for my Bat Mitzvah in 8th grade FIXED!!! Its fixed!!! That makes me so happy, I missed not wearing it. I swear from now on I'm wearing it every day, i love it so much. I get to see my mom this sunday, I haven't seen her in like a month and I miss her.

The red sox won, which is great. I don't really follow baseball much. When I lived in Georgia, I used to go to Braves games with my dad and brother all the time. My dad loved baseball. So the Braves would always be going to the world series, cause they're really good. I don't know where the Braves stand with the playoffs this year, I think they're out of it, but this just kind of brings back memories. My Papa had lived his whole life and only seen the Red Sox go to the World Series once, but I think he was too young for it. He died when i was in 7th grade. And my dad always said how cool it would be for my papa to get to see the braves play with the red sox in the world series. But... like now, neither of them can. I hope someday maybe I get to see it. I think I'll watch the game tonight, this is just too exciting.

Anyways, I've got a history test to study for and some math homework to get done, hopefully I'll be able to concentrate. Hope you're having a nice day.+
Comments: peel back my skin.

Tuesday, October 14th, 2003

Subject:does dose
Time:9:01 pm.
Mood:salty popcorn lips.
Music:uncle won't stop vacuuming.
school was chill, sweet ass conversation with william at lunch today.

i went over joeth's after school for his birfday. we had Heath Bar Friendly's ice cream (nowhere near as good as Ben & Jerry's), opened presents and cards, listened to music, had town spa pizza and i got ONION RINGS!!!, had Heath Bar cheesecake, listened to more music, and i went home listening to my chaffeur's very own music (WHAT CRAPPY SON OF A BITCH MUSIC IT WAS).

Supposed to be doing homework, but I can't... its physically impossible.. i, uh, i'm too full.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Monday, October 13th, 2003

Subject:awesome weekend
Time:8:49 pm.
Mood:wicked content.
Music:got paranoid android in my head.
friday night was crazyness with headaboo kat and jay. we're going on a bickford's tour.

saturday me kat and heather were meant to go to the mall, but i ended up going home. i met joe on plain street and it was really dark and i was really scared walking by myself. we figured out rides and i hung out at his house and we listened to music. killer night.

sunday i did homework and got shit done. me and headaboo went to the westgate mall and i got massive amounts of socks for paula balla. we had a good time, of course. that night i went to paula's sweet 16 party with katie, it was good seeing her cause i dont get to much out of school. paula is amazing in every single way, of course. it was a fun party.

today i surprised (somewhat) joe and took him to boston with maling, danny, ray, young, and mat. we had fun, we must have gone into at least 4 instrument-related stores. what can i say, we went into boston for joeth, we had no other choice- IT WAS FOR HIS BIRTHDAY. we missed the first train back home, but for ben & jerry's vanilla heath bar crunch ice cream it was worth it. i had a wicked fun time, despite maling's crazyness towards the subway system and the wig lady, the incoherancy of young's speech, ray's poser-ish hardass-ness and completely homosexual actions, mat's need to beat everything/one up, d rizzles rizzle-nes, and joe's ridiculous squeals.
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Friday, October 10th, 2003

Subject:these are the symptoms of letting go...
Time:1:20 pm.
Mood:achy.
Music:got "falling asleep in a chapel" in my head.
i am in a wicked shitty mood. i'll get over it, cause i don't know why i feel crappy.

i really need school to end, thank bob its friday. i could use a trip to boston. im really excited to see heather's baby brother, i realize i haven't ever seen a newborn before!

macintoshes suck, i dont care what the computer nerds say. speaking of them, we watched MTV Made in art class.. that one about the compute nerd, he was wicked funny. tv is nice when you dont want to think about things.

my mom's moving back to brockton today. it will be nice to have her closer again, she was in belmont or someplace before. but i guess either way it doesn't really make a difference.

i could really use a license. or a nap. and i got like 9 hours sleep last night.∫
Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

Thursday, October 9th, 2003

Subject:BABY!!!!!!!!!
Time:8:37 pm.
Mood:sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
HEATHER'S MOM HAD HER BABY THIS MORNING!!! WELCOME TO THE WORLD JOSEPH MATTHEW SCHIFFERDECKER!!!

i love babies sooo much!!! i can't wait to see the little tyke tomorrow!!!!! eeeeeeeee!

awesome day- i went over joeth's house for din din, his mom cooks a mean zuccini, and we listened to music.
Comments: peel back my skin.

Wednesday, October 8th, 2003

Subject:well hello there my boxes of math team hillard's chocolate bars
Time:11:20 am.
Mood:full of almond chocolate bar.
Music:rustle and bustle of your classic study hall.
todays schedule screams absolute chaos:
*no recylcing club after school, i need to go home RIGHT AWAY
*homework= an English essay due tomorrow, French project due tomorrow, and whatever else is loaded on top of me.
*5:30 Student Council meeting- need to dress in a Halloween costume, I'll just wear last years
*6:30 Art Class

And im not getting home till 8, which means i need to basically finish my homework for the time that I am home this afternoon from 3 to 5:30..AY
not coool.

MY AUNT IS LETTING ME SEE THURSDAY!!! YAYAYYAYAY!!!
SO the deal is, Saves the Day + TBS at the Avalon Saturday and Thursday, Thrice, Co + Ca at the Avalon on Sunday!!!
Not until the weekend of November 21st, of course. BUT WAITING IS AWESOMMMMMME!!!!

I am in Structured Learning, its a nice break, and this class is cool, the teacher's nice and lets us talk.. the other days I have it suck, all the way on the 4th floor and I have to be dead silent, WE CAN'T EVEN SLEEP :O gasp!!

Like Joe says in every entry, I'm rambling like cwazay... but I'm bored and this is MY blurty, so I'M ALLOWED TO!!!

Have an awesome non-chaotic day :D D :D :D
Comments: peel back my skin.

Tuesday, October 7th, 2003

Subject:NEO BLURTICAL
Time:9:08 pm.
Mood:hyped up.
Music:chingy - right thurr (NIK AGAIN >:O).
So today I went to a SCRAFTY/TASTY meeting at good ol' papa gino's for all you can eat, cept this time i was in cobbs corner. i met tons of new awesome people by just being plain outgoing. but thats rather oxymoronish. anywho, we had pizza, we chatted, we got psyched about music. i met this girl that was at a stoughton show a couple weeks ago. all really nice people. so we went back to their place and played this mafia game, even though most jews AREN'T italian, it was fun, and i got to be a detective.

if you weren't there you probably won't understand any of what i just said. but i think that was the whole point of this.

anywho, I MET NEW AWESOME PEOPLE. YAAAAAAAY! good night <3333 (NIK YOU GOT ME STARTED ON THAT!!!)
Comments: 1 up and down peel back my skin.

Monday, October 6th, 2003

Subject:sugar plums, and faeries, and berries, and thumbs!!!
Time:7:46 pm.
Mood:tired.
Music:UB40 - I Can't Help Falling In Love With You.
  • My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, What kind of faery are you?, is Bright Mother




    You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in modern times. Unicorns are pure and incorruptible. In China, unicorns symbolized gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some poachers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prized possession, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when separated from the unicorn's body, the magic was significantly reduced. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spiraling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color.

    What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!




    fantasy
    You're a Fantasy Cartoonist!
    Hear ye, hear ye! I drawth only ye olde mystical
    magickal caertoonths!


    What kind of Cartoon artist are you?
    brought to you by Quizilla


    Pants
    pants- You are practical and down to earth, you see
    things how they are


    What Article of Clothing Are You?
    brought to you by Quizilla


    You are a Stoner Hippie!
    You are a Stoner Hippie!

    You smoke a lot of pot, and your pad reeks of
    incense. Seeds and stems litter your ashtray.
    You own many small knives. If only your ass
    wasn't one with the couch you could go to the
    kitchen and get yourself some twinkies.


    What Kind Of Hippie Are You?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    hmmmmmmmmmm.... that last quiz definitely lacked in accuracy. really badly.
  • Comments: peel back my skin.

    Sunday, October 5th, 2003

    Subject:wicked good times
    Time:10:57 pm.
    Mood:i have to pee/rather tired.
    Music:van morrison - dancing in the moonlight.
    thursday night was amazing, joe told me about the sky, i go outside and snap some shots of a killer rainbow, come inside... next thing i know my aunt comes through the door and tells me she's taking me to cobbs corner cause "YOU HAVE GOT TO SEE THE SKY!!!" i grabbed my camera, we hollered to my uncle that we were leaving, and we're out the door. the best thing the world: we were driving down this one hill on my street and the end of the rainbow comes into my view. it was so radiant, so freaking beautiful. i swear to you i almost cried. we kept driving in hopes of getting a better view, but we were too late. so we took our sorrows and brought them to the walpole mall where my aunt bought me a nice little book entitled "Lady Cottington's Pressed Fairy Book" (so darn cute), a cheap ($3.75) pair of shorts from Kohl's, and some yummy Big Dig ice cream from Brigham's. The night was concluded with a jam sesh on the car ride home, blasting the radio and belting out to Sk8r Boi, Superman, and I'll Be. Great songs... awesome aunt.

    Friday evening Heather Kat and I met up with Jay at the train station and we drove to Bickford's in Brockton after spending quite sometime deciding what our destination would be. I'm not good with crazy drivers. Anywho, after BickyBoo's I came up with a great idea of going to Jordan's Furniture. Man, do they have great bathrooms- consisting of free tampons/pads and couches. It was a good time, only we got there just as it was closing, so we were stuck in the maze of rooms, resorting to a Russian janitor to help us dig our way out. I got off scott free that night.

    Saturday was the best time ever. My aunt goes to college in Caimbridge, so she took me and Joeth with her and we went into Boston. We got there wicked early (8:30), before any of the stores were open. We roamed around the Christian Science Museum and this awesome pool. Then we went in the Prudential Center and went in Barnes and Noble (2nd time in one week!!!!). There's this awesome Boutique I found with crazy Halloween costumes and insane shoes, its on the same street as the Museum. We went in the Church part of the Christian Science Museum and it turned out to be the not-so-Joeth-and-Kimbert tour of the church, so we checked out next door. It was sooooo amazing, they had this fountain with words being projected from the ceiling that appeared as if they were floating, crazy religious quotes and GOD everywhere. Then we went inside a globe of the world that was 30 feet in diameter, and every time you did so much as salivate, the microphones picked it up and you heard it played back through the surrounding speakers. We went to Newbury Street afterwards and I shopped like no tomorrow, not buying anything. OBVIOUSLY we went in Newbury Comics there and it was like FATE- 1) I FOUND THE AT YOUR FUNERAL SINGLE WITH UPS AND DOWNS ON IT!!! AND IT WAS ON SALE!!! 2) I spotted a HILARIOUS classified on the bulletein board that a band needed a guitarist and ripped off an email address for Joe. We then got caught in the rain, which had been only drip-dropping before, but was now pouring. We seemed to be the only ones on the entire street (thats a hella big street) without umbrellas. We warmed up with some AWESOME tea and finally found Mars Records (awesome cheap independent record store). Then we went back to the Prudential and went to the top of the Tower, oh man, it was sooooo beautiful. I don't think I've been that high up in a building in my life. It was just perfect. SO eventually we brought ourselves to leaving Copley and taking the subway to Harvard Square where I instinctively found VEGGIE PLANET and daringly got a crazy Udon Noodles dish. It was delish. Joe's a wuss cause all he got was cheese on bread. My aunt picked us up in the pit, where some crazy war-protesters provided us with entertainment. We ate Bertucci's rolls on the ride home, wrote back to the classified, and watched Empire Records at my house.

    Today I went to Headaboo's and Kat, Jess, Jumpin, and Kim were there. I gave Heather her presents and we were supposed to bake a cake, but her oven was broken. So, when we walked Kim back home, me and Jumpin decided it was a good idea to run down the hill and grab the pre-made cake mix to bring to Kim's. Then I got picked up to babysit- YAY MONEY!!!

    awesome awesomer awesomest weekend makes up for last weekend TIMES A MILLION.
    Comments: 6 ups and downs peel back my skin.

    Wednesday, October 1st, 2003

    Subject:joeth's survey
    Time:9:13 pm.
    01. my name: Joseph Rocco Freedman
    02. where did we meet: online when I sent you pictures from your party or that one time in Wendy's
    03. take a stab at my middle name: Rocco!!!
    04. how long have you known me: known you known you: like 4 months, known you: 2 years?
    05. how well do you know me: pretty darn well
    06. do i smoke: STEAIGHT EDGE IS A LIFE TIME COMMITMENT...
    07. do you think i'm ugly, below average, average, above average, cute, beautiful, hot, gorgeous: beeeeeeyooooteeeeefulllll
    08. when you first saw me, what was your impression: i forget when i first saw you, probably at the lunch table in 8th grade... and i probably found you quite hilarious when teamed up with "la mar"
    09. my age: 15
    10. my birthday: October 14th 1987
    11. hair color: brown
    12. eye color: green/blue
    13. am i tall or short or average: tall, but not super tall
    14. do i have any siblings: yes
    15. have you ever had a crush on me: "you asshole"
    16. have you ever been jealous of me: with guitar skills like those, who couldn't be?
    17. who am i in love with: no one
    18. what is one of my favorite things to do: play guitar, bike ride, ponder about life
    19. do you remember one of the first things i said to you: nope
    20. what's your funniest memory of me: oh... there's plenty.. probably the best "BURIED ALIVE!!!" "how do you do that?" "Its easy you just go AHHH"
    21. what's my favorite type of music: you seem open to all types, basically rock
    22. what is my best feature: hmm... smile?
    23. what is my worst feature: not being able to look people in the eyes
    24. do you look up or down on me as a person: up, physically and mentally
    25. do you think i have morals and values: mm hm... ONLY THE STRONGEST STAY TRUE
    26. am i a leader or a follower: neither, you think for yourself
    27. am i shy or outgoing: shy around people you don't know, outgoing around those you do
    28. can you picture me dancing: "we're gonna dance at bacheck's"
    29. can you picture me rollin': WHAT?!
    30. would you say i am funny: HILARIOUS!!!
    31. am i a rebel or do i follow all the rules: rebel rebel... but not for the sake of it.
    32. do i have any special talents: geeeeeeeeeetarrr
    33. what's my best accomplishment: guitar!
    34. would you consider me a friend: of course
    35. would you call me preppy, slutty, average, or something else: normal --"classic"
    36. have you ever seen me cry: i think i've seen you be teary, but not in a crying sense, more in a laughing-your-ass-off sense
    37. if there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: cup of joeth
    38. what is your favorite thing to do with me: ride bikes, go to ames pond, go to the cemetary, listen to you play guitar, talk
    39. do i drink alcohol: YOU LOST MY FUCKING TRUST
    40. do i do drugs: NEVER WILL YOU HAVE IT AGAIN
    41. have i ever been there for you: mm hmm
    42. am i fun to be with: yupyup, when you're not complaining (wink wink)
    43. am i smart: sometimes
    45. do ya love me: NO!
    46. name one way i have changed your life: i enjoy riding the bus now

    and

    it helps to still have a good friend around when you feel like you've lost all your other good friends
    Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

    Tuesday, September 30th, 2003

    Subject:RELEASED TODAY!!!
    Time:3:55 pm.
    Mood:extatic.
    Music:thursday - asleep in a chapel.
    Francesca Lia Block's new book Wasteland ) is out today!!!

    Life gets better...

    SHE HAS AN OFFICIAL WEBSITE!!!

    and as my day continues to be awesome....
    *I GOT A BABYSITTING JOB FOR TONIGHT*
    and the weather outside is rockin enough for me to RUN :D
    annnnnnnnnd i got a 100% on my quiz in math where I understood everything thanks to peter's help :D:D:D:D
    i also got a girly magazine in the mail.
    Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

    Monday, September 29th, 2003

    Subject:COMPUTERS ARE SOOOO AWESOME
    Time:8:37 pm.
    Mood:I ALREADY TOLD YOU!!!.
    Music:new found glory - sincerely me.
    can you redeem yourself through music? oh, sure you can!!!

    i am in a really happy hyper giddy mood, which is always fun.

    compliments are awesome. especially when they come on rare occasions, so that you can only enjoy them even more. i have a system of only giving out compliments to those who are appreciative and grateful for them. otherwise, why bother? anyways, im into this whole genuinity thingy.

    meeting people is awesomer.

    food is awesomest.

    Today I...
    *was unbelieveably happy I did not have as much make up work from the field trip as I thought
    *had the Thursday CD - War All The Time, stuck in my head all day
    *went to a class meeting and took the late bus home
    *forgot my key, AGAIN, but my aunt came home
    *took a nap at 5:50 for 20 minutes, I NEVER TAKE NAPS

    Last Night I...
    *had a good conversation with my auntie
    *cried
    *didn't go to bed till like 12:30

    up the drunk punx )

    Have the best night everrrrrrrrrr: :*:*:*:*:*!!!!
    Comments: 2 ups and downs peel back my skin.

    Subject:Foghorn Katie sent me an email last night
    Time:7:27 pm.
    Music:the new thursday cd is so awesome.
    and jes decided to add on to it. you really probably won't get half of this unless you were in bunk 20 or went to my camp... but im putting it in here anyways cause its awesomer.

    You know you’re in Bunk 20 when you…

    1) are late to everything
    2) line dance to Tim McGraw
    3) know all of the words to the entire Moulin Rouge soundtrack
    4) speak in a Midwestern accent
    5) have gone on a 10 mile hike
    6) drive road machines, not cars
    7) absolutely love Saves The Day
    8) sing “Hypnotize” and say Siggy instead of Biggie
    9) incessantly make “booty calls” and chant about “big black nipples”
    10) play newspaper games
    11) can eat a 2 pound bag of animal crackers in 2 days
    12) call each other “fatties” as a compliment
    13) have read The Perks of Being A Wallflower
    14) have tipped a cow or knows someone who has
    15) NEVER use retarded as an insult
    16) say “sweet deal!” all the time
    17) go all out crazy for color war
    18) actually enjoy Club Bog
    19) wear little boys undershirts
    20) are ALWAYS naked (we're not called the nudist colony bunk for
    nothing!)

    and here's jes' addition to it...
    21. Have a weird obsession with saying "Is that a Goldblatt?!" And other topics related to that anger driven family!
    22. Can go on about inside jokes in a public crowd for hours!
    23. Aren't afraid to say "Who wants to shit w/ me?!"
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Sunday, September 28th, 2003

    Subject:Keither is SUCH a sweetheart
    Time:7:03 pm.
    screamingtodeath: http://lanaseggwhites.com/1.swf i made you an e card :-)_


    HILARIOUS...!!!!!
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Subject:mac n cheese, mashed potatoes with gravy, and buttered corn
    Time:5:58 pm.
    Mood:HACKING COUGH.
    Music:(reminds me to put music on) led zeppelin dazed and confused.
    YoMothA1427: kim i dicided your going to do more surveys, you put long asweres and keep me entertained
    im sorry, but i have to put this in here, its too damn funnny
    star8brite23: and when i saw lynn friday she was walking with garry, they both had skateboards in hand
    YoMothA1427: owww punk rock love affair


    Are you emotional :: who isnt?
    Do songs make you cry? not really, i wouldnt cry from them unless i was already going to cry
    What about movies:: the only movie i've cried from was moulin rouge, and it took me like 3 times to watch it before i cried from it
    What emotion do you usually feel :: content
    + Sadness +
    What does it take to make you cry your heart out :: death
    How many times have you done that :: plenty
    Where do you cry :: mostly when im alone, i prefer to be completely alone, but i can cry around my friends
    Do you hate crying :: i hate it when i dont know if im ever going to stop crying, and i hate that hangover feeling when i have a headache and puffy red eyes afterwards
    Do you like it when others cry :: i would rather not have people be sad, but its going to happen, and if they can get their feelings out then good for them
    Do you make people cry :: not intentionally, and not that i know of
    Do you think tears make eyes look pretty :: i like what joe said to this one>>"i've never thought of that"
    Who looks good when they cry :: my sinister self would say the people i hate, but i dont really honestly hate anyone... so i guess no one
    How else do you express sadness :: scream, write, talk, don't talk, don't express it and keep it in
    Are you sad all the time :: nope
    + Anger +
    What does it take to make you mad :: death
    What do you do when you're angry :: act irrationally
    How short is your temper :: i try to stay calm for as long as i can, but sometimes things can make me snap real easily
    How long does it take you to calm down :: as long as it takes for me to be alone and figure things out
    What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad :: i once threw this necklace i loved at my brother and i broke it, i haven't really caused much damage besides saying things i didnt mean, which i try to not do anymore cause i hate it when people do that
    Do you freak out when others are angry :: no, its a natural emotion and it usually only gets me revved up
    Out of the following, which one describes the level of anger you usually feel: annoyed, frustrated, angry, furious, hatred, about to go insane :: i dont get angry very easily, so im sure once im mad its probably furious
    Has anyone ever recomded anger management to you :: nope
    What's the worst thing someone's done to you that made you mad :: died, and once again.. red paint pen meets locker, pizza meets yearbook... ohhhh the 8th grade memories!!
    Do you anger people :: probably, but i dont do it intentionally
    + Joy +
    How often are you happy :: pretty often, like at least a good deal of each day
    What makes you happy :: running, biking, meeting new people, my friends, music, going to shows, compliments
    What do you do when you're happy :: throw a giant smile on my face, bring my happiness to others, usually im pretty hyper when im happy
    How optimistic are you :: pretty damn optimistic
    Do happy people make you mad :: no, thats silly and selfish and way too stereotypical alternative rock kid
    What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy :: be happy about something that makes me sad
    Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone, including your enemies and the bugs :: um, i dont think so
    Ever been so happy you cried :: i think...? i dont cry very easily
    Do you smile a lot :: yeah, maybe too much
    Hug people a lot :: yes, when im around the people i am close with
    Kiss people a lot :: only my family.. and i dont go around kissing people that dont mean anything to me
    Who really makes you happy :: jessie, my mom, my aunt, myself
    Do the simple things make you happy :: isn't everything simple?
    Do you like doing things for people when you're happy :: im more apt to doing things for people at that time
    + Fear +
    What do you do when you're scared :: either try to face my fear, or run away from it, or learn about it
    What scares you :: scary movies, people in my life that mean something to me leaving, and relationships
    Do you like scaring people :: no, im not slick
    Do you like the thrill of being frightened :: yeah, at some points, not to a certain extent
    Does fear accompany anger in your case :: it can be a product of anger... haha " LOVE-------------------------- FEAR" (Donnie Darko)
    Ever been so scared you could barely breathe :: yep, haha me and jessie were sneaking to the boys side one night and we hid in the side of the dining hall, i litterally tucked myself into a corner, closed my eyes, and stopped breahting cause we thought someone was there
    How often do you panic :: when its appropriate
    What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else in your life so far :: although it was stupid, probably that night when i thought we got caught
    What do you do to calm your nerves :: talk it out, write it down, think it out, put my mind on something else
    Do rollercoasters scare you :: yep yep yep everytime im on one i always scream "IM GONNA DIE!!!!"
    + The strongest emotion +
    What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going (whether it's love, hate, whatever) :: Ups and Downs
    Movie :: home movies
    Commercial :: commercials? thats bullshit, they can't get emotions going, theyre fucking advertisement for corporate businesses to make money off of.
    Person :: my mom/dad
    Thing :: old photographs
    Sight :: old photographs
    Sound :: someone else that i care about crying
    Food :: DONUT STICKS!!!!!!!!!!!
    Thing you're looking forward to/want :: family, living on my own, falling in love
    + What do you do +
    When the emotion sucks :: let it pass its natural way
    When the emotion rocks :: try to embrace it in every possible way, and later on i always write about it and reflect on it tons
    When there's no emotion :: not possible
    + Would you rather +
    Never feel again :: no way, feelings are part of what makes life what it is
    Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life :: i would much rather feel loneliness, anger is a very dangerous thing, with loneliness it would at least mean that i had something to compare it to, a point in my life that was good. definitely loneliness
    Be happy forever and never experience the bad times :: i wouldn't be the person that i am today, and i wouldnt be as appreciative for what makes me happy
    Cause misery :: as oppose to?
    Feel misery :: as oppose to?
    Be alone :: sometimes you need to be alone, i definitely need my alone time
    Be with everyone you know :: as oppose to?
    + Who +
    Cheers you up more than anyone else :: myself, when ive accomplished things
    Angers you more than anyone else :: whoever the "big guy" is
    Scares you more than anyone else :: my mom... i think
    Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else :: my composition notebook! (IS TOO A PERSON!!!)
    Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think :: i try to consider everyone in this aspect
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Subject:my weekend sucks and things around me are going horribly
    Time:5:08 pm.
    Mood:shitty.
    Music:i was listening to division street accoustic by thursday.
    #1) What do you wish was your name?: thats stupid, its not going to change, but i guess i wish my name were less common, at least my name's not pamela, no offense to you pamelas out there

    #2) What song seems to reflect you the most?: Saves the Day - Ups and Downs, not like im ever going to hang myself, but i just love that song so much

    #3) What thing always makes your day when it happens/ you see it?: accomplishing things, meeting amazing people

    #4) If you could change one of your qualitites, what would it be and why?: I would stop being so loud and outgoing because sometimes people need to get to dig in deeper and find out about a person and that can get annoying.

    #5) What in your life influences you the most?: My experiences

    #6) Which feature of yours do you love? Which do you hate?: Physically i like my eyes and my smile, i hate my nose and skin and wish i were taller. Mentally i love my optimism, and i hate my procrastination

    #7) If you had to have a picture be your symbol, what would it be and why?: I guess the picture where i am a baby with my mom holding me, i just love it... it makes me think about life being simple, which it obviously isn't

    #8) What would you title the movie or soundtrack of your life?: Compositions, cause i'm unoriginal and i title everything that

    #9) What are you most dissapointed with so far?: myself and all the things ive never done that i said i wanted to do

    Next Five....About Others

    #1) What one quality makes a person worth being around?: when they make you forget about anything else that mattered and you can enjoy life with them

    #2) What one thing about a friend always pisses you off?: when they talk about bullshit things they are upset about

    #3) Ok, now vent your worst people experience: 8th grade- red paint pen meets locker, pizza meets yearbook

    #4) What is a major turn on?: personality... grabs my attention

    #5) If you could create the perfect person, what three qualities would they have and what would they look like?:
    They would be an awesome listener, have their own interests and morals, and made me forget about life. if the guy is a straight edge vegetarian who doesnt wear animal products and wants world peace IM IN LOVE.
    I dont really have a preference for hair color or eye color, but I do like tall and i do like strong and i do like gay jeans

    Last Five....About Life

    #1) What confuses you the most about life?: i dont understand some people, and i dont understand myself, and i dont understand life

    #2) What's one thing that goes on that makes you wanna scream?: death

    #3) Which matters more, people's words or actions?Why?: people's actions are their words, because a person is deciding to say what they want to say... and for instance, it results in the action of hurting someone else

    #4) Does love really make the world go round? Is love present in today's world?: fuck love. i dont know, i guess i would like to believe in love, perhaps there is no definite love, it just occurs at different levels in people's lives

    #5) What one issue is most important to you?: morals, such as people's rights, animal's rights, the earth's rights, and anything that could harm someone or something's body

    *The PEOPLE YOU KNOW Side*
    Friends: true?... Jessie, Joe, Heather, Jess, Paula, Jumpin, Kat, Katie, Lisa, Will
    Best Friend(s): Jessie, without a doubt
    Funniest: Jessie Joe and Heather
    Most hyper: Jessie and Heather
    Loudest: Heather
    Craziest: Jessie/Heather/Jumpin
    Skinniest: Joe Jumpin and Lisa
    Best at keeping secrets: Jessie
    Most innocent-looking: Paula
    Nicest: not possible
    Weirdest: Heather
    Most annoying: everyone can get annoying if i see too much of them, but Jessie never will
    Quietest: Jess if she's not high and in public, or Paula

    *The BELIEVE OR NOT Side*
    Do you believe in angels: no
    Aliens?: There's gotta be someone/thing else out there
    Heaven & Hell?: no
    God?: i dont think so, perhaps in some symbolic way...
    Yourself?: if i didnt believe in myself, i dont think i'd be alive right now

    *The HAVE YOU EVER Side*
    [Answer YES or NO]
    Been on a plane?: yeah- over a million times
    Cried in public?: yeah- 11-14-02 washington street
    Climbed a tree?: yeah- but i suck at it
    Fell asleep in a Movie?: yeah
    Met a celebrity?: yes!!!!! chris conley!!! and i met katie holmes
    Met the president?: no
    Been scared to get a shot?: im sure i was when i was a kid, i still have a bit of a fright nowadays even
    Gotten a cavity?: like a half of one
    Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch?: yup
    Had an online relationship?: uh, no? thats silly. but ive probably had a "relationship" where we would only talk online, they went to my school and all, we were just so little we couldnt talk in person
    Made prank calls?: i suck at them, i think i've tried, i'd crack up laughing to easily
    Skipped school?: not that i recall, not without my mom/aunt's knowledge


    *The QUESTIONS THAT DON'T MATTER, BUT I'M STILL ASKING Side*
    Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: no, i sleep with a blankie
    Last time you showered: yesterday
    If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: macaroni and cheese, or granny smith apple
    How many buddies do you have on your list?: 105, half of which i don't talk to
    Do you like this survey?: im impressed by it
    What is your favorite Beatle?: i havent really considered them as individuals, so let me start out by apologizing for that, and i dont know them personally, so ill finish with an i don't know
    Do you think Neil Young looks like Kurt Cobain?: i dont know what neil young looks like
    Last CD you bought?: Thursday - War All the Time
    First CD you bought?: The Beach Boys - 20 Good Vibrations
    How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Buttercup?: I forget the last time i ate one, but i dont usually think about it cause fatty's in too much of a hurry to get to the chocolate
    Feelings on abortion?: pro choice
    What does your screen name mean?: its in a song by madonna, but i dont even really listen to madonna, i like stars though, i like the number 8, and 23 too, but thats the date of my birthday, may 23rd
    Right, Left, or Ambidextrous?: righty, but im ambidextrous when it comes to painting fingernails
    Who do you most admire?: i dont really believe in superiority of people
    What is on your mouse pad?: a blue and white picture of a young boy and girl dressed up in adult clothes and the boy is on his knees giving the girl a rose which is the only colored thing in the picture
    What is under your bed?: another bed that pulls out to a trundle bed
    How many licks does it take to get to the center of a TootsiePop?: fatty doesn't lick, she just inhales the darn thing
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Saturday, September 27th, 2003

    Subject:LOW. RID. UH.
    Time:9:47 pm.
    Mood:trés fatiguée.
    Music:war- low rider.
    wassup!? i have a sugar high from boston cream pie... rhymes.. and i had some chocolate mousse thingy. i went to the cemetary today with joeth and he played some geetar. i have a headache, someone tell fatty to stop eating so many sweets.

    i honestly am just updating this thing to let ya'll know what song i'm listening to.
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Friday, September 26th, 2003

    Subject:in honor of the Thursday concert I'm missing and Joeth...
    Time:8:27 pm.
    Mood:content/giddy/headache.
    Music:thursday- a hole in the world.
    In this blackout inertia will hold our thoughts
    And the exit sign offers no light to see by
    Can we cast our shadows alone in the dark?
    I can't see without you


    When the world comes crashing down
    Part with it
    Start again
    When the world comes crashing down
    These notes will fold themselves
    Standing at the margin's edge to see where the daybreak ends
    You can find compassion here
    But the page turns too fast

    We fell in this hole that opened up
    Giving up on hope
    Living without love
    And we still type black lines
    When the world comes crashing down
    These notes will fold themselves


    Adjust the aperture to focus on the negative
    Like phosphors in the darkroom ignite
    Like dodging faces in the corner of the print
    Frame by frame this hole is opening and we fall in

    There is no such thing as whole
    There is a hole in the world


    That song is awesome beyond belief, I hope they play it for them tonight. Joe called me from the concert, I'll let him tell you the awesome news.

    The whale watch was really awesome today. Field trips really bring people together. Its wicked sweet. I love it. And the whales were really pretty. I'm really tired.
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Thursday, September 25th, 2003

    Subject:i NEVER do these things...
    Time:5:55 pm.
    Sam
    Sam


    Which 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower' character are you?
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    Which Empire Records character would YOU be? Hmmm?

    This quiz made while Angel was procrastinating her ass off.



    you are jeremiah!

    You are Jeremiah "jam" bruce... the sensitive one, always looking out for the feelings of females (probably because you want some action). You have a crazy overbearing mother who believes KISS (your favourite band) to be the devil's music. After all do you know what KISS stands for? Knights In Satan's Service! It is her fault that you had so much trouble getting to the concert as she burned your tickets and then prevented you from finding more. This however eventuated in you getting it on with a girl in a confessional booth. You are a bit of a wimp and the only blonde girly boy of the group...
    Which Detroit Rock City Boy are you?

    satine
    The Sparkling diamond! All men stare up in awe,
    watching as you swing down magnificently from
    your perch, perhaps a string of drool comes
    from random mouths. Men love you, women want
    to be you...kinda. You reside inside of an
    elephant and dream of one day flying away from
    the underworld lifestyle you were dragged into.
    You, like all of the other Underworld folk, are
    a magnificent liar and one day dream of being a
    real actress. Well, that worked, didn't it?


    Isn't it spectacular? A Moulin Rouge character quiz.
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    Which Rocky character are you?


    ayf
    :: at your funeral ::


    So, Which SAVES THE DAY song are YOU?
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    you are "a hole in the world" isnt that
    interesting...


    what awesome Thursday song are you?
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    Power Rangers Movie!


    What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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    Clarissa
    Clarissa Explains it All. Little brothers piss you
    off and your best friend climbs up a ladder...
    But of course that's not weird to you because
    you're Clarissa Darling


    What's Your 90's Nickelodeon Show?
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    You Are Edward From "Edward Scissorhands."

    You are very shy and often misunderstood. Innocent, sweet, and artistic, you like to pass your days by daydreaming and expressing yourself through the arts. You are a truly unique individual. Unfortunately, you are quite lonely, and few people truly understand you.

    Take The Johnny Depp Quiz!



    playing by heart
    You are Joan, from playing by heart, beautiful,
    wild, great personality, and loves to fall in
    love!


    What Angelina Jolie character are you? (Now with pics)
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    OKAY OKAY OKAY... I'M DONE!!!
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Wednesday, September 24th, 2003

    Subject:more pickybooo's
    Time:9:11 pm.
    Mood:hyper.
    Music:joe playing guitar.
    just for your entertainment... )

    on the phone with joe. art class was sweet, i finished my ice skate. im still snuffleufffagus poopernanny and i need sleep...
    Comments: peel back my skin.

    Subject:no words need to be spoken
    Time:5:42 pm.
    Mood::D.
    Music:hot hot heat- god dammit.
    Comments: 6 ups and downs peel back my skin.

    Blurty for Kim Hobart.

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