KimberlyFDR's Blurty

Subject:	My Dream, Your Fantasy
Time:	8:16 pm.
Mood:	restless.
Music:	My Immortal.

Have you ever been presented with an opportunity to try something that seems like your ultimate dream and were faced with the decision of "should I try it or not?" Yeah, I'm in that state of mind right now. And my dream is 2518 miles away. I bought my first home this year, I put down roots, and it's insane for me to even consider disrupting any of that, but can I live with the regret of "what might have been?" But I can do this, I'm capable of it, and it really is a good opportunity. Attempting it doesn't mean it'll happen, it just means I tried. I have some decisions to make.

Aside from that, I'm considering getting another Public Health certificate. The problem is, both of them won't transfer over to the Masters program at UNC. I've written the other college that I was considering to see if they'll transfer over both certificates. The one I'm considering now is in Field Epidemiology, which is in line with what I was planning on getting my Masters degree in, so it would be a good thing for me to do. Crossing my fingers that the other college will say "sure, we'll take both certificate's credits, which will lower your requirements even more!"

I'm going to try to finalize my pilot script this weekend and send it off. It's actually done, but I need to read through it and edit it because I know I've got at least one scene that is more of a filler than anything, so I want to tighten that up.

And last night, I had a dream that either says I'm insane or I really need to get to SHarecon. I dreamt I was at con and it was almost the last day, but I had just managed to get around to the table to pick up my badge (yeah, apparently my name didn't matter all weekend).

abelladonna comes over and tells me I need to come back to the auction. Umm, but I'm getting my badge. I'm in line. No, she says I really need to come back. Oooooooookay. I walk in and I saw the reason she was dragging me back. Art auction, current Paul and David piece (older boys), I literally fell into the chair with amazement. What does this tell me? I'm gonna spend SO much money at the art auction....and the regular auction at SHarecon. And the money goes towards the Elizabeth Glaser Pediatric AIDS Foundation, so it's one of my donations of the year.

And see how everything always circles back to the beginning? Decisions. I have to consider all my options, but my heart is telling me to go for it and look back later.

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