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i dont want you to love me anymore [01 Oct 2003|06:37pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | baby blue-the early november ]

well...everyone thinks me and becca turned them in...gay. what i wanna know is if we really did "turn them in" then why hasnt anyone gotten in trouble? fuckin shitheads. anyhoo, ever since the fiesta my parents have been kinda mean to me...for example: i cant go see hidden in plain view on friday. hmmm my weekend is ruined. oh well, at least theyre not my fave band or anything. northstar and rufio played last sunday...but theres no way in hell i couldve gone to that. i dont think ill ever get to see rufio, ive been waiting for about 7 years. okay really 3 but still its been awhile. ive been really sleepy lately man. as soon as i get home from school i just go to my room and fall asleep. maybe im dying. who knows. hmm...my geometry teacher told my class how he met his wife yesterday...it was really funny because hes so old. okay well i guess im done, nothing good ever happens.

oh this week is spirit week at my school, and today was hick day...hahahahahahahahahaha i cant believe people actually dressed up for that. there was an asian who dressed up as a hick today...i was like "an asian hick? that cant be possible"

k bye.

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close your eyes, youre beautiful when youre sleeping [27 Sep 2003|11:28pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | goodnight starlight-the juliana theory ]

well last night i went to a little get together which went completely out of control. some scary guy who i think was a hobo came with a gun and chased me and becca around the kids neighborhood for about 7 (it was really like 30 minutes) hours. then we found a hide out and stayed there for about 2 hours. we ended up falling asleep on the sidewalk...yeah. and then the police found us and made me call my mom, by then it was like 1 in the am...last night was insane. it didnt go how i wanted it to AT ALL. it was all ruined. DAMMIT.

im going to sleep now. bye.

-lauren

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youve got a grenade stuck in your teeth and youre pulling at the pin [22 Sep 2003|07:42am]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | fatally yours-alkaline trio ]

well last night was drive thru. i went to megans house and we watched it. it was me megan juliet and becca. it was pretty fun, actually. becca kept making this really funny face when she was showing megan what our geometry teacher sounded like, and we made her do it about 76876987687 times because it was so funny. haha when i was randomly typing those numbers 69 came up oooooooo im dirty. jk jk anyhoo, nothing really happened this weekend. oh wait, what am i talking about yes it did. friday night i was supposed to go to the movies with becca and some other kids named chody and bryson and some guy ryan...dont know who he is...but anyhoo. i was at the grande for about an hour and i was like hmmm where are they. but megan and meghan showed up around 7 45 8 ish so i played with them for like an hour. then later on that night this kid joey IM'd me and told me i went to the wrong theatre...i was like GOD DAMMIT OF COURSE I DID. but then i just talked to him for awhile. i talked to juliet on the telemaphone for a real long time that night. we had a real heart to heart. yeah well anyways, on saturday i went over to allisons house and spent the night with her. that was quite fun. we went to a movie yesterday and i went with her to get her belly pierced. the guy who did it was quite hot. okay im leaving because now my moms bitching at me for leaving my towels on the floor...okay bye.

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and i know i never was beautiful enough for you [19 Sep 2003|11:42am]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | taker not a giver-northstar ]

hmm we're out of school today because of hurricane isabel. why arent we in school? nothing happened...oh well im not complaining, i just think its funny. we got out of school early yesterday too which was cool. and i got out early wed. because my ear was throbbing. i have an ear infection...pain. i did my brothers project for $10. yes i know, im lame, but ill do anything for money. well almost anything...anyways...drive thru invasion is on sunday, but yeah, dont get to go. but whats cool is that much music/fuse is gonna be airing d-t invasion on sunday night, so me and emily are going to megans house and we're gonna pretend like we're there. how cool are we? tomorrow im getting my ear pierced. its called "the industrial" haha. its gonna be my cartilige and then the side of my ear and then a barbell is gonna go from the top to the side. my friend lindsay has it and it looks pretty badass. northstar and rufio are playing at tremont next sunday...guess who cant go to that one? me...sad ive been waiting since 8th grade to see rufio...pathetic huh? and N* is one of my fave bands as you can see (thanks to the manic hispanic)...oh well theyll come again. hidden in plain view is coming, but thats 16+ so that sucks. a static lullaby is coming on the 7th to aces basement...which is kick ass because a)its on a friday and b)aces basement is in greensboro so its not like an hour away so we have a really good chance at going. its gonna be like a festival of bands lol alli with an i is gonna be there too, and i like them muchly so yeah... thursday thrice and coheed and cambria are coming on the 14th (a friday) and senses fail is coming on the 21st (also a friday) thatd be sweet if i could go to all of them...but we have to choose. oh well.

i think im gonna go now...its time for lunch and i can hear a hot pocket calling my name.
check this out...i dont know if its gonna work but who the hell cares
Northstar

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[19 Sep 2003|11:20am]
thanks a bunch to my wonderful besterst friend Megan for making my journal beautiful for me& northstar was her idea. muahahahaha :D
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kill me while i still believe that you were meant for me [10 Sep 2003|07:58pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | fall a little harder-punchline ]

yeah...so today was the devil.

i dont get to go to drive thru. and for anyone whos actually been reading this theyll know that all thats mattered to me was going to drive thru. yeah just talked to a kid who i havent talked to in about 700 years, guess where hes going sept 21st? drive thru invasion. and he thought dashboard confessional was going to be playing...why do people like that get to go but i dont? ive been a fan of all of those bands for quite sometime now, and ive seen all of them except for senses fail, whom ive had my heart set on seeing since may. god just kill me. why does this always happen to me? ive been crying since 4th period because i got my hopes up. and since megan got a D i cant go. and i got good freakin grades too. PEOPLE WHO DONT EVEN DESERVE TO GO GET TO GO! what is the world coming to? everyones going for the freakin starting line, who i like, but so does everyone else. what happened to the time when me and megan were the only ones who knew who they were? i want that time back.

yeah so megan just called...she needs somewhere to live...? crazy dawn.

why does god hate me?

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your eyes, they shine [06 Sep 2003|07:13pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | the ground folds-senses fail ]

okay well im not angry about the survey thing anymore. probably because i just ate a fajita and those things are so damn good. interiums come out wednesday...i better do good. oh man friday we had a "character education" assembly at school, and fuckin BOB SAGET was in it! wheeeeeeee definately couldnt stop laughing at that. haha bob saget. someone told my my dad looked like bob saget...creepy. anyways...i went to the lake today with my mom and brother and this woman my mom works with and her husband...it sucked so bad. it was cold as hell and i was in a t shirt and this shorts i sleep in. and then the man goes like 50 mph in his boat and the wind is whipping my face and...it was awful. good thing i brought my bag with some music and a book in it or i would have died. i fell asleep for about 2 hours though...it was a good nap. tonight will be a nothing night. im watching lord of the rings 2 with the familia and then probably be online all night...pathetic isnt it? i would do something if i had money. ive been paying for emily to do shit for the past month...when she gets money it will all be mine. i paid her way into the tavern, to the movies about 49876097 times, food, etc. yeah well i dont have anything else to say, but ill probably post again tonight because ill be bored

oh yeah, the other day megan wrote a story about how stupid i am in creative writing, its really funny. im gonna get it from her a post it. she did that because i wrote a story about how i owned her...that ones funny too i may post that as well...

lauren

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gay [06 Sep 2003|06:10pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | sudden death in carolina-brand new ]

i just filled out a really fuckin long survey because i was super bored and when i "submitted" it an error occured so when i went to fix it it wasnt there anymore...fuck that

lauren

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so tell me whats the price to pay for glory [05 Sep 2003|11:15pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | ice ice baby-vanilla ice ]

so tonight me and senor emily went to the tavern, which we dont usually go to but decided we would tonight. when we got there, there was NO ONE there so we were kinda pissed but then our friend katie arrived and thats when the party started. anyhoo more people began to poor in, and they kept calling us emo bitches, which is weird because we're not...theyre just jealous. so we just kept talking about how we were going to go slit our wrists and write some tragic poetry. it was funny. and then ice ice baby got stuck in EVERYONES head so we were all like "da da da dadadada" ya know how the beginning goes...well yeah. and then we found this hot kid who we thought was the hot asian from our school but he was the hot mistaken asian now...even though he wasnt asian or anything. ALISTAIR IS SUCH A PIMP...well anyways...we're going to go watch a video or something because we're sleepy from our crazy night of partying...just kidding

my parents saw megan at movies to go tonight! ha

Lauren

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forget my name [01 Sep 2003|05:53pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]
[ music | hand grenade- The movielife ]

well i just got home from staying at senora emilys for the weekend. we didnt do anything much but sleep. we went to the movies on sunday night, we saw freddy vs. jason...bad idea. it was so gross but there were 2 super hot guys in it so i guess that made up for it. one dies though...figures. i thought all it was going to be was freddy fighting jason, but that definately wasnt it. they fought for a little bit though, and when they did it was so funny. today we went to the mall, which was also quite uneventful, except for theres a little halloween shop there and we tried on a bunch of hats and stuff, it was really funny. they have the greatest stuff there man, let me tell you. its my new fave store. on our way to the mall there were some EXTREMELY SEXY men driving next to us, and we were like "oh god please be going to the mall" but when we turned to get there they went another way, but while we were walking around we saw them there and decided to follow them around so we could talk to them. one was wearing a something corporate shirt and the other a the starting line shirt. it was great fun! well...im leaving now because im bored/tired. okay bye. no wait...guess whats in a couple of weeks...? DRIVE THRU INVASION! jealous!? i know you are unless youre megan or juliet because theyre going as well so they cant be jealous but i bet everyone else is teehee

lauren

by the way, drew took megans flower

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pass on grass... [27 Aug 2003|04:38pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | wonderful-the benjamins ]

hmm...sorry about the last entry folks, i was really pissed...my mom isnt always a physco bitch. like i said, i was in a bad mood. well anyhoo...i dont really have much to talk about for today. school was quite uneventful (as usual) and nothing majors happened to me soo...yeah. well my pal ashley (she lives in CO) went to drive thru invasion yesterday night, and im waiting for her to get online so she can tell me about how awesome it was teehee well anyhoo...ill catch you guys on the flip side, yo

Lauren

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breathe in deep, let it out slow [26 Aug 2003|09:35pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]
[ music | make it happen-the early november ]

i dont know why...but im really unsatisfied with the way my lifes going. i mean, everythings cool in the 'going to shows' department, and i get to hang out with all of my favorite bands and shit, and i have really good friends who are super fun to hang out with but i dont know whats going on. maybe its all in my head, but maybe not. who knows. all i hear is my mom bitching at me about fuckin chores. please. god someone just shoot me now

and then i woke up at like 2 am sneezing like a maniac and my nose running like crazy but im leaving because my MOM IS BEING A FUCKING PHYSCO

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the presents just a pleasent interruption to the past [25 Aug 2003|09:45pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Something Vague-Bright Eyes ]

well today me and megan went to the library to do our homework because we have these stupid short story cards for creative writing due every tuesday and tomorrow is tuesday so we had to get them done! i did "the cask of amontillado" because i like it and ive already read it. yeah. um today kinda sucked. my stomach hurt so bad. but i did good on my world history test and my french test so everythings okay. well...im going to bed because im sleepy

bye

Lauren

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ill never be taken alive [24 Aug 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | gregs last day- the starting line ]

so today megan and me went to a bats game (baseball team in g'boro). it was pretty boring...but we were sitting on these picnic tables behind the stadium type thing and we saw some guys and decided to make friends with them. it turned out that we knew one of the kids from school/shows we've been too. but him and his friends were sitting behind the outfield wall talking crap to the outfielders and throwing rocks and shit at them, one of the guys on the team finally threw the rock back, it was wicked funny! anyhoo, afterwards we went to Buffalos (a restaurant) which was like 985769873498 hours away, just kidding it was only like 30 minutes but still...we walked to wal mart and found some guy who looked like danger ehren from jackass he was wicked hot, we started to follow him around and it worked well! teehee at buffalos we were playing this trivia game that was on all the tvs and shit, and me and megans name was poop, so it said poop on the screen and blah. it was funny. well yeah nothing else really happened, except for megan spent the night last night cuz shes a whore. okay bye bye

Lauren

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[24 Aug 2003|12:15pm]
Megan made this
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if you really did want to end your life youd be gone by now [22 Aug 2003|06:50pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | Fall-Over it ]

YAY! OH HAPPY DAY! we're going to drive thru for sure! megan and i arent going to have to pay her rents back for the phone! so we can go! woot woot

yes, well, today was a good day. im renting spinal tap tonight, and i think me and megan are going to the game tonight, only because she wants to hang out with drew and since im a good friend im going with her because shed be lame if i wasnt there (she dont me that herself, i feel special) besides i know some kids who go to western who will be there and theyre quite hot. tee hee well anyways i think im gonna go call megan and get the details.

Lauren

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dont hate me for running away from you [22 Aug 2003|07:34am]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | undone-the sweater song-Weezer ]

well right now im burning weezer's the blue album from my pal emily. its quite good, i like it. anyhoo, its finally friday. this week went by pretty fast. maybe everything will go by fast, and then itll be drive thru invasion (which by the way, i dont know if we're still going to because someone stole megans cell phone and her parentals were pissed so we're saving money to pay for it) and then maybe sophmore year will be over and then ill be a junior. woo upper classmen. cant wait. actually im excited to be an upperclassmen because that means ill be graduating soon. i decided that when i turn 18 im going to move out and work at drive-thru records. me and my friend lindsay were talking about that yesterday during lunch...because we were talking about some guy we met at the drive-thru booth at warped and now her and him are "talking". teehee well anyhoo, its about time that i mosey on out of here. here comes the loser-cruiser

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[21 Aug 2003|09:26pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | the sweet sound of my brother and mom arguing ]

Despite the recent lay off, Pacha is still a happy camper. Pacha's always been a happy man. The reason for this is because he is in a mariachi band called Les Grande Rojo Manzana. Theyre quite popular. Theyve been asked to play for many occasions, such as birthday parties, weddings and even bah mitzvahs.
On his way home from his last day of work he begins humming one of his bands tunes.
"why are you so happy, youve just been laid off" said a bitter wrinkly old man name Julio, whos also been laid off.
"im happy because my mariachi band is playing at a little jewish boys bah mitzvah tonight" replied Pacha. Julio walks away speaking spainish very quickly under his breath, but Pacha knows hes just jealous.
When Pacha finally arrives home to his wife, Consuelo, and his four sons Jose, Dennis, Hector, and Raul, he sees them all sitting alarmingly quiet on the porch.
"whats going on here? whys everyone so gloomy?"Pacha askes carefully.
"well," Consuelo begins, "We have bad news"
uh oh this can't be good.
"whats happened? has grandpa Ricky died?" he asks
"No worse, much worse, youve been voted out of Les Grande Rojo Manzana" consuelo and all of the children take a step back, as if expecting some kind of explosion. Pacha stands in shock for a few minutes.
"NOOOOOOO" he bellows. what a sad sad day for Pacha. what will he do next?

i wrote that for creative writing, because i was given a picture of a mexican man so thats where i took it too

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hello friend, its been too long... [20 Aug 2003|07:43am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Rough Draft-Yellowcard ]

well todays picture day at school...i LOATHE picture day, my yearbook pic never turns out right. for example, last year i had chapped lips for my yearbook pic and i forgot to put chapstick on so in my pic it looks like i dont have lips...ugh. well anyways, today yellowcard is on tv....sad. i hope people dont watch it because then EVERYONE will probably start to love them. have i posted anything about how something corporate is going to be on tour with good charlotte? i can almost see all the girls at my school wearing SoCo shirts...its really depressing. anyways, after school today i think im going with my friend alistair to Tex and Shirleys for the "all you can eat pancake" fiesta. teehee i think juliets going too but i dont know. Emily and Megan are getting a ride home with sean and drew, but drew has disappeared. Megan wants to ride with them because shes in love with drew and wants to please him. yesterday emily decided she didnt want to go, its not like shed be able to anyways...but i dont really know. well this weekend i missed two REALLY good shows. senses fail, midtown, and my chemical romance on friday, and finch on sunday. that is also sad. We found out about finch at the mall on sunday though, so its not like we would have had a ride or anything but still...i wanted to go. well i gotta go...the loser cruiser is gonna be here soon.

Lauren

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last night i stayed on call all night [15 Aug 2003|07:42am]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | lemon-aid-Gob ]

yeah so...school isnt as crap as i thought it was gonna be. ive been making friends with a lot of the freshmen guys A)because they seem to know me and B) because theyre hot. this nasty boy in my creative writing class was practically lecturing megan and me on why our music is bad and why we should listen to something else, like slipknot. i was like umm...yeah i think im just gonna stick with what i listen to thank you very much. ugh hes so gross! he has a HUGE nose, really really greasy skin, lost of acne, and nasty greasy hair. while he was talking to us i could barely look at him. ewww...anyways...most kids at my school just deal with what we listen to but theres always one or two kids who think that they can change our opinion of music. they think that while theyre talking to us we'll say "oh my god, youre right! the music that ive been listening to for the past 3 or 4 years is crap! i think im gonna throw away all of my cds and buy stuff like mudvayne!" hmmm...yeah that will definately never happen. well i gotta get ready to leave for...school... YAY!

<3lauren

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