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you spin around me like a dream [21 Dec 2003|11:32am] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | Konstantine(live<3)-Something Corporate ] So today is Sunday. My grandma aka g-unit got here last night. She's so funny, she cracks me up. Anyhoo. Exams are overrrrrr woot woot and we don't go back to school until Jan. 6th. Thank God it's about time i had a break from that hell hole. Plus i'm sick. My voice is all raspy and shit. I sound like i have emphysema. It gets better and then all of a sudden it will get worse. blah. I'm going to Hanes Mall with my familia today. G-unit tried to talk me into going to mass with her and her mom but i wouldnt do it. Sick my brother is in here watching that stupid spider movie...8 legged freaks i think its called? But anyhoo, i hate spiders and its freakin me out. God they're so gross!!!! so yeah. I'm going to New York this summer with Sarah. Well i think i am. I really hope so because i wanna see Timothy. teehee. I went to Ace's Basement friday night with Megan and Sarah. It was great fun. We saw Each/Every passing moment (i cant remember if its each or every) and The Manhattan Project. They were both awesome, i enjoyed the show. God this movie is so stupid. It needs to be over so i can watch Monty Python and the Holy Grail. okay its over but my brothers not leaving....what the fuck...okay now hes gone so im gonna go and watch my movie. byebyebyebyebye -Lauren post comment

im traveling amongst the charred fields of snow [07 Dec 2003|09:13pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | Nightmares win 6-0-A Static Lullaby ] blah blah blah exams are next week. poop. the only good thing about exams is that we get out early. and it means that we get a break. 2 weeks this year woot woot. mae is playing here on the 22nd. hopefully ill be able to go to that show. itll be a good one. but im gonna go soo...bye. lauren post comment

i'd offer you my hand it would hurt to much to watch you die [30 Nov 2003|12:39pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | for petes sake-yellowcard ] Well i got back from Florida aroud 5 in the a.m. I'm incredibly sick. My vacation wasnt that great. My grandpas dying. But whats new? Someone close to me is always on the verge of death. Oh yeah, and my Aunt's a crack head and has been in and out of jail for the past...oh...i'd say 5 years. cute, huh? We didn't really do anything fun when we were down there. I stayed at my grandparents house, and my aunt and uncle and 2 cousins stayed there, too. My cousin Tommy is a weirdo. I think he has a crush on me or something...my aunt told me that he had to get 4 stitches on his scrotum sack because his skateboard shot up and nailed him between the legs. That made my day. I was laughing so hard when she told me about that. On friday I went to my other grandmas house. My other aunt and uncle and 2 cousins were staying with her. My cousin Sarah is so cute. At first she locked herself in one of the rooms because she didnt know who we were (we havent seen them for about 2 years, they live in Wisconsin...) and then after like 10 minutes i was sitting on the couch being bored and she came up to me and just sat in my lap. Then after dinner I went in the spare room to lay down because I wasn't feeling so good, so she came in there and put all these stuffed animals all around me. While I was in there I was watching this thing on the history channel about aliens and I got freaked out so I went into the living room with the rest of the family. Then Sarah started playing with my hair and she put a tierra on me and yeah. Shes adorable. On Thanksgiving day my grandparents had a bunch of their old friends come over to get drunk. It was quite the experience. One guy named Charlie couldn't even stand up. I was kind of mad. I think whenever a person gets to that age its pretty lame for them to get drunk...its like...enough is enough. Anyways....I didnt think that I would be able to talk to Timmy that whole time, but my madre let me use the phone to call him one night. I don't think that kid knows how much he means to me. He's wonderful and I'll do anything for him. You know how you can tell when you really like a person because you get nervous when you talk to him? ack He's too good for me, I don't deserve him. He needs to get online now so I can talk to him! the early november & count the stars & hidden in plain view-December 6th (this saturday) woot woot &!Lauren!& post comment

smash it up, smash it up [25 Nov 2003|06:04pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | powder-Yellowcard ] i found this in savannas journal and took it because im super bored and im waiting for us to leave to Florida 001. What is your name? Lauren 002. Spell your name backwards. Nerual 003. Date of birth: March 22, 1988 004. Male or female? Female 005. Astrological sign: Aries 006. Nicknames: Laurenita 007. Occupation? Student 008. Height: 5'7 ish 009. Contacts? Negative 010. Hair color: right now...dark brown 011. Eye color: Hazel 012. Where were you born? Florida 013. Where do you reside now? North Carolina 014. Age: 15 015. Screen names: killurtelev1sion 016. E-mail addy: forgetmenots06 017. What does your screen name stand for? Its the name of a cd by The Reunion Show 018. What is your blurty name? killyour_tv 019. What does your diary name stand for? same as my screen name 020. Pets: a big fat yellow lab named Molly 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? i hate cake 022. Piercings? Ears 023. Tattoo's? negative 024. Shoe size: 10? 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026. Wearing: jeans and one of those baseball shirts you know? the sleeves go down to your elbows and theyre a different color than the body? well...that. 027. Hearing: Something Corporate 028. Feeling: antzy 029. Eating/drinking: nothing . . . F r i 3 n d S t u F f. . . Which one of your friends is the... 030. Craziest? megan 031. Loudest? megan 032. Nicest? meghan 033. Bitchiest? i dont have bitchy friends...or else they wouldnt be my friends 034. Life of the party? Emily! 035. Jock? yeah right my friends play a sport? my friends are the laziest group of people youll ever meet 036. Prep? meh, becca 038. Cutest? ew my friends arent cute at all 039. Best friend of the same sex? the megans and emily 040. Best friend of the opposite sex? ...brad? hahaha 041. Most popular? uh juliet 042. Rudest? megan 043. Most shy? meghan perhaps? 044. Dumbest? emily 045. Smartest? hahahaha 046. Weirdest? megan 047. Best hair? oh its definetely megan 048. Best personality? all my friends have good personalities 049. Most talented? none of them 050. Most ghetto? ghetto people love meghans pants 051. Most spoiled? megan 052. Drama queen/king? ? 054. Funniest? megan 055. Best advice giver? megan 056. Druggie? emily har har har 057. Most likely to join a cult? a girl in my creative writing class asked me and megan to join her penguin cult. 058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? not really 059. Person you've been friends with the longest? megan 060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? like 20 061. Have you ever been in love? i think so 062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 1 or 2 not counting megan because i tell her i love her all the time (because i do) 063. How many people have you been in love with? 1 064. How many people have you kissed? meh 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? oh yeah me and megan make out all the time...just joking but we kiss eachother on the head sometimes... 066. How many people have you dated? 3 or 4 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? hair, shoes, music, smile, smell 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? either hair, teeth, or shoes 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? guys with dark shaggy hair 070. Do you have a bf/gf? megans my girlfriend 071. If so where did you meet them? 8th grade, she just started following me around... 072. What do you like most about your bf/gf? her hair 073. Do you have a crush right now? ugh yes 074. If so who is it? newton 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? yeah 076. Do you remember your first love? yeah...no 077. Who is the last person you kissed? a boy in new jersey 078. Do you believe in fate? maybe 079. Do you believe in soul mates? yeah 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? i think i already have teeheehee . . . F a m i L y S t u F f. . . 104. How many siblings do you have? 1 105. What are your parents names? Shirley and Bob 106. What are your siblings names? Robert Francis LaCava, III 107. How many siblings does your mother have? 1 108. How many siblings does your father have? 2 109. Where are your parents from? My madres from California and my Dads from Philadelphia (for a long time i thought Philadelphia was a state) 110. Is your family close? i guess 111. Does your family get together for holidays? only my mom dad and brother...not like my grandparents and cousins and aunt and uncle 112. Do you have a drunk uncle? yeah hahaha and a drunk grandma 113. Any medical problems run through your family? i think heart problems....bad 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? no 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no 116. Are your parents divorced? no 117. Do you have step parents? no 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? no 119. If so for what? nothin 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yes, Italy . . . M u s ii C S t u F f. . . 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? wanksta 122. What's the most embarrassing cd you own? spice girls 123. What's the best cd you own? hmm i love all of my cds 124. What song do you absolutely hate? anything by avril lavigne 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? Thats So You by The Rocket Summer 127. Pink: shes stupid and dykey 128. Aerosmith: used to be decent 129. Madonna: old 130. Korn: i hate korn so much 131. Backstreet Boys: definetely gay 132. The Beatles: good 133. Sublime: very good 134. J.Lo: i hate her 135. *Nsync: are they still a band? and didnt one go to the moon? 136. Limp Bizkit: i hate them so much 137. Britney Spears: el diablo 138. Creed: i hate them. the lead singer has a terrible voice 139. Enrique Iglesias: mexican 140. Good Charlotte: i liked them in 8th grade 141. Christina Aguilera: trashy 142. Eminem: white 144. Kelly Clarkson: i hate her too 145. Kelly Osbourne: she used to be cool until her and avril teamed up and became "the punkest girls around!" 146. Mandy Moore: i hate her music but shes pretty and not a whore like the other 2 147. Eve: stupid 148. Aaliyah: dead 149. Nelly: whats with the band aid? 150. Alicia Keys: bad hair 151. Incubus: meh . . . F a v 0 r i T e Z. . . 152. Color: Hot Pink and/or neon green 153. Food: taco or cheese 154. Song: hmmm grand theft autumn by fall out boy, handguns and second chances by senses fail 155. Show: uh queer eye for the straight guy 156. School subject: blech 157. Band/singer: a lot 158. Animal: elephant 159. Outfit: jeans and a band tee...thats all i ever wear 160. Radio station: i hate the radio 161. Movie: The Boondock Saints, Happy Gilmore, Billy Madison 162. Pair of shoes: my checkered slip on vans 163. Cartoon: Simpsons 164. Actor: booo 165. Actress: booo 166. Potato chip: torengos 167. Drink: sweet tea pink lemonade any kind of juice 168. Alcholic drink: oh... 169. Holiday: christmas 170. Perfume/cologne: pink from victorias secret 171. Pizza topping: cheese 172. Jello flavor: i havent eaten jello since 4th grade because i saw a movie about jello and it said that it was made out of the cartilige in cows knees 173. Lunch meat: blah 174. Board game: jumanji 175. Video game: tony hawk pro skater 176. Website: www.firstsince-86.vze.com 177. Book: Catcher in the Rye 178. Computer game: emogame 179. Number: 27 180. Cereal: blah 181. Comedian: dane cook 182. Dessert: cheese cake 183. Disney character: pluto 184. Clothing store: uh i dont really shop at stores i buy my shirts at shows. but i do like urban outfitters they have cool stuff 185. Pastime: Going to shows 186. Teacher: meh mrs douglas perhaps, shes so nice 187. Childhood toy: betsy wetsy I SWEAR TO GOD SHE WET HERSELF IT WAS SO COOL 188. Carnival game/ride: ive never been 189. Candy bar: reeses cups or what ever 190. Magazine: AP 191. Salad dressing: italian 192. Thing to do on the weekend: hang out on the computer or sleep 193. Hot drink: tea 194. Season: winter 195. Sport to watch: hockey 196. Person to talk to online: Timmy or Megan 197. What color are your sheets? pink 198. What color are your bedroom walls? yellow 199. Do you have posters on your wall? everywhere 200. If so of what? pictures ive taken at shows, clips from magazines of pictures i like, bands, etc. 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? yeah 202. How many pillows are on your bed? 5 203. What do you normally sleep in? a shirt and boxers 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: any t shirt and some short/boxer things from old navy 205. What size bed do you have? full 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? just a bed 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no... 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes, usually the early november acoustic ep 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: birds...lots and lots of birds 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? my doodle bear, but i prefer my blankie 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? ...maybe? 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? negative 214. Do you snore? maybe? 215. How about drool? yeah sad 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? yeah 217. What color is the carpet in your room? white-ish 218. What's under your bed? board games, trash, homework, etc. . . . N a m 3 G a m 3. . . What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: off 300. Tiffany: breakfast at tiffanys 301. Ben: from the sf show 302. Maria: my cousins middle name 303. Jennifer: ...? 304. Nicole: girl from 8th grade 305. Amy: blah 306. Adam: puckett 307. Richard: guy from church who goes to bishop hes wicked hot 308. Justin: jenks 309. Arnold: swarzinager 310. Tom: delonge 311. Melissa: poop 312. Charlotte: a place where bands play 313. Harold: my dads friend, i used to call him hair ball because im cool 314. John: old allister member, asian but hot 315. Joel: my cousin 316. Vanessa: i dont know 317. Michelle: branch 318. Kevin: kid 319. Brent: cheese 320. Jake: harker ew 321. Billy: my cousins name 322. Sarah: malloy....ick 323. Natalie: a girl who sits next to me in french she likes good music 324. Christy: my cousin 325. Nick: hot kid in PA that was megans lover 326. Linda: a girl in my CW class...what a bad name 327. Taylor: jonathan taylor thomas what happened to him? 328. Jordan: big black man 329. Jamie: okay 330. Adrian:icky girl from 8th grade who i still hate . . . H a v 3 Y 0 u 3 v e R. . . 331. Mooned anyone? dont think so 332. Been on a diet? tried 333. Been to a foreign country? negative 334. Broken a bone? yes 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling? yes 336. Swear at a teacher? no 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? yeah 338. Got in a fight? not really 339. Dated a teacher? sick 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? no but i was close 341. Thought about killing your enemy? too much 342. Gone skinny dipping? yeah 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? no... 344. Told a little white lie? yea 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? no, one thing im good at is keepin secrets 346. Used a foreign object to masturbate? sick 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yeah 348. Been on tv? no 349. Been on the radio? yeah 350. Been in a mosh pit? not intentionally 351. Been to a concert? der 352. Dated one of your best friends? no 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? yes 354. Decieved somebody close to you? no way 355. Broken the law? perhaps 356. Been to a rodeo? negative thank god 357. Been on a talk show? nope 358. Been on a game show? yep... no not really 359. Been on an airplane? no 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? yeah in a parade 361. Came close to dying? hmm yeah 362. Cheated on a bf/gf? no way 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yeah stupid fat megan 364. Terrorized a babysitter? no 365. Made a mud pie? no 366. Had a dream that your falling off a cliff? yes 367. Snuck out of the house at night? yes 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? i always always always remember my name 369. Had an eating disorder? no 370. Felt like you didn't belong? yeah 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? yes 372. Smoked? 373. Done drugs? 374. Stolen money from a poor person begging on the street? no way 375. Had your tonsils removed? no 376. Gone to camp? yes 377. Won a bet? yes 378. Written a love letter? yes 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love? yes 380. Written a love poem? yes 381. Kissed in the rain? no... 382. Slow danced with someone you love? yes 383. Participated in cyber sex? definetely not 384. Faked an orgasm? no 385. Stolen a kiss? no 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? yes 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? yes 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no 390. Done jail time? no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no 392. Won a trophy? yes 393. Thrown up in public? yes one time i threw up in food lion it was grosssss 394. Bowled a perfect game? no i suck at bowling but i still like it 395. Failed/got held back? no im not that pathetic 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? hahaha no way 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? yes! theyre sooooo sososo good 398. Taken ballet lessons? yeah im damn good at it too 399. Attempted suicide? 400. Cut yourself? . . . R a n D 0 m. . . 425. Do you believe in aliens? yeah i saw one at megans house i swear! 426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: speakers, a lamp, and a pen 427. Do you have any hidden talents? im a wicked good dancer 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? no 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be?something like star wars i suppose 430. What would your movie star name be? Laurenita 431. Do you play any sports? yeah 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? uh the ring 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? the boondock saints, thanks timmy 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? glitter 435. Do you drive? yeah 436. What is your dream car? hot pink VW bus 437. Do you think you're good looking? no 438. Do others think you are good looking? some do 439. Would you ever sky dive? it depends on who im with 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? I SAW HER 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 6 or 7 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? no way 443. Do you believe in God? 444. Do you believe in Satan? 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? 446. Do you believe there is a hell? 447. Do you own a pool table? no 448. Do you have a pool? no 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? yeah my grandma doesnt though and thats a pain in the ass 450. Do you like chocolate? yeah 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar? i dont have a calender 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? new jersey, conneticutt, pennsylvania, maryland, wisconsin, ohio, illinois, florida, south carolina, virginia. you count 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? HOLY SHIT im listening to that! that was so weird, im listening to starstruck by yellowcard, and right when i got to this question was the part where ryan says "but i grew up wishing on a star you think i wont ever get too far" WEIRD 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? pumpkin 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no way 456. What is your weakness? i have a crush on every boy 457. Name something you can't get enough of: men or music 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: lovely tall fuckin good dancer 459. How many kids do you want to have? 2 460. Future daughters name: Mackenzie 461. Future sons names: Aden 462. What is your ideal way to die? in my sleep 463. How do you release stress? music 464. Are you a trendy person? lol 465. Are you an artistic person? i suppose so 466. Are you a realistic person? no 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no 468. Are you a strong person? sometimes 469. Are you a strong willed person? maybe 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? my cousin 471. Who is the last person to IM you? megan 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? god yes 473. Are you a deep sleeper? sometimes 474. Are you a good story teller? no lol everytime i start to tell a story i pause because i get distracted and everones like "is that it" 475. What do you believe is your best quality? im funny 476. What is your greatest accomplishment?getting into highschool 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yeah 478. Do you do yoga? i tried once but my dog jumped all over me so i couldnt do it 479. Do you have your own credit card? yeah...no 480. Let's say you win the lotto. what do you do with the money? buy lots of cds, give some to family and friends, get a car, go to college, buy some record labels...teehee 481. Do you have a check book? no 482. Do you like your driver's license picture? its okay i guess 483. Do you tan easily? yeah 484. What color is your hair naturally? brown 485. How many fillings do you have? none 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? none 487. Worst feeling in the world? being in love, getting your heart broken, or seeing the person you love with someone else 488. Best feeling in the world? seeing your favorite band play live, being in love 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? both 490. Last thing you downloaded? for petes sake by yc 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? i say jk but its just to make fun of internet slang 492. What do you think people think of you? a weirdo 493. Are you a likeable person? id like to think so 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? okay 496. Whats the best way to be proposed to? being proposed to period is wonderful 497. Are you in love right now? i could be 498. If so, with who? shut it 499. When are you moving? when i turn 18 500. What's your favorite phrase? "WHAT!? Friends listen to 'Endless Love' in the dark!!" post comment

its always you in my big dreams [15 Nov 2003|06:49pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Konstantine-Something Corporate ] well nothing has been going on. last night i saw elf with emily and micheal. today i went to megans sisters bday party. let me tell you, some of those dads were quite good looking. teehee. uhh senses fail and matchbook romance show is next friday. oh yeah i havent updated on my current condition. apparently i have a swollen appendix...? it may burst, and it may not burst. its quite a comforting thought actually. the doctors think theres a couple things wrong with me but they havent exactly pin-pointed it yet. fun, huh? well im gonna go watch a movie or something. bye lauren post comment

sorry i never was everything you ever dreamed [10 Nov 2003|07:56pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | cross my heart-the rocket summer ] i just typed something wicked long and something happened and it was deleted. how cute. anyways. today we got the pictures back from the other night. there are some good pics man. im proud. katy and savanna were being cool and bithching about aces basement and how the tavern is better, but i love them still. no school tomorrow. FREEDOM! lauren post comment

tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth, goodnight my love... [08 Nov 2003|10:20am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | little boy-one six conspiracy ] last night was a static lullaby. oh my god, theyre amazing. there were like 5 bands playing that night and i thought they were all pretty good, except one. i didnt enjoy them. the guy was in front of me singing and i could smell alcohol on his breath and it was disgusting. the first band that played, i dont know their name but they were really good. i liked them a lot. one of the guys in it was gorgeous, no joke. i was like TOUCH ME! his string broke in the middle of a song, it was kind of sad but he was prepared. oh theyre called one six conspiracy, im listening to them as of now. omg hes beautiful. i was just admiring his picture. ahhh! im really hoping that meghan got a picture of him because he looked so good last night. he was wearing a wicked tight epcot shirt, and tight jeans...omg...im drooling. har har har. anyways back to the show. the next band was crazy the singer was incredible. he did some crazy things on stage. he danced a lot, it was funny, i couldnt help but laugh at some of the things he did. he stuck the mic in his mouth...i was like hmmm intresting...no wait that was the third band that played. the second band was called salem, they were really good too. the singers voice reminded me of geoff from thursday, which is a good thing, i love his voice. then there was a band called fiddler, they were good. i cant really remember anything that happened during that show...then lawerence arms came on. i didnt like them very much...i didnt like the guys voice. and then...a static lullaby performed. they were amazing! oh man, so good. i'm in pain because of that show, i have bruises on my knees because i was being pushed up against the stage. but its cool because it was totally worth it. Joe gave me the mic to sing during the shooting star that destroyed us all. well he didnt GIVE it to me, but he held it for me and i sang in it i was like omg omg omg thats the coolest thing ever! i love it when bands do that. then a couple times he was standing in front of me singing and everyone was pushing me up because they wanted to touch him or something so yeah, i definetely got a face full of his weiner, which isnt a bad thing at all because hes beautiful. hot water music came on afterwards, theyre pretty good but we had to get out of there because we were all in pain. juliet and megan disappered during um 3 bands...crazy. me and meghan had fun watching the bands play. they were all very talented. this kid named andrew/drew who we met at the mall was there. i was like MALL KID! and he was like MALL GIRLS! and then we hung out with him, but oh my god guess what! he was like totally in love with juliet! like what a big fuckin surprise! she was all over him. she was wearing his scarf...she looked like a douche bag...i was like uhhh take that off. and during asl she was standing with him instead of us i was like sweet...this is the last show ill ever let you go to. i didnt want her to go anyways. it just pisses me off how she'll flirt with any and every guy but she has a boyfriend, and a really good one at that. i would kill to have a boyfriend like danny. i dont know him too well but just the things she says he does is so sweet. oh yeah, and for like 2 weeks she was like "oh my god i cant wait till the asl show!" and she never even heard their music until oh...thursday....the show was friday...god. i really really hate people like that. i really do. i think megan got mad at me last night because i said i wanted to go home instead of spend the night (i was in pain and i wanted to sleep in my bed...) and she like stopped talking to me. maybe it wasnt about that but i dont know. i <3 her anyways. im listening to one six conspiracy still. omg theyre so good. i think im gonna order their cd...today. teehee k im gonna go to sleep or something... lauren post comment

your eyes, they shine [30 Oct 2003|06:03pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | things you never knew existed-Over It ] blah becca is in love with my dad. anyhoo. yeah so about the whole emily missing thing, well it gets worse. apparently she has to live in a foster home now. pretty lame. i guess she'd be better of there without me and a few other people who are friends with her. she might not get into so much trouble. sad. i had to leave home early on monday when i found out about it because i was heart broken and couldnt make it through the day without crying my eyes out. oh yes, also, on tuesday joey got in a fight with chody. not at school though, at their bus stop. i got to school and becca was like "HOLY SHIT LAUREN joey and chody got in a fight! chodys not at school because joey broke his nose!" god joey cant keep himself out of trouble. but the worst part of it is that he has to go to caldwell academy now. so in two days, i lost my best friend and the guy i like. freakin a i cant even believe how much that sucks. i called him yesterday...wowza. i cant believe i had the balls to do that, because when it comes to men i am quite i shy girl. im not sure if i like him that much anymore though...i've met someone new...someone nicer lol because joey isnt exactly the nicest person ever. the kid im talking about rides the elevator with me at school. har har har. oh man the other day we got caught! and there was like a shit load of kids in there man! it was crazy! tomorrow is halloween and i have no clue what im doing. me and meghan were supposed to go to megans house but her mom DOUBLE grounded her. pretty fucked up. so i gotta call meghan later when she gets back from work so we can figure stuff out, because if megan seriously cant do anything, we'll hang out or somethin. i hope i get to go trick or treating<3 anyhoo. ohhhh on saturday im get to hang out with my cool new friend sara. shes one of the funniest people ive ever met. shes a horrible driver though...lol okay im leaving bye kiddies lauren post comment

[24 Oct 2003|11:01pm] i fucked up when i tried to put my name...it should look something like this: lauren post comment

its just enough for me to fall in love with you [24 Oct 2003|10:37pm] [ mood | sympathetic ] [ music | cross my heart-the rocket summer ] i went to the tavern tonight. it was okay. i met becca and juliet there, and then alistair and katy arrived. while i was watching selfish motive i was introduced to this kid named adam. hes quite hot. and then becca suddenly disappeared. for like 4 songs i was like ...hmm...where has becca gone too? and then she came back with like 3 things of "laffy taffy" and some gum. i guess she went to the gas station next store. and then i hung out with becca and adam for a few minutes and then i was introduced to adams friend ryan, who was also hot. but...here comes the sad part...he has like...some kid of limp or something : / it didnt embaress me whenever we were walking together or anything because i dont care about stuff like that, but it made me really sad. i felt really bad for him...not to sound really girly or what ever, but it made me want to cry. i like him though he was really sweet. he kept telling me about how he got his hair cut and it used to look better because it was longer and finally i was like "ryan, its really not as bad as you think it is" and then he kinda blushed and stopped talking about it. haha. and then we were following becca and adam, and well...heres the conversation: me: "so where are they going?" ryan: "i dont know, im just following them because adam has my phone" me: "oh well then ill go with you to keep you company : )" ryan: "hahahaha, thats cool" me: "no not really" ryan: "yes it is, i like being with you" awwwwwwwwwwwww...hes so nice. but i cant stop thinking about how bad i feel for him! im like...in a bad/sad mood because of it. i shouldnt be, because its not even that big of a deal. its not like hes in a wheel chair or anything, or he has like some mental thing. its just the way he walks. juliet said something to me about it, she was like "aww i think his friend is...retarded : /" and i was like umm...he looks normal to me... and then she told me he was bowlegged or something and i was like juliet being bowlegged doesnt make you retarded. god...why am i so upset over it!? i probably wont even see him again...i hope i do though... but argh! its not just him though, whenever i see anyone like that it makes me sad because i think about how cruel people are and how somebody has probably made fun of them for something they cant even control. god i hate people like that. shut up brain. laur>b>en 5 comments|post comment

[24 Oct 2003|06:36pm] [ mood | scared as hell ] my best friend has ran away. post comment

goodbye friend, it wont be long, and until then we'll sing the same sad song [23 Oct 2003|05:42pm] [ mood | pessimistic ] [ music | where the circle ends-thursday ] have you ever felt like you wanna go home, but you already are home? i dont know...but thats how i feel right now. weird, eh? well anyways, thank god tomorrow is friday. i need sleep. ive been stayin up too late to watch i love the 80's strikes back. im lame, i know. either tomorrow or friday im going to the tavern. or maybe i wont go at all. its still up in the air. megans grounded for a couple weeks, but can still go to the shows next month. emilys not grounded! woot woot its about time. shes been grounded for like...5 weeks. and im not exaggerating about this one. yeah so my computer has been so mean to me lately. the cable keeps going on and off and on and off. megan let me borrow the new early november cd to copy but shes my computers a bitch hoe it wont let me burn it. but it came with the special dvd and i watched it yesterday...i couldnt stop laughing. those are some funny guys let me tell you. i noticed when i went to see them (twice teeheehee) that ace danced a lot when we were talking to him and in the little "documentary" one of the guys talked about how he always dances and i was like ohhhh that clears EVERYTHING up. yesterday i had to stay after school for this club meeting (i tutor kids, sweet huh?) and i found a kid (i think hes a freshman) wearing a coheed and cambria shirt and i was like "KID! YOU LIKE CO&CA!?" and he was like "yes i do" and then we chatted for a few and then i ran into the auditorium b/c i was late. and then today i saw him and he asked me about the show next month because i mentioned it yesterday when i was talking to him. hes pretty hot, but he has bling bling in is ear and its funny. OHHHH yesterday someone at my school got expelled for trying to stab someone! crazy stuff. it was in the newspaper and the news and shit. it was this HUGE black kid i think his name is robert... but that is the tallest kid ive ever seen. The other day me and emily made him hide us from ralph (our principal) because he scares us and it worked because that kid is so fuckin tall. i tell ya. makes you wonder what that kids been eating. yeah. im leaving now because i have to do current events for astronomy plus im gonna watch i love the 80s because im so cool. lauren post comment

i fucked up on the last quote... [19 Oct 2003|02:53pm] [ mood | runny-nosed ] [ music | television-The Reunion Show ] im quite bored...yes i know i just posted something but...just die. I Want: a mexican pizza from taco bell I Have: a runny nose I Wish: that it would be Nov. 21st I Hate: people at my school I Miss: ...megan I Fear: people (mostly women) with huge muscles and bugs I Hear: "goodnight starlight" by The Juliana Theory and my dad yelling at the tv because his team is losing I Search: for love I Wonder: why everyones so ignorant I Love: men I Ache: when i see the boy i like... lauren post comment

i hope you choke on those words the kissed that bottle [19 Oct 2003|02:26pm] [ mood | morose ] [ music | i wont lie down-face to face ] x audio boxer (2:28:03 PM): and i was like i dont plan on trying it because it's WEIRD x audio boxer (2:28:09 PM): because you have an extra flap of skin killurtelev1sion (2:28:47 PM): AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH killurtelev1sion (2:28:55 PM): his dirty uncircumsized WEINER x audio boxer (2:29:54 PM): EW x audio boxer (2:29:55 PM): EW ^^^conversation with megan about kyles penis x audio boxer (2:30:12 PM): on the ten cd killurtelev1sion (2:30:16 PM): yes? x audio boxer (2:30:16 PM): some girl has an orgasm x audio boxer (2:30:18 PM): and it's gross killurtelev1sion (2:30:19 PM): WHAT x audio boxer (2:30:28 PM): yeah killurtelev1sion (2:30:30 PM): are you sure its a orgasm x audio boxer (2:30:38 PM): like it has a bunch of people tlaking x audio boxer (2:30:40 PM): and she's one of them killurtelev1sion (2:30:44 PM): maybe she was just frightened x audio boxer (2:30:51 PM): and she's like on the phone with her friend or something killurtelev1sion (2:30:52 PM): oh in the 3rd song right? x audio boxer (2:30:53 PM): or bf x audio boxer (2:31:03 PM): and she says stuff about people bein naked x audio boxer (2:31:06 PM): and then she's like OOOOOOOOOH killurtelev1sion (2:31:08 PM): ... killurtelev1sion (2:31:12 PM): omg killurtelev1sion (2:31:16 PM): ten's dirty killurtelev1sion (2:31:20 PM): but oh so sexy x audio boxer (2:33:04 PM): god i know x audio boxer (2:33:07 PM): the dvd is SO funny x audio boxer (2:33:14 PM): they almost show sergio's butt x audio boxer (2:33:28 PM): but it's gross cuz he pullls down his panties and farts on jeff while he's sleeping x audio boxer (2:33:33 PM): and jeff talks about jacking of x audio boxer (2:33:34 PM): f killurtelev1sion (2:34:37 PM): HAHAHAHAHA x audio boxer (2:34:55 PM): AND killurtelev1sion (2:34:58 PM): sorry my dad had to check something and i was afraid to put your box up because youd say something dirty killurtelev1sion (2:34:59 PM): and you did x audio boxer (2:35:09 PM): ace seduces a chair x audio boxer (2:35:15 PM): and he seduces jeff anyways, today is a blah day. i watched pleasantville for a while then got on the comp. but im gonna go finish watching it in about 7 minutes. x audio boxer (2:38:19 PM): she makes you pay for everything whenever you guys go out but she has all this money to buy all this shit killurtelev1sion (2:38:36 PM): UH YEAH killurtelev1sion (2:38:41 PM): shes like i have $20 killurtelev1sion (2:38:44 PM): and im like...give it to me x audio boxer (2:38:55 PM): she owes you like 50 killurtelev1sion (2:39:00 PM): i buy everything for her man, and i always tell her about it killurtelev1sion (2:39:18 PM): and she was like well i paid for you to go to the movies and taco bell and i was like EMILY THAT WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY killurtelev1sion (2:39:27 PM): you paid for everyones! x audio boxer (2:39:35 PM): HAHAH killurtelev1sion (2:40:18 PM): and then she started talking about how she bought food at the chinese buffet at the mall and i was like...3 people shared it...that hardly counts x audio boxer (2:40:52 PM): i know cuz it was like 4 dollars killurtelev1sion (2:41:08 PM): argh i spend a lot of money on that hoe if emily doesnt pay me back soon...ill kill her. laurenita post comment

breaking hearts has never looked so cool [18 Oct 2003|10:21pm] eeeeeeeeeeee i got the fall out boy cd, the new thursday cd, and (finally) the senses fail cd at bestbuy i love that store. it had every cd i could ever ask for. well no, not every cd...but you know. my dad is in the other room watching the new matrix...its giving me a head ache. i also got a new wallet today...because my other one was freakin stolen. man i had everything in that wallet. these cards i got from drivethrurecords.com for free were in there in like the picture part ya know...? well when i went to see them in may (the first time teehee cuz i saw them twice in one week BITCH!) i took them with me to get signed and yeah...those are gone. and a couple dollars and my permit and my 9th grade ID and my library card, etc. also me and my madre made me a nifty bag/purse thing. i needed something to carry my shit around in and everything i saw was gay so we made it. its pretty cool man, i think im in love with it...ha. EMILY AND MATT ARE HERE 2 comments|post comment

im another day late and one year older [16 Oct 2003|05:02pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | jet black new year-thursday ] well my "friend" emily is in love with the guy i like....all of a sudden she likes him. and guess what? he likes her to...why? thats pretty shitty. why the hell would she do that to me? ive liked this kid for a really long time. all of a sudden whenever she sees joey shes like "oh my god theres joey!" and im like...hey thats my job...ugh i should have known. hmm shes a really good friend. god im so mad. im done laurenita check it out 2 comments|post comment

cross my heart, hope to die i swear i wont say what happened that night [11 Oct 2003|01:50pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Glass To The Arson-Anberlin ] last night i spent the night at megans. it was mucho fun. we watched a movie about this gay guy. jude law was in it...and we saw his weiner! he is hot. im very sad to say this...but drive thru records is the end of every band. i like most of the bands signed to drive thru...but theyre all selling out. sad. meh i guess theres just no way around it. we had to go on a 2 mile walk for people with diabetes this morning. it was totally worth it because the most beautiful guy in north carolina was there...so we followed him. lol the we went to this place called jans house for breakfast. that place scared me. it was really small, i think our waitress really was jan. if it was, then i hate jan. and her stupid house. our table was this big: | | and we had about 20 plates all over it. it was chaotic. then i went home because i had to clean my room. yeah well im gonna go get some juice and watch a movie. good day kiddies. laurenita post comment

my t's are dotted and my i's are crossed [07 Oct 2003|07:56pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | heres lookin at you-everytime i die ] well today is tuesday...im already ready for the weekend to come. today kinda sucked. i found out that the kid i like likes me...but also likes megan and juliet. hmm...figures. i give up. BAH. i went to the doctors today and there was this big thing on the wall about how our area of living has the 13th highest amount of people with syphillis in the COUNTRY. wow. we have nasty people here. holy shit thats gross. i need to remember to ask anyone who i may have sex with about if they have any std's because im not about get one of those mothers. siiiiiiiiick. check this out bitch: Nov. 7th- A static lullaby Nov. 14th- thursday thrice coheed and cambria Nov. 21st- senses fail and wakefield november is gonna be badass. i cant wait. my throat hurts. meh. im going to bed. no ill probably watch a movie EEEEEEEE THE GOONIES HERE I COME! bahaha laurenita post comment

this is me with the words on the tip of my tounge [03 Oct 2003|06:48pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | stuck pig-glassjaw ] well today we had a p(R)ep rally. it was cool cuz we got out of class. i hung out with megan, emily, meghan, and stephanie(kind of...) and we all froliced around. they started playing some rap so me and megan took the opportunity so show everyone our hot moves. this kid from the bleachers goes "BREAK IT DOWN LAUREN LACAVA!" ...i was like whoa people are actually watching us...neat. then me and megan made friends with the HOT ASIAN!!!!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomg hes so sexy...and hes an asian too! does that make sense? well...you should see this kid...i want him...in bed. teehee well anyways tonight we were supposed to see hidden in plain view, i dont remember if i said this but my mom wouldnt let me go, and today megan told me hers wouldnt either so i was like sweet you cant go eithere muahahaha just kidding but yeah so we decided since we have nothing better to do...because we live in north carolina...we'd go to the homecoming game. i was in such a good mood today man, i dont even know why. maybe its because im in love...but who knows lol okay well megans here so i gotta go jump in their mini van and drive off to schoooooooooooooooooooool. lauren meh i told one of the football players that they were gonna lose tonight, and he laughed and said, "probably." it was funny. 4 comments|post comment

now and again it seems worse than it is, but mostly the view is accurate [02 Oct 2003|08:53pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | better off alone-count the stars ] so...today was nothing. its getting quite cold outside. oh man the other night i had a dream that becca shaved all her hair off...i got scared. i woke up and i was like holy shit...becca better not have shaved her head!!!!! but she didnt so we're good teehee i just wrote a short story called "Olive" for creative writing. Megan dies in it haha but its actually pretty good. i think this one might be a winner. tomorrow is a pep aka prep rally. its during 6th period, which sucks because 6th period is creative writing and thats such an easy class. all we do is journal for about 10 hours and then read some stuff we've written. i was hoping it'd be during 5th period...fuckin astronomy...blah. i took that class cuz i thought itd be wicked easy...boy was i wrong. i have like a 91 in that class but still...i hate being in there. oh well. the prep rallys gonna be really gay. last year this girl in me and megans class was wearing overalls and she unbuttoned the top and started running around with her pants down. oh my god that girl was so funny. she would sit there during class and eat packets of hot sauce...crazy kid. all its gonna be is cheerleaders jumping around like fuckin jackasses and the football players all gathering together to "get pumped up for the big game"...please. they'll lose. we have the worst football team EVER. no joke, not that i pay attention to it or anything, but i havent heard anything about our varsity team winning a single game...hahahahaha. fuck i need to join the french club asap lol. well i gotta go read...yes i said read. lauren post comment

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