Khris' Journal
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Date:2004-04-26 09:06
Subject:omg
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so here i am ruining a relationship for someone who doesn't want me...this is great...at least with joe, it's comfortable, i should've known this was going to happen, this kinda stuff always happens to me...i totally should have seen this coming...


THIS SUCKS.

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Date:2004-04-04 14:36
Subject:i'm in like...
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i've fallen in like...kinda like falling in love...but not quite!

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Date:2004-03-26 00:55
Subject:been a long time
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well lots has happened...my kid is almost a year old...i'm still with his daddy, but sometimes i wonder if i should be...still. things are okay right now, i'm working my ass off...literally...it's all good though i like my job, we'll see if it stays that way though anyways...i'm just bored outta mind i guess....no one reads this bull shit anyways...ha ha...

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Date:2003-10-03 09:37
Subject:whistle while you work
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I've been working my ass off lately, partly because i don't want to be home and partly because we need the money. I told Boy#2 how i felt, and i'm still not sure how he took it...he's awak in Kansas right now..hmm I so don't know what to do.oops...baby's cryin..guess that ends this entry

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Date:2003-09-23 14:26
Subject:torn
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sometimes things in my life get so confusing, i dont know what to do. My baby's daddy is acting a fool lately. and then i've got this great guy who will totally take care of me the way i deserve to be taken care of. now all of a sudden baby's daddy wants to get married...and i don't know how to tell him no. i don't want to hurt his feelings but i don't want to be with someone when i've got someone else who could treat me so much better. i see it this way, if my baby's daddy were in my position...which is that i work 40+ hours a week and he stays home with the baby....so if i were to stay home you better bet that he's expect me to have the house clean, the kid quiet and dinner ready on the table when he gets home. why is it not far for me to expect the same. i'ts not hard to do the dishes and take the trash. i'm getting so fed up with this stuff...if i was with guy # 2 then i wouldn't even have to work at all, i could just stay home with my kid and be happy. he compliments me more in 10 minutes than my kid's dad does in a month....HELP!!!!!

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Date:2003-08-27 10:19
Subject:work work work
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i feel like of the fuckin 7 dwarfs...all i do is work...go to work and work, come home and work...i just want a fuckin break! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....alright i feel slightly better now. Ya'll have a good day

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Date:2003-07-18 01:40
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Mood: drained
Music:tegan and sara- come on

it feels so weird to be tired but not be able to go to sleep, it sucks. i'm so tired, my mind is so tired, my body is super tired, but i can't fall asleep for the life of me =-/ o well. i gotta work at 1 tomorrow. i really like my job, none of the girls are snotty. and that seems to be hard to find now days. the money's not great, i'm just hoping i can make my bills. other wise i'm gonna have to find another part time job =( anyways i suppose i'm gonna go play some games. woo hoo

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Date:2003-07-12 17:59
Subject:la la la la la
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Mood: bouncy

I love my job...i love my job i love my job!! i'm so glad that i found something i'm actually into, and i make pretty good tips so it's great. the boss man and boss lady seem to really like me so that helps. i sorta hope i get this saturday job though, i think i didn't get it because he hasn't called back =( oh well i still have my great job. Things here at home have been alright...that's all for now !

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Date:2003-07-06 15:13
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Date:2003-07-06 15:07
Subject:yay!!
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Mood: chipper
Music:i think my dad's gone crazy - eminem

I finally got a job!! yay!! and it's at this great coffee stand and she said that by the middle of next month i'll be full time. I'm so excited. I start tomorrow. I can't wait!!!

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Date:2003-07-04 02:42
Subject:Today...woo hoo
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Mood: bitchy
Music:adina howard- tshirt and my panties on

gawd, sometimes i feel like just pulling all the hair outta my head. i don't know what i do to make these guys fall in love with me to the point that they won't leave me alone. it make's joe mad. i can't be mean to them...that's just plain rude and they are my friends...just that they want more. i'm very clear that i am taken and happy about it, but it's gettinf so FUCKING OLD. i just want everyone to leave me alone...

we went to a BBQ at the taxidermy shop...it was alright...the baby was really fussy

OH, i went to WIC today and got back on the food thingy, which is good because i'm SO BROKE and so while we were there i got the baby his shots. he didn't like that at all. and i've had a fucking headache for the past three days...driving me crazy

i finally got a job interview tomorrow...fuckin took me long enough. i sure hope i get this job, i need the money like no other. i had to go pawn a bunch of shit to pay the rent and the electricity. i hate doin that...but hey i got power and a roof over my head and i guess that's all that matters...

anyways it's late and i guess i should head to bed...

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Date:2003-07-02 03:30
Subject:today wasn't half as bad...
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Mood: accomplished
Music:india.arie--Video

well today went pretty well, got up and cooked breakfast...woo hoo. printed out HELLA resumes and went to look for a job. that's never fun but i like driving around, so that wasn't too bad. got to go do laundry and hang out with my little sister earlier. she's getting pretty cool as she gets older, not so annoying as i remember, and the baby loves her. so that's a plus...not much else going on really...

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Date:2003-06-26 00:02
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Mood: dirty

OMG this friggin kid won't stop crying, he's clean, not hungry, i'm gonna pull all the friggin hair outta my head!!!!!! i worked out in the sun today, so i have a headache, and my body is SO HOT. it's been hours but i'm still hot, it's crazy made some money though i guess that's all that matters

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Date:2003-06-23 23:10
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Mood: stressed
Music:india.arie

well today was eventful, i ripped the bumper off my car, and tried to put some stuff back together, got up early and all then when i came home for lunch i had to listen to the BF bitch and moan, gawd that gets old. fed the kid, and back to do more work. Pulled weeds out in the HOT HOT sun, not fun. but hey, gotta make some money somehow, can't be living on the street. Then i came home and the BF is bitchier than he was earlier, so i made dinner took a shower all that kind of good stuff. He decides to go to his brothers, so i gotta get dressed again get the kid dressed and then we all get in the car and drive over there...fun stuff. came home, and the kid has been crying since, it's crazy he's been crying for like an hour straight, he's not hungry, his diaper is clean, it's like he just want's to scream, which is fine, only now i have a headache...ahh what a day...

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