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You're the one I need
The way back home is always long
But if you're close to me I'm holding on
You're the one I need
My real life has just begun
Cause there's nothing like your smile made of sun
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| Jeremy... |
[11 Feb 2003|03:30am] |
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Sorry about earlier, baby.
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[08 Feb 2003|07:14am] |
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Mike N JAnet JAckson// SCREAM |
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Tired of injustice
Tired of the schemes
Kinda disgusted
So what does it mean
Kicking me down
I got to get up
As jacked as it sounds
The whole system sucks
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Peak in the shadow
Come into the light
You tell me I'm wrong
Then you better prove you're right
You're sellin' out souls but
I care about mine
I've got to get stronger
And I won't give up the fight
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Tired of you tellin' the story your way
It's causin' confusion
You think it's okay
Keep changin' the rules
While you're playin' the game
I can't take it much longer
I think I might go insane
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With such confusion don't it make you wanna scream
Your bash abusin' victimize within the scheme
You find your pleasure scandalizin' every lie
Oh father, please have mercy 'cause I just can't take it
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop pressurin' me
Make me wanna scream
Stop pressurin' me
Just stop pressurin' me
Stop fuckin' with me
Make me wanna scream
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| Oh I spam the morning away |
[08 Feb 2003|07:10am] |
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The happier part of my double sided posts!
Well, I've met one person here in particular who has gained my interest. One I try to see every night. It's almost out little thing...meeting out under the stars every night. I'm going slow, for their sake. Are we 'together' ...I dont know and I've been meaning to find out. So yea...
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| Yea... |
[08 Feb 2003|06:59am] |
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Mike + Janet Jackson// Scream |
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I owe an update or two.
Well let's see I've had a helluva first week here. Met alot of cool people, hope to meet more.
Classes have been going fairly well, until Thursday, when I had to cancel weekend long photoshoot I had planned weeks ago due to unreliable people. Fuck Them to hell a few times. Grr. ANyways. I had spent so much time getting things ready for the shoot too, organzing, buying film, hiring a stylist, etc. Ugh. It really got me down when I had to cancel it all.
HAd a a fun little fling one night, which of course was my pleasure...but I thought maybe I wanted more from it... but now looking back. Hah. I got what I wanted out of tha relationship.....well that interaction, quick and easy. I dont want to give them the wrong idea. But Yea. They dont need anything from me anyways, accept maybe a Cherry Coke. Har. And The prints will be ready soon enough.
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| What a day. |
[05 Feb 2003|10:39pm] |
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Started out to be a fucking awesome day.
Then quickly went downhill.
Felt dizzy, fainted.
Then things just went to hell.
I lost some faith in some friends.
I feel used.
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[03 Feb 2003|02:50pm] |
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Hit me up at Kev LaChapelle
More to come.......
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