| And think that I'm impressed with your one night stands? |
[06 Oct 2003|04:36pm] |
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school blows. i can't listen to the song konstantine ne more. such a good song. ruined. i was supposed to hang out with joshua today. but didn't happen he had to work later. i have to work tonight. 5to9 i was all excited to go visit emily in new orleans, but were not going ne more.:( bummer to the maxx haha. tomorrow i think i'm haning out with vento, and probably tina. i'm still sick since warped tour. thats not heathly. it's getting to the point where i wake up in the middle of the night because i think i'm going to die because i can't breathe. haha i fell alseep in Astro/Geo today and was twitching and drooling. hahaha. moms yelling i have to go to work now. one. keep it real.
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| wishful thinker. |
[04 Oct 2003|09:25pm] |
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last night was an adeventure in its own. ha. to some it up people can be so immature and gay. I bought The Cure Greatest Hits cd<3. Today was full of Bertucci's. you know. my second home, cause I'm not there all the time. I worked a double 10:30 to like 8:45.. and I hung out with Joshua during my break and watched his little brother play video games. I was supposed to hang out with him tonight but there was some mis communications and he made other plans. I'm supposed to sleep over Ashley's tonight for her Birthday. Savage is coming home next weekend. Can't wait. I hope I get to see him. major withdrawals. haha I still have a phobia of approtching cars at a high speed. Thanks buddy. I found a home for one of the kittens, it's going to be so hard to part with them, its between Josephine and Elinor. very tough. My brother is home, it's nice to see him but not in the state thats he's in with a broken back. it's sad. Maybe he shouldn't fall out of trees. well hopefully I'll be going out soon. keep it real.
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| This is my time to rise and fight.(all of you) I'll never live life like you. |
[01 Oct 2003|09:20pm] |
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Horribly depressing day. someone wrote obseen and offely mean things on one of my notebooks I lost. It hurts me so much to think someone hates me that much to write the horrible things they did. Tina and I got called down to the office again about the Erica thing. it's so silly. we didn't do it. Things with Joshua. eh so-so. I'm very confused with the whole thing.
I'm listening to Early Maxwell. There good. I didn't expect it.
Today was one of those depressing,cold, tired, wanna sleep all day days.
My mission within the next couple week is to go and visit Savage. I'm going through with drawals. haha I miss him. He's the best kid ever
I worked with Tom tonight. haha he's such a funny kid. It's fun having someone from my school there. and I hope Andrew comes back during Christmas. that would be awesome.
I wanna hang out with all the boys, I haven't in so long it's sad. Hopeing tomorrow is better. keep it real.
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| I have bled the wrong words |
[30 Sep 2003|09:55pm] |
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: 01 | being alone. 02 | car crashes. (thanks Savage) 03 | love.
--------------------------------------------------- FOUR PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: 01 | Tina 02 | Josh 03 | people 04 | Vento is a funny girl. --------------------------------------------------- FIVE THINGS I LOVE: 01 | my kittens; Buddy, Elinor Grey, and Josphine. 02 | horse back riding 03 | music 04 | driving around 05 | talking. --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I HATE: 01 | muttering words 02 | myself 03 | love --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: 01 | myself. 02 | the fort in hull 03 | tic tock lane --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: 01 | cell phone 02 | tape measurer 03 | light ------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: 01 | being cold 02 | being wored 03 | thinking --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: 01 | get married. 02 | feel accomplished. 03 | falling in love --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN DO: 01 | hate 02 | sleep. 03 | horse back ride --------------------------------------------------- THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY: 01 | funny 02 | dorky 03 | pathetic --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: 01 | stop worrying. 02 | run 03 | dance -------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO: 01 | i. 02 | dont. 03 | care. -------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER: 01 | once againe 02 | dont 03 | care --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST: 01 | that's silly. 02 | im not that retared 03 | anything remotly gay --------------------------------------------------- THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS: 01 | wendies 02 | pizza 03 | salad --------------------------------------------------- THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN: 01| everything 02| that 03| baffkes me --------------------------------------------------- THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: 01 | coke. 02 | dr. p 03 | water. --------------------------------------------------- THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID: 01 | Punky Brewster 02 | Full House 03 | i dont kno nethign else
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| Sweet Josphine wil you fuck me back home? |
[30 Sep 2003|08:13pm] |
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I woke up today and decided I was tired so told my mom I had a tubby ach and asked her if I could go in late.. I went in at like 11.. and who was my sub, haha Ms. Budukiewicz. it was so weird. I was only in the class for likr 5mins tho. It was funny to see her there. kinda odd. Then I had 2 periods of Atro/Gro. ugh horrible. the Photgrpahy we ate ice cream sanwitches and made ediable film. Then Eric drove me Vento Tina and Dave to get Vento's car and me Vento and Tina went out to the fort in Hull, then Wendies then the mall. I just talked to Joshua for a while. I'm scared. keep it real.
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| black heart valentine. |
[29 Sep 2003|08:44pm] |
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boring day. horrible night sleep. feel asleep in English. worked with Tom. got out early! and I'm hungry. Heather just asked me if I wanted to go to MatchBox20 tomorrow night. it would be really cool but the tickets are 45$. that kinda alot. I don't know yet though, Mommy might say NO!. keep it real.
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| I wish I stayed alseep today. |
[28 Sep 2003|03:41pm] |
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Last Night I thought was going to be a total drag.. but I rented Lizzie McGuire movie and RoseMary's Baby... I watched Lizzie McGuire.. such a good moive, and then came online and talked to Victor. He ended up coming over and we went to Walgreens ato see Miss Ashley Vento and we wait for her to get out of work and then wait for Christina and Tara to get out of work and we sat and talked in the Shaw's parking lot. The Tina and Tara and other people showed up. Then after a while of talking we went to my house. It was cool the 5 of us just sat around and talked. It was fun. Today I worked, it was gay. Bertucci's is gay. I saw Chris Glass tho. He came in and I talked to him for a little while, he's such a nice kid. Not to sure what on the agenda for tonight, maybe something with Josh? Well I'm hoping. keep it real.
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| I was never beautiful enough for you. |
[27 Sep 2003|08:29pm] |
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So here's the new journal. I got sick of all the other bullshit in my other one, so I'm starting over...don't forget to comment. keep it real.
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