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Thursday, April 24th, 2003
8:43 pm - In the Wilds
I am where I belong, wandering in nature and working my powers on what I know. Still, I miss the tower and wish to return soon. For now, I shall continue doing what I know.

current mood: artistic
current music: You Take My Breath Away- queen

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Monday, April 7th, 2003
6:00 pm - Back to Normal
After time spent as a male and both Grima and I sucessfully completing out bets, I am back to being a femme. I must admit to prefering this body, as male parts are a pain. Still, the experiecen was very enlightening. Males really are at the emrcy of their hormones. They want to jump everything that moves, although I masked those urges.

I am going to spend some time trekking ME and doing forest work. I shall return eventually to the White Tower, as Pippin is there.

current mood: accomplished
current music: The Long and Winding Road- beatles

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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
8:41 pm - Maleness
So, I have chsen a form for my fight against evil. To throw everyone off the scent, I have a bet with Grima about using my powers. I cannot use them for a week, and he must be nice. I wandered off and stared at flowers for several days, so my deadline has been extended. This is a critical test for me. I must know that I can go without needing my magic.

Also, I really do not want to give Grima the power of a Valar.

Males have strange bodies. I can barely get used to this form...

current mood: anxious
current music: What Its Like- Everlast

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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
5:37 pm - Regret and Anger
A mortal really got to me yesterday. His name is Grima Wormtongue, and I took away his ability to do evil. He blamed the Valar for all of the world's problems and accused me of misusing my powers. I wish I could explain to him about Eru and the restrictions placed on all Valar on interfering. I meant only to help, but by interfering, I made things worse. So I have made a resolution, no more using my powers on mortals. I shall confine myself to my job of making things grow and bloom.

But I cannot stand by and watch evil tear things to pieces again, so I shall make myself an alter-ego, who can help the mortals fight.

And Eru help any who get in my way...

current mood: angry
current music: Fallen Embers- Enya

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Friday, March 14th, 2003
10:10 pm - Grima Worntongue
An interesting man to say the least, and one I shall enjoy tormenting a bit. I cursed him so he may do no evil. He was not pleased and seems inclined to swear about me and hurt himself. Foolish.

Ah well, this menas more penance for me. Back to reforesting!

current mood: amused
current music: Take a Chance on Me- Abba

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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
12:10 pm - Tricks and Spells
What a marvelous day! I played tricks on many in the Tower, purely randomly. I made Dralana's hair turn several interesting colors, put bunny ears and a tail on Pippin, painted Thrandos' toenails and made his food sing and dance. Twas very amusing, although Nienna outdid me with her dance arrangements. I never thought I would see Aragorn look quite so ridiculous.

Still, Eomer scolded us for being thoughtless and made me feel bad. So, I went out and reforested an entire area with trees. I feel much better now.

I rather like Pippin. I wonder if he would like to talk more with me...

current mood: amused
current music: Nothing But Flowers

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Saturday, March 1st, 2003
8:50 am - Truth, Beauty, Faith and Love
My return to the lands of Middle Earth find me adrift in Gondor, where a great gathering of people from all over this realm has formed. I find in thier midst old friedns like Nienna and old enemies, like Melkor. Strange, he glared at me and accused me of hating him. He brought evil unto this world and forced us to continually battle against the dark. Am I supposed to thank him for this?

But I do not hate him. I am a mother of the earth, how can I hate any creature, however wretched?

I attended the wedding of Boromir and Merry, which was a festive, if somewhat wild, event. The wedding outdid the bachelor party for sheer lunacy. Never has Nienna laughed so hard, and for that alone, I felt much joy. My flowers looked especially nice strewn all over the floors in a decorative manner.

I hope I can talk more to these mortals. I do so love the inhabitants of this world. Ah, I must go see to the forests!

current mood: chipper
current music: Birds Bees and Sycamore trees

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