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[25 Jul 2003|05:18pm] |
i have just had the most rollacoaster day.
last night the english kids and i played drinking games, except i played with redbull and juice, instead of alcohol.
then we went to the cheesiest club i think i have ever witnessed, called LATINO CLUB FUEGO...we are in croatia.
anyway, it was like someone turned a switch and the moment i walked in there i was having all these flashbacks to home, the clubs mainly...gino, mikey, nat, jackie, keith, dirte...i love you all...i do not even know if any of you read this rubbish, but i love you!
i walked in there, clearly dressed differently than this crowd and started dreaming of just seeing all my friends walk in and some soul music just playin away, and dancing like i used to...
then, i just began the spiral...it turned into missing everything about home.
i slept with gino´s hat again...
i only was able to sleep 2 1/2 hours since i got home so late and had to be up when maria woke up.
that probably did not help my crappy morning.
i bought a phone card for 100 kuna ($15), used it once, and left it in the phone, and i think this guy stole it and lied about it to me...so, i could not call home or anything like i wanted to.
i had no sleep, i was sticky, lonely, and really just wanted to jump on a plane from dubrovnik to home, no matter the cost.
thank God for my friends.
i saw them about noon and they offered to let me sleep in their room while they went out.
so, i lay there, finishing up catcher in the rye, which ves let me read over the past 2 days.
i slept, maybe 3 hours, finished my book, and i am suddenly a new person.
sleep is amazing.
i still miss home, but i am not so desperate to figure out how to get back.
catcher in the rye: funny that i read that book NOW.
the last paragraph of the book says something to the effect of do not talk to others about all the people in your life too much because then you just start to miss them.
hmph.
somethings are just too weird.
i swear i´m a madman.
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